ONE WEEK EARLIER...
Logan
I fling my bookbag over my shoulder, then make my way out the front door. I try to walk fast, nearly running, so my mom doesn't catch me.
She keeps forcing me to sit at the table and scarf down breakfast every day, and I am over it. Also, I have no desire to let the family chauffeur drive me to school. I'd rather take the bus with everyone else. The last thing I need is for people to think I am too good for the public school bus.
"Logan, wait."
Damn, I was so close to escaping!
"Yes, mom," I sigh and look at my mother, who is leaning against the couch. She narrows her eyes and looks me up and down as if studying me carefully.
To be quite honest, my mother kind of terrifies me. She is what you call it...sort of rough around the edges. Even my father is scared of her. The only person who isn't afraid would be my little sister Mia. She is their little princess, after all.
"Where do you think you are going?" mom asks. Her green eyes always look cold, like a pair of frosty emeralds.
"School?"
"Yes, I know that, smartass. I mean, why are you not eating with us?" she asks sternly.
"I will skip breakfast this morning. I'll be late for the bus if I sit down at the table, mother." I try not to sound irritated since I know it may make her angry.
She winces. "Don't call me 'mother.' It feels so...impersonal. And you could tell Barry to drive you to school. I keep telling you this for the hundredth time. So no need to miss family breakfast for the sake of catching the bus."
"And I told you I like riding the bus with other kids for the thousandth time."
Mom sighs. "Sweetie, you don't need to feel like having a chauffeur is a bad thing. We have enough money to afford one, so why not use it? It's as if you are ashamed to be born into a rich family. Quite ridiculous, don't you think? A lot of kids would kill to be in your position."
"You know money is not the reason why I am ashamed of this family, mom. Did you forget about our family business?" I grin. My mom hates it when I talk about the secrets of our infamous family. She tried to get away from it all by cutting ties with my grandfather, but it wasn't possible. Both of my grandparents are powerful people, and none of them would let us go.
But...that's a story for another day.
"I have to go, mom, or I'll miss the bus," I said curtly, then ran out before she could say anything else.
"What's up, nerd? Sleep well last night?" Felix slaps my back as I sit down next to him.
"Yea. Mom almost made me miss the bus," I say irritably.
Felix frowns. "I don't understand why you even bother to sit in this smelly bus. You could be arriving at school like a king. We could both be arriving like a king, but of course, you are a shitty friend, so you make me ride with all these assholes with you. Jeez, can we just trade family already?"
I chuckle. "Trust me, Felix. You do not want to trade with me."
Felix is my best friend. We met in elementary school and have stuck together like two peas in a pod since then. I tell him everything except for some things about my family background. I was taught not to trust anyone with that information. Not even my best friend. Luckily, I'm very good at keeping secrets.
"Anyway, Becky Greenwalt is having a party tomorrow night. Are you going?" Felix waggles his eyebrows.
"No, I'm good. I need to work on my research paper."
"Dude, it's Friday night. You can work on it on Sunday. It's not even due till next week. What the hell is your problem? Let's just go to the party!" Felix punches me on the shoulder.
"It's just not my scene. What can I say?" I shrug.
"Not your scene? Come on, live a little."
"No one wants to hang out with a faggot like you anyway."
I hear a harsh voice speaking to me, and my mouth fills with bitterness.
Frances Walter, my enemy.
Francis had been bullying me since middle school because of an incident between us. It was my fault, and I guess he holds a grudge pretty well because he still hasn't forgotten about it.
He constantly calls me names, tries to hurt my feelings, and gets pissed off when I don't react.
"Seriously, Francis? Fag? You are calling me a Fag? How original." I roll my eyes.
"That's what you are, aren't you? Or do you prefer I call you a twink?" Frances barks. "I bet you and your butt buddy Felix have lots of fun over the weekends, don't you? That's why you don't come to parties, right?" Francis grins.
"I am not gay, Francis. And you're being unnecessarily offensive right now, calling him names is not necessary," Felix comes to my defense and I wish he hadn't because I don't want him to be under Francis's radar.
I don't mind all the name-calling. I am used to it. I came out of the closet during my freshman year, and so far, Francis is the only one who has a problem with it. And I know it has nothing to do with my sexuality. Francis just hated me, point blank.
