Mag-log inElena
I pressed myself against the basement wall and held my breath.
The voices upstairs were muffled, but I could hear enough. The man with the cold voice. My uncle begging. The gunshot that had made my ears ring.
And then silence.
I waited for more sounds. For footsteps. For another shot. For anything.
Nothing came.
My legs were shaking so hard I could barely stand. I grabbed the washing machine for support. The metal was cold under my fingers. My hands were still raw from the bleach, the skin cracked and bleeding.
I had to get out of the basement. I had to see what happened.
But I could not move.
The fear was too big. It filled my chest, my throat, my lungs. I could not breathe. I could not think. I could only press myself into the wall and wait for something to happen.
Minutes passed. Or maybe hours. I did not know anymore.
Then I heard footsteps on the stairs.
My heart stopped.
They were heavy, slow and deliberate. The footsteps of a man who was not in a hurry. A man who had all the time in the world.
I looked around the basement for somewhere to hide. But there was nowhere. Only boxes of old clothes, broken furniture, dust and darkness.
The footsteps reached the bottom of the stairs.
I closed my eyes.
A light turned on. I flinched and raised my hands to cover my face.
"Elena."
I knew that voice.
I lowered my hands slowly. Uncle Dante stood at the bottom of the stairs. His face was pale. His hands were shaking. But he was alive.
The relief that flooded through me made my knees weak.
"Uncle," I breathed. "I heard a gunshot. I thought…"
"It was nothing," he said quickly. Too quickly. "A warning. That is all. They just wanted to scare me."
I looked at his face. There was something in his eyes I had never seen before. Not anger. Not cruelty. Something else. Something that made my stomach turn.
"Who were those men?" I asked.
He did not answer. He walked toward me and grabbed my arm. His grip was tight. Tighter than usual.
"We need to go upstairs," he said. "Now."
"Uncle, what is happening?"
He pulled me toward the stairs. I stumbled, my bare foot catching on a box. Pain shot up my leg. I cried out, but he did not stop. He dragged me up the stairs and into the kitchen.
He pushed me toward the table. "Sit."
"I need to clean the…"
"Sit!"
I sat.
He walked to the cabinet and pulled out a bottle of whiskey. His hands were shaking so badly he could barely open it. He poured a glass and drank it in one swallow. Then another.
I watched him in silence. The fear in my chest was growing. Something had happened upstairs. Something worse than a warning.
"Uncle," I said quietly. "Please tell me what is going on."
He turned to look at me. His eyes were wild. The eyes of a cornered animal.
"They came for the money," he said. "The men I borrowed from. They said if I do not pay by Friday, they will take everything."
I already knew about the debt. I had heard him on the phone late at night. I had seen the men in suits at the door. But I had never seen him like this. Never seen him afraid.
"What are we going to do?" I asked.
He laughed. It was a wet, broken sound. "We? There is no we, Elena. There is only me. And I have nothing left to give them."
I looked at the kitchen around us. The old cabinets. The cracked tiles. The empty refrigerator. He was right. There was nothing here worth taking.
"What about the house?" I said.
"It is mortgaged. They already own it."
"The furniture?"
"Worthless."
I swallowed hard. "Then what are you going to do?"
He looked at me then. Really looked. His eyes traveled over my face, my hair, my body. The way a man looks at something he is measuring. Something he is pricing.
I felt my blood go cold.
He walked toward me slowly. The whiskey glass was empty in his hand. He set it on the table and sat down across from me.
"You are going somewhere with me," he said. His voice was different now. Calmer and controlled. "Somewhere you would finally be of value to me."
My heart raced. My hands started shaking.
"No, uncle. I do not want to go anywhere."
He did not listen.
He stood up and grabbed my wrist. His fingers dug into my flesh. He pulled me out of the chair and dragged me toward the door.
"No!" I screamed. I tried to pull away, but he was too strong. "Please! Let me go!"
He ignored me. He pulled me down the front steps and across the driveway. His car was parked there. An old thing with rust on the doors. He opened the passenger door and shoved me inside. My knees hit the dashboard. My hands scraped against the door. Before I could catch my breath, he was beside me. The door slammed shut.
The locks clicked.
"No!" I screamed. I grabbed the door handle and pulled. It did not move. I pulled again. The locks would not open. I was trapped.
"Please, uncle," I begged. Tears were streaming down my face. "Please do not do this. I will do anything. I will work harder. I will eat less. I will disappear. Just please let me go."
He did not answer. He started the engine and pulled away from the house.
I turned to him. My whole body was shaking. "Please. I am begging you. I will run away. You will never see me again."
He kept his eyes on the road. They were empty.
"Please," I sobbed. "I will do anything. Just take me home."
He laughed. "Home? You have no home, Elena. Not anymore. That house belongs to the bank now. And you belong to me. At least until I find someone to take you off my hands."
My blood went cold. "What does that mean?"
