"You and me both." She laughs. "Valeria Zanotti. Twenty."
"Cara Morelli," I say. "Thirteen. Just… don't call me that."
She grins. "The only people who call us by our serial numbers are the trainers and Leone. Speaking of which, you have no fucking idea how long I've been waiting for someone to join me make fun of all the other girls who hope to get Leone but never will."
I let out a laugh, amused by the idea. Yet that is all we do for the next few minutes while we eat: listen to the conversations of the other girls, chuckling quietly to ourselves as we comment in whispers. Valeria fills me in on information on each of them as they speak, so before breakfast is over, I already know a handful by name, without even making an active effort to.
"I heard Leone will be at the shooting range tomorrow while we're practising." Bria. Long chestnut brown hair, oval face, blue eyes. "There's a high-profile job on the horizon. He might do an evaluation."
A collective sigh of annoyance leaves the girls.
"Give it a rest, will you?" Jacquetta is the one who echoes the group's general opinion. "He's never coming. All the other times you said he would, he didn't."
"It's not my fault he changes his plans at the last moment," Bria maintains. "But he's definitely going to be there tomorrow. Raffa told me."
"And why would he tell you something so important?" Alessia asks, and a few other girls snigger.
The red-haired model-type throws some weight around, Valeria informs me- because of her obvious good looks, her easy confidence and the fact that she is a star student in the little academy of female-led assasination known as the Dollhouse. She's been top of the class, ever since I- well, Thirteen- went for that last operation and ended up in a coma. Post that, Alessia had dominated the evaluation charts with ease, rising to Number One- a position that once used to belong to Thirteen; the same one she had claimed so effortlessly in her first month here it was almost like a birthright.
But now, it's Alessia's. And unlike Thirteen, she likes to use her 'power' well- evident from the cult of respect she has garnered in the house. At her criticism, Bria grows a little quiet, until Elisa leans in closer, curious, prodding.
"So you're going out with Raffa now? That must be why he would tell you something like that; anything at all," she says.
"Well, he's definitely more available than Leone," Bria responds, defensive at being called out so openly like that. "For all you dreamers out there."
"Of course he is," Terza chips in sagely. "Leone doesn't care about love or romance. The only things he's passionate about are his sex and his killing. Obviously, he kills like a damn predator. But what you didn't know is that he fucks with one hell of a devotion… like, really thoroughly."
A hush settles over the table.
Alessia turns to Terza. "What?"
"You mean you've never seen him bring dates inside the premises before?" Terza asks. When Alessia does not respond, she continues. "I saw him on one of his- I'm sure- numerous nights with other women. It was late and I had been out strolling- but at that point, was hurrying back to not miss curfew- when I saw Leone. Lit by his mansion's porch lights, his frame was visible, kissing the hell out of some brunette woman by the hood of his car. They were making out so hard she was arching over the vehicle, loud like a fire drill." She pauses. "By the way, Leone's a very good kisser… if it isn't obvious enough."
"Finish the fucking story," someone snaps impatiently. Her name probably starts with a P or a B. But it could as well be a Z at this point. Nineteen names and hers is not one of the few I remember. I can definitely see the allure of calling people by serial numbers. After a while, it sort of stuck. Not like I won't stop resenting Leone for calling me Thirteen. I hate him so much I resent everything about him; everything he does, including trying to prove that I am attracted to him. Especially that.
Terza grins as she continues, pulling me from my thoughts. "So while all of that was going on, I was in the darkness watching them, feeling so hot myself-"
Gemma cackles. "You shameless voyeur."
"You have no idea how much I wanted to be kissed like that," Terza answers. "Yet all I could do was watch."
"And?"
"He caught me."
A collective gasp left the table.
"And?"
"He forced me to watch as he fucked the woman so raw she was screaming into the hood of his car."
Elisa shrugs. "That doesn't seem so bad now, does it?"
"Except it wasn't me he was taking to the moon and back with his cock," Terza returns morosely. "Plus, he promised to gouge my eyes out the next time I stayed back to watch."
Alessia blows out a sigh. "Yeah, that sounds like him."
Defintely crazy. Definitely him.
"What, you all thought I made the story up?"
