Confusion

I immediately looked at the speaker.

It was the guy with light blue hair, and I remembered he stole my first kiss.

"Sorry, I forgot to introduce myself. I'm Geri Nyx, the Alpha of the Nyx's Clan," he said and smiled. "And the one who stole my first kiss, am I right? I didn't know that the Alpha of Nyx's Clan was suspicious," I said seriously, making him laugh.

I immediately looked into his eyes.

They were warm, and he looked comfortable. "It's not because of that, because I saw that you talked to Alpha Cristof," he said with a smile, which made me smile.

"So, you also think that he might be the reason why I'm crying?" I asked, smiling while wiping my tears.

I noticed that he put his hands behind his back. "Berries, you know that the desire of the Alpha is the desire of his clan, right?" he said seriously, then started walking. I immediately started walking too.

"So? What does that have to do with me?" I suddenly asked him.

"Be my Luna. I promise to protect you from anyone, even my friends," he said with a smile that made me laugh.

He immediately stopped. "Why? I'm serious," he said as he walked toward me, and I stopped walking.

"I'm sorry, you're weird because you asked me to be Luna and not mate," I said to him seriously, prompting him to cross his arms.

"Berries, when you become the Luna of my clan, it means that you are my mate, and that is the desire of my clan. But the truth is that it is my desire. I just want to take them with me because they are important to me. Berries, can you be my Luna?" he said seriously, which surprised me.

How did we get to this? How did it happen?

I immediately swallowed. "Geri, I don't know what to tell you. I don't even know why this is happening. You know that Cristof is my mate," I said. When I hesitated, he laughed.

"I'm just correcting you, former mate. You changed your desire, didn't you? I know because your smell changes. Cristof doesn't know that because he experienced different types of your smell, but we? You can't fool us. You can choose who will be your mate, Berries or Bam? I thought you were just a human; I didn't know that you had the blood of a werewolf running in you. Tell me, how did that happen, Bam?" he said, startling me.

I was confused by what he was saying. "What are you talking about? I don't know why my desire changed. All I know is that I understood Cristof, and I no longer feel hurt when I look into his eyes. Maybe that's why I have the blood of a werewolf," I said seriously.

"Well, I don't care about your secret or your family. If you don't want to be my Luna, I will make sure that I will be your mate," he said and started walking. "First rest, then get ready, because you really smell good. Not only I can smell that, everyone can, because you gave them a chance to be your mate. I know you knew that before you changed your desire," he said and turned his back on me.

I do not know. Why doesn't he believe that I don't know? Do I look like a liar? I don't know how my desire changed. Maybe I need to ask my dad and mom—they might know something.

I was going back to mom's office when I met Cloud.

"Strawberries? I'm really looking for you," he said happily, which made me wonder.

"Why is Alpha Cloud looking for me? Do you need anything?" I asked him with a smile. "Ah, wait, that's just Berries," I added when I realized he said my name.

He immediately laughed and scratched his head. "Ah, I'm sorry, but can I just have Strawberries? That's my favorite," he said shyly, which made me wonder even more.

"So you like me? Are you all tripping on me?? At first, you four threatened to spread my secret, and now? What's this? Do you really intend to destroy my life?" I said calmly, because honestly, I can't be nice anymore. I really can't take it anymore after what Cristof did.

"If you can say that, it only means one thing. You're the one I smelled so fragrant. Strawberries, once I gave a chance to be a mate, I'm really doing everything to get that," he said with a smile, then brought his face closer to mine.

He immediately came to my ear and whispered, "I can kiss you better than them," he said, which surprised me. I immediately pushed him softly.

"What are you saying? Do I look like I'm chasing a kiss?" I said seriously, causing him to stand up straight.

"No, but your body? We're aware. Yes," he said, then touched my cheek. "Do you remember me holding your arms when the four of us threatened you? When I first saw you, I immediately knew you had werewolf blood. They didn't smell that. Do you know why? Because someone cursed you. So I thought I might be your mate, and that's when I was sure that I could be your mate. But I found out something from Cristof, and we thought he was your mate. But he can't smell that you're a werewolf, so I thought I still have a chance," he said, then ruffled my hair.

