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Saphielle's POV: This is bad. My hands wouldn't stop shaking, my heartbeat hadn't slowed since I ran from that classroom. ‘Why the fuck are you scentless?!’ His words wouldn't stop ringing in my head, filling me with so much dread, I was beginning to feel nauseous. Even the wind hitting my face couldn't stop me from sweating as I hurried back to my dorm. Screw the rest of my classes. I can't… I can't sit in a room with anyone right now. I'm too worked up, too jittery. I need space to breathe. To think. How on earth could he tell I had no scent?! He shouldn't have been able to… My hand instinctively crawled up to my neck, my fingers tracing the spell necklace my parents had always made me wear since I was a little girl. It was supposed to give me an artificial scent—cherry blossom and vanilla—to hide the fact that I was scentless. The truth is; I wasn't born scentless. My parents had my real scent blocked when I was four years old. I had no idea why. And according to them, the secret behind that would get me killed—my family too. I could hear the warnings my parents gave me: ‘You must keep it on at all times!’ ‘The magic of the necklace will protect you!’ ‘They'll come looking if they find out you don't have a scent, they'll want to know why. They can never know why, we'll all be killed.’ But now, someone knows. The knots in my stomach tightened. He could tell even with the enchanted necklace sitting on my neck. Could it be that it's losing its powers? Was that even possible? I've had it with me for over ten years. I have to get to my parents. I needed to tell them what happened. They'll know what to do. I dug into my bag, grabbing my room keys with slightly trembling fingers. I tried unlocking the door to find it was already open. Shit. My roommate, Becca, was in. Sighing, I let myself in, hellbent on ignoring her since she was usually a piece of shit and I was in no mood to deal with her nonsense today. Not when my life was at stake. The door clicked shut behind me and moved forward, ready to drop my bag and books so I could speak to my parents. But the scene that greeted me, stopped me dead in my tracks. A naked guy with power, muscular legs covered in hair was lying on his back, grunting in pleasure while an equally naked Becca rode his face, her pierced boobs bouncing from the frantic way she was rubbing her clit on his tongue. Another girl, was on the guy's dick, fucking herself on it while she tugged on Becca's nipple pulling moans from Becca's lips. I saw red. The fear of my secret getting exposed was momentarily forgotten, now replaced with a fury so blinding, my chest felt tight. “WHAT THE FUCK, BECCA?!” The trio broke apart at my angry outburst. The other two scrambled for their clothes, clearly embarrassed while Becca, bratty, annoying Becca stood there, smirking in all naked glory. Now, I'm not a fucking prude, okay?! I've seen porn—multiple times. I masturbate. I'm not a naive virgin. But this?! This was my last fucking straw!!! Those infuriating amber eyes shone with amusement “Hi, roomie,” she said sweetly. “On my bed?!” I was seething now, my hands clenched into fists. “You couldn't have your fuck fest elsewhere so you chose ‘my’ bed?!” For fuck's sake this bitch took my bed down, placed it on the floor, and decided, ‘Yeah, this is great for bodily fluids.’ “Don't be like that, Elle,” she pouted. “Your mattress is a lot fluffier and comfortable. And hey, you were rude to my guests, that's not fair.” I stared, dumbfounded, my lips parted but I lacked words to correctly convey what I felt in the moment. Her audacity was crazy. “Rude to your guests?” I echoed, my eyes moving to the ‘guests’ in question. Now fully clothed, they'd produced a weed from God knows where and were smoking it. Inside our room. “Uhmm, yeah. You were rude, roomie.” I scoffed angrily. “You took my bed out of its frame, placed it on the floor, fucked on it—even though it's against school policies to invite a guy to the girls’ dorms—yet I'm the rude one?” “You're being overly dramatic! I borrowed your bed, so what?!” she snapped, still butt naked. Must be nice to be so comfortable and proud in your own skin. I hate her for it. My chest was heaving with barely contained rage, it almost felt like I was going crazy but I'd never been a violent person and I won't start now. Becca's not worth it. “You know what?” I huffed, grabbing a book from my bedside drawer. “Fuck this!” I stomped back to the door, pulling it so hard, I swear I heard its hinges squeak. “Fuck you, Becca!” I threw over my shoulder, storming out. Ugh!!!!! I want to scream until my throat hurts. I want to pull on my hair until it replaces the rage in my heart. I want to slap that smug smile off her face!!! I… I want to cry. I want to cry because I know nothing will change, even the Masters of quarters wouldn't query or punish her. Believe me, I've tried reporting her. I didn't have the kind of money Becca had, couldn't bribe them like she does. My case was hopeless. Why couldn't I get a break?! I can't believe I skipped classes for this. There was only one place I could go to now. I just hope it doesn't turn out to be a complete disaster…CHAPTER SIXTY:Saphielle’s POV: “You’ve been warned!” The old lady yelled at me, tears rolling down her cheeks. “Stay away!”“Then tell me why?!” I shot back. “Why do you keep coming to me if you won't give me clarification?”She didn't answer; instead, she kept crying as I watched her form disappear slowly. Goddess. This was frustrating. I need to wake up. How do I leave the stupid dream?I was fucking sick and tired of coming back here. It drove me crazy!!!“Saphielle!” A familiar voice called out behind me, making goosebumps scatter across my skin.What the fuck? It couldn't be. I turned and the last person I expected to see, dressed like the rest of the soldiers with a sword in his hand was Azrael. “Azrael?” I gasped, taking in his form. “This isn't real.”It felt like I had to remind myself of that. This is a dream.But Azrael, he felt too real. The man before him was every bit the man I knew except his eyes.Where were his eyes?Why was there just plain skin where there s
CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE:Saphielle’s POV: It was going to take some getting used to. I still felt that slight ache in my heart. And I feel kind of awkward around her but it’ll get better, I hope.I really want to let it go. I'll try.“Does Kasper treat you well at least?” I asked moments later after we both settled down. She forced a laugh. “Of course, he's the sweetest.”The way she talked… her body language… I wondered if I was reading too much meaning into it. If I should tell her he tried to get back with me recently.Wait. How did I forget that? I'd been so self-absorbed that I completely forgot about that..But I couldn't tell her. What if I’m wrong? I mean, it could mean he was messing with me, right? After all his actions proved he never really liked me, even though he was trying to make us ‘work.’ Eventually, she asked me about my dream again. I gave in. “Not to be overly superstitious, but these aren't just dreams anymore,” She said quietly. “Last time we summed it up to y
CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT:Saphielle's POV:Liora?But that name doesn't ring any bells… Sure, it wasn't a common name but I know at least five girls in this dorm who bear it.“Mom, is there anything else you can tell me about the night terrors from that time?” I asked, hopeful. “No, hon. That's all I can remember,” she replied. “And please, Saphielle, keep your necklace on at all times. I'm begging you. Please, you know—”“It was just that ONE time, ma.” She sighed. “It still is dangerous. I'm so worried right now; I might go down to your school to confirm everything is fine. Please, protect it, guard it like it's your life or our family will be ruined.”Here we go again.“And you still won't tell me why a necklace holds the safety of our family?” She paused for a second. And then she spoke, “No dear, it’s much safer for everyone if you're kept in the dark.”Same reply as always. Why did I even expect any valuable response? “Alright ma, I've gotta go. Say hi to dad for me.”“Okay, ho
CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN:Saphielle's POV:“You wanna tell me what happened in your dream?” Leanne asked, breaking the awkward silence.“No.”She blew a breath, flexing her fingers around the wheel. “Same nightmares? The one with the woman and child?”I kept quiet. But she didn’t take the hint.“… I don't see any marks on your neck like the last time. Was it because I woke you up?”Unable to hold back, I blurted. “It changed. Now can you stop trying to spark a conversation?”“Wait.” She eyed me briefly, completely ignoring my request. “What do you mean it changed?” “Nothing,” I said firmly. “Let it go.”Surprisingly, she obeyed. Which was good because I had bigger problems and I wasn’t even sure mom would pick up the phone. It's been three weeks since I tried reaching her.Minutes later, we pulled up to my dorm. “Thanks,” I said quickly, climbing out of the car. I hurried up to my room, but as soon as I walked in, I was surprised to find someone sitting on my bed.“Rina?” I frowned. Ri
CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX:Saphielle's POV:The heavy stench of burning flesh, the overwhelming smell of blood, I could almost taste its metallic taste on my tongue.It's happening again.But it's weird. This time I am aware it's a dream... or is it?Because it didn't feel like one, it felt familiar, like a memory… I can't explain it but it feels like this was something I was supposed to remember? It felt like my mind was trying to get me to remember what happened here but it made no goddamn sense.Goddess help me. Am I going insane?One thing is certain, though: it's the same dream I've been having. But the crying mother and her child aren't here. I don't know if I should feel relieved about that because the soldiers are still as violent as ever ignoring the cries of the people as they put an end to their lives one after the other without any mercy. Why are they doing this? Why is no one stopping them?More importantly, why do I keep dreaming about this place? About a world I never existed
CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE:Azrael’s POV: “You think he’ll be okay?” Caspian asked, breaking the silence as I drove us up to the palace. “He looked worried as hell.”An annoyed sigh escaped me. “Of course he was worried. Why wouldn’t he be when you ran your big mouth about ‘problems we needed to tackle’” From my peripheral view, I could see his jaw drop dramatically, eyes widening..“Oh, so it’s my fault now?” He retorted. “You know damn well it is better to deal with this mess faster than let it linger. Like, yeah, you wouldn't be punished but the people would start talking if we let things get out of control.” I said nothing as I continued to focus on the road ahead.He was right though. Things could get out of control.People would talk. I know what this looked like; the heir to the throne killing alphas like they were bugs. The people would fear for their lives thinking it was worth so little. So it was better to give them an explanation earlier on, put their minds at ease, and do w
CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX:Saphielle’s POV: Stupid! Stupid! Stupid!My heart kept hammering even as I raced back to my room. Why did I let him get close? Again.I knew getting close to the one person who could somehow tell I didn't have a scent was stupid but I did anyway. And why? Because of some stu
CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT: Azrael's POV: The beast was getting stronger. This is not good. Thankfully, no one saw that. They couldn't have, as we've barely left the gated driveway. There was no explanation for what had just happened without raising suspicions. I moved too fast and instantly regre
CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR:Saphielle’s POV:Barely. Kasper wanted to teach me how but we were interrupted. “Yes.” His grin widened as if he could tell it was a lie. “Move closer.”I crawled as fast as my bound hands could let me, only stopping when my knees brushed his warm, muscular thigh. He fisted
I’m so sorry guys, while updating this chapter, I didn't know it was cut in half and the system is taking way too long to approve my edit so I’ll drop the full chapter here. Thank you💗~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~Azrael's POV:The beast was getting stronger. This is not good.Thankfully, no one saw tha







