Talia POV.
I came to work with hardly any sleep, I don't think I had a full hour of sleep last night, all I could think about was them, the way they used me. It kept me awake, crying and in a bad mood, when it was time to get to work I came in with a big frown on my face.I had a busy day today, it's littles orientation, people who are interested would come in, get their name signed and a folder ready with their name on it.I was a mess, my sleep deprivations wasn't helping. I yawned tiredly most of the day, I already had thr max amount of coffee Felix allows me, only one, he's responsible for my well being and that includes my caffeine intake.I had to move to the training area, it's like a kindergarten for littles, toys, tables, coloring books filled the room, nursery rhymes were on. We had a large number of people today, some of the old littles and some of the new ones.Everyone was talking with everyone every little trainer we had in the company was on hand to help with the parade we're having. I messed up with the names few times, one little got so frustrated with me he told on me to one of the trainers. I got a strike one for that, three strikes and it's over Felix knees.I do my best to avoid going there, but sometimes I'm doomed to have a run over his knees. As the day passed most of the littles had to take naps, I also had to note which one did and which one gave their trainers hard time. It's just data collecting but tell my tired brain that's easy to do, and that's how I earned my strike two from another trainer, he said I even need a nap with the other littles with how fussy I'm being.I was not being fussy, he's just acting bitchy because I accidentally stepped on a toy that started to sing, it's his fault it was on the floor, I woke up all of the below twelve-month littles. Good luck to him trying to get them to get back to sleep, finally when they got the whole room quiet for the next fifteen minutes we all had to eat, I so wasn't hungry.Felix said if half of my sandwich isn't gone by the end of the time he's gonna use as an exhibition to how naughty littles get spanked with a hair brush.I ate the whole thing to be on the safe side, after their naps we had to say goodbye, some were coming back for training, others for interviews with future caregivers. The room was finally starting to get empty and I could take a breath, I was exhausted most of us were, little section is the busiest section of the whole company, you could expect a sub to stay quiet when asked to but littles, that's a big request.I was just finishing up with everything, my files were being neatly put away for the trainers for later use. I was almost done and ready to leave and get some well needed sleep, if I couldn't sleep tonight I'm taking a pill or maybe a glass of something strong, haven't decided yet."You okay Talia you look tired" someone asks me for the million time today."I'm fine" I reply through gritted teeth."You sure little one? I can finish those for you" he says like I'm a little who needs a nap! I'm not! I'm not into any of these thing! I'm not a submissive god damn it!"Don't call me little! I'm not a little! Nor a submissive and I can do my own fucking job!" I yell at him angry, I wish I could yell at them, tell them to leave my brain alone.His face went hard, stone hard, another one of the company rule, no yelling or cursing. Not at each others, if we do our supervisor would deal with us, him being a trainer means he's higher than me in the food chain and I'm doomed."Where's Felix?" He asks the others who were frozen just looking at us, uh-oh not Felix."He left home already" someone says and I breath out in relief."This can't wait till tomorrow, come on" he drags me by the hand, oh-no! I'm getting punished by a trainer I don't even know, at least Felix been my boss and someone I trust for a long time."You can't punish her Justin" someone says and I'm grateful for them."I can't but I know someone who can" he says dragging me toward an office above the little area, he knock before going in.Talia POV.My heart was beating a thousand beat per minute, I was ready to beg and cry, I'll be good I promise. But he wasn't listening, going in the office I didn't even look up to see who's my executer, I just knew this would be painful and humiliating. "This is her third strike, Felix already left but with her last tantrum I don't think this could wait much longer" the guy says before leaving me in the strange man or maybe woman office with tears going down my face like crazy. "Come here" a man voice says, a familiar voice.I finally get enough courage to look up, it's Marco, now I'm ready to run out of the door from embarrassment. But if I ran tomorrow I'll be punished even worse, I can't do anything but stand here. "I said come here Talia" he order me again and this time I obey scared, I'm now standing in front of him with hot tears going down my face, my cheeks are red with embarrassment and still I'm a bit just tiny bit excited. "Why did you throw a tantrum?" He asks scoldi
Talia POV.It's three am, I can't sleep, I turned to my left and then to my right but I'm still wide awake, nightmares are invading my sleep, it's so bad that I decided I don't want to sleep anymore. By six am I hardly had two hours of sleep, I know I planned on taking pills or some alcohol, but the strongest alcohol I had in my apartment is beer, and the pills scare me. What if I took them and didn't wake up, what if I'm late and Felix wasn't there and Marco punished me again. My bum is still warm from the punishment he gave me, I'm not a little, I'm plain vanilla, they assured that idea when they did all those horrible things. How does anyone enjoy being humiliated and forced is strange to me, I know to each their own, when subs go to their headspace it's pure blessings but the only place I went to was this is my worst mistake let me out. I got up and got ready for the day, we all have a dress code depending on what section we work in, little section meant skirt, dresses, shorts,
