Chapter 5
Michael,
“So I told him to stop because I needed to wake up early, but that man is relentless. And kept me awake all night, ugh.”
“Don’t lie. I can see it all over your face. You really enjoyed every second of it. Fuck work, enjoy the sweetness of the beginnings, girl. When that sweet period passes, your life will be just the same old boring one, but with a nagging dick in it. I’m just saying.”
“I don’t care. I’m not looking for something stable at the moment. I want to enjoy my life and that is it. And when what you are saying happens, I will just search for a new man. I don’t need any stress in my life, girl.”
The two nurses kept talking in hushed voices as they got everything ready for our next operation. They thought they were whispering, but their voices rang loudly inside my head but I didn’t have the power to tell them off and Doctor Michael never hurt anyone’s feelings ever especially here.
“What is happening in here? Is this your time off or something? We have been standing on our feet for over twelve hours and you barely got here, so please do your work silently.”
Doctor Jackson, the anesthesiologist who always works with me, said and I smiled at him gratefully, making the man chuckle.
“You should learn to speak up your mind, Mic. You can’t always be this accepting and forgiving or else they will walk all over you, man.”
He said punching my shoulder, and I chuckled awkwardly as I scratched the back of my head looking at him ashamed, or that is what I hoped might be showing on my face.
“Naah, let them be. They face hard times like us. We just do our job and leave, but they stay to deal with patients after you know, so it is ok if they feel at ease around me, I don’t mind it.”
The man shook his head, but he said nothing and we started our operation which took over five hours, but it ended well.
I took my car back to the mansion, ready to sleep for a couple of days; I consumed all my power and strength in the past couple of days doing surgery and checks in the hospital, and before that; I didn’t sleep that much for three days.
But I guess it is not my fucking lucky day because the moment I stepped a foot inside, I found my brother waiting for me like a grim reaper.
“Get your fucking ass inside now.”
He growled at me, then he entered his office and I took off my jacket, threw it on some chair, and followed him inside.
I stopped the moment my eyes landed on the people that were crowding the room and I gritted my teeth. Is this a fucking intervention?
But then I saw a couple of fresh faces and I relaxed a little and blasted a fake smile on my face as I entered, closing the door behind me and leaning against a wall.
“OK, what is going on in here? I have spent two long days, guys, and seriously, I’m dying to get some rest.”
I said tiredly, and Gabriel glared at me, but my smile didn’t falter as I looked at everyone in the room.
Ariel was sitting on a couch with Jason beside her, holding her hands tightly, comforting her while Leo looked at his feet beside them, looking broken.
My brother was pacing the room while Sergey watched all of us silently, but he looked strung out like a damn rubber band.
Then my eyes landed on the two new women I had never seen before. One was a Latina and the other I can’t figure out what or where she is from. She has one of those ordinary but not so ordinary features.
Then it hit me, the tense atmosphere, the broken, disheveled look on Leo’s face, and the air of consumed grief.
“WHAT.THE.FUCK.HAPPENED.TO.LOLA?”
I said, growling even though deep down I felt like choking and my heart was like being torn out of my chest.
If they all gathered and looked like this, then something new must have happened to my Lola and it won’t be something simple or fixable. No, it must be bad. She might be hurt or even de…
“As if you fucking care, Michael.”
Gabriel said through gritted teeth and I advanced on him, my nose flaring and I clutched his suit and brought us chest against chest.
“Did anything happen to her? Answer me, brother, You know I’m not the one who should be triggered or stressed. You know me, Gabriel, so fucking answer me.”
I said in a firm voice, but my hands were shaking as I clutched my brother’s suit jacket. He looked me in the eye, then pushed me away, disgusted, and I almost fell to the floor to wail.
No, I can’t lose her, she can’t go like this away from me, If she should go then it would be together in each other’s arms.
“Nothing happened to her, but the bitch judge sent her to Max prison until the date of her trial, which is fucking driving me crazy.”
The Latina looking woman said, watching me and I closed my eyes, taking a couple of deep breaths, then faced her.
“She is a fucking minor. She isn’t eighteen yet. What the hell are you talking about? She doesn’t have the right to do that.”
I said angrily, and the woman put one of her legs above the other, then she gave me an interested look before she answered me.
“Unfortunately she does have the right to do so. It happened before in some cases, but they weren’t sent to Max, which is weird. But I took some measures for now and made sure that she is protected and taken care of as I tried to fix this.”
The woman lawyer said, looking at me, then the rest of the people in the room, and I thought about it for a moment.
“Give me the details of that judge and I will fix it tonight. I will make her send Lola back to where she was or even bail her. Then I will know why she did this. Last time I heard, I thought you two had an understanding.”
The woman stood up, then she began to circle me, her heels clicking obnoxiously on the marble floor and when she was done, she stood in front of me, giving me a glare that would make lesser men cower.