I couldn't believe what he said. I was about to ask when suddenly a familiar voice said,

"Oh, so that's the way it is."

I immediately turned to the speaker and was surprised to see Geri.

"Hi, my Luna. Sorry if I followed you. The truth is I just wanted to hear your parents talk, but I don't think I'll hear the truth from our friend," Geri said, smiling and walking with Cloud.

I immediately heard Cloud’s heavy breathing. "You didn’t ask a question, did you? So Geri, can you stop Strawberries? You’re scaring him," he said. I swallowed.

Actually, Cloud is scarier because he said he can kiss better, he knows that my body needs that, and he knows that I'm cursed. Who wouldn’t be afraid of that?

"Hah? It's even more believable that he's afraid of you. So how did you say that Bam is cursed?" Geri said seriously, causing me to look seriously.

"Yance told me to find a vampire and do everything to drink their blood because Bam is important to him. That's the only thing I could say, because if I said too much he would hate me, and that's not what I want," Cloud said with a sigh, which was why Geri removed her arm from Cloud.

I was even more surprised and confused. What does Yance have to do with this? I wanted to see him even more. Geri suddenly giggled.

"That's why. Well, I don't want to make him angry either. Haha! Who would want to make that werefire angry? Interesting," Geri said with a smile, which left me even more confused.

I don't know what they're talking about. I don't know if I have the right to ask questions about myself. I'm confused.

"What, when will I pick up Yance at the airport?" I asked shyly.

The two of them looked at me in surprise. "Cristof didn't tell you? Actually, only Cristof knows, right?" he said seriously, as Geri turned to him.

"But he told me, you know—I'm not done with that, I should say—"

"Cloud!" Cristof called, and when he cut off what I was going to tell Cloud, Cloud immediately approached Cristof. The truth is, where were they hiding? Suddenly, they appeared.

Cristof looked at me, and I immediately looked in another direction.

"Ohh… you changed your desire, but he is still the one your heart wants. Tsk, tsk, tsk… what you did was dangerous, my Luna," he said seriously to Geri, which annoyed me.

"Strawberries!" Cloud called me as an excuse to calm down a bit. I immediately turned to him but was surprised Cristof smiled at me.

"What's wrong with you!" I said with furrowed brows, which surprised Cristof and Cloud. Cloud immediately noticed that I was looking at Cristof, so he turned to the side.

Cristof immediately came to me with a smile. "Sup, my beautiful mate. Do you know how much I miss the smell of your pain?" he said with a smile as he touched my chin.

"Why are you surprised? Do you want me to guess what your new desire is?" he said, then came to my neck and inhaled my scent. I immediately forced myself to calm down, which caused him to laugh softly.

"You badly don’t want me to smell your feelings? I’m going to tell you, Berries. Not because your desire is not to let me smell your feelings, I can never smell them anymore. And not because I can’t smell them, I’m not the one anymore, your mate," said Cristof seriously, which surprised me.

Is that really my desire?

Because if yes, I'm a fool.

"Cristof, we also smelled the pain you’re talking about, so don’t think too much. It’s not good for your behavior," Geri said seriously and moved me away from Cristof. I immediately looked at Geri.

"Thank you," I said softly and smiled.

"Anything for you, my lady," he said, causing me to grin.

Then Cloud came to me. "I hope you'll be patient with Cristof. By the way, next week you’re going to pick up Yance, okay, Strawberries? Leave us here because it might get hotter if you stay here," he said, laughing.

I immediately went and looked at Cristof again.

He immediately smiled, came to me, and kissed me on the lips. I immediately pushed him.

"What are you doing?" I said seriously, which caused him to smile and pinch the tip of my nose.

"You missed my kiss, didn’t you?" he said. I was surprised.

I immediately looked at him evilly. "Are you crazy!?" I said and didn’t think twice before running.

While running, I couldn’t stop touching my lips. Maybe his lips are my favorite taste.

"Stupid. Of course, I miss it," I said and smiled.