Talia POV. We are gonna have a problem, I'm standing here arguing with Felix over the fact that I need a nap, when I clearly didn't."Enough with you Talia, you either go on your own or I'm taking you" he threatens again, but I'm still standing. "As you want" he says before lifting me off the ground, I wasn't even that small or light, he just had me over his shoulder like I weight nothing.He walked us with me still hitting his back, screaming and demanding he put me down. I even threatened to call the HR, he laughed and told me to do it, he's just doing his job, it's me who's being fussy and not abide to my work contract. If they didn't pay me well, if I didn't need this job so desperately I would've left, but what can I say I need this so desperately, it's what's paying my bills and my mother's. Once we got to the little training segment the room was mostly quiet thankfully there wasn't many people around. She okay? A female voice asks making me blush, great now random people's
Talia POV. Flashback.(trigger warning, skip till after the flashback) I screamed, I yelled my safe word over and over again but Zeus was still pounding into me, fucking me mercilessly. It hurt, this is not enjoyable nor pleasure, I don't see the joy in pain, all I'm seeing is white pain.Athena just had her turn with me before him, she was watching us while touching herself, the scene of my pain was turning her on."You like this don't you little toy?" He ask and I shake my head no, this wasn't. It was pleasurable first, weird to be honest, but I enjoyed it, it was my first time doing a threesome or ever having an experience with a girl. But this wasn't, once Zeus was almost done, he touched me, making my body obey when I didn't want to, we both came in the same time, me screaming with pain and him screaming with joy. Once he was done they sandwiched me between them again, my hands tied up above my head. They both just kissed my cheeks telling me I did so well, before leaving me,
Talia POV.Stupid brain, stupid heart, stupid lungs, stupid stupid stupid Talia!!!"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" I screamed into my pillow, I'm so stupid. I got myself into this, what happened with me was a panic attack, where fear got hold of the best of me. I didn't die, thankfully but I did raise the HR attention toward me, they says now I'm instable. They are going to revaluate my performance, you don't work in a bdsm company if you're a kink-phobic. We accept everyone and every kink, no shaming, no disgust, every employee goes through a mental check up once a year. Mine came early, if I'm not stable, if I'll have random panic attacks, if I get an anxiety attack every time I have to deal with a dom. Then this job isn't made for me, they'll give me some financial settlement before kicking me out. What am I gonna do now! I decided to call my momma, she always knows what to do that if she remembers who I am. She had me late in life, she called me her little miracle, it was a miracle she c
Talia POV.It's been a full week since my evaluation, no one would tell me anything, not even Felix. The other trainers would just smile kindly at me when we crossed road or they needed anything from me. The work is back to normal, Marco and a little are sitting at my desk right now, the little wants his contract determined, while Marco was listening for reasons and I was taking notes. Apparently this little dom took his favorite stuffy for a wash and never brought him back, he's accusing his dom of neglect, Marco wasn't taking this very lightly either. He was extremely mad, he asked the littles more details about his relationship, he asked about his aftercare, sexual relation, and punishment. The little said all about being loved and cared for, but the missing stuffy was a big red flag for him, he wants his stuffy back and he's not staying with any stuffy murderer. Marco thanked the little and gave him a lollipop for acting so well, he got the dom on the phone putting him on spea
Talia POV.After I was done crying, I cried a bit some more, had a giant tub of ice cream, cried again before going to sleep, my night was filled with nightmares, I saw them again. I remembered the beginning of our weekend when it was fun and exciting, until the first slap came, I had my face as hard limit. It came from Athena, I didn't obey the order fast enough, that earned me a slap on the face, my first red flag, I should've known things would go down from there. But stupid me though it's gonna be okay, a quick hug and being called a good girl had me staying, being stupid, I should add it to my cv. I couldn't sleep anymore, I don't have work tomorrow, so I sat up and got my contract they explained a bit to me about it but I wasn't really paying any attention to what's being said. So now I have to sit down and read it from the start, the first part of this contract was the same as my old one. It all said about swearing secrecy, never talking badly about the company, no kink shami
Talia POV. Time passes quickly just when you not expecting it to, when you want it to go slow it'll jump, run, fly, it'll do anything to just pass and leave you asking where the last forty-eight hours went. Now I had to make this decision, I go to work and sign, or I go and resign and start searching for a new job. What to do, what to do? I ask myself again and again!! Ahhhhhh! Okay, decision made, I got ready as I usually do and walked outside my door, I'm not gonna be late, even if this is my last day there I refuse to leave a bad impression. I walked in, scared, this felt like my first day here in this work, I'm scared, nervous, and don't know what's waiting for me. I didn't go to my desk right away, instead, I went to HR, same as the first day, they welcomed me and asked for my answer. I either sign my contract or sign my resignation letter, they had both options for me and I had to decide, I closed my eyes took a deep breath, and finally took my decision. I signed the paper a