“You will do shit. I can handle this and last time I checked too, you are the fucker who didn’t visit her even though she begged to see you. You are the reason she keeps screaming and calling for you in her sleep. You are Michel, right?”
She said, poking my chest with one well manicured red finger and I narrowed my eyes at her and tilted my head to the side.
“Bella, please don’t. We are not here to fight, we are here to figure out how to solve this. And we had this talk before about……just please.”
Jason said, getting the woman’s attention seconds before I was about to break that finger that was touching me. No woman but Lola was allowed to touch my body. No one has the right to do that but her.
“Yeah, yeah, that he is unhinged and shit. Just let him stay the fuck away from my case. I will fucking kill him if he ruined this for her.”
That Bella woman said as she went back to where she was sitting and I noticed that the small woman that was sitting beside her was putting something back in her jacket.
“It is Michael and you don’t fucking have any right to question what I do and what I don’t.”
I said firmly, staring down at her, then I turned around to look at my brother who was sitting behind his desk now, watching the scene.
“I won’t stay idle like this for long, big brother. You said you know what these glasses mean and yes you were the one who told me to wear them when things get mixed up in my mind or I was struggling but know this it would be soon when I will break these glasses in half and you also know what does that mean. You only have till this happens and after, no one could blame me, Gabriel, and not even you could stop me.”
I hissed under my breath and stormed outside of the office when I felt the walls caving on me. I heard small footsteps following me, but I didn’t stop.
I kept walking until I was outside and standing in the garden, then I took a couple of shuddering breaths.
I kept gulping the air hungrily, like a starved man and felt my ears ringing as if there was someone hitting my skull, rattling my fucking mind.
For a moment, for a single moment there, I felt like I had lost her. I felt like I was dying. I felt like……
“Hey, Michael.”
A small voice said from behind me and I turned around to look at Ariel, who was watching me with those sad broken eyes that made my blood boil and anger fill my chest.
She took a couple of steps toward me. I clenched my fists when she got closer and stood on her tiptoes and opened her arms for me in invitation.
I swallowed harshly when she waited patiently for me and I didn’t miss her friend, who was watching us carefully, thinking that I might hurt her.
I looked down at the little girl, who now gave me an encouraging smile and I fell to my knees and hugged her middle tightly, breathing harshly.
I buried my face in her chest and kept breathing slowly, shuddering each time feeling like losing my mind.
“Shhh, it is ok. She is fine, and she can take care of herself. Don’t worry about Lola. She must be ruling that prison by now, right?”
Ariel said in a small crying voice, trying to comfort me, and I said nothing. I just hugged her tightly, like a little kid.
“We didn’t lose her. She will be fine. I promise you she will.”
She kept saying again and again as if she was trying to comfort herself, not me and my mind kept screaming at me.
She shouldn’t be promising things she can’t keep. She is just a liar, like the rest of them. But I said nothing and hid in her arms.
Chapter 6Lola,“Hello, Helloooo. Who the fuck is this? I don’t have time for games, fucker.”I heard my brother’s angry voice, and I choked on a silent sob. It has been over a week since I heard his voice or even saw him.Since coming to this hellhole and I wasn’t allowed to see him, even my lawyer had trouble doing so.CO Diaz told me that it doesn’t matter how hard she pushed, someone kept pushing back and it wasn’t my judge as well.Someone wanted me here, to get rid of me or just bury what happened. The entire ordeal felt like a cover up to something bigger than me, than any of us.I opened my mouth to say something, but my throat was clogged and nothing came out but a pathetic whimper.The other end of the line went silent, then I heard my brother choke on his own breath as well, but he managed to call my name and I started to wail.“Lola?! Baby, are you OK? How are you doing? Are you safe? Are you protected? How did you call me my sweet daughter? It has been hard for us to reac
Chapter 7Michael,“No one knows anything about that woman she mentioned. Everywhere I ask, it is a dead end.”“No one in the big mafia families knows about her and actually most of them don’t allow their women to take part in the business.”“But the other part checks, she has a bounty on her head. Two actually.”I entered the kitchen almost at noon, feeling tired and drained. You would think that I would have some good, long, deep sleep after my eventful week, but I kept awake all night long.Only sleeping after the sun rose and even that was plagued with nightmares. Nightmares of Lola turning her back on me and just leaving me alone.“Is this Isis girl thing that important right now? I mean, shouldn’t we fix that bounty thing first? It is the most urgent matter here. That girl could have hurt her in many situations and, from what Lola said, she actually helped her once or twice.”Ariel said after she hugged her steaming coffee in her hands and looked at Leo, Sergey, and my brother a
