Chapter-5

Don't judge emotions

judge Intentions

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Second time in a day I am completely drenched in cold water. I stood there open-mouthed and soaked, I wanted to curse him but I felt disgusted so I pulled my soaked t-shirt away from me and pushed away from the hair that was stuck to my mouth.

Urgh!!

I was just struggling to get away from my drenched shirt when I looked up to question him he was just looking into my eyes. His eyes were so hypnotizing. Oh God if I looked into them with the same passion he's looking then I will do something which I might regret later.

Then look away damn it.

So I started fixing my attire which is completely drenched in water. I don't know when and how he's in front of me and grabbed me by my shoulders. I didn't want to look in his eyes so I kept my eyes down but he placed his hand under my chin and forcibly moved it upwards to meet his brown melting orbs. My heart was beating so fast. He was just staring at me then he moved his hand and placed it on my cheeks cupping it. His touch was like a thunderbolt, his hands were so cold. Oh god, what is he doing to me? I was just thinking about it when he caressed my earlobes and whispered

"You're not that bad, you look hot." What? Seriously?

Yes, idiot, he said you look hot.

Well for the very first time someone found me hot. Oh, God! My face begins to heat and guess what I started blushing. I can feel that I'm looking like a tomato, very-very deep red tomato. Somehow I gathered all my courage to reply to him but when I looked into his eyes he was staring at me with amusement. What was that for? Then he started laughing so hard that the whole universe can hear him. I'm confused at first and then it hit me. He was just making fun of me, right? And I just helped him by blushing. That stupid hormones of mine need to learn some lessons.

"You think I would say these things to you? Grow up, nerd." He patted my head and then he walked away and went towards his bed. I just stood there open-mouthed rethinking about what just happened.

"Don't just stand there. Move your fat ass and start tutoring me."

"First tell me why did you do that?" I asked.

"What are you talking about?"

"Why did you splash a whole bucket of water on me?" I demanded.

In reply he just smirked but when I was about to say something he cut me off "Just look at yourself. I think you're thirsty since your birth and you need lots of water that's why I did this. I just tried to help you." He finished with his chuckle.

But when I think about what he said I think he wanted to say something else and he just kept smiling. He's thinking something else.

Oh forget it and move your ass girl.

So I walked towards him and asked him for the towel so that I can clean myself but he threw the towel in the air and I caught it. I started rubbing on my wet hair and my soaked clothes. After almost ten minutes of the struggle, it all went dry then I placed that towel on my shoulders. When I moved my head towards his direction he was just lying on the bed still shirtless. Bloody playjerk! A very annoying smirk was still plastered on his face, God knows what he's thinking.

Oh, get a move on lady, just finish your work already.

I collected all the books from beanbags and went towards the bed. I took out my notebook in which all the notes were written which I had prepared in class, but if I want to tutor him then I need his notebook.

When I looked at him he was already looking in my direction. Again that look, a shiver went down my spine. Ughhh! I don't want this feeling right now. I need to ask him to wear his shirt first.

"Can you please wear your shirt?" I uttered.

"Why? Am I making you nervous?" he asked with his famous smirk.

"No! Not at all, it is just that you can understand math only if you're fully dressed!" I lied.

"Is that so?" he looked suspicious.

"Yes, now can you please? We are already late."

Thank god! He went towards his cupboard to wear a shirt. I was thinking that he's going to ask so many questions but one thing I forgot he's an idiot.

When he came back he had a smile on his face, not a smirk just a full-fledged smile and I saw what is written on his shirt 'I am sexy and I knew it' in bold letters.

I gulped. I was thinking he's an idiot but now he's also stupid. When his eyes met mine I saw a little pinch of pink, is he blushing? No that can't be possible. What is to blush about? But when I looked at him again there was a smirk. I guess I'm dreaming.

Maybe he wants you to accept that he's sexy?

If you want that Mr. playjerk then I'm telling you that is not going to happen.

Keep telling yourself that.

I mentally slapped my inner voice. I need to focus, I need to ask him about his notebook.

"Cole give me your notebook so that I can write all the formulas which we're going to use."

"Notebook?"

"Yeah, a small book with blank or ruled pages for writing notes, got it?"

"Oh that thing, I don't know where it is maybe it is under the table." Is he an idiot? I know he's but how someone can be that much idiot! Uhhhh!

"So can you bring it here? I need it."

In reply, he just shrugged his shoulder. Looks like I need to bring it by myself. So I got up and went towards the table to find his notebook but when I opened the first drawer I felt disgusted. All the drawers were full of condoms. There were at least dozens of them. What did he do with that much quantity? Eat them? I was just about to close the drawer when he whispered

"You never know when an opportunity can come. You need to be prepared." And started chuckling.

Is he serious?

"Shut up! Will you?" I yelled and quickly closed the drawer. I was about to open the next drawer when my eyes landed on the book which was in his hand. So he purposely did this just to make me uncomfortable. I just wanted to punch him right now.

Do not create another problem just do your work and get the hell out of his house.

So I just snatched the book from his hand and went towards the bed. Then I started writing all the formulas in his notebook. When I was done I took out one of the maths books and wrote the simplest question so that he can understand it easily. I told him all the procedures of how to solve a question and how to apply the formula in it but he just couldn't get in one attempt.

After almost ten times of practising, he got it. I think he just doesn't want to understand. Whenever I tried to teach him he asks some stupid questions like why there is 'x', why can't he go to his life and why can't he convert himself into 'y'.

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I tutored him for almost two hours. I can't say he got all the answers but at least he can understand now. I finished my work and now all I need to do is get away from here. It's almost dark outside. I thought it was only 9'o clock but when I looked at the clock it was 11'o clock.

Oh my god! I'm very late and I don't have a vehicle. I still need to take a bus. What if I don't get one. I was just thinking about it

when Cole said "Come on! I'll drop you home. After all, you have helped me a lot with numbers." Is he joking? But when I looked at him he looked serious.

This can be some other prank of him, be careful! My inner voice yelled.

He can't kill me, can he? I don't think so and it's dark outside, what should I do? Should I go with him or not? I was lost in my thoughts when he grabbed my hand and told me to shut up and do as he said. I collected my stuff and then we went downstairs and walked out of the house. He locked the door but why is he locking the door? Does he live alone?

"Do you live here alone?" I asked.

He looked at me and studied me for a second and said "Yes" But he did not look into my eyes. What did he mean by that? We went towards his BMW. When we were seated inside, we hitched our seat belts and he started the engine. Don't know why but my heart started beating faster when he increased the speed. I'm not many fans of speed. I think I made the wrong decision to come with him because he kept increasing the speed. A car ride became like a helicopter ride. My breathing quickened and I think I'm going to faint and then everything went blurry.