It’s been almost a week that he’s out in the streets but it felt longer. It was starting to feel like fulfilling his first mission - to eat, was more difficult than he had originally expected. Of course, that’s discounting the bits and pieces of food he would find on the street - the ones covered with all sorts of dirt or the ones left at the bottom of a can that’s just so difficult to reach no matter how much he extends his tongue.
Polly never noticed how far he had gone until from out of nowhere, a pellet fell in front of him. He was looking at it at the corner of his eyes and was fighting himself not to get close to it but it was just too tempting. “It smelled like chicken…no, no… it smelled like pig meat… no, wait, it’s turkey! Wow, turkey? Where did that come from?”
He moved a step closer avoiding not to look at it directly. For a while he thought he was hallucinating and then he jumped onto that piece covering it with his paws. He teased himself by loosening his hold just a little. And when he took it into his mouth, wow, “It was cow meat.” He caught himself laughing at his silliness.
Another pellet dropped followed immediately by another. He followed the source and found that it came from a dog in a crate in - “Wait a minute - Patty’s Pet Shop and Pet Supplies.” He repeated “Patty’s Pet Shop and Pet Supplies!!!” His mind wet wild.
He ate the pellets then approached the dog in the crate. “Wait, aren’t you -”
“Yes, I am Pete, Chunky, the Chow Chow is my mother.” He said before Polly could finish his sentence.
“And you are Polly, right?”
“You remember me?… I never knew you know my name.”
“I knew it was you ‘cause I notice that leg.” Pete pointing to Polly’s left leg with his snout.
“Do you, ahhhm… do you…” Polly couldn’t contain his excitement. He had so many questions in his mind that he did not know which one to ask first.
“If you’re gonna ask where your mother and brothers are, well, I don’t really know, okay?… I’ve never been out of this crate for longer than half an hour.”
How fast his heart sank after only a few minutes of hope. Well, that's how it's been the last few days, his happiness meter never really went very far and if it ever reached mid-point, it lasted for only a few seconds.
“Oh, Pete, I would give anything just to trade places with you.”
Pete let out a knowing laugh - “Are you kidding? You don’t know what you’re saying.”
“What do you mean? You don’t like it there? I mean you’ve got all the attention, the food… everyone notices you, gives you compliments, thinks you’re cute and adorable… I mean, you’re a step away from finding your purpose.”
“Purpose?”
“Yes, purpose!”
“And that is...”
“To find a human and make a difference in that human’s life.”
“Oh, I don’t really know about that, Polly. I just want to be able to do what you are doing.”
“Scavenging for food?”
“Well, yeah maybe… I just want to know what being a dog really is. You know, like what you used to do in the farm with your family - you can walk and run around freely, you can play, you can feel the earth from under your paws, you can smell the flowers up close.”
“I don’t understand, Pete. I mean, the dream is right there in front of you and you don’t wanna take it?
“Well, I don’t know, too, Polly. Maybe a dream becomes valuable only when you chase after it.”
“Hmmm.” Polly pondering on what Pete just said.
“Here, take all of these food.” Pete pushed his bowl until it tilted letting all the pellets fall to where Polly was.
“Thank you, Pete and I hope you find your purpose.”
“I really hope you find yours, too, Polly.”
Polly stepped back from Pete’s crate but decided to stay by the shop. He decided he would stay until someone drove him away.
Patty’s Pet Shop and Pet Supplies was a huge store and had a lot of customers. It carried anything anyone would need, pets-related. They had food and medicine and they also offered grooming and boarding services.
The entrance to the shop was about five meters wide and the door was a steel accordion type that was kept open for the duration of their business hours.
The left side had all the animal food of different brands, different flavors, wet or dry. Majority of the food were for swine, chickens and dogs, some were for cats, birds, bunnies and fishes.
Located at the right side were pet supplies ranging from shampoos and conditioners, colognes… “Colognes?” … collars, leashes, food bowls … shoes, clothes, strollers… “Shoes, clothes, strollers?… Am I really reading it right?…Wow, people really treat their pets like babies!”
