The First Day Of Christmas

The first day of Christmas always carried a certain kind of magic in Melody Hart’s small town, Snow Brook Valley. The weather, children laughing a little louder, every house setting up their beautiful Christmas trees. Melody always believed Christmas was magical, it was a time when God grants every single wish you make, to mark his son's birthday.

This year, she didn’t feel any of it. The spark, the butterfly in her tummy, it was all gone.

She woke to the soft glow of morning light slipping through the curtains and the muffled quiet that came with fresh snowfall. Normally, she would have smiled. Normally, the sight of December decorating the world would have made her heart swell with the childlike excitement she’d never quite outgrown.

But this morning, all she felt was emptiness.

Her hand reached automatically for the other side of the bed, expecting warmth, expecting familiarity. Instead, cold sheets met her fingertips.

He was gone. Again.

She blinked at the empty pillow beside her, her chest tightening. Brandon didn’t use to leave for work this early. In the earlier days, before the proposal, before the strange distance he would always kiss her forehead before slipping out of bed. Sometimes he’d wake her with a stupid joke or tickle her side just to hear her laugh. Sometimes he’d even bring her a cup of coffee in bed before leaving for the construction site.

But now…

Melody pushed herself upright, brushing her hair out of her face as she exhaled slowly. She checked her phone, no text, no “good morning,” no “have a great day.” It had been three weeks since he proposed, and instead of growing closer he felt farther away than ever.

Her wedding was supposed to be on the twenty-fourth. Her Christmas wedding.

The one she’d dreamed of since she was eight years old, watching Disney princesses marry under sparkling lights and swirling snow.

She’d imagined walking toward Brandon with Christmas lights glowing behind her, imagined the soft hush of snowflakes falling as they said their vows. She pictured red and gold décor, sleigh bells, laughter, warm cinnamon smells, a winter wonderland romance.

But the magic she once saw so clearly now felt like a faded picture.

Melody rose from the bed, wrapping her cardigan around her. She padded softly toward the kitchen and stared at the quiet apartment. Something about the stillness felt wrong like the silence itself was trying to tell her something she didn’t want to hear.

She brewed herself a cup of coffee, the bitterness stinging her tongue as she typed out a message.

Good morning, love.

I hope your day goes well. Stay warm. 

She hesitated for a moment, reading over the text. It looked so… desperate. Like she was begging for connection.

Still, she pressed send.

Then she got ready for work.

………

The bell over the bakery door chimed delicately as she unlocked it. Warm air flowed out of the shop, a faint mix of cinnamon, butter, coffee, and nostalgia. Melody inhaled deeply. This place was her heart.

Melody’s Pastry Cottage. Her dream in physical form.

She flicked on the lights. Soft amber bulbs glowed. The heater hummed. The world outside was cold, white, and silent but inside the bakery, everything felt warm.

Almost everything.

She walked behind the counter, tying her apron around her waist. The register screen lit up with her touch, accessing the system that had begun showing numbers she didn’t want to look at.

Her bakery wasn’t doing well. Not since the city tore down the farmer’s market to make room for a new park project. The market brought steady customers who loved her banana bread, her Thanksgiving pies, her Christmas cookies. With it gone, business dropped drastically.

She’d had to let go of two staff already. Downsizing hurt, both financially and emotionally.

She prayed something miraculous happened this December, otherwise she’d drown in debt.

The bell rang again.

Melody looked up to see one of her regulars, Mr. Donnelly, a retired farmer with kind eyes and a smile that always reached them. Snowflakes clung to his coat as he stomped the cold off his boots.

“Well, good morning, Melody!” he boomed, his voice full of cheer. “Cold one out there.”

“Good morning, Mr. Donnelly.” She smiled genuinely. “Your usual?”

“Ay, sweetheart. Banana bread and a cappuccino. You make the best in town.” He leaned in a bit. “First day of Christmas, huh? You put up your tree yet?”

Melody laughed softly. “Not yet. Maybe later today.”

“You should. It’ll lift your spirits.” He winked. “You deserve a bit of magic.”

Her smile flickered, but she held it in place.

Magic.

She used to believe she’d have plenty of it this season.

She handed him his warm cup and paper bag.

“Thank you, dear,” he said warmly. “You have a blessed day, now.”

“You too.”

The morning went on slowly. Two customers. Then one. Then none. Melody tried to busy herself checking supplies, stirring batter, wiping surfaces that were already clean.

Her mind kept circling back to Brandon.

Why has he been acting differently lately? Was he having cold feet? Did he still want her?

Sometimes he looked at her like she was a stranger living in his home.

The bell chimed again.

This time Melody’s face lit up.

“Cynthia!”

Cynthia walked in with a gentle smile, her pregnant belly leading the way. She glowed literal pregnancy radiance paired with her soft wool coat and rosy cheeks.

“Melody!” she exclaimed, waving as she closed the door behind her. “It’s freezing out there.”

“I know, right?” Melody rushed out from behind the counter. “How are you feeling?”

“Tired.” Cynthia laughed lightly. “But I needed my croissants. And honestly… I needed to see you.”

Melody brought them both hot cups of coffee and they took a seat on one of the empty tables.

“So,” Cynthia began, brushing snowflakes from her hair. “Are you coming to the company dinner tomorrow?”

Melody blinked. “Dinner?”

“Yes!” Cynthia’s brows rose. “The house opening! Mr. Callahan’s new mansion? He’s hosting a holiday dinner for the construction team. Brandon and Jamie keep talking about it. You didn’t know?”

Melody forced a smile. “Oh… sure. Brandon spoke to me about it, it slipped my mind.” She lied.

Cynthia brightened. “Great! I’ve been dying to dress up. Plus, you know it’ll be fun. Christmas themed parties are to die for.”

Melody nodded, tightening her grip on her cup. Brandon never told her. He told Jamie, told Cynthia, but not her.

She swallowed her disappointment.

“Yeah,” she said softly, “I’ll definitely be there.”

Cynthia reached across the table and squeezed her hand. “I miss hanging out. After the baby comes, I’ll be around more.”

“I’d love that.”

They hugged goodbye, and Melody watched Cynthia’s figure disappear into the soft snowfall outside. When she returned to the counter, that sinking feeling came back, heavier this time.

Brandon didn’t forget. He chose not to tell her.

Why?

Her throat tightened.

This Christmas… was supposed to be hers. She stood there a moment longer, staring at the entrance, her breath trembling.

Then she whispered to herself:

“Please don’t let this fall apart.”