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Saphielle's POV: This is bad. My hands wouldn't stop shaking, my heartbeat hadn't slowed since I ran from that classroom. ‘Why the fuck are you scentless?!’ His words wouldn't stop ringing in my head, filling me with so much dread, I was beginning to feel nauseous. Even the wind hitting my face couldn't stop me from sweating as I hurried back to my dorm. Screw the rest of my classes. I can't… I can't sit in a room with anyone right now. I'm too worked up, too jittery. I need space to breathe. To think. How on earth could he tell I had no scent?! He shouldn't have been able to… My hand instinctively crawled up to my neck, my fingers tracing the spell necklace my parents had always made me wear since I was a little girl. It was supposed to give me an artificial scent—cherry blossom and vanilla—to hide the fact that I was scentless. The truth is; I wasn't born scentless. My parents had my real scent blocked when I was four years old. I had no idea why. And according to them, the secret behind that would get me killed—my family too. I could hear the warnings my parents gave me: ‘You must keep it on at all times!’ ‘The magic of the necklace will protect you!’ ‘They'll come looking if they find out you don't have a scent, they'll want to know why. They can never know why, we'll all be killed.’ But now, someone knows. The knots in my stomach tightened. He could tell even with the enchanted necklace sitting on my neck. Could it be that it's losing its powers? Was that even possible? I've had it with me for over ten years. I have to get to my parents. I needed to tell them what happened. They'll know what to do. I dug into my bag, grabbing my room keys with slightly trembling fingers. I tried unlocking the door to find it was already open. Shit. My roommate, Becca, was in. Sighing, I let myself in, hellbent on ignoring her since she was usually a piece of shit and I was in no mood to deal with her nonsense today. Not when my life was at stake. The door clicked shut behind me and moved forward, ready to drop my bag and books so I could speak to my parents. But the scene that greeted me, stopped me dead in my tracks. A naked guy with power, muscular legs covered in hair was lying on his back, grunting in pleasure while an equally naked Becca rode his face, her pierced boobs bouncing from the frantic way she was rubbing her clit on his tongue. Another girl, was on the guy's dick, fucking herself on it while she tugged on Becca's nipple pulling moans from Becca's lips. I saw red. The fear of my secret getting exposed was momentarily forgotten, now replaced with a fury so blinding, my chest felt tight. “WHAT THE FUCK, BECCA?!” The trio broke apart at my angry outburst. The other two scrambled for their clothes, clearly embarrassed while Becca, bratty, annoying Becca stood there, smirking in all naked glory. Now, I'm not a fucking prude, okay?! I've seen porn—multiple times. I masturbate. I'm not a naive virgin. But this?! This was my last fucking straw!!! Those infuriating amber eyes shone with amusement “Hi, roomie,” she said sweetly. “On my bed?!” I was seething now, my hands clenched into fists. “You couldn't have your fuck fest elsewhere so you chose ‘my’ bed?!” For fuck's sake this bitch took my bed down, placed it on the floor, and decided, ‘Yeah, this is great for bodily fluids.’ “Don't be like that, Elle,” she pouted. “Your mattress is a lot fluffier and comfortable. And hey, you were rude to my guests, that's not fair.” I stared, dumbfounded, my lips parted but I lacked words to correctly convey what I felt in the moment. Her audacity was crazy. “Rude to your guests?” I echoed, my eyes moving to the ‘guests’ in question. Now fully clothed, they'd produced a weed from God knows where and were smoking it. Inside our room. “Uhmm, yeah. You were rude, roomie.” I scoffed angrily. “You took my bed out of its frame, placed it on the floor, fucked on it—even though it's against school policies to invite a guy to the girls’ dorms—yet I'm the rude one?” “You're being overly dramatic! I borrowed your bed, so what?!” she snapped, still butt naked. Must be nice to be so comfortable and proud in your own skin. I hate her for it. My chest was heaving with barely contained rage, it almost felt like I was going crazy but I'd never been a violent person and I won't start now. Becca's not worth it. “You know what?” I huffed, grabbing a book from my bedside drawer. “Fuck this!” I stomped back to the door, pulling it so hard, I swear I heard its hinges squeak. “Fuck you, Becca!” I threw over my shoulder, storming out. Ugh!!!!! I want to scream until my throat hurts. I want to pull on my hair until it replaces the rage in my heart. I want to slap that smug smile off her face!!! I… I want to cry. I want to cry because I know nothing will change, even the Masters of quarters wouldn't query or punish her. Believe me, I've tried reporting her. I didn't have the kind of money Becca had, couldn't bribe them like she does. My case was hopeless. Why couldn't I get a break?! I can't believe I skipped classes for this. There was only one place I could go to now. I just hope it doesn't turn out to be a complete disaster…CHAPTER FIFTY:Azrael’s POV:I jerked awake, my heart squeezing tightly. I'm not sure why… It felt like I was being forced awake. I must have dozed off a bit waiting for Saphielle to be done hanging out with my brother and her friend.I hated it. Knowing Izar has a crush on her made it almost impossible not to march down to his bedroom, beat him to a pulp, and drag Saphielle with me but I was choosing to be civil for her. Hell, I've been so civilized these past weeks watching all three of them hang out in various places on campus while he makes her laugh and spoils her like she belonged to him.I guess watching him with her was the prize I had to pay for stalking her daily. I'd like to think I was being mature and confident, that I'd already won her over, and that's why I hadn't acted like a caveman, but that wasn't the truth. If anything, I knew Izar hadn’t confessed his feelings yet, he's awkward when it came to things like that which is wild considering the fact that he was a ve