Right there, he was getting a sense of what Pete was saying earlier.
At the center were the crates. Pete was at the forefront maybe because he was the cuddliest . There were about more than ten other dogs of different breeds all waiting for someone to pick them. “Not one Aspin though.”
Of course, there were cats, birds, bunnies, chicks and fishes for sale, too.
That day, however, most of the customers were looking for a pet to bring home.
“What are they looking for?” was the question in his mind.
The fishes in the aquarium continued to swim, the birds perched, the kittens and the bunnies just slept whenever a customer would come and look at them. The chicks? “Well they are just too crowded in their place to care.”
He noticed that the puppies were the only ones doing some tricks to get picked. You know, the wagging of their tails, making eye contact with their puppy eyes were enough to elicit “Oooohs and ahhs” from the buyers,
He caught a reflection of himself through the glass shelf. He was horrified. “Was this the one Mom kept saying handsome and adorable?” Because that’s not the him that he saw in his head. “Did my mom said that just to make me feel better?… Oh my! I’m so dirty and tiny and thin and my nose, it doesn’t have that solid black color. It has a white spot right in the middle. I look sick. I’ve got bald spots. I’m all bones!… My tummy is big and my tail has got about a number of hair one can count in one hand.”
Polly turned away from the mirror and felt like he was really going to be sick. He folded himself so small right beside the trash bins just outside of the pet shop and from his bag of lessons his mother taught him he retrieved -”Everything will be better in time, son.” He smiled and closed his eyes.
“First mission - to eat, check!” There so much fuss about dog food at the farm but Polly had always preferred human food because it was more tasty and he thought that the different textures gave food an added flavor. The texture of dog food was monotonous to him - the dry one, because they were pellets but the wet kind was a different topic altogether. For three consecutive days, he ate, thanks to Pete who kept on sharing his food with him unbeknownst to the attendants of the shop. He had not seen the woman that picked him up from the box and separated him from his family but some of the pet shop boys, he saw at different times. He did not know what to feel about them, anger was a feeling that he had not explored before. It was a feeling that his mother never encouraged. He had seen anger though. It was one afternoon at the garage, Basil and Bitok fought over a piece of bone. At first, they were just growling and showing their fangs. He saw their ey
“Wow! That was fun!” Polly said followed by deep long breaths as he stood looking at his reflection through the glass enclosure of the salon. He was eye to eye with himself, quietly asking his reflection whether the effort was worth it. Although deep inside he knew the answer did not lie on the image before him. “Hey, Reggie, what are you looking at?” Sonny noticing Reggie’s amusement. Sonny and Reggie were both hairdressers at Charlie’s Beauty Salon and Spa. They were taking their lunch at the cafe just beside their salon. They were seated by the window where they had a view of the busy street and of the passers-by. Reggie’s attention was not on the street nor on the passers-by, it was focused on this tiny dog that looked sick and dirty. The dog wasn’t just sitting around waiting for mercy, it was twirling in front of their salon many times as if dancing to the music. The owners of the salon placed two large speakers just outside the
Polly walked away backwards eye-to-eye with Sonny who could only whisper - “I’m sorry, little doggie, I’m sorry.” Polly only stopped walking when he hit a wall. There was no more space to move any further at least along that strip. He felt like he broke a leg or some of his ribs. He licked the part that still hurt hoping that it would have the same healing effect like that of his mother’s. He learned to endure pain in silence. Nothing good could come out if he cried or screamed. No one cared. How could there be such contradiction? How could humans say they love dogs? On the one hand they dress up their dogs or puppies like babies, give them food and treats, buy them expensive toys, bring them anywhere they go - to malls, to salons - allow them to sleep in their beds, chew up on their favorite shoes or slippers and find all that cute. And on the other, kick, laugh at, sneer, do nothing to dogs that were sick, hungry, alone - “Wait, that’s me!”
