Talia POV.
You never know how much time would means for you until you do one bad decision, one bad weekend that all it took for me to hate my job, to hate this place to hate coming to the job I once enjoyed, that's all it took one weekend, without anyone's knowledge. I couldn't come back right away, I called in sick for a full week, but I was under the threat of being fired if I don't come back so I did.I didn't have to tell Felix much, he founded out on his own what happened, he knew something bad had happened I didn't tell him what it was, just called it a bad experience, he didn't push me to say anything, all I got was a hug from the boss and a promise that he's here if needed.I refused to go to the cafeteria anymore, I eat on my desk, they tried to talk to me but I refused to even listen, they didn't listen to me when I yelled my words why should I listen to them. Felix who was sure something was wrong with me, he asked me who abused me, he saw me jump one time when the door shut close from the wind that was all it took him to ask who abused me, just a shutting sound and me jumping up. I told him no one, but he kept asking and asking, day after day until I broke down to tears and told him what happened."I agreed on a weekend with them" I say through my tears, he didn't need to ask whom, he knew who my friends where, and I knew he didn't like it. But now he got extremely red and angry, I could see smoke going out of his ears with how angry he is."I'm killing them! You hear me I'm gonna kill them for touching one of mine" he says, I was happy he count me as one of his, although I'm not a little, I couldn't let him hurt them it was my fault."No Felix please it was my fault" I beg with him, I went there with no official contract, I broke our number one rule, always be safe. They could sell me to human trafficking and no one would've known where I am, this company is all about being safe and happy, I was neither."I don't know whether to punish you right now Talia or hug you" he says with a big sigh, I was hoping for hug since I wasn't in for another beating."Come here, it's over now" he says offering me a hug, I ran toward it enjoying the love and attention I'm getting even if it's short lived."You can't stay hidden, from now on you eat lunch on my table" he said making me whine, he sits with the other supervisors of the little section, some have their own littles with them but I'm not one of those, it'll look weird if I did that."Buy..." I start wanting to object but he shut me right away."It's in you work contract that you eat lunch, want me to punish you already?" he asks with a firm voice, I shake my head no, no please."Let's go, you need some meat on those bones" he says fussing over me and dragging me toward the cafeteria. We both got our food before we went to his table, there was him Marco, some other trainers and daddies with their littles, I blushed saying my hello before sitting down quietly.In that black weekend I didn't have any kind of food or water, I remember gulping a big bottle of water once I was free, washing their pleasure out of my mouth, I shudder just from the idea and lose my appetite. But wrong move when you sitting on a table filled with doms, daddy dom, the one who'd have your bum for not eating your vegetables, and here I am hardly eating anything at all."Eat little one" Marco was the first one to notice that I'm just moving my food around and not really eating."Not hungry" I reply not really touching my food yet."Try and eat some Talia, we talked about this" Felix warns me, it's either I eat or a punishment.I stuffed my face with few bites showing them I'm eating but that's it.Talia POV.I came to work with hardly any sleep, I don't think I had a full hour of sleep last night, all I could think about was them, the way they used me. It kept me awake, crying and in a bad mood, when it was time to get to work I came in with a big frown on my face. I had a busy day today, it's littles orientation, people who are interested would come in, get their name signed and a folder ready with their name on it. I was a mess, my sleep deprivations wasn't helping. I yawned tiredly most of the day, I already had thr max amount of coffee Felix allows me, only one, he's responsible for my well being and that includes my caffeine intake. I had to move to the training area, it's like a kindergarten for littles, toys, tables, coloring books filled the room, nursery rhymes were on. We had a large number of people today, some of the old littles and some of the new ones. Everyone was talking with everyone every little trainer we had in the company was on hand to help with the pa
Talia POV.My heart was beating a thousand beat per minute, I was ready to beg and cry, I'll be good I promise. But he wasn't listening, going in the office I didn't even look up to see who's my executer, I just knew this would be painful and humiliating. "This is her third strike, Felix already left but with her last tantrum I don't think this could wait much longer" the guy says before leaving me in the strange man or maybe woman office with tears going down my face like crazy. "Come here" a man voice says, a familiar voice.I finally get enough courage to look up, it's Marco, now I'm ready to run out of the door from embarrassment. But if I ran tomorrow I'll be punished even worse, I can't do anything but stand here. "I said come here Talia" he order me again and this time I obey scared, I'm now standing in front of him with hot tears going down my face, my cheeks are red with embarrassment and still I'm a bit just tiny bit excited. "Why did you throw a tantrum?" He asks scoldi
