Chapter Seven
Someone shaking my shoulder broke me out of my random dream. I groaned and refused to open my eyes, but whoever it was didn’t let up. For a minute, I forgot where I was and my mind automatically went to thinking it was Ryan. As soon as the thought popped into my head, I shot up and the shadowy figure peering over me, quickly moved back.
‘What the hell?!’ I asked confused and disoriented. I didn’t even realise I had fallen asleep. I wasn’t even tired. The room was pitch black. I leaned over and tapped the base of the lamp on the bedside table, instantly lighting the room up with a warm yellow glow and I saw it was just Jemma.
‘Sorry darling, I didn’t want to disturb you, but we ordered some dinner, you must be starving’. As if answering for me, My stomach growled and she smiled. ‘Come on’. I rubbed my eyes and climbed off the bed. ‘Is that Alex’s jacket?’ She asked, looking me up and down, examining me.
‘Gosh, this is embarrassing’. I admitted shyly, unzipping it but Jemma put her hands over mine, stopping me.
‘No, it's not. You wear it if it makes you feel better’. I smiled at her, happy she understood and then followed her out of the room into the clubhouse where everyone was already sitting down. They had rearranged the tables in the bar to make one big one…
It reminded me of the family dinner we had when I first came here, At Jemma and Ron’s house.
I sat down next to Sarah and Jemma put a plate of food in front of me. I thanked her and as soon as she took her seat, not surprisingly at the head of the table, everyone picked up their forks and dug in…
Dinner time was filled with random conversations between different people, but I just stayed silent. Cleo was back and after the altercation earlier, I didn’t want to say anything else that would offend her…
‘So, Harley, How long are you here for this time?’ Cleo, herself, asked as if reading my mind. I shifted uncomfortably as everyone’s eyes turned to me.
‘Well... I guess it depends on what I need to help with but I have no plans on going back anytime soon’. I told her, hoping my answer was sufficient enough, but apparently not;
‘Well, I hope when you do leave you don’t just cut everyone off like last time’.
‘Cleo!’. Sarah snapped.
‘What? It's a genuine question.’ She looked back at me, ‘Alex tried to contact you, Ron did, Jemma did, you ignored everyone’.
‘Because I was trying to move on with my life’. I told her, sorta... Kinda... Not really.. Standing up for myself.
‘So we’re that forgettable?’ I could see she was pushing for another argument.
‘No. I couldn’t forget anyone, least of all Alex. I missed him every day, I missed everyone every day’.
‘Didn’t seem like it’. She started poking her food, making it clear she was done talking, but I wasn’t.
‘You don’t know anything about me, or my life or what I go through daily. This, all of you, your way of life was and still is completely new to me. I came here to meet my dad, and instead ended up getting kidnapped! Beaten, I thought I was going to die. I was terrified! I couldn’t stay here after that, I didn’t feel safe and if you’re hurt because I didn’t keep in contact, to be honest, I don’t care. You might be used to that stuff happening, but I wasn’t. I loved Alex and I came back to help, so get off my case!’.
She seemed speechless at my rant, as did everyone else sitting around the table. There was silence for a minute before Jemma broke it by announcing a reminder that the girls had to go and visit the guys tomorrow.
‘Can I go?’ I asked shyly once everyone started their conversations again.
‘Unfortunately sweetheart, you can’t. If you go and visit Alex or Ron, there will be a paper trail, a link from you to the club and our plan relies on you NOT being associated with us. If our plan works out, they will be home soon enough, ok?’ She reached out to touch my arm as if comforting me. I was gutted. It made sense but I would have loved to see Alexander. I just nodded and went back to eating.
As dinner carried on, I stayed quiet as everyone talked about how excited they were to go and see the guys tomorrow. Sarah was taking the kids and they were just as excited to see Harry as she was.
Jemma was talking to Cleo about sharing a car to go up and see Jackson and Ron. Everyone else was making the same arrangements and to be completely honest… I was jealous. I was so, so jealous.
But I kept my mouth shut, I kept eating my dinner and I just sat there, just wishing I could even just talk to Alexander and tell him how sorry I was for ignoring his emails, to explain, I knew he would understand my side, I just... Wanted to apologise, but I couldn’t even do that.
I just tried to put it all to the back of my mind for now and just be happy for everyone else…
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Hours had gone by and everyone had gone home. Jemma asked if I was sure I didn’t want to stay with her, but I really didn’t. I felt comfortable here, I could do my own thing, I’d just feel really on edge in their home like I couldn’t relax properly or something… I don’t know.
Either way, She was the last to leave and then it was just me and Chase, one of the new members. He was a ‘’keep quiet and keep to himself’’ type of guy, but something told me he would be able to handle anyone who was stupid enough to come here… in total, I felt safe.
Once they were all gone, I headed back to my room and had a nice, scalding hot shower before changing into my Pyjamas and getting into bed.
