LOGINNell laughed. “So are you back up this way sourcing bike parts from Roberta?”
“Yep. Custom-restore on a 1920 Indian Scout.”
“Holy shit. No way.”
“Way. When the kid rolled it into The Garage, nobody could believe their eyes. I legitimately thought that Jinx was going to lose his mind. He had an Indian Scout as a teenager, and he still talks about that motorcycle like it was family.”
“Where’d the kid get it?”
“Inherited it from his grandfather. I doubt he’s serious about ever riding it, but he got some cash in the will too, and he’s decided to use it to restore the bike as close to original as possible. But finding parts for the gearbox is a bitch. Been up in Minnesota for two days, then spent hours this morning in Iowa looking at Ernie’s shop, but no luck. This job’s going to be a challenge.”
“I can imagine.”
“I’m dropping by Roberta’s tomorrow afternoon, so fingers crossed.”
“If anyone can help you out, it’s her.” Nell looked around briefly, saw that her two bartenders were being run off their feet as she stood there and gabbed. “I’d better help the guys serve up a few drinks, it looks like.”
Silver grinned. “And here I thought that being owner got you out of doing any actual work.”
Nell rolled her eyes. “I wish, believe me. But hey, it just occurred to me – you need a cabin?”
“You got one free?”
“Sure do.” She checked the room keys behind the counter. “Number two. Good?”
“That’s the one with the massive, claw-footed bathtub?”
“Nope, that’s number seven, and it’s already taken.”
“Damn.”
“You bring your scented bubble bath all this way for nothing, handsome?”
Silver laughed aloud, accepted the key for number two and stuck it in his jeans pocket. “Scoot now. Get to serving, gorgeous.”
She did and he looked around the massive room again, more leisurely this time. The Roaring Red was a great bar and apparently, it always had been, but the word was that ever since Nell had taken it over about ten years ago, it was an awesome bar. Naturally, Silver loved Satan’s (his own club’s bar), fiercely and first, but he always looked forward to getting back to The Red.
He sipped his drink, idly noted that the clientele was getting younger and better-dressed. That was good for Nell, he knew, because if she could get the kids in, the ones with jobs and some cash and keep them happy, they’d be steady and regular. A bar owner’s dream.
For Silver, though, it wasn’t so great. He was forty-two years old, and God knows that some days he felt every minute of it, and even looking at some of these hot young things letting it all hang out made him feel like a dirty old man. Besides, he’d never gone for women much younger than him, not ever, always sticking with women within a few years off his own age, one way or the other.
Glancing around at the twenty-something cuties, it suddenly occurred to him that, actually, the clientele wasn’t getting that much younger: Silver was getting older.
“Damn,” he muttered to himself. “Hard truth, boy.”
He briefly contemplated the relentless passing of time, then decided what the fuck. He figured that he’d survived the most violent years of being in The Road Devils, the years under Kirby Riggs and Wheels Jordan, Wolf’s predecessors. Both Presidents had been brutally murdered when the club was literally cock-deep in blood and bodies, back when the club was still one-percenter affiliated. Back then, Silver had been in a bad fucking head space and he’d pretty much gone looking for death, just opened up his arms and invited bloodshed into his life, but he’d kept breathing. If Silver had made it through those hellish years – with all the shoot-outs, and circling enemies, and constant danger – then he was quite possibly bulletproof. Hell, maybe even immortal.
And he looked pretty damn fine for forty-two. Even if he did say so himself.
Greatly cheered up now, he tossed back his drink, caught Davie’s eye. The bartender raised his chin in confirmation, poured a second double, brought it over to Silver.“Doing alright?” Davie asked, sliding the drink across the well-worn wood. “Life down in Denver OK?”
“It’s OK.”
Davie nodded, then turned to take another order. God, the place was crazy tonight and the throng of people standing around the bar waiting to get served swelled again. Silver got accidentally elbowed four times before he decided that that was enough, and looked around for a table. Not that he expected to find an empty one, but maybe he’d find one with a free seat and without a couple practically having sex on the spot. He’d quickly and quietly finish his drink, then walk across the highway to the cabins that Nell had inherited with The Red. Jump into the boring, normal shower in cabin two, watch a bit of bad TV, have an early night.
That was when he spotted her.
In a whole room heaving with scantily-clad and sexy women, a significant number young enough to be his daughter, all Silver saw was her.
Then again, she was impossible for him to miss, in that amazing red number that showed off every damn asset that the woman had. Curvy legs in high-heeled boots, waist pulled in waspish and tight with a belt, generous breasts spilling out of the dress, golden skin that glowed even in the dim light. But that astonishing lush body was just the start. Silver clocked the thick dark hair that curled around a heart-shaped face, the black eyes with the longest lashes he’d ever seen in real life, the glossy bee-stung lips.
Everything about the woman was rounded, soft, curved. Not one hard edge on her, not one sharp angle, not one harsh feature. She had a bit of a 50’s vibe about her, actually: all va-va-voom curves in that dress that bared her shoulders, all big smoky eyes, all quiet elegance and class. She looked warm and welcoming and all woman… and Silver was a man who’d had a long, hard day of driving across two states, another full day of work and then driving starting early the next morning. A bit of sweet company and teasing flirtation wouldn’t be a bad thing.
Silver paused, though, looked around again. Surely a woman like this couldn’t be alone in a bar? Maybe her man was in the bathroom, or at the bar getting another round?
