Your Closeness

"I didn't regret it, Rian,"

Her words stunned him. A tear slipped down from her eyes.

"I have never regretted it but I was afraid to accept it," she was finally telling him her feelings which had been buried inside her heart for so long.

Adrian wordlessly heard and watched her.

"I have never regretted that night. I could never regret any of the second of that night which I had lived with you," more tears fell from her eyes.

"Because that night was one of the most beautiful nights of my life where I had finally gotten my calmness, my cure of that pain which was tearing me apart from the past 4 years," she breathed out, staring at him.

"But I was afraid to accept it because of our terrible past, Adrian. I don't know how pathetic and irrational I may be sounding now but you were the one who had turned me lifeless and you're the only one who has made me alive again,"

He completely understood the meaning of her words.

"Your closeness had ruined me and yet that same closeness of y