Beatrice’s POV
“I do.” Her expression softens. “You’re not going to fight each other. Flint’s a jerk, but he’s still your brother.” “There are things you can’t possibly understand. People change. Flint’s mom and mine would be turning in their graves.” The hint of an accent returns, making me want to lean in closer to catch more. Despite her words, I think that accent might be genuine. Sierra isn’t a mom, but sometimes she gives off a nurturing vibe around certain people. Like that little hip sway, she doesn’t show that side of herself often. Her bond with Nolan and Flint runs deeper than I ever realized. “Can I help?” she asks. Nolan looks at me before turning to Sierra. “Maybe,” he replies. “I’m not looking for an arms deal, at least not right now. I wanted Flint to see I’m serious—my threats are real—which is why I brought you here.” She shifts in her seat. “I used to babysit you two when our parents were in meetings. I know how tight you and Flint are.” I try to keep my face neutral as I listen to them. Inside, I’m fuming. I can’t stand when the info I get from the bureau is off. The war on terror pulls in the best intel folks, leaving those of us on the ground with the scraps. How many other details in the files are just as wrong? “I’m starting to realize we’re very different,” Nolan says. “I don’t want to argue with you, Sierra. You’ll just get caught in the middle.” If you don’t need anything from me right now, what’s the point of this meeting? Are you just trying to get a message to Flint? He was the one who answered the door. Nolan smirks a little. “I figured he would.” He grabs a pen and starts tapping it on the desk. I lean back in my chair, bracing myself for whatever’s next. I really need to find a way to win him over, or this whole thing is going to be pointless. How can I get back in here if he’s not working with Sierra? When I glance up, he’s looking right at me, his face serious. “I want you to come work for me.” Sierra straightens up in her chair. “You can’t be serious.” He raises a hand to her. “I heard what you said last night, and I’ve been thinking about it. It’s been on my mind a lot.” She looks annoyed, her lips pursing. “Could you step outside? I have a feeling this conversation is about to take a turn for the worse.” “Are you sure?” My mind races, trying to figure out how to show I’m interested in working for Nolan without making it obvious. Why would I leave her and her team? She’s a solid boss, and it’s taken me nearly a year to build trust and respect with her. I give Nolan a skeptical look, hoping my hesitation will keep Sierra from kicking me out. “I’ll be fine.” She gestures dismissively while pulling her purse closer. I give a nod and step out into the hallway, closing the door behind me. It would be great to prop it open, but he’d definitely catch on since he has a clear view from his desk. Outside, Dalton is keeping watch. “Quiet day?” I size him up; he’s built like a linebacker. Sierra tends to have guys like him around. Honestly, aside from Grey, I don’t really need any of them. “Most of them are,” he replies with a shrug, sliding his phone into his pocket. “You guys wrapping up in there?” “Not sure,” I say, mentally counting the doors and trying to remember the codes and their locations. “Do you really do whatever Sierra asks?” “Yep.” I hold back a sigh. This is a familiar line of questioning. We’ve reached the point where he asks me stuff and doesn’t buy my answers. “Ever taken a life?” I avoid glancing at my hands and shove them into the pockets of my black leather jacket. The blood isn’t mine. “Sure have.” “Huh.” He thinks it over. “For cash, power, revenge?” My laugh feels empty. “All of the above.” “More than one?” Dalton raises his eyebrows in surprise. His dark brown eyes seem almost black as he sizes me up. “You’ve got the right physique. Strong, but not overly muscular. And that cool vibe you’ve got going on.” “Overly muscular?” I shoot him a curious look. “Is that a real thing?” “I prefer my women not to out-muscle me.” I can’t help but smirk. “I didn’t know I was applying for a date here. Just to be clear, I’m not interested.” “You’re not into guys? I was curious about you and Sierra.” I shake my head and finally meet his gaze. “I’m fine with guys, as long as they don’t try to dictate who I am or what I can do. We’ll get along just fine.” Guys like Dalton think their connection to power is a major turn-on, but that doesn’t work for