LOGINMy phone kept buzzing nonstop.
At first, I ignored it. The leather couch under me was worn in all the right places, and the late afternoon sunlight spilling through my blinds painted the room in streaks of gold. For the first time in a long time, everything was quiet. I wasn't working, No gunfire echoing in the back of my skull. No pounding footsteps behind me or me chasing anyone and no Logan barking orders in my ear. Just a comfortable silence. I needed to rest for at least three months. And that’s what I’d been promised. After years of contracts, after bleeding and sweating in countries where most people couldn’t even point to on a map, I had finally negotiated a break. And I was going to take it and make the most of it. Or at least, I thought I was. The buzzing went on, relentless, like a mosquito that refused to die. I groaned in annoyance and grabbed the phone and answered without looking at the caller's ID “Pierce.” “Ethan.” Logan’s voice. My stomach sank. My boss wasn’t the kind of man who called to chat about the weather. If he was on the line, it meant trouble. “I know you’re on leave,” Logan said. “I know you’ve earned it. But I need you on this one.” I sat up, swinging my legs off the couch. “No.” He chuckled, but there wasn’t a shred of humor in it. “You don’t even know what it is yet.” “Doesn’t matter.” I rubbed at the back of my neck. “I’ve waited years for this break. I’m not wasting it babysitting anyone.” “Alexander Blackwood. That's who you will be protecting.” The name made me pause for a second. Everyone knew the Blackwoods. They are from Old money. They build Empires and are ruthless to the core. You didn’t live in New York without knowing that name but I don't give a fuck right now. My peace and quiet matters. “I’m not interested,” I said flatly. Logan sigh . Something he doesn't do often. “He was almost kidnapped yesterday, Ethan. According to his personal Assistant it was an Inside job. His own driver was in on it. Only reason he’s still breathing is because he ran. And he barely made it. They had guns.” Not my problem. That’s what I wanted to say. But the words stuck in my throat. " Get him someone else since it's urgent. Sam could do the job just fine." I said trying to sound nonchalant. Logan pressed on. “Sam is not you. And besides Blackwood's best friend won't let me be. He’s the one who came to me. Begged me to put someone on the job. And they don’t want just anyone. They want the best. Which means they want you.” I closed my eyes. My pulse drummed in my temples. “Logan,” I said, low and even. “I’ve been on the clock nonstop for years. I finally have three months to myself. I’m not wasting them shadowing some rich brat who...” he didn't let me finish before cutting me off. “Bullshit.” Logan’s tone hardened. “You don’t walk away when someone is in dire need of your help or when someone’s life is on the line. More reason why I chose you.” I hated that he knew me too well. Silence stretched. The only sound in my apartment was the hum of the fridge and the faint traffic outside. No one had ever protected me. Not once. I grew up in an orphanage where I was taught that weakness got you no where just chewed up and spit out. I learned early that you either fought for yourself, or you didn’t survive. And I learnt that the hard way. No one had saved me. No one had cared to save me. Which was why I had built myself into a man who could protect others. Because someone had to. And Logan knew that. “Ethan,” his voice softened, rare for him. “It’s temporary. Just until we know who’s behind the attempt. You’ll keep him alive, keep him breathing. That’s just it.” I dragged a hand down my face in frustration. My three months of freedom had evaporated before they even began. But I already knew my answer. “Fine,” I muttered. “Send me the details.” “Thank you,” he said, genuine relief threading his voice. “You won’t regret this.” I hung up, staring at the phone in my hand like it had betrayed me. And I have a bad feeling about this job but I had to take it anyway Cause I already told Logan I was going to. Argh. I didn’t fall asleep that night. Sleep decided to go on vacation just when I needed it. I lay awake in the dark, memories crawling out. Memories of when I was at Nora's orphanage and all the terrible things that happened there. Nora's orphanage wasn't the kind of place where kids dreamed of fairy tales. It was survival, plain and simple. A rundown building with peeling paint, it looked like a hell hole with staff who were underpaid and overworked , who decided that the best way to release thier frustrations was frustrating the kids. Food was like gold, we don't get fed regularly and fights were constant or mor like normal. I was one of the smaller kids back then, but I learned fast, because it was the only way to keep the bullies at bay. If you wanted to eat, you had to earn it, If you wanted to survive, you