It was quite odd that Reggie went home the previous day looking and acting differently. He was unusually quiet and only managed a forced smile and a raised pair of eyebrows when he bumped into the family next door. On regular days, he would go home tired from more than eight hours of work but he still found time to crack jokes…yesterday, he did not. “Blag! Blag! Blag!”now there were more people knocking, kicking, and banging the door calling, “Reggie! Reggie!” the sound of their voices panicked. Their reaction was understandable. It was 10:00 in the morning. Reggie was supposed to be at work by now and he was not. He was still in bed sound asleep. Polly slept late the night before. Something wasn’t quite right with his human. After feeding him, Reggie went straight to bed without taking his usual late night stick of cigarette or a cup of coffee. Polly would sleep on the doormat by the foot of the bed. From there, he could hear
Polly hid and sulked behind a plant, his body folded for as small as he could. His eyes were closed, his mind awake, ears open - eavesdropping for every possible sound that’s Reggie-related. Stuck in that position for hours, Polly realized that aside from his nose, his ears have got some great power as well, like he knew who had been coming and going within the vicinity just by the sound of their walks and their voices. Reggie barely lifted his feet when he walked. The friction of his slippers or shoes against the floor produced a much louder sound than someone who walked on a heel-toe, heel-toe motion. The daughter of Reggie’s landlord and landlady walked like that. Her walk had a certain beat to it especially when she wore those stilleto shoes that made her look even taller than she already was. “And I know Reggie’s voice very well.” His voice got a deep timbre that one would think it was coming from a tall bulky man. Reggie was neither
It’s been only a few days with Bridgette but it feels like forever. “How can I begin to describe what it feels like to be with her. Ahmmm, It’s been far from heaven and almost like hell. Not that I have experienced hell… but heaven? I think I have.” Bridgette didn’t really like Polly. He could tell she didn’t like animals in general. She had a certain smell that told him that. That smell that also told him she was not the usual 60-something woman. She had also been through a lot. She was raising three children from three different fathers all by herself and was taking care of her sick mother in that small house she’s been renting only for a few months. She’s been house-hopping since her teenage years when she dropped high school to pursue a career in music. That decision broke her parents hearts. They had hoped she would be the one to bring home a college diploma and maybe make their family’s life a little easier. What she brought home however, was a
Despite the inconsistencies in the way Bridgette dealt with Polly, he still gravitated towards her. It was like she had a magnetic wave that kept pulling Polly near her. Polly couldn’t understand it but it was like he didn’t have a choice. He still felt sad when she was away and would excitedly wait for her by the door for her arrival at night. Early morning on a weekday in Bridgette’s household was a bit chaotic. The floor area of the house was only 50 square feet with three adults - Bridgette, her mother, and her first born, Rachel - and four children - Bridgette’s Roxanne, 16 years old, and Ivan 13, and Rachel’s Willy, 10, and Winonah, 8. Every day, they would all compete as to who got to use the bathroom first. Bridgette always won. It was a feast watching them move. It was much like the people Polly used see in the streets weeks ago. It was as if they did not know one another. They were all in a hurry they were just passing each other by.
“Mother! Mother!” Roxanne calling out to her mother as she was standing in front of Pilita’s dog house. “What is it, Roxanne? I have lots to do!”Bridgette angrily replied as she hung her head out of the window to look at her. “Just come over, mother. I want you to see this.” Roxanne said still holding a plate of leftover food. “I don’t understand why you need to bother me.” Bridgette said as she walked towards Roxanne. “The dog is still here!” “Huh? Which dog?” “Remember your co-worker’s dog?! … Look!” Roxanne said pointing at Polly who was curled inside Pilita’s house still asleep. Bridgette let out a cackle. “I thought we have finally gotten rid of that dog!” “Should we put a chain on him also?” Roxanne asked. “Don’t bother. I don’t think he is going anywhere. Just feed them both in separate