Rasmon
"Listen to me now," I said as I pressed the button on the keypad that allowed the sound of my voice to fill the room from the loudspeaker. "If you choose to remain disobedient, you will pay the price for it. No food—that's your punishment. This will continue until you're ready to obey." Angry and agitated, I stepped away from the door, striding down the long corridor until I reached the top of the staircase. I descended the stairs and only stopped when I reached my office. Once there, I slammed the door shut and ran my fingers through my hair. The owner of the brothel warned me of her temperament but I didn't know what I would be dealing with until now. I walked over to the cabinet with the decanter of whiskey behind my desk and immediately filled my glass. I'd hoped for a few moments of silence but heard the door of my office opening. Aunt Verona said, "I saw you dragging the poor thing all the way to her room. I take it the meeting didn't go well?" "Why would it have gone well?" "Why wouldn't it?" she countered. I ignored her and continued drinking my whiskey. "Let me guess," she sighed before taking a seat. I groaned, knowing she would stay longer than I wanted her to. "You were a brute and she showed you her teeth?" I clenched my jaw. "How else am I supposed to treat her?" "Decently, for starters. She's not your enemy, Rasmon. Remember that." "She's as close to my enemy as anyone else," I reminded my aunt. "You know that better than anyone." "Still. It's no reason to treat the woman who will bear your children badly." Slowly, I whirled around to face her. She was smiling mischievously as she always did, then lit a cigarette. The butt of the cigarette was stained red from her lipstick, and she ran a hand over her short hair to smooth it down. "When do I get to meet her?" "Never. She's meant to stay upstairs indefinitely." "Like a slave?" "That's what she was raised to be," I gritted out. "There's no reason why she should be a part of this family, Aunt Verona." "I didn't say that. But isn't that too cruel, even for you?" I didn't answer her. My aunt had a way of getting under my skin like nobody else. I continued drinking and she interrupted me to ask me to fill her a glass. Her eyes remained on my face, studying me. I stared back at her, annoyed by her intrusiveness. "Tell me what's wrong." "Apart from the usual?" "You know what I'm referring to." "I know nothing," I retorted as I sat down. The day only started and already, it was a shitty one. I still had a meeting with Arius and it couldn't wait. He told me it was urgent. "Rasmon." I groaned, giving up. "Why don't you go ahead and tell me, then, since you know everything?" Her eyes were searching once more before she claimed, "There's something about that girl that has you shaken up. Don't even deny it—I know you better than you know yourself." "You mean apart from the fact that she's more trouble than she's worth?" "You could've let any man have her. You could've chosen any other breeder." "You know that's not true," I gritted out, pointing a finger at her. "It had to be her." Aunt Verona simply stared at me, her face expressionless. I drained my glass, checked the time on my watch, then rose. It was still early to go but I didn't want to waste any time. "I've got to run. We can talk when I come back later." I was almost at the door when her voice stopped me in my tracks. "Rasmon." My hand was on the doorknob. I closed my eyes and forced patience to run through my veins. I turned my head slightly to look at her from the corner of my eye. "Yes?" "Don't do anything that would shame Lucan's mother wherever she's resting now," Aunt Verona said. "Remember that when you choose to fight evil with evil, the price you'll pay for having a good heart will be too high for you to bear." "Good heart?" I echoed. "Who says I have a good heart?" My aunt fell silent and I took it as my cue to leave. I hated how her words clung to me, though. Again, she was an expert at crawling under my skin but this time, I was determined not to listen to her. I would do what I had to do to the woman I bought. She was my property now and I was determined to break her and get everything I needed from her. And nobody would stop me. Not even the goddess herself. I stepped outside, barked an order to have the car ready, and that was when Lucan spotted me from where he standing was across the courtyard. "Dad!" He ran toward me, abandoning the toy he was playing with. I quickly made my way down the stairs before embracing him. I hadn't seen him all day and missed him too much. "Where are you going?" he asked as I put him down. "I have some work to do but I'll be back later." "Will we have time to play fetch?" I couldn't help but smile. I ruffled his hair and said, "Sure. But you better be careful not to throw yourself the shrubs to grab the stick. You hurt yourself last time. Aunt Verona wasn't too happy." "I won't!" he smiled. "Go on. Go play around," I told him before patting the back of his head. Watching him race toward the guard who usually watches him fills me with glee. Lucan never failed to put a smile on my face even when the world was falling apart. The day he was born was the best and worst day of my life. But I held onto the good parts. It was the only way I could find to survive. Sighing, I started toward the car, which was waiting for me. I would deal with this matter with Arius as soon as possible and come home. I hated being out for long. Besides, I made a promise to Lucan that I intended to keep. I opened the door and started climbing inside. Something prompted me to look up and I saw her—the breeder. She was standing by the window, peering down at me. In her eyes, I saw pure hatred. Stubborn. Disobedient. The brothel owner didn't lie. No matter; I dealt with worse in my life. But everyone had a limit; a breaking point. I'd enjoy breaking this one. That much I knew.VERANIA I was