me. Just then, the door behind us swings open, and she gestures for me to come inside. She doesn’t look pleased. A flicker of hope ignites in my chest. Has she changed her mind? As we make our way to the desk, she grabs her purse from a chair. “I’m going to leave you two to discuss things. It’s totally up to you. I wouldn’t dream of telling you what to do. If you choose to work with him, you’re always welcome to come back to me.” I raise my eyebrows, pretending to be surprised. “You really want me to hear him out?” “I do.” I glance at Nolan and squint. “Is he putting pressure on you? I don’t want to stick around if he’s forcing you into this.” My stomach is doing flips, but I try to mask it with skepticism. “It’s not like that. Just hear him out. We can talk after you’re finished here.” She walks out, her shoulders tense. Whatever happened in here, Sierra seems uneasy about something. I turn my attention to Nolan as the door clicks shut behind her. “So,” I say. “What’s the deal?”Beatrice’s POVNolan's face lights up with a smirk. "I appreciate your straightforwardness." "Why beat around the bush?" I stay standing. "I'm content with Sierra, so your offer better be impressive." "I’m looking for a female bodyguard—" "Not interested." I pivot on my heel, taking a calculated chance. The more I push back, the less he’ll suspect my true intentions later. He’ll think he’s won me over. "Hold on," he says as my hand reaches the doorknob. "I can offer more than just a title for the right candidate. I know you’ve been working closely with Sierra." His tone shifts again, and I feel my shoulders ease. There’s something in the way he speaks that could easily draw me in. It drains my resistance. "I have. I’ve earned my place by her side." "What would it take to bring you here to work for me?" He stands in front of me now, arms crossed, giving me a piercing look. "I want to feel valued," I confess. "Essential, like I matter." He nods. "What I need you to do wo
Beatrice’s POVThe next day, when the door swings open to reveal Flint, I can't help but curse Nolan and his so-called matchmaking skills. I shot Nolan a text as soon as I landed to let him know when I’d be at the house. He definitely knew it would be me at the door. I sidestep Flint, rolling my eyes at the thought that I don’t know how to charm a guy. Nolan and I are going to have a serious talk about this. This isn’t my style at all.“Sierra must be a pretty terrible boss if you think working for Nolan is a better gig,” Flint quips.Instead of turning to him, I keep walking toward the back of the house and Nolan’s office. I give Flint a little wave over my shoulder, not even bothering to respond to him.His hearty laugh trails behind me until I turn the corner. When I reach Nolan’s door, I hit the buzzer like I saw Dalton do yesterday.After a moment, Nolan’s breathless voice comes through the speaker. “Yes?”“Tris.”The door buzzes open, and I step into the spacious room. Nolan is
Beatrice’s POVThe casino doesn’t look like much from the outside. It’s just a few sections of a strip mall with darkened windows, located in a part of Sicily I wouldn’t normally visit. Once we step through the sliding doors, it’s clear that the inside isn’t any better. Everything seems worn out, like it’s stuck in the seventies. Slot machines are crammed into every corner, and the smell of stale smoke hits me hard.“You own this place?” My voice lacks any enthusiasm.Nolan shoots me a sideways glance as he walks toward the back. “It’s not what it seems.”We’ve got a security guard in front of us and another behind.“Are you going to give me more details?”“Not at the moment.”“Trust—”“Is something you earn. You’ve got it from Sierra, but you need to earn it from me.” He points his finger, his face serious.Nolan’s knack for blending in or standing out, depending on what he needs, is impressive. Even some of the agents I know can’t pull that off.“Just watch and learn.” Nolan approa
Beatrice’s POVI spend the next few weeks shadowing Nolan around the city as he makes deals, chats with people, and stacks up cash. I can never quite figure out what Flint does all day. Sometimes I catch a glimpse of him, but most of the time it feels like it’s just Nolan and me in the house. Flint’s like a ghost. One day, while I’m sitting on the edge of my bed thinking about hitting the gym, my phone buzzes with that familiar tone. I grab it from the nightstand and see a simple message. “Lunch is on me today. James.”I check the clock and realize I’ve got two hours to get to a dive bar in R Island. I quickly throw on my go-to outfit of black pants and a shirt, pulling my dark hair into a tight ponytail. Snatching my jacket off the chair where I tossed it last night, I head down the hall to ask for the day off. I ring Nolan’s office, wishing I could just walk in. We go through our usual routine, and he buzzes me into the room. “You should really set up a camera out there so we ca
