Luna wandered around New York trying to find the movie Portia wanted. Days before she left, Portia had told her that she wanted a movie called "The Prince, the Toad and Me", which was about a princess who falls in love with a prince, and believing she has turned into a toad, kisses him, even though he is a different man and falls into a love triangle. Yes, the truth is not the typical story Portia should see but the movie was for children even so and it was animated. It would be nice to take her tomorrow along with the book and chocolate.
James's attitude was getting on her nerves. She hated that James Bexell guy and just wanted the other one back, but she had to accept that, on the contrary, he didn't want her around (although she still didn't understand why) and besides, she had to accept that she wasn't there for him, but for Portia.
After a few minutes, he finally found the movie. She quickly bought it, and went out to find a cab. She was tired and wanted to go to sleep. The cab ride took about 45 minutes, lots and lots of time and lots of money, and lots of traffic. Besides, it wasn't pleasant with a cab driver who apparently hadn't had a bath in a long time and didn't like water either.
He quickly got out of the cab and handed the large amount of money to the cab driver. It was a long time. He entered his hotel and hurried to his room. When he arrived, the first thing he did was to shed all the clothes he was wearing to take a bath, a relaxing bath.
She went into the bathtub and turned on the faucet, waited a few minutes for it to fill, and then stepped into it. It was so relaxing. He picked up his cell phone that was on the small table next to the tub and started listening to music. The ringtone interrupted the music, nearly scaring him to death. She answered.
- Hello?
- Hello - It was his voice. Apparently he was calm.
- Hello James.
- Please don't go to the hospital anymore, okay?
- I'll keep going - she replied calmly. She heard James's breathing quicken.
- Look, I don't want to fight with you. I know you want to see Portia, but don't...don't.
- James, I know she's your daughter and that's your right, but you're not going to tell me what to do. What harm could it do her to see me?
- She's not your daughter, she's mine.
- I never said she was my daughter. Does she have to be my daughter for me to care about her? No.
- I still don't want you in the hospital. - he replied angrily. Oh well, he was already angry.
- Look, you're already mad and everything. James, I don't care about you, okay? - he clarified. He knew instantly that comment had hit James in the chest. I care about Portia. I understand that you don't want me around because... I don't know what you think, who knows, I've never been able to understand. But you're not going to take me away from her, especially when she wants me around. It's not good for her.
- She wants you around, but I don't want you around her, Luna. I'm her father, and unfortunately she's going to have to get over this. You were with her because I hired you, and you've already quit your job, and you don't work for me, so you don't need to present yourself at the hospital," he said, and hung up.
No, shit. His blood was boiling.
That idiot couldn't get away with it. No, of course he couldn't. She picked up her phone and called him.
She dialed three rings. James hung up. He called back. He picked up.
- Listen Yorke, you're not going to forbid me to see Portia. When the fuck are you going to grow up? You're an adult, for God's sake, act like one! You don't want me around, fine, but you can't do that. If you try to keep me away from Portia knowing that she wants me around, you're winning the idiot of the year award. I don't care who you think you are, your opinion may be important to others, but it's not to me. So you will accept that I want to be with Portia right now just like you want to be with Portia right now and that's it. Don't boss me around, don't boss around what the world feels, James. Get off your high horse.
- Oh, don't you dare tell me something I'm already pretty clear about. I don't think I'm nobody, Luna. Lately I'm nobody, I'm nothing. Don't talk about me like I'm a totally empty man.
- You are. You try to manage everyone, to tell them what they should feel, when they don't.
- Of course not! I can't even make my own daughter feel good! - she uttered and her heavy breathing could be heard- I would give my life for Portia to be okay, but you know what, she's not. I can't handle everyone, excuse me if I want you away from her just because I don't want you to suffer the consequences, I'm sorry. Uh, I'm sorry. - he pronounced sarcastically.
- Oh, no, no, no, no. So you're doing it for me? Ha, lie of the year. After the "I'm going to make you as happy as I can." James, stop it, don't play anymore, we all know you're just being cold.
James laughed calmly.
- Yeah, I'm a son of a bitch. I lied, I stole, I swindled, I betrayed, I murdered and I hid. And you know what else I did? I chose you. And you can bet I regret it.
