Se connecterLyra’s POV
Lillian came padding back, little feet smacking softly against the marble tiles. Her smile was wide and bright—until it wasn't. “Mommy…” she said hesitantly, glancing at the pool, then back at me. “Daddy said… I should tell you I’m not your servant. So you should go get your dress yourself.” I blinked. My heart dropped. Her words stung sharper than a slap. Not because she meant them—no, her innocent eyes looked confused—but because I knew exactly who had poisoned her lips with that line. Lucian. Of course, he was gone now. Like always, he struck hard, then vanished. Lillian tilted her head. “Did I say it wrong? Was it… an abuse?” My throat tightened. “No, baby,” I whispered, forcing a smile through the ache in my chest. “You said it perfectly.” She wrapped her arms around me. “Don’t be sad, okay? I’ll still go get something nice for you.” I shook my head gently. “It’s okay. Let’s just go inside.” As I walked behind her, water clung to my skin, the soaked white fabric outlining everything I wished it didn’t. My arms instinctively wrapped around my body, trying to shield myself from the weight of invisible eyes. Did Lucian think I wanted him to see me like that? God, no. Inside, I found the bedroom I'd been given, locked the door, and collapsed onto the bed. I ripped off the wet shirt and threw it across the room, then wrapped myself in a towel, trying to scrub away the shame. Lillian had picked out oversized shirts for me. I slipped one on and curled under the blanket, my skin warm but my heart frozen. I was starving, but I didn’t know where to find food. I wanted to call the hospital, see my parents—but my phone had broken last month, and I didn’t even have spare phone, let alone a charger. I had nothing. What kind of life had I walked into? I lay down, still in that fog of confusion and hunger. Somewhere between heartache and exhaustion, I must’ve drifted off. Until— Cold water splashed over my body. I bolted upright with a gasp, drenched and gasping. Lucian stood by the bed, a bucket in his hand and that usual cruelty in his eyes. “You think you’re here to rest?” he sneered. “You’re not just Lillian’s babysitter. You clean the entire house. Every corner. Every floor. Every room. My room. Lillian’s room. Everything.” He tossed the bucket aside. It clanged against the floor like thunder. “I already gave the cleaners a holiday. Congratulations. You’ve replaced them.” I sat there, stunned. “But that’s not in the contract—” Before I could finish, his hand came fast. A sharp, burning slap. I tasted metal. My face whipped to the side, and my ears rang from the force of it. “You don’t get to talk back,” he growled, leaning in so close I could smell his cologne and rage. “You’re in my house now. Under my rules. If you can’t follow them, give me back my money. But know this—someone will leave this world first before that happens. Because in my world, there’s no backing out.” He stepped away, eyes cold as death. “Come downstairs. Now.” I scrambled off the bed, drenched, trembling, and followed him. He stood near the fireplace, arms folded like a king surveying his kingdom. He didn’t even turn as I entered. With a cold gesture, he pointed to the marble floor. A shattered vase lay there, surrounded by rose petals, water, and broken ceramic. “You see that?” he said. “Clean it. No mop. No help. Use your hands.” I stared at the mess, my stomach twisting. I dropped to my knees. The cold water soaked my sleeves. Tiny shards of ceramic bit into my palms, but I didn’t stop. I picked each one, quietly, obediently, my pride bleeding with my hands. Lucian sat on the couch, watching me. “You’re faster than I expected,” he said mockingly. “Didn’t know fat girls could move so quick.” When I finally finished, I stood and bowed stiffly. “It’s done.” He walked toward me, and for a split second, I thought… maybe. Maybe he’d apologize. Maybe he’d see I was trying. But no. He threw a key at me. It clattered to the floor near my feet. “Clean the guest room. My friend’s coming tomorrow,” he ordered. “And when you’re done with that—every other room in this house better shine.” He walked away. And finally, when I was alone, a tear escaped. I bent, picked up the key, and obeyed. Room after room, I cleaned until my knees ached and my hands stung. When I reached the dining area, I saw a plate left out, half-eaten. I didn’t care. I was starving. I ate quietly—like a thief in the dark—then climbed the stairs to finish the rest. I opened one door and found Lillian fast asleep, curled into a tiny ball. I didn’t dare wake her. The next room was huge. It had to be his. Three massive portraits hung on the wall. One was Lucian. One was Lillian. The third… was turned to the wall, the face hidden. I didn’t touch it. I started cleaning. As I dusted the last shelf, the bathroom door opened. I froze. Lucian stepped out, wrapped in a towel, drops of water still clinging to his chest. How didn’t I hear the shower? How didn’t I know he was inside? His eyes met mine. And my breath caught. I turned to continue walking, but his voice stopped me. "Stop there," he said. I turned. Then he said again, "You haven't collected what brought you to the room." "What... nothing