25Two Weeks Later, I wasn’t sure if I could survive longer under Brandon’s judgemental tastes or inflexible demands but miraculously I was still here; stroking Kevin’s hair as he fell asleep beside me for an evening power nap. This little boy had become my tension buster the day he hugged me and accepted me as his own, We had understood each other too well and shared a strong bond; just like perfect mother and son. I usually woke up at five in the morning, dropped him at school and then he came home, tried, in the evening, and we spent the whole day together. That’s how our last two weeks had passed, without any Brandon and his deep gazes. Yes, Brandon wasn’t here. He had to travel for work without any break and that was why he couldn’t make to home, leaving us all to ourselves and I swear, nothing was much more peaceful than living independently without any bothering stares. His body language always perturbed me and I prayed for his delay in work.Kevin made a movement and moved
26 “Tsk… Tsk… Tsk, Stella baby, what a strange surprise to see you here,” Brandon came ahead eyeing Stella’s back and stopped tall in front of Stella’s face. Stella stood there eyeing down, gulping as she feared for her life, her expressions dramatically changed into fright. Brandon raised two fingers to pull her chin in order to make her meet his eyes. “I admire your boldness, baby.” Brandon’s tone was slightly different than his usual tones. It was more like he was ridiculing and intimidating her. “I’m sorry, ma…” Brandon leaned closer on her, joining his lips on her jawline, I saw him whispering something in her ears, making it inaudible for me to hear and stiffening her by whatever he said to her. “Shhh… baby, you’re not allowed to say the word in front of anyone,” I heard him whispering in her ear, making her go pale and mouthless. I watched them creating an undeniable tension in the room. “Understood,” Brandon’s hand running on her hair after he muffled something inaudible
27BrandonI closed the script I was holding in my hand and placed it on the table. Sighing, I shut my eyes just to recall the new toy I have under my radar, Jenna. The breathtakingly beautiful girl who seemed perfect to satisfy my hungry beast. Her face, appearing plump lips, seducing bright olive-green eyes that shined the brightest all the time; they held thousands of emotions in the same second, sometimes she displayed her tamed, soft side and other times her eyes ignited the ferocity her soul is capable of holding. All of her body called out to me like her skin was begging me to explore her each inch, or I might say my fervid beast couldn’t hold himself once she came around. Everything turned upside down the day my eyes fell on her, she looked mesmerizing when she stood self-assertive in front of hundreds of cameras on the red carpet, trying to maintain a bold picture of hers but failing terribly. Those very eyes that day held apprehension, submissiveness, delicacy turned me on
28Friday, Morning. Jenna“Relax. Relax Jenna, It’s just breakfast.” This was what I had been repeating in my mind. I’d never imagined that Brandon would try to control and force himself upon me. I thought he was a nice man; a reliable gentleman unlike my husband but he turned out to be exactly like him, one who loved to isolate a woman and impose himself on her so she would be his submissive and serve him with her blood and sweat.But I didn’t approve of living that miserable life, I chose to step out and voice my justice and I would never ever let any other man repeat history. It was over for me. I was walking out to the garden of the mansion as Brandon wanted to have breakfast under the sun but I wasn’t sure if I could have breakfast with him, not only because I had a problem with heatstroke but also that I didn’t want to face Brandon after days of ignoring him. I had been avoiding him as much as possible whilst he made ignorance possibly hard for me. I never regretted my decisi
29One Week Later I had to do this. Brandon tricked me into saying yes and ever since that happened, he changed completely as I agreed to him treating me better, I didn’t expect him to take care of me like that. I mean he degraded me when I was only his employee, now that finally ended up manipulating me into saying yes as his girlfriend -or I believed as his sideline enjoyment-, he changed himself for me. It was the reverse circle going on here, Liam first treated me like a diva before marriage and after he changed into a bastard, whilst here, Brandon seemed to be doing the opposite of it. He was proving to be a good partner after that day, I doubted for a while if I should really call him that- but yes, it was true, he was protective of me, he spent time with Kevin and me, he took us to private dinners twice in such a short period. He respected my opinion of not escalating our relationship news.I never thought he would become this… really amazing boyfriend nor I imagine I woul
30“Get ready for the show,” “Get ready for the show,” I knew what that meant. That’s all my mind had been repeating from the moment Brandon whispered in my ears in front of Kevin in the car. We reached the mansion, Kevin insisted me walk with him as he wanted to show me one of his latest favourite books. I stole a glance at Brandon before leaving with Kevin, his eyes glooming the darkest colour as they told me he was determined to get what he indirectly demanded from me tonight. We passed an hour on his books and new toys while my mind kept revolving around Brandon, I doubted if I mistook the meaning of what he said, maybe he meant something else? But another thought passed, advocating, he said absolutely what I understood as we were going to share an intimate session for the first time but couldn’t. It was almost Kevin’s bedtime and I finally tugged him to bed, read his favourite story of three astronauts till he dozed off to sleep. I picked up Kevin’s mess to give myself some
31Warning: Didn’t plan on writing a sex scene but here it is. Read it At Your Own Risk.I never thought of becoming a girlfriend of a famous celebrity right after I dumped a toxic relationship, this all seemed like a fairytale; like I was rewarded for my work hard, for bearing an abusive man for years and all those people who never asked if I was alive or dead, I was referring my mother, she was happy with her husband number two but she never called to ask about how was I doing, this sore thought pained me for a second until I turned my attention towards Brandon.He was sleeping beside me, his eyes were shut while he kept breathing smoothly, I flipped my side and laid on my stomach only to gaze his flawless face, he was a masterpiece of God’s creation, his every feature was a turn on, this perfect sharp jaw complimenting his face structure. My hand traced down to his neck, following below to his hard muscles chest, I bit my lip as a current of lust hit my uterus and butterflies dance
32 The mansion. BG.Oh God, it was all so clear, it was in front of my face. Brandon Grande was the full term for that, why didn’t I think of it before, I totally forgot to pay attention to the red flag when it was all over my face, how foolish of me, how stupid, Jenna. A pool of flashbacks started heeding my way, making me realise I was stupid to ignore the initial facts, it rewound in my mind, the premiere, afterparty, the wasted man’s attack, a masked man saving me, I, handing myself to the darkness and then, the morning and the worst day of life. It was played like a movie in a thunderbolt. He was there all while, he knew me from that night, his eyes were stoned at me yet again I assumed no one saw me that night because I wasn’t worth a shot, I thought that Liam’s every degrading comment about me was the truth, I was really not capable of living a happy life. He destroyed me with his awful words and I believed in him but what my vulnerable side got me into, Rape by an unknown