Chapter 8Lola,I hugged my little toiletries bag so close to my chest as I followed CO Smith to what felt like my doom.I haven’t liked this woman since the moment I saw her and now it feels right. She was up to something. Whether it was getting me killed or having some sadistic fun at my expense.And every nerve inside of my body was shaking in fear, but on the outside, I looked so calm and collected I even have that arrogant look that my brother has sometimes.I saw CO Diaz giving me these worried and almost horrified looks, but I kept my eyes straight and my head high.This is the moment I need to put all that I have learned through the years to the test and fight for myself or my life if I had to.We entered the shower room, and I stopped to look around me and examine my surroundings. The place wasn’t crowded, and it seemed that every woman in there was keeping to herself, but still, I was nervous.“Here we are, sweetheart you can choose whatever stall you like and have your much
Chapter 9,Michael,“You fucking owe me this. You are the reason she is there, even your soul won’t be a suitable price for what happened to my woman and what you put her through.”I roared at the fucker who was standing there and watching me with his ice cold eyes while I was seething with anger.“I admit, sir Michael, that the entire ordeal is my fault, and I failed to protect the family I had sworn to give my life for, but what you are asking me is considered treason in my book. So I apologize again. I can’t help you with it.”The fucker said again and this time I couldn’t help myself and I just rushed to where he was standing and punched him in the face.But he was quick he managed to block my punch, then he jumped back a couple feet away from me, making my anger burn higher.“You must calm down, sir Michael. If Sir Gabriel gave me his orders, I would gladly do whatever you need from me, but I can’t act on my own or under your orders alone. Again I apologize. pozhaluysta, prosti me
Chapter 10Lola,“I told you, I fucking told you, and you kept lying to yourself and the people around you. You kept acting all innocent and sweet but deep down there is a monster prowling angrily, waiting to be unleashed.”Giovanni stood in front of me and snickered as he looked down at me sleeping on the cold floor of the shu or the hole, as they call it.It wasn’t the first time he came and paid me a visit. Usually, it was when I fell asleep from fatigue, but now it happens when I am awake as well.Or am I still sleeping, I wasn’t sure. After spending so much time in here alone without seeing or talking to anyone, my reality got mixed with my delusions.I don’t know what was real or what was the product of my ill mind. But what I know is that this fucker is constant. He keeps visiting me, taunting me.He wants to drive me crazy, wants me to lose my fucking mind. I chuckled coldly when that thought popped into my head.He can stop now because that was the truth. I actually had lost
Chapter 11Lola,“Oh, my fucking….., why do you look like shit? What the fuck had happened to you after you were sent here? I want to meet the fucking warden of this fucked up place, NOW.”Isabella roared, making me flinch, but when I saw her stand up to CO Smith fuming, I breathed easily. Her anger wasn’t addressed toward me.I was so tired and exhausted to deal with anyone’s anger at the moment, I barely got out from the Shu and I was dragged here before even reaching my cell.Isis gave the male officer a glare, but then she gave me a firm look, telling me to stop being a bitch and stand up for myself.I mean, she said nothing, but this was what her eyes conveyed to me, her beautiful but scary eyes. She is Isabella’s match for sure.Diaz opened his mouth and closed it a couple of times when my lawyer’s fiery eyes landed on him and the man looked down at his feet, holding his hands nervously like a little kid.“Oh, she is freshly out of the Shu. She attacked one of our inmates and sh
Chapter 12Michael,“Sit the fuck down. We all know this was coming and anticipated it.”Gabriel said from where he was standing as I kept pacing his office after hearing the news of what happened in court.I wanted to go. I was dying to see her, but I didn’t want to see her in that state. It would kill me, not just break my heart.I know how much she was looking forward to our meeting and how hurt she must be right now, but I couldn’t.Gabriel was right. After seeing the lengths they went through to send her to that prison and all the sudden witnesses that showed up from thin air, we knew that they wanted her away. At least someone did.“ALESSIO!”I snarled, stopping in my place and my brother stomped to where I was and turned me around to frown at my face.“You will do shit, Michael, do you hear me? It is enough what you almost did to that Antonio guy. You know we can’t act without thinking. The factions are still on my ass for Lola’s situation.”My brother said pleadingly, and I j
Chapter 13Isis,I hugged my billow tighter to my chest and began to breathe harshly.Fucking abdomen pain. The doctor told me before that it is only inside of my head, but fuck him. I can feel the pain right now and it is killing me as well.I bit my lower lip harshly, drawing blood, but I held my pain whimpers inside in order not to wake Sandy. The girl has been worried about me all day, as well as Lola.They didn’t talk that much and their interactions were limited, but she liked her and she felt sorry for the fate she was facing.The stubborn woman forced me to ask around and know how her trial ended and when she found out that the little girl was sentenced for life, she got depressed.Sandy might look scary with her tall and huge build, but inside she is as soft as a butterfly. She likes girly things and pink is her favorite color, for goodness’ sake.I began to breathe through my nose, trying to calm my beating heart and endure the pain. It will go, it happens from now and then,