“Woooh! Look at mom go!” Four tiny puppy heads watched as their mother jumped over the bushes three feet tall while they were taking a walk.
After clearing the jump, Lily, their mother, peeped through the tiny space between the leaves - “Pass through here, my little boys. One day, you’ll be able to jump like that!”
The puppies looked at one another, tails wagging except for Polly who still had not learned how to move his tiny tail.
“Let Polly go first.” their mother said.
Polly positioned himself. He was able to get his head out to the side where his mother was but he just could not get his body to pass all the way through. He could not get his left leg to bend. It kept on lodging onto the stem.
“Faster, Polly! How hard can it be?” his older brother, Bitok impatiently shouted.
It took Polly several tries and when he saw his brothers becoming angry, he leaned with all his energy even if it hurt his left leg that he could not bend. His mother helped him by pulling him by his nape. He pretended to laugh as if it was just nothing. He did not want to ruin his brothers’ moods once he tells their mother his leg hurts when he pushes too hard.
“Next time, you go last!” Bitok told Polly.
“Yes, go last!” agreed the oldest one, Basil. Wacky, another older brother did not say anything.
Polly’s little heart felt a pinch. “That hurts! That even hurts more than this leg.” He thought to himself.
Polly felt a lick on the side of his face. It was his mother. He leaned his head closer to her. “You okay?”
And with just one lick, he forgot what he was thinking about - “Yes, I am a-ok!”
Sometimes he would think his mother might have magical powers - how she always managed to cheer him up when his brothers tease him or how with just her voice, she can make him do things he never thought he could do.
It took time for him to learn to walk because the wrists on his forearms bend differently that his toes pointed inwards instead of forewards. The thigh, the hock and the foot of his left hind leg were just straight. It just couldn’t be bent. It looked like he was always on tiptoe.
He should be feeling bad but he wasn’t. His mother assured him - “Everything will be better in time, my son.” And she’s right. Now, he could stand, he could walk and run a little just like she said he could.
The puppies just loved taking a stroll with their mother. They got to see different places, they got to run, they got to play and they got to enjoy telling stories with one another.
Sometimes, his brothers would get impatient with him but there were also times just like that one afternoon when they were just sitting under a tree watching the birds fly as they took a rest from a long walk to and from where they lived.
Lily and her puppies lived in a farm with hundreds of other dogs but they were the only ones who could sneak out every once in a while without causing panic among the people that took care of the animals there. Most of the time, they didn’t even notice they were gone!
“Hey, it will be dark soon. We better get going.” Lily nudged each one of her puppies with her nose.
“Do we really need to go back there, Mom?” Bitok, the outspoken one asked.
“Yeah, Mom, why do we need to go back there? They don’t even like us there!” Basil seconded.
Lily looked at the faces of her boys who were waiting for an answer. She tried to reply as confidently as she could even if the truth was, she didn’t really believe what she was saying.
“Hey, what’s important is we are all together, right?” She nodded her head that prompted the boys to nod also. “Plus, there are lots of food to eat!”
“Mom, you mean the leftovers of the Chow Chows and the Rottweilers and the Shih Tzus?” Wacky finally said.
“It’s better than nothing. I don’t ever want to see any of you hungry.”
“I want to be a Chow Chow!” Basil said it out loud. “How nice their fur looks, plus they’re big and cuddly and their tongues look diff- “
“Stop it!” Lily said before Basil could finish the word. “Just between us, I think Aspins are the best looking!”“What is Aspin anyway, Mom?” “Aspin stands for Asong Pinoy, Bitok.”“How come they don’t call us that? I still hear Mr. Santos call us Askals.”“Well, we prefer to be called Aspins because Askal stands for Asong Kalye, and we don’t live in the streets, do we? Lily explained patiently… “So who here are Aspins? Wag your tail if you are!”Lily and the puppies stood up wagging their tails rapidly, except for Polly who couldn’t yet do that.“I am an Aspin, too, right, Mom?”
“Yes, you are, Polly!” They all told him.“Blaaaggg!” a rock flew towards their direction. Then another, then another.
“Hey, kids. Some school boys with nothing better to do are throwing rocks at us. Basil, take your brothers home and I will catch up with you. I will just teach these naughty boys a lesson.”
Lily ran towards the kids to distract them. When she was near enough, she planted her feet on the ground and barked as loud as she could.