I worried I wouldn’t be able to sleep with the nap I had today but as soon as my head hit the pillow, my eyes felt heavy and I quickly drifted off to sleep…
Chapter EightA few weeks have passed since I came back to PTV and not much has happened. Jemma and the girls go and see the guys every week. Even though I didn’t make it obvious, whenever they came back, telling me all about how well they were doing and how great it was to see them, I was bitter. Very bitter and very jealous.Jemma still hasn’t shared what her plan actually was for getting the guys out of prison or why she needed me to help her… which was strange because she said I needed to come back as soon as possible and it just feels like we're all mooching around, wasting time...I tried asking a few times but she just kept telling me she was waiting on some information and then she was going to share it with everyone. It seemed weird but I
Chapter NineWalking back, the heat was more annoying than pleasant now. I couldn’t help but think… How long had Jemma been seeing that man behind Ron’s back? Was it a recent thing or had it been going on for a while?I mean, I think I was proof enough that Ron wasn’t exactly faithful… at least he hadn’t been in the past, I couldn’t judge her, I didn’t know enough about their relationship, or care to for that matter, to do that.I was almost home when I heard a car honk and pull up next to me. I looked over and saw Jemma, smiling, waving at me. I debated just ignoring her, but she knew I had seen her now, it would just cause more awkward tension later on. I headed over to see what she wanted.
Chapter TenJemma’s Point of ViewAs I pulled away from my lover’s lips, movement in the distance caught my eye and I saw Harley as she walked away. Oh no, she must have seen us.Shit!‘What’s wrong?’ I looked at Allan, the panic must have been clear on my face, he let go of me instantly and turned around to see what I was looking at. ‘What is it?!’‘We were seen, that’s what’.‘WHAT?!’ I rolled my eyes at his over dramatic reaction. ‘Ron will chop my dick off and have me killed if he found out about us!’.
Chapter Eleven** A few days later **I’ve been avoiding Jemma for a few days, not really wanting to see or deal with her to be completely honest, so when Sarah called and invited me out shopping, I jumped at the chance to be out of the clubhouse for a few hours.I didn’t have much money, so I wasn’t going to go wild, but it turned out Sarah just wanted to grab some bits for the baby. It was cute, seeing all the little clothes and shoes.‘So, are you excited?’ I asked as we walked down the baby aisle of the supermarket, Sarah’s cart already filled with diapers, wipes and some other bits and bobs. She stopped at the bottles and loaded a bunch into the cart too.
Chapter TwelveSarah dropped me off outside the clubhouse and drove off. I felt so bad for her. I really, really hope Harry is ok! Surely Jemma would know more, hopefully, she was here. I ran up the yard and into the office, but it was empty.‘Shit!’. Turning around, I headed into the clubhouse. Eric and some of the others were in there, and luckily, so was she. ‘What happened? Is he ok?!’ I asked frantically. Jemma came over to me, putting her arm around my shoulder and took me to sit down.‘Harry was attacked’. I nodded, knowing that part. ‘He’s going to survive it’. I let out a breath I hadn’t realised I had been keeping inside and dropped my head into my hands. I was so glad, Jesus Christ, I was so glad!
Chapter ThirteenWalking into the club, it was busy, very busy. One of the women, Erica, I think, showed me a photo of the man we were looking for. She made a joke about how he wasn’t attractive and should be easy for me to ‘’pick up’’ If only I had that confidence. I just felt like a mess right now.After making more than a few rounds of the whole place, there was no sign of the man in the photo I had seen. We even split up to check all the areas just to make sure we weren’t missing him while we checked one space, but he wasn’t here.Stacy went and asked the bartender if he looked familiar, but that proved pointless too, the bartender had never seen him... Apparently.Satisfied
Chapter FourteenWalking into the club, the music instantly deafened us, but luckily, the man we were looking for was sitting at the bar. Easy enough… so far. The girls split off and went in different directions but they assured me that they would be keeping an eye and the newbies were outside, watching too. We wouldn’t be able to get out of this club without something seeing, so I felt safe enough… for now.I made my way to the bar and sat down next to him.‘What do you want?’ The bartender yelled over the music, just barely audible.‘Jack and coke!’. He nodded and set about making my drink. The guy next to me, I didn’t even know his name, Jemma never told me, Hadn’t so much as looke
Not everyone reads the comments I reply to or the comment I posted with an update so I figured this was the next best option. As of today (21st April 2021), This book has officially been marked as signed, yay! However, Goodnovel has told me it will take a few days for the system to sync it all up and register this book under the benefits of a signed book. It should only take a couple more days and then I will post the rest of the chapters that I have written (Up until Chapter 30 currently - over 30k words). I haven't completed the book YET as for a few weeks, I have been dealing with personal things and editing another one of my books, however, the book IS about 90% completed so there will only be a few more chapters to come after the bulk I will be posted in just a few short days.Anyway, I hope you're excited to see what's next for Harley and her outlaws!!!!