Beatrice’s POVOnce his eyes adjust, he spots me at the bar. Dalton steps in right behind him, his broad shoulders nearly scraping the doorframe. James is busy cleaning the bar, keeping his distance from me now. I admire how quickly he can read a situation. Just moments ago, he was holding my hand.Flint frowns and shoves his hands into his pockets as he approaches me. “You came all the way to R Island just for a drink at this dump?”“It caught my eye.” I motion to the empty stool next to me. “Want a drink?” My heart races, pounding against my ribs. He followed me. How did I not notice? The fact that I missed it is scarier than him being here. These are the kinds of slip-ups that can get agents killed.Flint settles into the stool next to me. He glances over his shoulder and tells Dalton, “Keep an eye on the door.”“Whiskey?” I ask.“Irish Car Bomb.” Flint shoots me a sideways look.I swallow hard and signal to James, who’s at the far end of the bar. He strolls over like he’s got noth
Beatrice’s POVNolan and ten other guys are hanging around some vans and SUVs just a couple of blocks from The Corral. Even though we’ve been running errands together for weeks, this place feels unfamiliar to me since it’s in Morfil territory. Being here makes my heart race in a weird way. Sometimes I worry I might actually have a heart attack trying to keep my cool while everything inside me is going crazy. I really need to get rid of the note in my pocket. With so many people around, I can’t risk keeping it. I pull it out and crumple it up, tossing it into a garbage can as I walk by.As we get closer, Nolan’s eyes lock onto me. He steps aside and motions for me to stand next to him. I slide in beside him and glance at the others, trying to figure out how to bring up Flint showing up in Newport out of nowhere.It’s like Nolan can sense my tension. “Flint followed you,” he says, a smirk playing on his lips.I squint at him. “You knew?”“That’s why I let you go solo. Thought my screw-
Beatrice’s POVAs I step out of the bathroom, I catch the attention of fifteen guys, all sizing me up. Some are from Morfil’s crew, while others belong to Nolan. One of Terry’s guys gives me a smirk, and I can practically hear his snarky comment before he even says it. “Morning sickness? Did Nolan get you pregnant already?” He laughs, glancing at the others for their reactions. My mind races with clever comebacks, but I filter out the ones that might get me in trouble. “No, jerk. Just food poisoning. Next time I feel like throwing up, I’ll aim for you, sound good?” A few of his friends stifle their laughter behind their hands. “Wouldn’t be the first time a woman’s lost her lunch at the sight of him,” one of them chimes in, chuckling. Suddenly, the office door swings open, and Nolan storms out, with Dalton and Ian right behind him. He scans the room before saying, “We’re done here. The terms are garbage.” Terry leans against the doorframe, arms crossed. Unlike Nolan and Flint
Beatrice’s POVFlint pushes away from the counter and leans over the island. “What the hell is my brother doing taking you to the Morfils?” I bristle at his words. “You got a problem with me going to The Corral?” “I’ve got a problem with anyone getting mixed up with the Morfils.” “Except you used to fight for them.” “That was just a means to an end back then.” “What do you mean by that?” “I had my own agenda. Didn’t turn out the way I hoped.” “Got it,” I say, nodding. “That makes more sense.” Flint laughs a little, resting his forearms on the granite island. “Please tell me my brother isn’t thinking about getting cozy with Terry.” “Not sure. I wasn’t feeling great.” I lift my spoon. “Apparently, the human body needs food to keep going.” He sips his beer quietly for a bit while I finish my stew. His face is hard to read. “How does The Corral work?” I scrape the last bits of stew from the bowl. My brother’s name keeps ringing in my head. The picture of Claude on th
