The street that used to be abandoned during that thunderstorm of the night before was waking up to a brand new day. Somehow the rains had brought a deeper hue to the surroundings - the leaves are more green, the flowers are more red, more yellow, more orange - the earth more brown - “Hmmmmm” as he inhaled the smell of the morning breeze, coupled with various scents from all over - people, food! “Food, Oh my God! I feel like I have forgotten how food tastes like.”
“Shoo! Shoo!” coupled with a mild whip of walis tingting on Polly’s small frame. He cried with no sound walking backwards away from an elderly woman who was doing her early morning sweep of the frontyard.
“I didn’t see that coming!” Polly sighed.
While that was not the first time he felt a whip on his body or being shooed away, it still did not lessen how it felt deep in his chest. But it was not the time to be sad.
There was a time when Polly refused to listen when his mother would tell them about them being separated from one another. It was not only him that refused to listen actually, his brothers, too. She told them “Dogs are not really meant to stay together… We are made for a purpose, sons… Our purpose is to find a human and make a difference in his or her life.”
“What if I find more than one human, Mom?” he remembered Bitok asked.
“That’s even better.”
“Does Mom really think it’s possible? I mean, there was Mr. Santos, he’s a human! And then there’s Cornelio or, or that old lady that shooed me away! How can I make a difference in their lives if they keep pushing me away?”
“I wish Mom was here to answer all of my questions.”
Polly looked around and decided that the mission of the day was first to eat, then to find a human. He then shook his head, ears flapping.
He walked cautiously along the busy street of Poblacion. “Mom is right. This is a dangerous place!” One wrong move and he could be quashed with just a step from any of the people walking or running around. It’s as if they were chasing something he could not see - a dream maybe or a mission.
As he walked on one side of the street, he started to see animals finally, some cats, some dogs, even rats! “Yikes!”
A man came out of the barber shop holding a stick of barbecue. He pulled out the first slice of meat with his teeth with some of the sauce falling on the floor. When the man looked down, he saw Polly.
“What are you a dog?” the man seemed to be asking him.
“Are you hungry?” the man asked as he took another piece from his stick.
“You want this?”
Polly didn’t know how else he could convey to that man that - “Yes, I am a dog!…Yes, I am hungry!…and Yes, I want that piece of fat skewered at the bottom part of the stick!… That is the best part, human!”
He sat there patiently but salivating with his tongue stuck out at the side of his mouth. He could already imagine how his papillae would celebrate at the touch of this piece. But just when he thought he was about to throw it towards him, the man changed direction and threw the stick in the trash. Yes, that stick with that fat still skewered!
He walked towards the bin thinking of ways to get to that food. He tried pushing himself up but he couldn’t balance on only his right leg.
“Meooww… Hey, what’s in there, kid… food?” said Trixie, a cat with triple colors.
“Well, yeah!” as Polly tried to climb once more…. “Go ahead, you can take it.” Polly said in defeat.
The cat let out a laugh. “Wow, I can’t believe that a dog is going to let me take his food! That’s a first!…. So what are you, two, three months old?”
“A little older.” Polly said hiding his face.
“You’re tiny. I am even bigger than you!” Trixie said matter-of-factly.
Polly never really took notice of his size. “I mean, I forgot about that!” the voice in his head screamed. His mother always made him feel big, like he’s no different from his siblings - that he could do anything other dogs can do - “Yes, even with this leg that I couldn’t bend.” the voice in his head reduced into a whisper.
The trash bin fell to its side and made a sound that distracted him. When he turned he caught Trixie running away with the stick in her mouth.
“There goes my lunch!” he said helplessly.
His mother hated that word - helpless, but right that moment, he couldn’t think of any other word that could describe his state. Other words in his mind were - surrender, give-up - that’s what he was about to do until his senses got filled with that scent - “Sniff, sniff” he followed that smell.
“There they are - grilled chickens turning over those flaming pieces of coal… Yum! He stuck out his tongue to wet his lips. “Wait, how do I get there?”
