AMY'S POV
A mess .
This is what I made of my love life . From the start I knew this won't end well . And now that is fucking happening .
Nothing is going well . I can't believe that I have become so pathetic .
I'm breaking down by myself day by day . For what? Just a man . Who doesn't even care how am I?
I doubt he even remembers me . It is somewhat hard to believe that a person could change so quickly . One day he would say he loves me the other day he is gone to marry someone else .
It's unbelievable, isn't it ?
I'm trying to get in contact with him . But he is just not picking up nor replying . I guess this was it .
AMY'S POV I huffed heavily "This is what you have to say ?" I scoffed. He stood there without saying anything . Just looking at my face . Stupidly . "You know what, let's just quit it . I don't think we should even talk ." "What the hell ? Why shouldn't we talk ? I'm your Goddamn boyfriend. You are asking me to break up with you just like that ?" He blurted. Now I'm more shocked . What on earth now he wants from me . I want to kill him now . "Are you for real ? " I asked calmly . “You saw the news?" He asked . As if I'm stupid . What does he think of himself ? "What ?" I started t
AMY'S POVThe world looks beautiful and peaceful from outside . But what is the use of this beauty ?In the the whole fucking world will show their inner true colours. That is a disgrace to what God made .Anyways , it feels refreshing here . The pain and hurtness given by Jason will fade away with time, right ?I hope it will . I just don't think I can endure it like this anymore ."Amy." I heard someone calling me from behind . I turned to see Travis standing there in shock .He looked scared . Worried . Hurted."Amy , listen . Come down . " he said .I gave him a confused look and c
AMY'S POVHeartache . Heartaches are one of the worst things that could happen to a lover .I know , right? How many of us have been through all that ?We got cheated . We got betrayed . We got broken and moreover we all got what we deserved .That's what everyone thinks but no we didn't deserve this . What did we exactly do to deserve such a fatal fate ?We made efforts for our relationship to work out perfectly . But in the end what we got was betrayal.Anyways , I think this could be a good thing , right? I can be stronger now .Quinn , Austin and Travis forced me to go out and do all kinds of normal people stuff . I mean do I look abnormal to them ?
AMY'S POVI don't understand what's happening to me . But I can't bring myself to face this fucking reality.I was still crying into Travis's chest . When I felt someone ripping me off of him ."Don't you dare touch her !" Jason shouted as he pulled me towards him .My eyes went wide looking at him in despair . What the actual hell is going on .His eyes diverted from Travis to me . Who was as much in shock as me .Jason's fingers moved across my face . Gently rubbing away all the wet and warm tears .My lips , my body and even hell my mind shivered as he touched me softly yet so lovingly.My mind was g
Jason's POVLies . It's the thing I hate the most in my life . What do people even get from lying?But I guess I'm the one of them . I left her all alone when I shouldn't have . I shouldn't have trusted those people. I should have just let it go .They would never change . But then again I had to believe in them. Why ? Why the fuck ?"You knew about it didn't you?" I asked Caroline as she looked at me in awe ."Wh...what are you talking about?" She said, drifting her eyes away."Don't try to be innocent now . I know you knew about Amelia . Were you also included in this damn thing Caroline ?" I stated every word clearly . So that she could hear .
AMY'S POVIt's been months now I haven't seen Jason . That day , I could still feel the pain in my heart from that day .Why did I even look into his eyes? They do nothing good to me .But for now I have to forget about him for a while . Well not for a while . I surely have to forget him forever.He is married man , Amy . Pull yourself together .Okay let's focus on this . Youth festival is coming pretty close . We have a major performance to do . I should definitely be practicing.But my fucking mind is all filled with Jason and his mother fucking face .
AMY'S POV "Wow this thing is gonna kill me for sure . I should have just taken those computer lessons" I said growling at my laptop screen . What is wrong with it ? Why wouldn't it work ? "I see you got some troubles there " a familiar voice went down my ears . I looked up to see a cute , innocent boy with a timid smile on his face . rubbing his neck out of nervousness . Sometimes it's cute how he acts . I smiled at his gestures . " uh nothing , it's just my laptop . I dunno what's wrong with it " I said pointing at the screen . " Well I can fix it for you , only... if you don't mind . " he said, breaking eye contact . Still, why is he so afraid ? I mean am I that scary . hell no . I'm not . hehe . okay maybe a little bit .
AMY'S POV"I'm sorry . I didn't mean to . I mean uh I'll just leave ." Elios stuttered . I could see the guilt in his eyes . The second I blinked he got out .I took my laptop and sighed . At least he fixed it . But for real , what was that about ?It can't be what Travis said was true . Fuck him , he always talk rubbish .Let's just let it go . I shouldn't judge him like this . Maybe he is going through something ."Boo!!""Oh my demons !" I shouted . Turning around in frustration."Travis , you are so dead." I started punching him in the chest and biceps .Dam