brought me here other than to just clean up," I stammered. "Ohh, I see," he snarled, coming closer to me. He pulled me against his body. Before I could say something, his mouth was on mine, soft at first, testing, teasing, and then rough. My eyes fluttered shut as I melted into him, my hands instinctively gripping the front of his shirt. The kiss deepened, his tongue brushing against my lips, and I opened for him eagerly. "Ohh, I see someone has been dying for this all along," he said as he removed his mouth from mine. I don't really know what came over me, but I really enjoyed it. I quickly turned to leave the room, and he grabbed me back. "Where do you fucking think you are going?" His hands slid down to my waist, pulling me closer until our bodies were pressed together. I felt the hard lines of his chest against mine, the heat radiating off him making my skin tingle. His tongue explored my mouth with a hunger that left me breathless, and I moaned softly, the sound swallowed by his kiss. "Beg me to enter you, and I might consider it," he said, scanning me from head to toe. "I will never do that," I said, trying to remove myself from his grip. He angrily pushed me onto the bed. His hands roamed over my body, tracing the curves I’d always been too shy to show off. "You’re fucking lying, you hippo, you must beg for it," he muttered, his fingers slipping under the hem of my shirt. "No lady on this earth can resist my touch." "And I'm not among the ladies. Get off me, this is not part of our agreement." My breath caught as he pulled my shirt over my head, leaving me in just my bra. His eyes raked over me, and I felt exposed, vulnerable, but also exhilarated. Lucian leaned down, his lips trailing hot kisses along my neck, down to my collarbone. His teeth grazed my skin, and I gasped, arching into him. "Stop…" I breathed, my hands tangling in his hair. "Please…" "Please what?" he teased, his mouth moving lower, kissing the swell of my breasts. "Tell me what you want, landwhale. Beg for my cock to get into you." "I want… I want to go. I just came to clean up the room, not this," I stammered, my cheeks burning with embarrassment, but my body screaming for more. He chuckled darkly, his fingers unhooking my bra with practiced ease. My breasts spilled free, and he wasted no time taking one into his mouth, his tongue swirling around my nipple. I cried out, my hips bucking against him as pleasure shot through me like a lightning bolt. "Fuck, you," he muttered, switching to my other breast and giving it the same treatment. His hand slid down my stomach, slipping under the waistband of my jeans. My breath hitched as his fingers found my wetness, stroking me through my panties. "You’re already so fucking wet for me," he growled, his voice thick with lust. "You’ve been wanting this, pretending?" I nodded, meaning no, unable to form words as his fingers dipped inside my panties, brushing against my clit. I moaned loudly, my head falling back as he teased me, his touch sending waves of pleasure crashing through me. "Lucian, stop it… this is not part of the contract," I begged, my voice trembling with desperation. "Stop pretending, and beg?" he asked, his fingers still working me slowly, maddeningly. "Tell me." "I'm not that desperate," I gasped, my nails digging into his shoulders. "Please, Lucian…"Lucian’s POVI was lying on the bed, motionless. I could see everything and hear everything, but I couldn’t move a single part of my body. In front of my very eyes, that man took Lyra away. I tried to scream, I tried to jump up and help her, but I was paralyzed.How could such a terrible thing happen on our wedding day?It should have been the happiest day of my life, but instead, it turned into the worst nightmare imaginable. I lay there in that frozen state all through the night, trapped in my own skin, until the morning light began to peek through the window.As the sun rose, I started to hear sounds from outside. I heard my mother’s voice, Lyra’s mother, and the loud honking of car horns. I was still stuck, unable to move, and I could feel blood occasionally dripping from my nose and onto the sheets.After a while, the voices got louder. It seemed like they were standing right outside our bedroom door."Lilian, stop right there! Don't just barge in. Your mother is a married woman
Lyra’s POVZane carried me back to the bed and laid me down. I just lay there, my limbs feeling like lead. I was too worn out from our earlier struggle, and my head was still spinning from whatever he had put in that water.There was something so surreal about this that my mind couldn't fully process it. I felt like I was watching a movie of someone else’s life. This couldn't be me again after what I faced in my past.We lay on our sides, facing each other. I could feel his hands on my arm—slightly rough, callused, and terrifyingly warm against my frozen flesh. He could have subdued me with ease, but he didn't need to. I wasn't fighting him yet; I was floating in a hazy, drugged fog.He leaned in, kissing my neck and lingering near my ear. I shivered. I knew I should feel violated—and I did—but the drug was playing tricks on me, making his gentleness feel disarming. I closed my eyes, trying to pretend this was just a nightmare.His hand traveled up my side, his palm resting against my