He attempted to cross over to the opposite side but just as he was about to step onto the asphalt, a jeepney came speeding a few inches away from where he stood, the wind almost bringing him along. “Whoah! That was close!”
He practiced walking along the sidewalk but his left leg just wouldn’t cooperate this time. He was slow and he was walking with a limp at every step. There was no way he could make it to the other side alive.
Then an idea!
He walked towards a middle-aged woman wearing a yellow long-sleeved shirt that said “Street Sweeper.” He had been watching her move on both sides of the street with ease. “ If he would stay very still, maybe she wouldn’t notice him.
He stepped into the woman’s dustpan that’s been filled with all sorts of trash - paper, plastic, leaves. He covered himself up. He felt movement afterwards. The woman was crossing the street, dustpan in one hand with him in it.
“Success!” He made it to the opposite side.
Celebration was short-lived though. He was welcomed with a pack of four dogs led by Chocolate.
“You can’t be here, kid! This side is ours!” Chocolate told him with his three companions growling and showing their teeth to him. Polly pretended not to hear. He tilted his ears backwards to tell them he was not there to fight.
Polly thought that the name Chocolate didn’t really fit such huge tough dog. He was probably ten times bigger than him, his body was full and his fur was shiny. He also wore a collar that meant some human owned him. He was of mixed breed maybe Labrador and Aspin.
A whistle distracted Chocolate. It was his master, Unyo calling him.
Polly watched as Chocolate and his pack approached Unyo. Chocolate was in total surrender, tails wagging, ears pulled back and that seemed to please his human.
“Oh, that’s what I have to do!” Polly thought that if he could get his tail to move, maybe he’s got a better chance at fulfilling even just his first mission - to eat.
It’s been almost a week that he’s out in the streets but it felt longer. It was starting to feel like fulfilling his first mission - to eat, was more difficult than he had originally expected. Of course, that’s discounting the bits and pieces of food he would find on the street - the ones covered with all sorts of dirt or the ones left at the bottom of a can that’s just so difficult to reach no matter how much he extends his tongue. Polly never noticed how far he had gone until from out of nowhere, a pellet fell in front of him. He was looking at it at the corner of his eyes and was fighting himself not to get close to it but it was just too tempting. “It smelled like chicken…no, no… it smelled like pig meat… no, wait, it’s turkey! Wow, turkey? Where did that come from?” He moved a step closer avoiding not to look at it directly. For a while he thought he was hallucinating and then he jumped onto that piece covering it with his paws. He teased himself by loo
“First mission - to eat, check!” There so much fuss about dog food at the farm but Polly had always preferred human food because it was more tasty and he thought that the different textures gave food an added flavor. The texture of dog food was monotonous to him - the dry one, because they were pellets but the wet kind was a different topic altogether. For three consecutive days, he ate, thanks to Pete who kept on sharing his food with him unbeknownst to the attendants of the shop. He had not seen the woman that picked him up from the box and separated him from his family but some of the pet shop boys, he saw at different times. He did not know what to feel about them, anger was a feeling that he had not explored before. It was a feeling that his mother never encouraged. He had seen anger though. It was one afternoon at the garage, Basil and Bitok fought over a piece of bone. At first, they were just growling and showing their fangs. He saw their ey
“Wow! That was fun!” Polly said followed by deep long breaths as he stood looking at his reflection through the glass enclosure of the salon. He was eye to eye with himself, quietly asking his reflection whether the effort was worth it. Although deep inside he knew the answer did not lie on the image before him. “Hey, Reggie, what are you looking at?” Sonny noticing Reggie’s amusement. Sonny and Reggie were both hairdressers at Charlie’s Beauty Salon and Spa. They were taking their lunch at the cafe just beside their salon. They were seated by the window where they had a view of the busy street and of the passers-by. Reggie’s attention was not on the street nor on the passers-by, it was focused on this tiny dog that looked sick and dirty. The dog wasn’t just sitting around waiting for mercy, it was twirling in front of their salon many times as if dancing to the music. The owners of the salon placed two large speakers just outside the
Polly walked away backwards eye-to-eye with Sonny who could only whisper - “I’m sorry, little doggie, I’m sorry.” Polly only stopped walking when he hit a wall. There was no more space to move any further at least along that strip. He felt like he broke a leg or some of his ribs. He licked the part that still hurt hoping that it would have the same healing effect like that of his mother’s. He learned to endure pain in silence. Nothing good could come out if he cried or screamed. No one cared. How could there be such contradiction? How could humans say they love dogs? On the one hand they dress up their dogs or puppies like babies, give them food and treats, buy them expensive toys, bring them anywhere they go - to malls, to salons - allow them to sleep in their beds, chew up on their favorite shoes or slippers and find all that cute. And on the other, kick, laugh at, sneer, do nothing to dogs that were sick, hungry, alone - “Wait, that’s me!”