Meanwhile, Basil and his siblings hesitantly left their mother. “Faster, you guys! It’s getting dark.” he said.
“But what about mom?” It was Polly who asked.
“Don’t worry, Polly, mom can take care of herself.”
Out of breath and tired from about an hour of walk, Bitok noticed a narrow gap on a fence. “Hey, Basil! Maybe we can pass through this gap. It’ll be much easier to get home instead of walking around the whole fence.”
“That’s a great idea! Good thinking, bro!” Basil sounded impressed.
Basil went through first, followed by Bitok and then Wacky. Happy that they were able to find a shorter route, they forgot that Polly was still trapped on the other side of the fence. His leg just kept on bumping onto the concrete fence and it prevented him from passing all the way through. “If only I could bend this leg.” He said to himself.
One, two, three and even more attempts Polly never gave up. He just willed himself to pass through.
“Hey, wait for me!” he called out to his brothers but they could not hear him. They were nowhere to be found.
It was getting dark, he tried to sniff his way back to them but the smell was getting thinner and thinner until he could not smell them anymore. His body started to shiver. He stood frozen on the ground not knowing where to go or what to do. He could not even produce a whimper.
It felt like it was the longest minutes of his life. He laid on the ground, his chin on his forearms, eyes open his eyeballs looking around. Then he felt a paw touching him.
“Basil!” He stood up, happy to see that his brother came back for him.
“Come on, Polly! You have to run!” Basil told him as he ran ahead of him.
And he did!
His brothers would tell him he walks funny. He couldn’t bend his left leg, his forearms are a little bit different as well. When he walks forward, he walks sideways but at that moment, he didn’t care! Basil told him to run and that’s what he did.
They reached home breathless and feeling like their legs were about to fall off. Wacky and Bitok approached them, giving them both a shower of licks.
“We thought we lost you, Polly!”
“Wacky’s right. We’re sorry. Next time, we’ll let you go first, no matter how long it takes!” Bitok told him coupled with a nudge on his shoulder.
“Hey, look who’s coming!”
“Mother!” they all exclaimed.
“Oh, mom, you’ve got bruises!”
“Oh, if you think this is bad, you should see those naughty boys!.”
“What did you do, mom? Did you bite them?
“No, but I growled at them. You know like Bobby, the Rottweiler!… and they ran like crazy they stumbled on the ground and bruised themselves!… Enough of this chatter. Let’s go rest for a while, look cute for it is what?”
“DINNER TIME!!!” they all shouted.
“Cornelio!” Mr. Ricky Santos called. Mr. Ricky Santos was a dog breeder. He had been breeding dogs for years. He had amassed large sums of money just from breeding dogs. One would think that one had to really have a heart for animals to become a breeder, but apparently, such was not the case for this guy. “Yes, Mr. Santos!” Cornelio came running all sweaty from all the cleaning he’s been doing practically the whole day. Cornelio was Cornelio Junior actually. He’s young at only 16 years old, tall but not muscular unlike his father, Cornelio, Senior. He was taking over his father’s duty as caretaker of the animals. Cornelio Senior got sick months ago and had not since come back to Mr. Santos’ farm. “Are all the kennels clean?” Mr. Santos said in his usual raspy voice, left hand on his waist and his right-hand fingers running along his moustache. “Almost done, Sir!” “Make sure, they’re all ready for to
“Wait for me! Wait for me!” Polly repeatedly screamed. He had never screamed that loudly before but loud as his voice was, his mother couldn’t hear him. He ran after the vehicle. No matter how painful it was to move his legs, he ran. He ran like he never ran before. He ran pretending to hear Basil’s voice egging him on. But the van got tinier and tinier in his sight until it totally disappeared from a distance. “Stupid dog!” Mr. Santos said as he watched Polly run after the van. Cornelio was about to run after Polly but - “Cornelio, what are you doing?” “I’m getting the dog, Sir.” “Just go clean up. Nobody wants that dog anyway.” Mr. Santos smirked as he walked back to his house. Meanwhile, a few blocks away from the farm, Polly sniffed the ground. He discovered early on that sniffing was his best weapon. He may not run very fast but boy could he sniff! He realized however
“Where does this energy come from?” Polly asked himself. “Hours ago, I was lying helpless waiting for death and now?… Wow!” There were times when he felt so confident about himself. He walked with a swagger to the beat of the music in his head. His mother liked it when he walked like that. She thought that walk made him even cuter. The song in his head was Roamby the B-52s, another band from the 80s. If there was one thing good about Mr. Santos, it’s the music that he played in the farm. He remembered seeing everyone’s head bobbing to this tune, much like those toy dogs in people’s cars. Sometimes he imagined himself wearing sunglasses as he danced to this. Boy Mercury shooting through every degreeOh girl dancing down those dirty and dusty trailsTake it hip to hip, rocket through the wildernessAround the world the trip begins with a kiss