appalled. I couldn’t believe this happened—that I kissed Alpha Rasmon the way I did. That this was real life!When I first saw him standing above me, I thought I was still in my dream. That awful man was attacking me and trying to get me to submit to him, and then Alpha Rasmon saved the day. I watched as he stood over my bed, staring down at me. I was so filled with gratitude. In my dreams, our situation was never so complicated. He never bought me in an auction and kept me a prisoner in his home. In my dream, he was simply the man who saved me from something terrible. So, when he kissed me, I kissed him back, letting the gates of insecurity open. It felt real, but I thought it was all part of the dream. I lost myself in his touch and his kiss. His embrace. The feel of his body against mine, his hips slamming against mine so his erection rubbed against the most sensitive part of my body that, as of late, was begging for my attention, most specifically at night, when
RASMON The situation with Franco was more or less resolved, and that was the end of it. The thing about Arius was that he was quick to anger, but that never lasted long. The man was replaced, and he didn’t speak of him again. To Arius, everyone was replaceable, and of course, that was dangerous because I knew the same could easily happen to me. My problem now was whatever was happening at home. Aunt Verona was upset with me for reasons I couldn’t begin to explain, and then there was the issue with Lorena. She told me she went there to see me, but when I saw her speaking to Verania, I lost my temper. Lorena knew a lot about my life that couldn’t be shared with someone like Verania, and the truth was that I didn’t trust Lorena. It was all a big fucking mess.Things were starting to fall apart all around me. The rogues were closing in and I had no way of telling anyone without ruining my plans. Everything that once felt structured was slowly losing its shape. I didn’t know what I wa
VERANIA The woman took the liberty to sit down, and the whole time I watched her, I wondered what her deal was. I didn’t like the way she was looking at me, or how she smiled like she knew something I didn’t. She crossed her legs and watched me with narrowed, curious eyes. The seconds stretched into minutes, and she still hadn’t said a word. “You’re prettier than I thought you’d be,” she finally said. “And I’m not sure how to feel about that.”“Why should you feel anything about how I look?”The woman chuckled before turning her head to the side. The more I was in her presence, the less I liked her. I had this urge to stand up and leave—I didn’t know who she was or what she wanted, but she wasn’t a friend. “Well, someday you’ll find out why. But not today.”I stood up. I wasn’t sure why I was reacting so violently toward her. Technically, she didn’t do or say anything wrong. But I wanted to get far away from her searching, judgmental eyes. “If you’d excuse me, I have to go.”“You
VERANIA When he offered to stroll around the garden with me, I was so shocked that I said yes. Then again, how could I have said no?For the last two minutes, we hadn’t said a word to each other. I walked slowly to match his pace, even though my desire was to walk pretty fast. Whenever I got nervous, my body took over and my pace quickened. I’d always been that way. But this time, I didn’t allow my mind to take control of my body. I wanted to be present and in the moment because everything about this man scared me. I was scared even now. It wasn’t like I felt he would attack or hurt me. It was a different kind of fear. Because ever since I returned from the cabin, something between us had changed. Hell, it changed while I was sick, but I was unconscious most of the time, and I wasn’t in the right state of mind to process any of it. Now that I had…what on earth was going on?After what felt like an eternity, he spoke. “Lucan came into my office and told me something strange. It wa
RASMON I rubbed my forehead in frustration. “Aunt Verona, could you stop?”She wouldn’t stop filling my head with all the things about her runes and what they said, reminding me of the words she uttered weeks ago before Verania stepped foot into this property. “Why? Is hearing the truth making you nervous?”“No, it’s unsettling because we both know it isn’t the truth. I don’t believe in those stones. What you’re seeing is the product of my guilt. She nearly died and it would’ve been my fault. Does that explain it? Will you insist that I’m in love with her?”Her eyes were narrowed and the corners of her lips were tilted up. “Aren’t you?”I searched my aunt’s eyes. The answer was right at the forefront of my mind, but I didn’t want to acknowledge it. I didn’t want to accept that it was true—I wasn’t in love. Love was too strong a word. It was guilt, plain and simple. “Stop this.”Verona gave her head a shake. She leaned forward and tapped the ashes of her cigarette into my ashtray.
VERANIAThree days had passed since I last saw Alpha Rasmon, but for some reason, I couldn’t get him out of my mind. So, it felt like I was seeing him every day. All the time. I was recovering steadily, and the good thing was that the fever had gone away. My ankle still needed some time, but I could walk and move around.I was very happy that Lucan and Verona were here—I was unconscious when they showed up, so I was surprised when I opened my eyes one morning and saw her pressing a wet cloth to my forehead. The days were going by slowly, but all in all, I was enjoying them, considering the circumstances. Sometimes I’d dream of those men and all the terrible things that could’ve happened if I hadn’t been saved by Alpha Rasmon, but they were just dreams. I could get over them, and I would at some point. Currently, Verona, Violet, and I were seated outside. The sun basked lazily in the sky and honestly, after spending so much time indoors, I could do with a light tan. Lucan was sever