didn’t cry, you don't beg, or break. Living everyday was a struggle no kid should ever face. By the time I was fourteen, I was already harder than my peers and most grown men. By sixteen, I was sneaking into underground fights just to make money so I could leave when I turn eighteen. My knuckles had been raw more times than I could count. I remembered one night in particular. I was twelve . Another boy had tried to steal the piece of bread I’d saved from lunch. I didn’t think. I just hit him. Again and again, until he stopped moving. And the sickest part? The staff didn’t even intervene. They just dragged him away, left me standing there with blood on my fists and a fire in my chest. They were all monsters. And that was the night I realized something important. No one was coming to save me. If I wanted out, I had to save myself. So I did. Years later, after the orphanage spit me out, I joined the military. Discipline came naturally to me. Violence was second nature. And for the first time in my life, I had purpose. Which was something that kept me going. But I’d learned something else, too. When people knew they could rely on you, they did. And when you fail,even once, they turn back on you. So I tried my best to only be helpful and reliable to those who needs it without failing. Morning came faster than I wanted it to. I had my morning routine,which was Workout, Shower, Breakfast. Routine mattered to me. It kept me grounded. But there was this weight to every movement, a heaviness in my chest I couldn’t shake. I opened the metal case under my bed. My gear was laid out in perfect rows. A Glock. A SIG. Knives, small and concealed. Extra mags. Tactical watch. Body armor. I didn’t need all of it for a civilian detail. But I checked each piece anyway. Cleaned them. Loaded them. My hands moved automatically, like I’d done a thousand times before. Because of course I had. Once the weapons were stowed, I packed the basics into a duffel. As I zipped the bag, Logan’s words echoed in my head. “They want the best. That’s you.” I didn’t feel like the best, I just felt tired. I crave peace and quiet. Is that too much to ask for? By the time Logan sent me the final details, I was already halfway to his office. “Mr Blackwood will meet you tomorrow,” Logan said as I stepped inside. He was sitting behind his desk, file in hand. “Until then, you’ll be briefed on his schedule, his habits, his vulnerabilities. You’ll work directly under his assistant,Aiden Walsh. He’s the one who reached out.” “one will think the father is the one eager to save his son.” Logan’s jaw tightened. “ According to what I heard ,The father doesn’t care if the kid lives or dies he just wants him to get married and give him grand kids. Which by the way is no business of ours.” I frowned. Cold. But not surprising. That was the kind of world men like the Blackwoods lived in. Logan slid the file across the desk. I flipped it open. Alexander Blackwood IV. Age 29. CEO. Born into power. Educated in all the right places. A picture-perfect heir on paper. But the photo staring back at me wasn’t paper. It was a man. Sharp jaw. Piercing eyes. Arrogance in every line of his posture. I studied him for a long time. Something twisted in my gut. “Problem?” Logan asked. I snapped the file shut. “No.” But the truth was, I wasn’t sure. Because the second I’d looked at him, something had clicked. Shit. If he is who I thought of right now then I've just gotten myself into serious trouble. I stood by the window, watching the city lights blur into dawn. I’d agreed to protect Alexander Blackwood. I didn’t know why it felt like I’d just stepped onto a battlefield I wasn’t ready for. But I had the strangest feeling that this job…this man…was going to change everything. I sigh already tired before the actual job even started.I hated that I had agreed to this. That I was even dressed up for this was annoying the hell out of me. I'm about to walk into a restaurant to meet some woman I have no interest in at all, just because my dearest father thought me marrying a woman would “fix” me and send the gay in me packing.Tonight is going to be another terrible and uncomfortable one , just like the ones before this.The worst part in all this was, Ethan wasn’t here. Which is also because of me.I had refused him when he reminded me earlier that it was his job to protect me at all time blah blah blah. So I told him this was “a private family arrangement” and not his concern. Truth was, I couldn’t stomach the idea of him standing in the corner, watching me sit across some strange girl, when all I thought about was him.Even with my point which might not be true but reasonable , he still insisted on coming so I told him I'll just go with Aiden Instead. And I did.“Sure you don’t want me to sit at the next table and k