The street that used to be abandoned during that thunderstorm of the night before was waking up to a brand new day. Somehow the rains had brought a deeper hue to the surroundings - the leaves are more green, the flowers are more red, more yellow, more orange - the earth more brown - “Hmmmmm” as he inhaled the smell of the morning breeze, coupled with various scents from all over - people, food!“Food, Oh my God! I feel like I have forgotten how food tastes like.” “Shoo! Shoo!”coupled with a mild whip of walis tingtingon Polly’s small frame. He cried with no sound walking backwards away from an elderly woman who was doing her early morning sweep of the frontyard. “I didn’t see that coming!” Polly sighed. While that was not the first time he felt a whip on his body or being shooed away, it still did not lessen how it felt deep in his chest. But it was not the time to be sad. There was
It’s been almost a week that he’s out in the streets but it felt longer. It was starting to feel like fulfilling his first mission - to eat, was more difficult than he had originally expected. Of course, that’s discounting the bits and pieces of food he would find on the street - the ones covered with all sorts of dirt or the ones left at the bottom of a can that’s just so difficult to reach no matter how much he extends his tongue. Polly never noticed how far he had gone until from out of nowhere, a pellet fell in front of him. He was looking at it at the corner of his eyes and was fighting himself not to get close to it but it was just too tempting. “It smelled like chicken…no, no… it smelled like pig meat… no, wait, it’s turkey! Wow, turkey? Where did that come from?” He moved a step closer avoiding not to look at it directly. For a while he thought he was hallucinating and then he jumped onto that piece covering it with his paws. He teased himself by loo
“First mission - to eat, check!” There so much fuss about dog food at the farm but Polly had always preferred human food because it was more tasty and he thought that the different textures gave food an added flavor. The texture of dog food was monotonous to him - the dry one, because they were pellets but the wet kind was a different topic altogether. For three consecutive days, he ate, thanks to Pete who kept on sharing his food with him unbeknownst to the attendants of the shop. He had not seen the woman that picked him up from the box and separated him from his family but some of the pet shop boys, he saw at different times. He did not know what to feel about them, anger was a feeling that he had not explored before. It was a feeling that his mother never encouraged. He had seen anger though. It was one afternoon at the garage, Basil and Bitok fought over a piece of bone. At first, they were just growling and showing their fangs. He saw their ey
“Wow! That was fun!” Polly said followed by deep long breaths as he stood looking at his reflection through the glass enclosure of the salon. He was eye to eye with himself, quietly asking his reflection whether the effort was worth it. Although deep inside he knew the answer did not lie on the image before him. “Hey, Reggie, what are you looking at?” Sonny noticing Reggie’s amusement. Sonny and Reggie were both hairdressers at Charlie’s Beauty Salon and Spa. They were taking their lunch at the cafe just beside their salon. They were seated by the window where they had a view of the busy street and of the passers-by. Reggie’s attention was not on the street nor on the passers-by, it was focused on this tiny dog that looked sick and dirty. The dog wasn’t just sitting around waiting for mercy, it was twirling in front of their salon many times as if dancing to the music. The owners of the salon placed two large speakers just outside the
Polly walked away backwards eye-to-eye with Sonny who could only whisper - “I’m sorry, little doggie, I’m sorry.” Polly only stopped walking when he hit a wall. There was no more space to move any further at least along that strip. He felt like he broke a leg or some of his ribs. He licked the part that still hurt hoping that it would have the same healing effect like that of his mother’s. He learned to endure pain in silence. Nothing good could come out if he cried or screamed. No one cared. How could there be such contradiction? How could humans say they love dogs? On the one hand they dress up their dogs or puppies like babies, give them food and treats, buy them expensive toys, bring them anywhere they go - to malls, to salons - allow them to sleep in their beds, chew up on their favorite shoes or slippers and find all that cute. And on the other, kick, laugh at, sneer, do nothing to dogs that were sick, hungry, alone - “Wait, that’s me!”