Lyra’s POVHe didn't answer or say anything at first. Instead, he just looked amused, though there was a terrifying, dark gleam flickering in his eyes.“Nothing about being an adult concerns this,” he smirked.I shook my head frantically. “There is… there's everything to do with it…” My voice cracked, thick with unshed tears. “I am a married woman and—”In an instant, his hand was wrapped tightly around my throat. He leaned down toward me, his face inches from mine. “This should be the very last time you ever say that again,” he said, his voice harsh and vibrating with anger. “Do you understand me?”I nodded, far too scared to do anything else.He released my throat. “Good,” he said, his tone softening into something even more chilling. “Now let go of the blanket. I want to see you naked again.”Again? That meant he had been watching me while I was unconscious.The thought made my stomach churn. I tried to plaster myself even closer to the wall, still refusing to let go of the fabric
Lyra’s POVHe is so skilled at touching me that I am barely in my senses. He raises himself up slightly, looking down at me, and I feel a flush of embarrassment.“Lyra, he is your husband. There's no need to feel this way,” I tell myself, repeating the words like a mantra.He smiles as he begins to remove his boxers. But just as he is about to pull them down, everything changes in the blink of an eye.I don’t even know what happened. One second, Lucian is on top of me; the next, he has collapsed beside me. Blood trickles from his nose. He’s unconscious. Then, a large figure looms over me. We are in our own room—the room Lucian locked minutes ago.I open my mouth to scream, but before a sound can escape, a heavy hand clamps over my mouth and nose. I feel a sharp prick on the side of my neck, and my world goes completely dark.I wake up with a pounding headache and a gnawing ache in my stomach—the kind that comes from intense hunger. I can’t see a thing.For a moment, I can’t remember
Lyra’s POV Thankfully, my mom finally came and took me inside—to our part of the house, to the newly decorated room.The moment the door opened, my breath caught.The whole room glowed softly under candles placed around the walls.Rose petals spread across the large bed like someone had painted the sheets with flowers.My mother guided me to the bed and helped me sit.“Rest. I’ll leave you,” she whispered gently.Then she left.The silence that followed tightened my chest.That was when reality hit me properly—what was coming next.What this night meant.What being alone with him… meant.A strange heat crawled under my skin.I was shy—terrified, actually.The idea of being intimate with someone younger than me made my stomach twist.And after the way Lucian had been acting outside…the way he looked at me as if trying to calm a fire inside him…I knew there was no escaping tonight.I stared down at my hands.“Is my body… shaking?” I whispered to myself.The door suddenly swung open a
Lyra's POV The house changed after the kiss.It changed overnight.Lucian didn’t leave my side.Not even for a minute.My mother suddenly became soft-spoken around me, overly gentle, overly careful—as if one wrong word would break the fragile peace forming between us.Shintla walked around the house glowing, smiling at nothing, humming songs she had probably forgotten she even knew.Lilian…Lilian practically floated.“Mom, I told you love is real,” she whispered to me at breakfast, cheeks swollen from grinning.“And now you and Lucian will have a wedding. I’ll be the flower girl. And after that, I’m getting a sister.”“Lilian…”I nearly spilled my tea.But she ran off before I could correct her.*******The wedding wasn’t planned.It burst into existence.One morning, Shintla approached me with a careful smile.“Lyra… can we talk?”I nodded, wiping my hands on my dress.She reached for my hand gently, her eyes warm with something that made my throat tighten.“You know… I’ve always p
He kept dragging me along the road. People pointed and stared, whispering behind their hands, but he didn’t care. My head stayed low, shame crawling over my skin like a rash. My limbs felt heavy, my soul even heavier. I was already weak—both inside and out.We stopped in front of a wide glass build
Zane’s POVLyra’s cheeks were still tear‑stained when I offered her my hand. For three heartbeats she only stared, eyes raw yet shining with a stubborn ember I couldn’t help admiring. “Thank you… but I need to find a way to save myself, not be saved again.”Her voice quivered, but the words landed
Lyra’s POVThe hospital smelled of disinfectant and heartbreak.I clutched the bouquet of fresh flowers Zane had given the guards to pass me. My heart beat fast as I stepped through the white double doors. The hallway was too quiet, the air too heavy. It was as if every breath hurt.Room 104.That’
My body was really betraying me, and I might’ve collapsed in his arms.I used all my strength, pushed him off me, quickly grabbed my clothes, and ran out.My legs carried me before my mind could catch up.I didn’t stop until I slammed the bedroom door shut, pressing my back against it like I could







