Verania
The uniformed men dragged me back to the main room and continued onward, not stopping until they reached the door. Shock rendered me unable to move. I was taken outside, to the biting cold, and only snapped out of my paralysis when I saw the cars parked out front. They were huge and resembled tanks—I doubted that bullets would shatter the windows. "Let go of me!" I argued before shaking my body once more. It was all pointless. They opened the door, shoved me in the backseat, then slammed the door right in my face. There was no lock on the inside. I couldn't find one. It didn't take long for Alpha Rasmon to walk out with Madame Freya by his side. She was holding my rucksack, which she handed to one of the men in uniform. When did I drop it? I couldn't even remember. The sight of him—all tall and imposing—scared the living hell out of me. I'd never met this man personally, but I knew him by reputation like everyone else. He was known as The Cruel Alpha and was allegedly the Alpha King's right hand. He was known for being vicious, and he'd killed many men during the war that wrecked our world. During the reign of the old alphas, women were respected. Adored. Now, they were nothing. Just playthings. Breeders. And now, I was one of them. This was all because of the Alpha King's regime. He changed all the laws so that corruption, greed, and crime flourished. He didn't care about the rules that kept us apart from wild animals. And this man—Alpha Rasmon—helped him build his empire of blood and bones. I now belonged to him. My heart threatened to beat out of my chest as he made his way to the vehicle. I curled myself into a ball, knowing that there was no way out for me from this moment onward, not unless I wanted to risk losing my life. As a child, I was taught to fear death. I was told it was something bad that nobody wanted, and that nothing was worse than dying. However, as I grew older, I realized that wasn't true. Being Madame Freya's slave was bad enough, that was true. But at least it was manageable. I always told myself that if I became a prostitute, I would do whatever I could to escape those circumstances. What about now? What would I do to save myself? The door opened and my thoughts came to an abrupt end. Alpha Rasmon sat beside me. I didn't look at him, but I felt his eyes on me, giving me a once-over. I could see him from the corner of my eye. "So, you're disobedient, are you?" I kept my face practically glued to the door. I didn't dare to look at him. My throat bobbed but I was determined not to show fear. To bury it so deep inside of me that he'd never find it. "That's going to change," he continued regardless of my silence. "I don't accept disobedience. You will do as you're told when you're told. Do you understand?" I kept my lips firmly pressed together. "You will also answer when you're spoken to," he added. I could detect the twinge of irritation in his voice right away. I was an idiot for disobeying such a powerful man right to his face. With Madame Freya, my silence would usually beat her. I'd learned to weaponize it a long time ago. But I didn't have experience outside the walls of the brothel. What would my silence cost me here? Suddenly, he grabbed my face roughly, forcing me to turn my head and look at him. Our eyes locked, and I noted how they were a frosty blue, devoid of emotion. Of life, even. The man staring back at me was no man at all. He was a wall. A cage and the beast inside it. I took note of his entire face—how pale his skin was, and how he kept his face freshly shaved, not a nick in sight. His nose was straight and his lips were on the thin side and pale. His smell was strong. Musky and earthy. His hair was long and black. Thick. The strength of his hand alone scared me. I couldn't fight him. I couldn't even tear my face away from his hand. "Careful, wildflower," he warned, the pet name he chose turning me cold. "This is not a fight you're going to win, do you understand me? If you won't talk, I'll make you and you won't like it one bit." Breeder. The word echoed in my mind as I stared at him, imagining what he would do to me. I shuddered, a small whimper threatening to escape my lips. I swallowed it down, hoping my stomach would grind it to nothing. The Cruel Alpha narrowed his eyes at me before releasing my face. I saw a flicker of something cross his pale eyes but it quickly disappeared before I could make sense of it. "Have it your way. Only, don't say I didn't warn you." We rode in the car silently, side by side. My heart never stopped beating fast. It was almost painful. I stared out the window at the world beyond—a world I wasn't familiar with anymore. Everything looked so different from how I remembered it. It was like the city I knew before didn't exist anymore. These monsters destroyed it. Just like they were trying to destroy us. I bit back tears. I was determined not to show emotions. As we drove away from the brothel and I caught a glimpse of the world beyond, I knew then that I would never be content with being a slave. I imagined myself out in the world, doing my own thing. Free. I didn't care what it took—I would have my freedom. I would fight this cold and cruel man with every fiber of my being. If he wanted to take what he bought, then he could. I was powerless to stop him anyway. But what he wouldn't take from me would be my blind obedience. My fear. What was the worst he could do to me? Kill me? I swallowed the bitter taste in my mouth. At least I would be free. We arrived at a gated residence. The gates were as tall and imposing as the Cruel Alpha was, and the walls were impossibly high. I would never be able to climb them. Several uniformed men were milling about, armed. I saw their guns, oily and black, at their sides. The sight made my stomach churn. We drove around a fountain, the car stopping at the foot of the stairs. Alpha Rasmon said nothing to me as he opened his door and climbed out of the car. I stared at the door, wondering how he opened it when my door abruptly flew open. I snapped my head right and saw him standing before me, his eyes as hard as stone. "Out," he commanded. "Walk ahead of me or you'll be dragged. Your choice." I wasn't sure why I couldn't move—I was rooted to the spot. His impatience became evident and he leaned toward me. "I can't afford to look like an idiot before these men. Do you understand me? Do not force me to do something completely unnecessary. There's no need for violence or cruelty here. You are here to work for me. I will never mistreat you unless you beg for it like you are now." I raise my chin and narrow my eyes at him. "Work? Is that what you call the possibility of me