And once again, I am at the mercy of that sweet, deadly sensuality, as effortless as it is potent. My voice is thick with arousal when I speak. "No, death is too easy." I should know. Some days it takes me mere seconds to wipe an annoyance off the face of the earth. "I want to destroy you, Angel Eyes, wreck that tight little pussy until it throbs only for me. So that when you rise from the ashes, you simply cannot be the same anymore... ruined for my pleasure, aching to feel me invade all the crevices of your body, serenading them with heavy breaths, tongue kisses, the graze of my teeth, licking, sucking and fucking your dripping, silky folds until all you know is my name. I know you want it."The look that comes on her face is nothing short of precious, pupils so dilated her smoky eyes look black. She sounds breathless when she snaps at me- a futile attempt at hiding her heat. "Fuck it. Stop this. I don't want you," she yells, panting like she's been running a marathon prior. "Fuckin
Beautiful.That's what she is. Like this. Even with her eyes burning daggers into mine, her teeth chattering, shudders running through her like a fever as cold air whips at her skin. Especially with those. I'm supposed to be punishing her for trying to sneak out, yet I'm loving the way she looks tied up before me.I should have known that once she opened those eyes, I would forget that she broke an important rule, reduced to staring like a man who has been starved for years, wanting her more than I've ever wanted anything in my life. In fact, something did tell me it would be like this. But I ignored it. And while I am quite stubborn, the problem is, Thirteen doesn't seem to know this. That is why she continues to aggravate me. She doesn't seem to understand that I am as crazy as they come and if I don't get my way, no one else gets to have theirs. That is why she is here now; because she dared defy me. But as she bores her angry gaze into mine, all I can think of is how seeing her
Leone is going to destroy me. I definitely recognize the motions; I see the signs. And he knows he has me too, mind and body. My attention is his, and my interest is piqued. Like a scientist eager for new discoveries, desperate to thread where no one else has been, I want to study him piece by piece until I am reeling from the knowledge. I want to slip through the multiple and complex layers of this onion of a mob boss, maybe even slip under him and move my hips while we're at it. Who am I kidding? Not a 'maybe.' I want to. And that scares me for a whole lot of reasons.I'm definitely not supposed to feel what I do for him, as confusing and disorienting as my tangle of emotions are. Whether it's a primal, animalistic, and non-committal drive for him to get me laid, or a mere, yet not any less disturbing amount of sexual attraction, I shouldn't feel either for him. Because Leone is going to ruin me. And when he does, my stupid, raging hormones are not going to save me. Falling for him
Angel eyes. Gorgeous, intense, irresistible. I just can't get enough of them. Yet they ignore me as I stand to the far end of the shooting range, hands in my pants' pockets. "I thought we agreed to go easy on her," Guzzo says beside me when he catches sight of Thirteen stepping out of the line-up of women to be evaluated for their shooting aim. "It's just been two days since she woke from coma, and you already have her working her ass off in training?""And how else am I supposed to see her?" He shakes his head. "Fucking asshole.""She can handle it." My gaze goes to Thirteen, who is currently putting on padded headphones and picking up a loaded gun. "She can't have a tongue that lethal and not have the will to endure the consequences thereof. This is just the punishment for her lack of discretion when she awoke from said coma, and I know that she would sooner grow another arm than show weakness. She's fine."When I glance at her again, I see her aim at the 3D dummy up ahead, just b
"You and me both." She laughs. "Valeria Zanotti. Twenty.""Cara Morelli," I say. "Thirteen. Just… don't call me that."She grins. "The only people who call us by our serial numbers are the trainers and Leone. Speaking of which, you have no fucking idea how long I've been waiting for someone to join me make fun of all the other girls who hope to get Leone but never will."I let out a laugh, amused by the idea. Yet that is all we do for the next few minutes while we eat: listen to the conversations of the other girls, chuckling quietly to ourselves as we comment in whispers. Valeria fills me in on information on each of them as they speak, so before breakfast is over, I already know a handful by name, without even making an active effort to."I heard Leone will be at the shooting range tomorrow while we're practising." Bria. Long chestnut brown hair, oval face, blue eyes. "There's a high-profile job on the horizon. He might do an evaluation."A collective sigh of annoyance leaves the gi
I clearly lack self-preservation instincts. Leone Andreotti screams everything I should avoid- dangerous possessiveness, lethal sensuality, desire like a fucking inferno - yet I am taken by the insane need for him to destroy me with it.And I just proved it. As I take the paved path down to the Dollhouse, I can't help but grow annoyed at the smug look that came on his face at my reaction earlier. Like a fucking animal in heat, I had begged him to fuck me senseless; with my eyes, with the dampness between my thighs, with the moans I fought hard to prevent from escaping my mouth. I submitted, and to a man like him, no less... Obviously he's going to swallow me whole. He's definitely not the kind of person you fuck with- or fuck at all- I tell myself vehemently. He's the kind you run away from.If only my hormones would listen. A little bit of late night research yesterday showed me that Leone is the scariest thing to ever exist in this city. But what is even scarier than that? Nursing