It was quite odd that Reggie went home the previous day looking and acting differently. He was unusually quiet and only managed a forced smile and a raised pair of eyebrows when he bumped into the family next door. On regular days, he would go home tired from more than eight hours of work but he still found time to crack jokes…yesterday, he did not. “Blag! Blag! Blag!”now there were more people knocking, kicking, and banging the door calling, “Reggie! Reggie!” the sound of their voices panicked. Their reaction was understandable. It was 10:00 in the morning. Reggie was supposed to be at work by now and he was not. He was still in bed sound asleep. Polly slept late the night before. Something wasn’t quite right with his human. After feeding him, Reggie went straight to bed without taking his usual late night stick of cigarette or a cup of coffee. Polly would sleep on the doormat by the foot of the bed. From there, he could hear
Polly hid and sulked behind a plant, his body folded for as small as he could. His eyes were closed, his mind awake, ears open - eavesdropping for every possible sound that’s Reggie-related. Stuck in that position for hours, Polly realized that aside from his nose, his ears have got some great power as well, like he knew who had been coming and going within the vicinity just by the sound of their walks and their voices. Reggie barely lifted his feet when he walked. The friction of his slippers or shoes against the floor produced a much louder sound than someone who walked on a heel-toe, heel-toe motion. The daughter of Reggie’s landlord and landlady walked like that. Her walk had a certain beat to it especially when she wore those stilleto shoes that made her look even taller than she already was. “And I know Reggie’s voice very well.” His voice got a deep timbre that one would think it was coming from a tall bulky man. Reggie was neither
It’s been only a few days with Bridgette but it feels like forever. “How can I begin to describe what it feels like to be with her. Ahmmm, It’s been far from heaven and almost like hell. Not that I have experienced hell… but heaven? I think I have.” Bridgette didn’t really like Polly. He could tell she didn’t like animals in general. She had a certain smell that told him that. That smell that also told him she was not the usual 60-something woman. She had also been through a lot. She was raising three children from three different fathers all by herself and was taking care of her sick mother in that small house she’s been renting only for a few months. She’s been house-hopping since her teenage years when she dropped high school to pursue a career in music. That decision broke her parents hearts. They had hoped she would be the one to bring home a college diploma and maybe make their family’s life a little easier. What she brought home however, was a
Despite the inconsistencies in the way Bridgette dealt with Polly, he still gravitated towards her. It was like she had a magnetic wave that kept pulling Polly near her. Polly couldn’t understand it but it was like he didn’t have a choice. He still felt sad when she was away and would excitedly wait for her by the door for her arrival at night. Early morning on a weekday in Bridgette’s household was a bit chaotic. The floor area of the house was only 50 square feet with three adults - Bridgette, her mother, and her first born, Rachel - and four children - Bridgette’s Roxanne, 16 years old, and Ivan 13, and Rachel’s Willy, 10, and Winonah, 8. Every day, they would all compete as to who got to use the bathroom first. Bridgette always won. It was a feast watching them move. It was much like the people Polly used see in the streets weeks ago. It was as if they did not know one another. They were all in a hurry they were just passing each other by.