bearing your children? Is that what you call rape?" The Alpha stared at me dead in the eyes, giving nothing away. I continued. "You can take what you paid for from me. I'll be helpless to stop you. But know that I will never be a willing participant. I won't play along." "Have it your way, then." I was dragged from the car all the way to the inside of the house. He walked so quickly, his strides long, that I couldn't stop to look at anything. There was no time for it. We went up many flights of stairs before arriving at our destination. The only thing I noticed was that the door was made of metal, not wood. He unlocked it by tapping on a keypad and then forced me inside. Without a word, he closed the door, leaving me alone in the room.VERANIA I was appalled. I couldn’t believe this happened—that I kissed Alpha Rasmon the way I did. That this was real life!When I first saw him standing above me, I thought I was still in my dream. That awful man was attacking me and trying to get me to submit to him, and then Alpha Rasmon saved the day. I watched as he stood over my bed, staring down at me. I was so filled with gratitude. In my dreams, our situation was never so complicated. He never bought me in an auction and kept me a prisoner in his home. In my dream, he was simply the man who saved me from something terrible. So, when he kissed me, I kissed him back, letting the gates of insecurity open. It felt real, but I thought it was all part of the dream. I lost myself in his touch and his kiss. His embrace. The feel of his body against mine, his hips slamming against mine so his erection rubbed against the most sensitive part of my body that, as of late, was begging for my attention, most specifically at night, when
RASMON The situation with Franco was more or less resolved, and that was the end of it. The thing about Arius was that he was quick to anger, but that never lasted long. The man was replaced, and he didn’t speak of him again. To Arius, everyone was replaceable, and of course, that was dangerous because I knew the same could easily happen to me. My problem now was whatever was happening at home. Aunt Verona was upset with me for reasons I couldn’t begin to explain, and then there was the issue with Lorena. She told me she went there to see me, but when I saw her speaking to Verania, I lost my temper. Lorena knew a lot about my life that couldn’t be shared with someone like Verania, and the truth was that I didn’t trust Lorena. It was all a big fucking mess.Things were starting to fall apart all around me. The rogues were closing in and I had no way of telling anyone without ruining my plans. Everything that once felt structured was slowly losing its shape. I didn’t know what I wa
VERANIA The woman took the liberty to sit down, and the whole time I watched her, I wondered what her deal was. I didn’t like the way she was looking at me, or how she smiled like she knew something I didn’t. She crossed her legs and watched me with narrowed, curious eyes. The seconds stretched into minutes, and she still hadn’t said a word. “You’re prettier than I thought you’d be,” she finally said. “And I’m not sure how to feel about that.”“Why should you feel anything about how I look?”The woman chuckled before turning her head to the side. The more I was in her presence, the less I liked her. I had this urge to stand up and leave—I didn’t know who she was or what she wanted, but she wasn’t a friend. “Well, someday you’ll find out why. But not today.”I stood up. I wasn’t sure why I was reacting so violently toward her. Technically, she didn’t do or say anything wrong. But I wanted to get far away from her searching, judgmental eyes. “If you’d excuse me, I have to go.”“You
VERANIA When he offered to stroll around the garden with me, I was so shocked that I said yes. Then again, how could I have said no?For the last two minutes, we hadn’t said a word to each other. I walked slowly to match his pace, even though my desire was to walk pretty fast. Whenever I got nervous, my body took over and my pace quickened. I’d always been that way. But this time, I didn’t allow my mind to take control of my body. I wanted to be present and in the moment because everything about this man scared me. I was scared even now. It wasn’t like I felt he would attack or hurt me. It was a different kind of fear. Because ever since I returned from the cabin, something between us had changed. Hell, it changed while I was sick, but I was unconscious most of the time, and I wasn’t in the right state of mind to process any of it. Now that I had…what on earth was going on?After what felt like an eternity, he spoke. “Lucan came into my office and told me something strange. It wa
RASMON I rubbed my forehead in frustration. “Aunt Verona, could you stop?”She wouldn’t stop filling my head with all the things about her runes and what they said, reminding me of the words she uttered weeks ago before Verania stepped foot into this property. “Why? Is hearing the truth making you nervous?”“No, it’s unsettling because we both know it isn’t the truth. I don’t believe in those stones. What you’re seeing is the product of my guilt. She nearly died and it would’ve been my fault. Does that explain it? Will you insist that I’m in love with her?”Her eyes were narrowed and the corners of her lips were tilted up. “Aren’t you?”I searched my aunt’s eyes. The answer was right at the forefront of my mind, but I didn’t want to acknowledge it. I didn’t want to accept that it was true—I wasn’t in love. Love was too strong a word. It was guilt, plain and simple. “Stop this.”Verona gave her head a shake. She leaned forward and tapped the ashes of her cigarette into my ashtray.
VERANIAThree days had passed since I last saw Alpha Rasmon, but for some reason, I couldn’t get him out of my mind. So, it felt like I was seeing him every day. All the time. I was recovering steadily, and the good thing was that the fever had gone away. My ankle still needed some time, but I could walk and move around.I was very happy that Lucan and Verona were here—I was unconscious when they showed up, so I was surprised when I opened my eyes one morning and saw her pressing a wet cloth to my forehead. The days were going by slowly, but all in all, I was enjoying them, considering the circumstances. Sometimes I’d dream of those men and all the terrible things that could’ve happened if I hadn’t been saved by Alpha Rasmon, but they were just dreams. I could get over them, and I would at some point. Currently, Verona, Violet, and I were seated outside. The sun basked lazily in the sky and honestly, after spending so much time indoors, I could do with a light tan. Lucan was sever