The hotel suite was quiet except for the steady hum of the city outside. Tokyo’s night bled in through the floor to ceiling windows. everything about this place is exactly as it should be seeing as it's a five star hotel meant for the likes of Alex. I meant the kids from money. I let the bathroom door shut behind me, steam clinging to my skin like a second layer. My body really needed the shower to take away the tiredness. My towel was knotted around my waist and my hair was still damp and dripping over my temple, muscles loose from the scalding water I’d just stood under for way too long. But none of it helped. The shower hadn’t washed away the problem, hadn’t burned out the memory of the way Alexander Blackwood kept looking at me with those pretty eyes. Speaking of the devil. Alex was stretched out on the couch of the suite’s living room, his shirt undone halfway, sleeves rolled up, giving me a view of his sexy arms, a glass of whiskey dangling between his fingers. His gaze
The hotel suite was quiet except for the steady hum of the city outside. Tokyo’s night bled in through the floor to ceiling windows. everything about this place is exactly as it should be seeing as it's a five star hotel meant for the likes of Alex. I meant the kids from money.I let the bathroom door shut behind me, steam clinging to my skin like a second layer. My body really needed the shower to take away the tiredness. My towel was knotted around my waist and my hair was still damp and dripping over my temple, muscles loose from the scalding water I’d just stood under for way too long. But none of it helped. The shower hadn’t washed away the problem, hadn’t burned out the memory of the way Alexander Blackwood kept looking at me with those pretty eyes.Speaking of the devil.Alex was stretched out on the couch of the suite’s living room, his shirt undone halfway, sleeves rolled up, giving me a view of his sexy arms, a glass of whiskey dangling between his fingers. His gaze slid laz
The worst part about Ethan Pierce was that he thought he could actually resist me. The thought made me laugh.My father taught me while growing up to take whatever we want by all means necessary untill we get it. The only part of my life he will never accept is me being gay . He once told me that he knows I won't be still just because he told me to so I should fool around untill I get my fill then come back to my senses and marry a woman. If only he knows.Pierce had the nerve to stand two steps behind me at all times, to keep his jaw tight and his eyes hard, to act like I was just another assignment, which I obviously am but won't accept it. He probably thought his professional mask could hide the way his little reactions whenever we touch.Thank God I caught a glimpse of them before he switches back to being all 'I don't feel anything ' mood.What he doesn't know or maybe he did but is refusing to accept it was that every time he tries to push me away, it only made me want him more.
It's been two whole days.That was how long it had been since I stepped into Alexander Blackwood’s office and saw him again. I promised myself I’d treat him like every other assignment, nothing more than a job . I've spent the last two days battling with myself.I haven't been able to get over him, since our little encounter at Dunn's Haven. Which is a little frustrating cause my job does not go well when it's mixed with pleasure,and that said pleasure involves a client. Why did it have to be him of all people, something I keep asking myself since I stepped into that office.It's been two long frustrating days of trying not to think about our bathroom encounter And painfully failing at it .I hated myself for it, the way memories slipped into my head when I least expected it. His hand gripping the back of my neck. The sweet sound he made while I kissed his soft plumb and beautiful lips . The taste of whiskey when his mouth crushed mine. Every damn detail haunted me, refusing to let go
The soft knock on my office door was followed immediately by it swinging open without permission.“Morning, boss,” Aiden drawled, strolling inside with the same irreverence he’d shown me since college.I didn’t even look up from the documents I was signing. “Learn to wait for a response after knocking.”“Good morning, Mr. Blackwood,” came another voice.My head snapped up at once.That voice.Well, well, well. Look who found me.Standing in my office,impossibly, absurdly,was the very man I’d been trying not to think about every damn night for weeks. My hot stranger. Except now he wasn’t a stranger at all.“This is Ethan Pierce,” Aiden said, dropping lazily onto the couch across from me, like he hadn’t just detonated a bomb in my life. “Your new bodyguard.”My insides were doing things I would never have admitted out loud. I was so close to laughing at the universe for its twisted sense of humor.“Mr. Pierce here will make sure you feel safe wherever you are.” Aiden continued with a li



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