Sierra’s POVI wake up to find Flint gone. At first, I panic and circled the bedroom, accounting for his things. Then I decided that maybe he didn’t return after he got himself a drink. It’s only eight in the morning. But that’s late for me. Yesterday was exhausting.After I’ve showered and dressed, but before I go downstairs, I creep down the hall to Lucas. In the rocking chair in the corner is Galina with Lucas, and she’s attempting to burp him.“Want to try?” she asks when she spots me hovering in the entryway.“Oh, um, yes.” I take the armchair next to the rocker. She passes him to me, and I mimic the movements I saw her doing. An awkward silence settles between us as I try to get a burp. After a deep breath, I say, “Is this your first time being a surrogate?”Her face fills with surprise. “No, my third. Eric picked me because he wanted someone with a record of success.” She hesitates and then says, “He said this was your last shot. None of the implantations in other surrogates to
Flint’s POVMy mind drifts to Hagen, but I don’t want to call that fucker again in Boston for another international favor. Still, if he can pull strings in Russia and at least make sure Sierra’s name is on the birth certificate, we might have a hope in hell of securing some sort of custody agreement. At the moment, we’re flying blind. Hagen might refer me back to Demid, and I can’t go to him with this problem. If the guy is like me, he’d murder Eric’s child in retaliation for Valeriya’s death. He wouldn’t think twice about the baby being biologically Sierra’s kid too. He didn’t seem that ruthless, but the last time I underestimated someone, I was shot up in a warehouse and almost bled out on the floor. That’s not happening again.“I’m tired,” Sierra says, against my chest.I lift her up in my arms and carry her to the bed, then slide her under the covers. She reaches for me, and I shake my head.“You’re not coming back to bed?” she says.“I’m going to grab a drink,” I say. “Get some
Flint’s POVBefore the door clicks closed, I’m striding over to the dresser where I stashed my gun. I check how many bullets I have. A full clip.Perfect. I only need one.“Flint,” Sierra says from the doorway.There are no words for the anger raging inside me right now. The warning in her voice is easy to ignore. He put his hands on her as though he was entitled to her body, as though she’s an object he can take and use as he likes. There is no fucking way I let that smug asshole get away with that.When I get to the door, she’s pressed against it.“Move.”“No.”“If I kill him, our problems go away.”“They don’t. And if you think about it, you’ll know why.”“I don’t fucking care. He’s not railroading you. He’s not forcing himself on you. None of that is happening—ever.”“I love you, Flint.” She molds herself to me.I close my eyes and try to block out the smell of her. When her hands slide around my waist and her ear is on my chest, I can’t hold onto my rage.“I love you.” Her voice i
Sierra’s POVThe whole day has been a blur, from Eric's pompous expression when I admitted Lucas was mine, to Galina taking me through the steps to care for him, to the distance Flint has put between us.Or maybe I'm imagining his aloofness. Maybe I'm the person putting the space there. My world has tilted on its axis, and I can't shift reality back, make it level again.The thing I do know? I'm exhausted. Emotionally and physically drained. When Lucas goes to bed for the night, or however many hours before he needs to feed again, I head to bed. Flint trails behind me, his hands in his pockets.Eric tries to catch my attention, but I've been ignoring him all day. I don't give a shit if Lucas is biologically his baby too. Ever being with him in any way makes my stomach heave like I'm on a boat tossed around by the sea.Flint closes the door to the bedroom and then leans back against it. "You look tired," he says before pushing off and ambling toward me. He tosses his wallet and other o
Sierra’s POVFlint was somewhere in the building with the DNA samples. After a couple of hours, Eric gets up the nerve to speak to me. One plus of Flint insulting him-his confidence took a hit."We should discuss everything before he gets back." Eric sips the coffee he bought from the café across the street.He's so tall standing in front of me that I'd have to crane my neck up to make eye contact or stand up. Neither appeals to me. I don't look at him, and I stay seated in my chair."Or maybe we should wait for the results to make sure what we're discussing is appropriate." I flip through the Voguemagazine I found on a table."You realize Lucas is yours. Why would I lie about that?""Honestly, I don't understand why you thought any of this was a good idea. The inner workings of your mind are a bit of a mystery to me." I toss the magazine onto the nearest table and stand. "I'm with Flint. We're together. What you think you'll accomplish won't happen."He raises his coffee and takes an
