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Saphielle's POV: This is bad. My hands wouldn't stop shaking, my heartbeat hadn't slowed since I ran from that classroom. ‘Why the fuck are you scentless?!’ His words wouldn't stop ringing in my head, filling me with so much dread, I was beginning to feel nauseous. Even the wind hitting my face couldn't stop me from sweating as I hurried back to my dorm. Screw the rest of my classes. I can't… I can't sit in a room with anyone right now. I'm too worked up, too jittery. I need space to breathe. To think. How on earth could he tell I had no scent?! He shouldn't have been able to… My hand instinctively crawled up to my neck, my fingers tracing the spell necklace my parents had always made me wear since I was a little girl. It was supposed to give me an artificial scent—cherry blossom and vanilla—to hide the fact that I was scentless. The truth is; I wasn't born scentless. My parents had my real scent blocked when I was four years old. I had no idea why. And according to them, the secret behind that would get me killed—my family too. I could hear the warnings my parents gave me: ‘You must keep it on at all times!’ ‘The magic of the necklace will protect you!’ ‘They'll come looking if they find out you don't have a scent, they'll want to know why. They can never know why, we'll all be killed.’ But now, someone knows. The knots in my stomach tightened. He could tell even with the enchanted necklace sitting on my neck. Could it be that it's losing its powers? Was that even possible? I've had it with me for over ten years. I have to get to my parents. I needed to tell them what happened. They'll know what to do. I dug into my bag, grabbing my room keys with slightly trembling fingers. I tried unlocking the door to find it was already open. Shit. My roommate, Becca, was in. Sighing, I let myself in, hellbent on ignoring her since she was usually a piece of shit and I was in no mood to deal with her nonsense today. Not when my life was at stake. The door clicked shut behind me and moved forward, ready to drop my bag and books so I could speak to my parents. But the scene that greeted me, stopped me dead in my tracks. A naked guy with power, muscular legs covered in hair was lying on his back, grunting in pleasure while an equally naked Becca rode his face, her pierced boobs bouncing from the frantic way she was rubbing her clit on his tongue. Another girl, was on the guy's dick, fucking herself on it while she tugged on Becca's nipple pulling moans from Becca's lips. I saw red. The fear of my secret getting exposed was momentarily forgotten, now replaced with a fury so blinding, my chest felt tight. “WHAT THE FUCK, BECCA?!” The trio broke apart at my angry outburst. The other two scrambled for their clothes, clearly embarrassed while Becca, bratty, annoying Becca stood there, smirking in all naked glory. Now, I'm not a fucking prude, okay?! I've seen porn—multiple times. I masturbate. I'm not a naive virgin. But this?! This was my last fucking straw!!! Those infuriating amber eyes shone with amusement “Hi, roomie,” she said sweetly. “On my bed?!” I was seething now, my hands clenched into fists. “You couldn't have your fuck fest elsewhere so you chose ‘my’ bed?!” For fuck's sake this bitch took my bed down, placed it on the floor, and decided, ‘Yeah, this is great for bodily fluids.’ “Don't be like that, Elle,” she pouted. “Your mattress is a lot fluffier and comfortable. And hey, you were rude to my guests, that's not fair.” I stared, dumbfounded, my lips parted but I lacked words to correctly convey what I felt in the moment. Her audacity was crazy. “Rude to your guests?” I echoed, my eyes moving to the ‘guests’ in question. Now fully clothed, they'd produced a weed from God knows where and were smoking it. Inside our room. “Uhmm, yeah. You were rude, roomie.” I scoffed angrily. “You took my bed out of its frame, placed it on the floor, fucked on it—even though it's against school policies to invite a guy to the girls’ dorms—yet I'm the rude one?” “You're being overly dramatic! I borrowed your bed, so what?!” she snapped, still butt naked. Must be nice to be so comfortable and proud in your own skin. I hate her for it. My chest was heaving with barely contained rage, it almost felt like I was going crazy but I'd never been a violent person and I won't start now. Becca's not worth it. “You know what?” I huffed, grabbing a book from my bedside drawer. “Fuck this!” I stomped back to the door, pulling it so hard, I swear I heard its hinges squeak. “Fuck you, Becca!” I threw over my shoulder, storming out. Ugh!!!!! I want to scream until my throat hurts. I want to pull on my hair until it replaces the rage in my heart. I want to slap that smug smile off her face!!! I… I want to cry. I want to cry because I know nothing will change, even the Masters of quarters wouldn't query or punish her. Believe me, I've tried reporting her. I didn't have the kind of money Becca had, couldn't bribe them like she does. My case was hopeless. Why couldn't I get a break?! I can't believe I skipped classes for this. There was only one place I could go to now. I just hope it doesn't turn out to be a complete disaster…CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO:Saphielle’s POV: The more his hand stayed on me the more it felt like it was on fire, burning my skin, and the vision from before became clearer. There he was, killing me. Driving his blade into my stomach over and over again. The beast behind him was unlike anything I’d ever seen—it was terrifying. I had no idea what any of it meant. Hell, the old lady had stopped appearing in my dreams as soon as I cut ties with Azrael. So all I could do was maintain the distance between us. Even though he protected me, made me laugh the most, and showed me care… it didn't matter that he was all I thought about or that it hurt me so badly to say goodbye to him. It didn't matter that I’d started to fall deeply for him… It was safer to cut ties. “I’m not letting you go,” he gritted. “I want to be yours!” My breath hitched, my heart skipped a beat. He continued. “I like you, a lot. Nothing else matters, freckles. I just want to be yours, please, stop pushing me away.”The des
CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE:Azrael’s POV: ‘I don’t want you here.’Her last words to me played like an endless loop in my head. I couldn't get the image of the hurt and frightened look she had in her eyes as she looked at me.It… it broke me.Out of respect, I’d obeyed her request. And Leanne had assured me, she was fine.“I think she just needs some space,” Caspian said, breaking my thoughts. “I mean, with what she went through, it’s normal for that to happen.”Bullshit.“She let Izar hug her,” I pointed out. “She let him stay with her for minutes while you and I waited outside, explain that.”Izar who had been sitting quietly rose to his feet. “I don't understand that either. But Caspian’s right.”The subtle smug look on his face made me want to disfigure it beyond recognition. “Besides, she’s more comfortable around me—”“Get the fuck out of my room,” I snapped and he bit back a smile. Now!”He raised his hands in mock surrender, smiling widely now as he walked away.Caspian laughed loudl
CHAPTER SIXTY:Saphielle’s POV: “You’ve been warned!” The old lady yelled at me, tears rolling down her cheeks. “Stay away!”“Then tell me why?!” I shot back. “Why do you keep coming to me if you won't give me clarification?”She didn't answer; instead, she kept crying as I watched her form disappear slowly. Goddess. This was frustrating. I need to wake up. How do I leave the stupid dream?I was fucking sick and tired of coming back here. It drove me crazy!!!“Saphielle!” A familiar voice called out behind me, making goosebumps scatter across my skin.What the fuck? It couldn't be. I turned and the last person I expected to see, dressed like the rest of the soldiers with a sword in his hand was Azrael. “Azrael?” I gasped, taking in his form. “This isn't real.”It felt like I had to remind myself of that. This is a dream.But Azrael, he felt too real. The man before him was every bit the man I knew except his eyes.Where were his eyes?Why was there just plain skin where there s
CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE:Saphielle’s POV: It was going to take some getting used to. I still felt that slight ache in my heart. And I feel kind of awkward around her but it’ll get better, I hope.I really want to let it go. I'll try.“Does Kasper treat you well at least?” I asked moments later after we both settled down. She forced a laugh. “Of course, he's the sweetest.”The way she talked… her body language… I wondered if I was reading too much meaning into it. If I should tell her he tried to get back with me recently.Wait. How did I forget that? I'd been so self-absorbed that I completely forgot about that..But I couldn't tell her. What if I’m wrong? I mean, it could mean he was messing with me, right? After all his actions proved he never really liked me, even though he was trying to make us ‘work.’ Eventually, she asked me about my dream again. I gave in. “Not to be overly superstitious, but these aren't just dreams anymore,” She said quietly. “Last time we summed it up to y
CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT:Saphielle's POV:Liora?But that name doesn't ring any bells… Sure, it wasn't a common name but I know at least five girls in this dorm who bear it.“Mom, is there anything else you can tell me about the night terrors from that time?” I asked, hopeful. “No, hon. That's all I can remember,” she replied. “And please, Saphielle, keep your necklace on at all times. I'm begging you. Please, you know—”“It was just that ONE time, ma.” She sighed. “It still is dangerous. I'm so worried right now; I might go down to your school to confirm everything is fine. Please, protect it, guard it like it's your life or our family will be ruined.”Here we go again.“And you still won't tell me why a necklace holds the safety of our family?” She paused for a second. And then she spoke, “No dear, it’s much safer for everyone if you're kept in the dark.”Same reply as always. Why did I even expect any valuable response? “Alright ma, I've gotta go. Say hi to dad for me.”“Okay, ho
CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN:Saphielle's POV:“You wanna tell me what happened in your dream?” Leanne asked, breaking the awkward silence.“No.”She blew a breath, flexing her fingers around the wheel. “Same nightmares? The one with the woman and child?”I kept quiet. But she didn’t take the hint.“… I don't see any marks on your neck like the last time. Was it because I woke you up?”Unable to hold back, I blurted. “It changed. Now can you stop trying to spark a conversation?”“Wait.” She eyed me briefly, completely ignoring my request. “What do you mean it changed?” “Nothing,” I said firmly. “Let it go.”Surprisingly, she obeyed. Which was good because I had bigger problems and I wasn’t even sure mom would pick up the phone. It's been three weeks since I tried reaching her.Minutes later, we pulled up to my dorm. “Thanks,” I said quickly, climbing out of the car. I hurried up to my room, but as soon as I walked in, I was surprised to find someone sitting on my bed.“Rina?” I frowned. Ri
CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE:Saphielle’s POV: 3:18 AM.It's happening again. After that one time, it never happened again.This time, I'm fully aware it's a dream, I'm sure of it but I can't wake up, I can't move either. It's almost like I'm being forced to watch the brutal death of these people, to witne
CHAPTER FORTY-ONE:Izar's POV: I feel left out.I laughed bitterly. When have I ever not felt this way?I've always known there was something weird about my brother, always known our family was hiding something from me but what hurt the most was that Caspian was in on whatever secret that might b
CHAPTER FORTY-THREE:Saphielle’s POV: The library wasn't vacant, far from it, but it was very quiet, and ideas for my presentation seemed to be flowing smoothly—perks of reading in the library at night.No annoying jocks who pretend they care about their school work and no unwarranted PDA from cou
CHAPTER FORTY-TWO:Saphielle’s POV: So we're on a friendship date. Leanne's words not mine. I'm trying to find the right time to confess to her about the fact that I gave Kasper a chance but I can't do so in front of Izar. Who, by the way, is really sweet to me. He might not know it yet but this