Talia POV.It's three am, I can't sleep, I turned to my left and then to my right but I'm still wide awake, nightmares are invading my sleep, it's so bad that I decided I don't want to sleep anymore. By six am I hardly had two hours of sleep, I know I planned on taking pills or some alcohol, but the strongest alcohol I had in my apartment is beer, and the pills scare me. What if I took them and didn't wake up, what if I'm late and Felix wasn't there and Marco punished me again. My bum is still warm from the punishment he gave me, I'm not a little, I'm plain vanilla, they assured that idea when they did all those horrible things. How does anyone enjoy being humiliated and forced is strange to me, I know to each their own, when subs go to their headspace it's pure blessings but the only place I went to was this is my worst mistake let me out. I got up and got ready for the day, we all have a dress code depending on what section we work in, little section meant skirt, dresses, shorts,
Talia POV. We are gonna have a problem, I'm standing here arguing with Felix over the fact that I need a nap, when I clearly didn't."Enough with you Talia, you either go on your own or I'm taking you" he threatens again, but I'm still standing. "As you want" he says before lifting me off the ground, I wasn't even that small or light, he just had me over his shoulder like I weight nothing.He walked us with me still hitting his back, screaming and demanding he put me down. I even threatened to call the HR, he laughed and told me to do it, he's just doing his job, it's me who's being fussy and not abide to my work contract. If they didn't pay me well, if I didn't need this job so desperately I would've left, but what can I say I need this so desperately, it's what's paying my bills and my mother's. Once we got to the little training segment the room was mostly quiet thankfully there wasn't many people around. She okay? A female voice asks making me blush, great now random people's
Talia POV. Flashback.(trigger warning, skip till after the flashback) I screamed, I yelled my safe word over and over again but Zeus was still pounding into me, fucking me mercilessly. It hurt, this is not enjoyable nor pleasure, I don't see the joy in pain, all I'm seeing is white pain.Athena just had her turn with me before him, she was watching us while touching herself, the scene of my pain was turning her on."You like this don't you little toy?" He ask and I shake my head no, this wasn't. It was pleasurable first, weird to be honest, but I enjoyed it, it was my first time doing a threesome or ever having an experience with a girl. But this wasn't, once Zeus was almost done, he touched me, making my body obey when I didn't want to, we both came in the same time, me screaming with pain and him screaming with joy. Once he was done they sandwiched me between them again, my hands tied up above my head. They both just kissed my cheeks telling me I did so well, before leaving me,
Talia POV.Stupid brain, stupid heart, stupid lungs, stupid stupid stupid Talia!!!"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" I screamed into my pillow, I'm so stupid. I got myself into this, what happened with me was a panic attack, where fear got hold of the best of me. I didn't die, thankfully but I did raise the HR attention toward me, they says now I'm instable. They are going to revaluate my performance, you don't work in a bdsm company if you're a kink-phobic. We accept everyone and every kink, no shaming, no disgust, every employee goes through a mental check up once a year. Mine came early, if I'm not stable, if I'll have random panic attacks, if I get an anxiety attack every time I have to deal with a dom. Then this job isn't made for me, they'll give me some financial settlement before kicking me out. What am I gonna do now! I decided to call my momma, she always knows what to do that if she remembers who I am. She had me late in life, she called me her little miracle, it was a miracle she c
Talia POV.It's been a full week since my evaluation, no one would tell me anything, not even Felix. The other trainers would just smile kindly at me when we crossed road or they needed anything from me. The work is back to normal, Marco and a little are sitting at my desk right now, the little wants his contract determined, while Marco was listening for reasons and I was taking notes. Apparently this little dom took his favorite stuffy for a wash and never brought him back, he's accusing his dom of neglect, Marco wasn't taking this very lightly either. He was extremely mad, he asked the littles more details about his relationship, he asked about his aftercare, sexual relation, and punishment. The little said all about being loved and cared for, but the missing stuffy was a big red flag for him, he wants his stuffy back and he's not staying with any stuffy murderer. Marco thanked the little and gave him a lollipop for acting so well, he got the dom on the phone putting him on spea
Talia POV.After I was done crying, I cried a bit some more, had a giant tub of ice cream, cried again before going to sleep, my night was filled with nightmares, I saw them again. I remembered the beginning of our weekend when it was fun and exciting, until the first slap came, I had my face as hard limit. It came from Athena, I didn't obey the order fast enough, that earned me a slap on the face, my first red flag, I should've known things would go down from there. But stupid me though it's gonna be okay, a quick hug and being called a good girl had me staying, being stupid, I should add it to my cv. I couldn't sleep anymore, I don't have work tomorrow, so I sat up and got my contract they explained a bit to me about it but I wasn't really paying any attention to what's being said. So now I have to sit down and read it from the start, the first part of this contract was the same as my old one. It all said about swearing secrecy, never talking badly about the company, no kink shami