LevyWhat the hell was I supposed to do? Leave the girls to it? Nah, I couldn’t do that. I want to be here for both of them and of course for Harper. My heart even though my head is beating me up for it, well let’s just say my heart is now well and truly invested in her. Shit, I knew I’d be in trouble and it looks like I am.Dylan telling me last night that he has seen how his ex looks at me almost made me want to dig my own grave, jump in it and have someone shovel the earth over me. Fuck Man, and yet he kind of seemed fine with it. But that is probably because he doesn’t know his ex-had her mouth around my member literally the hour before.The door knocks, Dylan gets up from his bowl of cereal. “I’ll get it.” I nod and down the last of my coffee. It feels like a need a vat of it this morning, not having slept a wink last night. My mind was conflicted between thoughts of Harper going down on me and the way her mouth felt warm and how her tongue glided over my cock. And between Dylan
Harper I see Levy standing there with his hands in his pockets as hot as hell and wanting to jump into his arms and wrap my legs around his waist and tree climb him, only that wouldn't be appropriate right now. "Is everything okay?" he asks with concern in his dark eyes, his brows furrowed. I also see that Dylan looks angsty too. Jeez it hits me like a tonne of bricks that Taylor and I were not the only ones who were shitting ourselves over my mother not going to rehab.As it happens she has agreed to still go and want's to do the right thing for both of us. More importantly she has recognized that she needs to do this for herself first and foremost. She is who matters now, and there are many years of destruction that she needs to work through."Yes, momma has agreed to go," I tell him. Both he and Dylan let out a long breath. Momma squeezes my hand, hers feels frail in mine. I squeeze back and see a veil of a smile on her lips. It has been a long time since I have seen my mother smi
Harper Momma was checked in and there were a lot of tears. We won’t be able to see her for twenty-eight days, it feels like an eternity and my chest does feel as if it is cracking open. Taylor was almost uncontrollable as she cried and wouldn’t let go of momma. The team have assured us that our mother will be fine and that it is the best thing for her. Of course, we do know this and we want her to do well and be successful this time round. At least we are both extremely grateful that momma has taken that very first step. And I’m proud to say, she didn’t seem nervous or resigned. In fact, anything but. Momma told us she was happy to be doing this and that it was long overdue. I have to admit to see my mother actually smile and reassure us was heart-warming. The way she wrapped her arms around us both and kissed our heads and told us how much she loved us. That was totally something new. Listen I grew up with my mother being an out and out right junkie and drinker, most of the time s
LevyI’m trying to sort something out on my bike before I go inside and finish packing only all I can think about right now is Harper. The woman is on my mind constantly, I ought to charge her head rent. The bike has a leak and I’m trying to trace it back on the pipe. It could wait but I hate to leave it like this for the few days that I will be away.Various thoughts cross my mind as I work. For a start I am relieved that their mother has successfully enrolled in the program. If she stays it will be a massive improvement for their lives. Time will tell. Then there is Taylor, I am worried sick about her weight and I’m not even her father. It must be draining on Harper who I know will be worried for her too. Perhaps I can persuade Harper to get Taylor to speak with a doctor or a counsellor. I’m hoping that she will eat when she is with Dylan. It’s noticeable how much weight she has lost recently. I count myself blessed and lucky that as Dylan was growing up, he was almost the model chil
HarperOh. My. God.Oh. My. God.It’s finally going to happen. I will feel his cock inside my pussy and oh yes, I am soaking wet. I’ve never been this wet before not even when I was sucking him off in the back of his truck. The way the tip of his cock feels rubbing along my slit is making my eyes roll to the back of my head. My breathing is coming in short breaths.Levy fists my hair and tugs my head back a fraction. It feels hot and sexy. I love how he is taking control and there I was thinking I was the one in control.“Do you like this, Harper my cock head running along your soaking slit? Do you want to feel me inside you, moving as your cunt walls grip my shaft?”Oh Lord, the man has a dirty mouth and it intensifies my longing for him. My nipples are aching to be touched and squeezed. I want everything. I want his tongue running along my wetness. I want his hands on my breasts squeezing them and teasing my pebbled nipples. I want him to bite my neck and claim me, I don’t even care
LevyI’m not sure what to think right now, I mean I just fucked my son’s ex-girlfriend. So many emotions are swirling around my head that it feels like it might explode. I couldn’t resist her anymore, the way she stood there in that damn black lingerie and those stockings. She is enough to bring a stronger man than I down to his knees to beg for her.She smiles at me wickedly, “you are a hot fuck, Levy. No two ways about it. I can’t wait until you can take your time with me in the bedroom.”I rake my hand through my hair and lick my lower lip. All sorts of dirty images are going through my mind right now of Harper laid sprawled out on my bed with her long blonde hair splayed on my pillows. Her legs straight up and reaching round to touch her clit whilst I jerk off watching herself get off too. Visions of parting her legs and wrapping them around my neck as I bury my face into her goddess of a pussy makes me stir again. Fuck, I didn’t think at my age I’d get a raging hard-on again so q