"Oh, look at you trying to defend your boyfriend. That's very sweet, Felix, but stay out of this conversation. This is between your butt buddy Logan and me," Francis says.
"Well, you did drag Felix into it by calling him my butt buddy." I remind him. "Why don't you turn around and sit properly before you get yelled at by the bus driver, Francis? I'm only warning you because I care about you. I don't want you to get detention again."
"I will make you regret using that condescending tone with me, Logan," Francis said with gritted teeth, but he turned around and sat back down.
I snort. Francis was all bark, but at the end of the day, he was scared of detention.
Felix I and I didn't talk to each other until we got off the bus because we didn't want Francis to hear. But I could tell Felix was upset about the whole thing.
We separate after we arrive at school since we had different classes. He has English, and I have Math.
Next up is the gym class. I grab my gym bag and head to the locker room. I always like to get there early so I can use the restroom to change there.
Some guys from our football team are already there, so I smile and say hi. Their eyes narrow.
"Hey, fellas. Getting ready for the game next weekend?" I comment.
"Yeah." one of them grunts. I think his name is Thomas. He avoids my eyes as he reluctantly starts to change his clothes.
I can't help but smirk. No matter how much they say they accept me as I am, they still feel uneasy around me. When they are in the locker room with me, they hesitate to change their clothes. I'm pretty sure they think that, just because I'm gay, I would stare at their junks the whole time.
Which is why I walk straight into the shower to change my clothes, so they don't think I am gawking at them.
I touch the door to the shower and am about to get in, but pause as the locker room door bursts open.
Everyone Stops talking for a moment. The room suddenly becomes eerily silent as if everyone decided to stop breathing. I look at the kid who just walked in and realized why everybody was acting like this.
Danielle Ortega has entered the room.
LoganOkay, I will admit, the kid looked intimidating.Looking at his muscular body, one would think he is on the wrestling or football team. He isn't, yet somehow, he looks bigger than all the athletes in our school.I always found it ridiculous that people avoided Daniel like the plague. So what if he is kind of scary looking with his deep scar running down the side of his face, and he has tattoos like an ex-convict? He barely ever talks to people, so rumors about him spread all over the school like wildfire. And yet, he never once defended himself.It is as if he enjoys being feared."Hi Danny!" I chirp and wave at him.Danny looks at me wide eyed and grunts. "Don't call me, Danny."Thomas gives me a warning glance as if to tell me I shouldn't talk to Danny.What do they think will happen if I talk to him? Is he going to murder me?"That's your name, isn't it?" I wink."The name is Daniel. And don't fucking talk to me.""And now I can't talk to you? Jeez, Danny. We've been going to
LoganI am filming Daniel Ortega knitting a sweater with his grandma, and I feel giddy.The high school bad boy isn't so bad after all. And he knows how to knit! How adorable.I stop when Daniel notices me for the first time. His eyes turn wide as he recognizes me, but he doesn't open his mouth to speak.Speechless? I don't blame him."Hey, guys! Having fun without me?" I chirp.Daniel's grandma looks at me and smiles brightly. "Can I help you, hijo?""I'm Logan. I'm here to volunteer." I explain to Mrs. Ortega."Ah, yes. They told us there would be young people coming in here and keeping us company. Since we are not dying yet, they want us to die sooner by listening to teenagers whine about everything," Mrs. Ortega waves her hands.I chuckle. I like this woman."That's exactly right, Mrs. Ortega.""Oh, please. Call me, Camilla. Come sit in front of me and have a good look at you. My eyes don't work as well anymore, so I can't see things that are away."I walk toward her quickly and t
LoganRemorse? No.I don't regret blackmailing Daniel. I am not the one who uses his looks to create terror in people's hearts. Why does he have to scowl all the time? Couldn't he be nice and smile for once?And he isn't nice to me at all. He never was. Come to think of it, when we were in middle school, Daniel pushed me because I was in his way instead of asking me to move. He stomps around the hallways like he is some kind of a monster.If Daniel had been nice to me from the beginning and not given me the cold shoulder, I would've taken it easy on him. His grumpiness was cute at first, but now, it's starting to bother me. Besides, I've been wanting to take revenge on Francis Walter for a while now. So now that I met someone stronger than him, it is time to use him against that asshole. Sure, I could've told either of my grandfathers and taken care of him, but...I am not that heartless.Francis acts tough, but he is much smaller and wimpier than Daniel. I know for a fact that he w