AlessandroI stared at Malachai across my desk and for a moment, I thought I had misheard him. The room was silent except for the ticking of the clock on the wall and the distant hum of traffic outside. His black eyes did not blink. His face did not move. He sat there like a statue, like death itself had decided to pay me a visit.Then I laughed.The sound came out cold and sharp, bouncing off the walls and filling the room with something that was not humor. It was the laugh of a man who had heard a joke so ridiculous that there was no other response."You came all the way from your hole in the ground," I said, leaning back in my chair, "to ask me to sell you something that is not for sale?"Malachai's expression did not change. "Everything is for sale, boy. You just have not heard the right price yet.""Do not call me boy.""You are a boy to me." His voice was low and smooth, like oil on water. "I was destroying empires while you were still learning to wipe your own ass. Do not forge
ElenaAlessandro was getting closer. I braced myself for what he was going to do to me. I gripped the sheets so tightly that if they had not been made of expensive fabric, they would have torn.But then his eyes seemed to clear.The darkness and the hunger were gone, replaced by something I could not name. He looked at me for a long moment. Then he bent down, picked up his robe, and left without looking back.I let out a whimper as the door shut.That was close. I had been so scared. But why did he change his mind? Not that I wanted anything to happen. I would rather die. But his sudden resignation was questionable.I took deep breaths to calm my racing heart.Then I stood up. Maybe he would let me go out. When I reached the door, I tried the handle. It was locked. Who was I kidding? I was locked and alone in this massive room that was big enough to be a city.I walked around. I touched his things. I opened drawers and found nothing interesting. Just papers and pens and a gun. I close
AlessandroI moved toward her. Each step felt heavier than the last. My body was screaming at me to go faster, to close the distance, to take what was mine. My head was winning the war, pulling me forward like a tide I could not resist.But then she backed away.Her body slid across the mattress, pushing herself toward the headboard, her hands gripping the duvet like it was the only thing keeping her alive. Her eyes were wide. Her lips were trembling. Her whole body was shaking.And I saw the fear.Not the fake fear that whores put on to make men feel powerful. Real fear. The kind that lives in the eyes of someone who has been hurt before and knows it is about to happen again.My head snapped back.The hunger vanished. The darkness cleared from my eyes. I looked at her, really looked at her, and I saw a girl who had been sold by her uncle, starved by maids, and thrown onto a bed by a man who kept calling her a property.What the fuck was I doing?I bent down and picked up my robe. I p
ElenaI choked on my own saliva when I heard him give out an order to execute those maids.For what? For giving me more work? For spitting at my feet? For calling me names and taking my bread and laughing when I collapsed? Yes, they had been cruel. Yes, they had hurt me. But they did not deserve to die.This was his fault in the first place. He should not have sent me there. He should not have called me a property and thrown me away like garbage. Those maids were just doing what they had always done to new slaves. They did not know any better.Should I plead on their behalf? The thought came and went. Would he even listen to me? I was nothing to him. A property. A tool. A thing he bought with his money. Why would he listen to anything I said?Then he turned and leaned closer. I shifted back, trying to create space between us, but he pulled me closer. His nose grazed my forehead, his skin warm against mine, and I forgot how to breathe.He smelled like heaven. Like expensive soap and cl
AlessandroI carried her to my room. She had stopped crying by then, only small sniffing sobs escaping her lips every few seconds. Her eyes were closed.She would not still look at me.Was she shy? Or was she scared? I did not know. I could not read her the way I could read other people. She was a mystery to me, a puzzle I could not solve, and that should have annoyed me. Instead, it made me want to look at her more.She was cute though. Her cheeks were red from crying. Her eyelashes were clumped together with tears. Her lips were slightly parted as she breathed. She looked like a bunny. A small, frightened, beautiful bunny.I could not take my eyes off her.I walked through the corridors with her in my arms, her body light against my chest, her hair brushing against my bare skin. The guards stared but I did not care. Let them stare. None of them would ever understand what was happening inside my head.When I got to my room, her eyes fluttered open. She looked at me for a moment, th
ElenaSurprisingly, Alessandro's voice was soft when he said my name at the door. And his eyes were worried as he looked at me, his grey eyes scanning my face like he was looking for something, checking for damage, making sure I was still in one piece.But I knew better than to celebrate. The devil going soft? That would only happen on a cold day in hell. This was Alessandro De Vercelli, the man who had called me a property in front of everyone. The man who had banished me to the slave quarters. The man who had made it very clear that I was nothing to him.Just as I predicted, his expression changed. The softness vanished and was replaced by something dark and cold. He walked into Lucas's room and stood before Lucas, who was already standing, his back straight, his chin raised, his green eyes steady.My heart could not help but beat for Lucas. He was stoic and unfazed, even as Alessandro towered over him, even as Alessandro's voice rose and his fists clenched. Lucas did not cower.
AlessandroMy heart started racing the moment the guard said those words. Lucas took Elena to his wing. Something cold and sharp pierced through my chest, something I had not felt in years. Fear? No. Not fear. I was Alessandro De Vercelli. I did not feel fear.But my hands were shaking.That son
ElenaWhen I opened my eyes, everything hurt.My head pounded with a deep, throbbing ache that seemed to come from inside my skull. My eyes burned, heavy and dry, like I had been crying for hours. My legs felt like lead, my hands felt like they had been dipped in fire, and every muscle in my body s
AlessandroRenzo fell to his knees, holding my feet. "Not my daughter, please!" He cried. Blood dripped from his split head onto my shoes, warm and sticky, soaking into the leather. His hands were shaking, his whole body was shaking, and he looked up at me with the kind of desperate terror that I h
ElenaThe water was cold and gray and it smelled like bleach. I scrubbed clothes until my hands were raw, until the skin on my knuckles cracked and began to bleed. The other women watched me with hard eyes, their arms crossed. When I finished the laundry, they gave me the floors. I got down on my