Luna paced the place, unsteady and completely heartbroken. She didn't want to be with anyone, she wanted to be completely alone. Iris was with Theo and Claire, and Portia was distracted by her husband. She still didn't know anything. She didn't know what had happened to her father, she didn't know how cruelly he had been hurt.Two days had passed, two slow, agonizing days. She had gone from being the happiest woman in the world, to the most miserable. There was nothing to soothe the pain she felt at that moment.Angelica was dead, it was the only thing that comforted her. Her suicide had been the perfect proof of her irreversible state. She had no salvation. It was sad, if she thought about her whole story, who wouldn't go crazy if the love of your life was taken away from you, and you had no choice but to survive and hide for fear of being found by the same people who took him away from you?- Luna," the person behind her called, "James has woken up.Her heart began to pound. She ran
He walked through the long corridors of the hotel, checking the doors, anxious. It seemed to be a hallway with no end, and his nerves were getting louder and louder.204, 205, 206, 207. He knocked twice on the door and in less than two seconds, a slender woman with a familiar face stood in front of him.- I didn't think you were coming. - She looked at him tensely. He snorted.- I've come. May I come in?- Until you ask.The door opened further and James entered the room. The smell of cigarettes was almost visible and a table was positioned in front of the huge window.- Oh, that's your place. Sit down. - she ordered. James obeyed and sat down in front of the window.Angelica disappeared for a few seconds but then positioned herself in front of him, holding a box in her hand.- What are you planning? - he asked impatiently. She smiled.- Nothing bad, just a look around. - James looked at her doubtfully. - Let's go back in time. A young James Bexell, interested in experimenting, maybe
There was only one thing he still hated with all his life, the piano, and today, as an adult, he looks down on the beautiful instrument as his mother looks on with amusement.- Come on, Pinky, don't be a frustrated musician. - He exclaimed with amusement, quoting the movie he loved so much, Pink Floyd's The Wall.- I don't remember anything, actually.His mother snorted sarcastically.- So how are you going to play Portia's show, then? You volunteered.- I know, it's just that I actually thought I'd remember how to play, I didn't. I don't remember how to do it.Luna appeared through the door catching James and his mother's attention. She wore her hair tied up in a bun and baggy clothes. Her belly was huge and James knew how uncomfortable she could be.- Hello, Nana. - She greeted and kissed her mother-in-law's cheek. -- Hello James. - She kissed him. - Are you practicing Portia's songs?James looked at his mother cautiously and she quickly realized that her son didn't know what to say
The weather was mild, and orange light streamed in through the window of the large sky-blue room. James sat for a moment, Luna was snapping at him. He knew some pregnant women suffer mood swings but she was simply unbearable, she didn't like it when he talked to her, but when he didn't, she got angry. She also hated it when he touched her and the second he was demanding attention. They had argued 3 times in one day and James had resorted to the twins' room, which wasn't finished yet and he could give her a hand with the painting. He couldn't go with Rose as she was in the hospital taking care of Portia, it was nothing serious, but she had given them quite a scare. Three days ago Portia woke up crying as her pillow was full of blood, she had a headache and tachycardia so they had to rush to the hospital. The reason? There was a mix-up with the pills Portia was taking, the wrong bottle was given to her and for that reason her doctor received a major complaint.Portia had lost weight not
Luna watched TV while eating chocolate. She looked down at her belly and noticed that it had grown a little. She put a smile on her face and stroked it. The same thing had happened to her mother. The first five months she didn't notice it, but one day, out of nowhere, it exploded in size and became present. Luna was about to reach four months, but that day she had noticed a difference.She didn't know if she wanted two girls or two boys, she'd probably like to have a boy and a girl.The door rang. Luna stood up and quickly went to it. When she opened it, James was in front of her with a beautiful hanging on a hanger that he was holding in his left hand.- Will you put this on and come with me? - he asked with a smile. Luna looked at him and walked over to him, planted a long kiss on his lips and as she pulled away from his warmth she spoke.- Yes. What are you up to, Bexell? - she asked teasingly. James smiled.- I just want to celebrate you. - He replied and walked into the house. He
James opened his eyes slowly as he felt hands caressing his face.- Oh James...- She said in that voice he remembered perfectly.He smiled immediately as he looked at her.- Sarah, you... - He said in a whisper but was silenced by her voice.- You know I'm gone, don't you? - She asked in her totally serene voice.James nodded with a hint of sadness.- You're still there for me, Sarah...I....- No, James. What I mean is, I'm gone. You have a right to be happy. - She agreed with a peaceful smile. James stared at her. - You have to get your life together.- I have, I...- I know. - She confirmed. James looked at her in despair. - But it's hard for you to take the next step.- I'm sorry. - She replied and felt her eyes fill with tears. - I just don't know what to do.- You just have to forget. - She said with a smile on her face. She moved closer to James and placed a warm kiss on his lips. - I will always be with you, but it's time to move on.______The voices stunned James and the puls