Logan "Where are you going in such a hurry?" my mom calls behind me as I run upstairs, but I don't have the time to stop and explain. Daniel is already on his way over here, and I must hurry and make sure my room is in good shape. Calling me a messy person would be the understatement of the century. My idea of putting clothes away is to throw them across the room as soon as I take them off. A bad habit, I know. I was born with a silver spoon in my mouth, so I didn't do many house chores. My mom used to scold me and make me do basic stuff like doing my own laundry and cleaning my room, but she gave up after a while. Because our housekeeper kept coming in and cleaning stuff for me, it's safe to say I'm spoiled. But today is Wednesday, and our housekeeper does not clean on Wednesdays. I open my bedroom door and gasp as I see the state my room is in. Dammit...Daniel will be here any moment now. He will think I'm some kind of a disgusting slob when he sees my room. Wait a minute, wh
DanielPeople are afraid of me.I suppose it should hurt my feelings, but it doesn't. It used to, but not anymore.You can't make someone like you if they have already made up their minds about you. And that's the story of my life.It all started because of my accident when I was 12 years old. But that's a story for another day.Right now, I have to focus on this asshole in front of me who had just planted one on my lips.I always rolled my eyes when people talked about "virgin kisses" in the past. There is nothing virgin about them. We have all been kissed by a mother or a relative, but I still hoped my first romantic kiss would be memorable and sweet.It was not.It was given to me by Logan—the last face I wish to remember. The worst part is that he doesn't look particularly sorry. No, he seems shocked, as if his body moved on its own."I'm..." Logan swallows, then parts his lips, staring at me while I glare back at him. "I'm—""WHO WANTS TACOS!?"I jump a mile and then turn around.
"What was that all about?" I confronted my mother after Daniel left.Mom tilts her eyebrow. "What are you talking about?""You were all over Daniel. Asking him a million questions. Who hired you to be my wing woman?""A wing woman!" mom exclaims. "I don't know what you are talking about.""You were asking Daniel if he is single, and then you told him I am single. So you were clearly trying to play Cupid," I say irritably."Oh sweetheart, why do you always make things about yourself? I was doing no such thing. I was only asking Daniel questions to make him feel more comfortable with us. You know, getting him to talk about himself more.""Why do you care?" I demand to know."He just seems like a very nice, quiet kid. I felt bad." mom shrugs."I think you made him more uncomfortable by all those questions," I said."You don't know that. Besides, I was asking him if he was seeing anybody, and that could mean a girl too, so I was basically asking him if he had a girlfriend. Pretty standard
DanielI wish I could stop thinking about that kiss with Logan, but I can't. I can still feel it lingering on my lips. No matter how hard I try, I can't seem to erase the memory.What is wrong with me?That moron...why did he have to steal my first kiss?The more I think about it, the angrier I get.God, this is annoying.I'll get over it eventually, I think to myself, even though deep down, I don't really believe it. Logan has already gotten under my skin.I hurried home after I left Logan's house. It was almost ten on a school night, and Abuela would have my head if she found out I was out late. She doesn't live with us anymore, but she somehow always knows when I don't get enough sleep."Danny! You are home!"My heart warms when I see Trisha running toward me with a big smile on her face.I feel a twinge of guilt for coming home so late. Because I knew she was waiting for me.I usually come home right after school when I don't have to go to my part-time job, so she knows when to ex
Logan Daniel heaves when he sees me walking toward his table. I guess he didn't expect this to happen daily. I wasn't planning on sitting with him at lunch every day either, as I usually sat with my own group of classmates. But I liked hanging out with Daniel last time. The faces he makes when he is annoyed at me are entertaining. Too bad, so sad, tough guy. I decided we are friends now. "What do you want now?" he snarls at me like a wild beast, making me laugh. "Want? Nothing. I am just here to eat my lunch with you," I give him an innocent look. "What for? I don't need a lunch buddy. I've been eating alone since middle school, and I prefer it that way," Daniel grumbles. I shook my head. "No, you don't, Danny. You look absolutely miserable eating alone every day." "That's just my face." He scowls. I drop my tray at the table and sit down. "Listen, I am not hurting you by eating with you, so just let me..." "You are hurting my brain by making me look at your face," Daniel inte