CHAPTER FORTY-NINE: TW!!! Saphielle’s POV:My feet kept hitting the ground as I ran with no destination in mind. The wind brutally slapped and hit my face, drying the tears on my cheeks. I need this to be a dream. I need this to be a lie. But the ache in my chest proved it was all real. Leanne and Kasper betrayed me. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I don't know how I'm supposed to react. How do we come back from this? Goddess, why does it hurt so much? It hurt so much, it felt like I was going to die. Too tired to keep running, I stopped, hand to my knees as I bent over gasping for breath and sobbing loudly into the night. It hurts. It hurts. How can I lose my best friend? How? I can't lose her but I can't stand her either! I'm going crazy. I—WHACK!!!!Something hard and sturdy slammed against the back of my head. Pain exploded in my head, throbbing behind my eyes as I collapsed to the ground. WHACK!!! It landed brutally this time, knocking me unconscious and the
CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT:Saphielle's POV: Is it wrong to spy on your best friend? Izar said it wasn't wrong. He said he understood that I had been so worried about her, and even though she would get mad if she found out, she would realize that I hadn't done it with bad intentions.So, yeah. This was me, boarding this ridiculously expensive cab to trail hers—I guess I had no right to complain since Izar paid for it anyway. He offered to take me but I needed to do this myself, and I'm sure she'd recognize his car. It was a hassle getting out of his home without Azrael noticing though because I was supposed to speak to him after hanging out with Izar and Leanne. I could see Leanne’s car parked outside the gym. Odd.“I'll get off here, sir. Thank you.”The cab rolled to a stop and I got off too. My heart was racing as I took careful steps toward the building. I froze when Kasper came out and Leanne grabbed his arm leading him to the other side of the building which was darker and very pr
CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN:Azrael’s POV:Everyone had enough reason to be worried about me.I'm worried too. I can feel how strong he is, I can feel how hard he's trying to break me. Maybe going back to Rosita was the right choice but I wouldn't. I wasn't kidding when I said I wanted Saphielle and I wanted her only.I'll do whatever it takes to resolve this without letting her go. I loved spending time with her, I loved looking at her, I loved making her smile, I love how shy she can get but still very much bratty and sassy towards me. She made me feel things I haven't felt in hundreds of years and I wasn't going to trade that for the world even though that made me selfish. I lost the woman I loved to another and I won't let that happen in this lifetime.“I have the list ready,” Caspian said, pulling my attention back to him. “It contains all the girls matching the clues we were given.”He held the folder out to me and I took it, studying each name closely. “This is good… what day do you t
CHAPTER FORTY-SIX:Saphielle's POV: “What do I do, Annie?” I sighed. “I can't keep having this confusing nightmare.”But she's not listening, she's lost in her own head, her soda abandoned.I turned to Izar—we'd made it a tradition to hang out whenever we all had free periods at the same time. “Do you know what's wrong with her?” I asked.He shook his head. “Nope. She was like this the other day too.” His eyes dropped to where I had a scarf around my neck. “You sure it's no longer hurting?” “Yeah, it just looks worse than it feels.” “That's good to hear.” And then he hesitated. “You know, I could ask the high priestess for help.” I gasped, my eyes growing wide. “You would? Why?” “Well, I-I… we're friends.” He smiled nervously. “But the high priestess works for the royal family alone.” “You're right but you're my friend. It still counts as working for me if she helps my friend.”His offer is tempting. Too tempting but dangerous.I might have been able to hide my scentlessness a
CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE:Saphielle’s POV: 3:18 AM.It's happening again. After that one time, it never happened again.This time, I'm fully aware it's a dream, I'm sure of it but I can't wake up, I can't move either. It's almost like I'm being forced to watch the brutal death of these people, to witness the pain of a grieving mother.As she charged toward me like she did the last time my heart jumped, I'm screaming but I'm not sure I can hear what I'm saying and it feels like I'm trapped under water. Her hands grabbed my neck like before, squeezing so hard my hard bulge. I couldn't breathe as I tried to pull her hands off me. Tears gathered in my eyes rolling into my temples as I hoped and prayed for a way out.I'd almost given up, surrendering to the darkness that threatened to consume me when I felt someone shake me wildly.“SAPHIELLE!!” I gasped, jerking upright, droplets of sweat ran down my face and back, my whole body trembling. My vision was blurry and it hurt to swallow but I co