HarperI put on my coat and turn to walk towards the garage door. Just as I turn, I feel Levy’s hand on my wrist, his touch warm and electrifying sending goosebumps along my arm. The man is looking intense, his eyes dark and brooding.“You know, Harper I would never tie you down, don’t you?” He looks sincere.“I know that, Levy and you aren’t. I want to be with you. Don’t ask me how this can happen so quickly but it’s all I have ever wanted for a long while. At first sure, I just wanted to have sex with you but now there is something deeper running through my body.” I bite my lower lip and lower my lashes.He takes his other hand and lifts up my chin, our eyes meet. Damn, it feels as if his eyes are looking right through my soul, scorching me and branding me from the inside. Intense, right?“I’m not sure what I am feeling right now either, Harper but it’s more than a quick fuck or two here or there. I don’t know how to really handle a friends with benefits situation. I’ve never done t
HarperDamn it - since when is she so perceptive? My blushing and not meeting my sister’s eyes is kind of a dead giveaway. I pull my lips to the side, another quirk I shouldn’t do because then Taylor will know that something is going on.“Harper, seriously? He’s your ex-boyfriend’s father. Are you out of your mind?” Okay I suppose it was inevitable that she knows what is going on. I mean I have been sneaking around and Taylor and I are very close even with the slight age difference.I stand with my arms folded in front of my chest. “Look that is all irrelevant. We are still male and female and attracted to each other. I can’t help that he’s Levy’s dad and he can’t help that I dated Dylan before.”Her eyes bug out of her head. “But he’s like a dad’s age. He is old enough to be your own father. What the fuck?”“Hey no need to swear like that. You know better.”“Don’t even go there with me Harper, you swear like a sailor even though you pretend not to swear around me too much.”I take a d
HarperI swing back and look at my mother with anger in my eyes, I can feel it pouring out of every cell of my body right now.“What do you think you’re doing? You can’t speak to Levy like that.” Her lips form a thin line. “And since when do you even tell us anything? Sorry, Momma but you haven’t parented in forever.” I place my hands on my hips. Right now I could punch something. Not my momma obviously, but definitely something.“I did what needed to be done, Harper. He killed a young boy.”“Oh, come off it. That was an accident on that road, we all know how dangerous it is. He was young and foolish. It could have happened to anyone. You have no right to speak to him that way. Don’t start trying be the parent now.” God I am spitting feathers right now.“Stop it, stop shouting at momma,” Taylor stands up. Dylan is too shocked to speak I can see how pale his face has gone. Of course it would be. He is also trying to process what his father told us all. And what else gets to me is that
LevyI take in my son’s face and Harper’s. Both look expectant yet Harper looks as pale as a ghost. I worry for her. I worry what she will think when I tell her what happened all those years ago. Fuck, my heart is banging in my chest so badly, I wonder if they can hear it. And her mother is sitting on the edge of the sofa with Taylor next to her.This wasn’t exactly how I was picturing tell my son and Harper. I thought we would have more privacy and I could keep this away from her younger sister and her mother.I lean my elbows on my thighs and lean forward slightly. I stretch out a hand and take Harper’s in mine. She squeezes my hand. That’s a good sign and I let out a long, slow breath.“Dad, whatever it is it won’t change how we feel about you. You’re my father and I love you.” His words strike a chord in my chest; I swear my heart is going to crack. From the first moment I set eyes on my son at birth, he cracked my chest wide open. Not a day has passed where I haven’t wondered at
HarperI put the phone down and wonder how on earth I am going to explain this one to my mother and my sister. So far, they are in the bubble of momma being home like everything is peachy and the roses are blooming in the garden.My heart feels like it is having palpitations. More men around the house? This does not sound good and I am frightened to the core for Levy. Whatever he has gotten himself into, I am not sure I can deal with that. I have to think of my younger sister and my mother. Who right now, my mother that is – does not need any upset or stress in her life.And why all of a sudden am I some kind of target? What the holy shit is all that about? There isn’t anything I can do until Levy comes home and tells us what exactly is going on.I go downstairs and call my momma and Taylor to come sit with me in the lounge. After of course I have double checked that the front door and the back door are locked and the windows too. It gives me a sense of eeriness doing this and Levy ha