Flint’s POVThe room Charles assigned to us belongs in a museum. Historical eras aren't my thing, but it's clear this place hasn't had any facelift since the house was built, which was probably a hundred years ago. From the doorway, everything seems clean enough, and nothing smells like mothballs or mildew. I sigh. These thoughts are just a distraction from the fucking fertility circus downstairs. A poor effort to calm the hell down, and it's not working.As I close the bedroom door, I realize I should say something to Sierra, but I don't have any idea where to start. My blood boils, rage coursing through me at Eric and her father creating this child without her consent. When she was at her lowest, they tricked her into signing away her rights to her future children. Their motives are inconceivable to me-and I've done a lot of shitty things in the name of profit or revenge. But this? Their plan is so misguided. How could either of them think a baby was the right solution?My brain s
Sierra’s POVIstare into my arms at the baby wrapped in a pale-blue blanket. He has dark hair, and his eyes are closed in sleep. His fingers have the tiniest nails, and I want to touch every one, count them, savor this moment. I'm so absorbed in the sight of a baby, it takes me a second to process Eric's words."What?" I glance up, a little dazed."Our son." Eric gives me an encouraging nod. "You weren't here for the birth, but I know you always wanted to name our boy Lucas after your brother."I laugh self-consciously and shift the baby to hand him to Eric. "This isn't my baby." When I try to pass the bundle, he steps out of reach. "He can't be my baby. It's impossible.""Not impossible," my father whispers. "You were searching for a surrogate when you two split.""Exactly," I agree. "Eric and I broke up, and we destroyed the embryos. I signed paperwork to have them destroyed."My father grimaces.Eric shifts his feet. "This isn't the reaction I was expecting.""I signed papers to ha
Flint’s POVWhile Sierra and I pack in our bedroom, I debate whether to let her come to Russia. There's so much we don't understand. I stuff more clothes into my duffel bag and glance at her as she wanders into the en suite to get her makeup.Curiosity is a powerful thing, and I'm definitely curious about what Eric has been doing. He didn't sound scared in his voicemail messages, or even full of his usual asshole bravado. No, he was excited. Why? I stop packing and lean against the dresser while Sierra continues to put things into her suitcase."Spit it out." She doesn't break her rhythm of sorting and discarding. "You're over there brooding about something.""Don't come to Russia."She laughs. "I'm going to Russia. He called me, not you, and he said you could come along for the show." She throws skincare products into her bag with a huff. "I don't care anymore about what he's doing. You're right. I'll fire him. I don't know why I haven't done it yet."She knows why. I understand why.
Sierra’s POVWhen I slip into bed, Flint tugs me close, but for the first time since we've been together, he doesn't run his hands along me in ways to make me think of sex. Instead, he wedges me in so tight my face is practically squished against his bare chest, and he smooths my hair before kissing the top of my head. Every bandage is gone, and sometimes I lie in bed tracing his scars, asking for their stories as my heart races at the danger and aches at the close calls. A world without him isn't a world at all."You okay?" he says. "You've been too fucking quiet since your mom left.""I don't know," I whisper. Turning toward him, I'm comforted by the steady beat of his heart in my ear. "Anytime I hear someone gave up the chance to be a mom, it makes my heart hurt. I just-I would have done anything to have a baby, to be a mom."He's silent as his hand strokes my back. "Sounds as though your sister had it rough after your mother left.""Yeah. I can't process it. Being beaten by your