But he knew – he just knew – that she was there by herself. She had a quiet dignity and stillness to her, an air of expectancy, of listening to something in her own head and heart. She was alone, but she didn’t look lonely. She looked at peace and calm and…
Happy.
He moved his arms around her small body now, just held her close, reassuring himself that she was safe and whole. A bit of damage, definitely some monsters and ghosts, but still… she was here. He could work with that and everything else could be coped with over time and together.Against his body, she took a deep breath, exhaled. “Silver?”“Yeah, Jolene?”“Take me home. Please.”“You mean my place, remember?” He held her away from him, looking into her eyes. “You can’t stay at your place again until we get the bedroom sorted out.”“I remember,” she said. “And that’s what I meant when I said home.”He held his breath, wondering if he was understanding what was going on here. “You mean – you want to stay with me? Even after I get the bedroom sorted out?”“Silver,” she said in mock exasperation. “Don’t you know that my home is where you are?”“No.”“Now who’s not very bright?”“Hey,” he said. “You ask to move in with me and then you say that I’m kinda dumb?”“Yes.” She smiled at him, smi
“Revenge? For a citizen? For a crooked lawyer under federal investigation?” Silver scoffed. “No way, sweet thing. They don’t give a shit about anyone outside of their own MC’s and I’m not totally sure they even really care about their brothers. They’ll be after Wolf and Scars for something, that’s for sure, but who knows what. And frankly, if Viking’s doing his magic trick of making a body disappear, Crusher and Dawson can suspect us all they want, but they can’t prove jack-shit. They know they have no leverage.”“But will they care about proving anything?” she asked. “Aren’t they the types that just do what they want, regardless of proof?”“What can they want to do to us?” Silver said reasonably. “Nah. They’ll come at Wolf with accusations, he’ll deny everything and there will be bad blood. There’s already plenty of that, though, so all that will happen is we’ll all go back to quietly fucking loathing each other in our respective clubhouses, and carry on as usual.”“Really?”“Really.
“Silver –”“I don’t know, I swear to you. I’ve never known. Viking’s never told anyone how he does what he does, whatever the hell that is. I don’t know if he dumps the bodies in another state, or if he disintegrates them in a vat of acid, or if he chops them up into fifty pieces and scatters them in different lakes and rivers across Canada. I don’t think he’s told any of us, as far as I can tell. Except maybe Wolf and I wouldn’t even count on that, to be honest. I’d imagine that the deal is that the less anyone knows, the better, and no one person knows everything. If I ever got picked up for something, I’d have no idea where the bodies were buried – or even if the bodies still existed.”“No body, no crime, right?”“Exactly. That’s why I think that Viking’s made sure that there aren’t any to be found. If you really want to know what happened to your asshole ex, you’ll have to ask Viking – but don’t expect him to tell you, baby. I don’t think he ever will.”“I’m OK with that.”“Yeah?”
“So you know that for almost five years, that man made me not trust my own thoughts, my own eyes, my own memories. I didn’t have the first clue what I really believed or wanted, what I liked and enjoyed. He made me question every single thing that I thought I knew, to the point that I questioned my perception of reality and my own sanity.”“I know, baby.”“So let me tell you this clearly and with zero confusion: I wanted to kill him. I made that decision all on my own, with perfect understanding and knowledge about the consequences. I made a choice and I made it a long time ago, long before Wednesday night. I’m asking you to please let me stand by what I decided and did. Don’t try to rewrite what I wanted, or what happened, or ask me to lie about it. Please, Silver. Please try to understand that expecting me to live a lie or a fantasy as the truth is asking me to live the way that Brian expected me to… and that’s the one way that I can’t live anymore. I won’t.”Silver was horrified. “
Jo swam towards consciousness slowly, resisting it a bit because this dream world was so soft and warm, so safe and quiet. But a part of her knew that there was something important waiting for her in the world of awareness and even though it was dark and awful, it couldn’t be avoided forever. It wasn’t going anywhere and it would wait.It was waiting.“Jolene. Hey, baby.”She groaned at the slight pain in her head but forced her eyes open at that wonderful, rough voice calling her baby. She was sure that she’d never get used to it, certainly never take it for granted.And there he was, in all of his silver-blond gorgeous glory, sitting next her bed and looking all ‘I’ve been up all night’ sexy. Not many men could look hot with messed-up hair and dark circles under their eyes and a wrinkled t-shirt, but damned if Silver Bennett didn’t look smoldering and dangerous. Meanwhile she, on the other hand, undoubtedly looked like six kinds of hell. Maybe seven.“Hi,” she managed then coughed a
“And then I looked up,” Silver said slowly. “Jolene had his gun – I guess it had been up on the bed, but I didn’t see it – and she was pointing it at his head and he was blubbering and crying for me to help him. She told me to get away from Brian and when I asked her why, she said because she was going to finish this. She said that he deserved to die but it wasn’t going to be on my conscience, and when I begged her to think about this more, she said that she’d thought about it for long enough.”“Damn,” Zack said quietly. “It was a done deal for her.”“Yeah. Yeah, it was. And even as I tried to talk her down, I knew that. It was this weird and surreal moment where I was standing between them and hovering over him, like I was almost physically protecting him from her, but not because I wanted him to live. It was because I know what it means to take a human life – even a fucking worthless, piece-of-shit one – and I wanted to spare her that, even if she was sure that she wanted to do it.”