Levy“Fuck,” I say out loud as Lex looks me in the eye. “So, you’re telling me that Jake had a kid brother?”Lex nods. We’re sitting in his den. It’s actually the basement of his house and runs about four hundred square meters. He has also sots of monitors and screens hooked up. The man runs a private surveillance company on top of being a marine. How he fits it all in is beyond me but he does. Of course, he has a whole team. No, a whole village of people that support him and his brothers.“And you’re telling me that the kid was around five or six when Jake died?”“That’s correct. Man, are you going to fucking sit down? You’re making me anxious with all that pacing. Besides, I just had this floor laid and you’re gonna wear it out.” His voice is good natured but I can tell that my stressing is stressing him out.I run my fingers through my hair, at this rate I am going to bald. “And stop doing that with your hair. You need to chill out, none of this was your fault, Levy.”The hell it w
HarperFear engulfs my body. Who is that man? Momma is talking telling us how happy she is to be free and I am happy for her. I am happy for all of us but now with this man showing me the slit your throat gesture - has shivers running up and down my spine.Taylor hasn’t noticed, she is too engrossed telling momma all about her classes and what she has planned for her birthday and her new boyfriend. Which does make my ears prick up. I didn’t even know my little sister had a boyfriend. I need to pay more attention. Let’s face it all those hormones will be on the rampage and she needs to have the sex talk very soon.“I can’t wait to see what you girls have done with the house,” momma says as I turn to her and force a smile on my face. As soon as we are home, I need to get hold of Levy and let him know what just happened. Maybe this is connected to why he left and went out of town.Am I in danger? Alarm bells start cursing through me as momma chats about her program. “I need to attend a s
HarperI can’t take my eyes off my momma. It is like seeing a new woman just off the catwalk or from a magazine cover for one of those mags that is like, oh, I don’t know – Homes & Gardens or something. She doesn’t seem to fit in a rehab center.“It’s really me, sweetheart. Come here, let me cuddle you,” Momma says. Damn even her voice sounds different. It’s not hoarse or brittle or angry anymore. It sounds soft and gentle, full of love.Taylor wraps her arms fiercely around my mother as if she is scared to let go, like a baby monkey holding on to its mother for dear life. The scene unfolds in front of my amazed eyes making my heart stutter. Is that a thing? A stuttering heart? It is now. Usually, I would have assumed only in a romance novel or for lovers, but honestly it has stuttered.“Harper?” Momma says tilting her head to the side. Her smile is wide and infectious making me smile back. God, please don’t want to slay me but seeing my momma so elegant, so put together and so downri
HarperHe left me breathless, like shaking legs, stars in my eyes and my heart jumping and flipping all over the place. Sex with Levy is out of this world! I am still recovering as I walk back across the street to my house where my sister will be waiting for us to go for my mother.We still have half an hour before we need to leave. Levy said he would come with us and cancel all his plans. Sweet of him but you know, this is something that I have to do with my sister on our own. I’m an adult, a big girl now and all my life it seems, I have done big girl shit. Today is no different.Of course, it would be good to have my man by my side to support me and place his arm around me. Only who would Taylor have? Exactly. I need to be there for her like I always was when it was just her and I against the world.Besides, I know that Levy has some pretty important shit to sort out himself. We still need to talk about that, not today, however. It can wait. I trust Levy implicitly and when he is re
Harper“Where are you going?” Taylor asks as she spoons cereal into her mouth.“Over to see Levy. Are you good?”She looks adorable with her bed-hair and rosy cheeks. The best is watching her eat with an appetite. For a hot minute or two, I thought she was going to have some serious issues with eating. Thankfully, whatever she was going through has passed and her appetite is restored.“At this time? You know we have to go for momma in,” she glances up at the clock on the kitchen wall. “An hour, Harper.”“I know but I feel like a shit about last night and I, you know,” I shrug my shoulder. “Kinda want to go over and see him.”“You better not be late back.” My oh my, she sounds like one of my old school mistresses back in the day.“No, ma’am. I won’t be late.”“Cut that shit out!” she says making me grin.I go over to her at the island and give her a kiss on the cheek. “Thanks, Sis.” She shrugs me off but I give her another kiss in any case.With a light step and fluttering in my stomach
LevyI have been awake most of the night thinking about this whole damn shitshow of a situation. Harper is absolutely right. I need to tell her. After all, if I want a relationship with her that is long-term based on trust, openness and honesty, then Harper deserves to know everything about me and what happened back then.Hell, I’ve carried the guilt and burden of this on me for eighteen years and I need to tell Dylan. My insides churn and I am not a man who suffers easily with a churning stomach. But all of a sudden, I feel like I have way too much to lose.Throwing the rest of the dregs of the black coffee down the sink, I swill out the mug and leave it on the side for later. I’ve got an early start to go meet up with the guys but first I need to drop in and see Harper before she goes off with Taylor to pick up her mother.Dammit, I missed her warm body in bed with me last night. I love the way she snores lightly; it’s like she blows bubbles in her sleep. When she is with me at nigh