LOGINRiley
I had done exactly one thing in my entire life without my father’s approval, and I was determined not to mess it up. Figure skating. It was my secret rebellion, planned and saved for in silence. While my father graded papers and muttered about “frivolous pursuits,” I watched old Olympic routines. He wanted debate team, honor society, a direct path to law school. I wanted the ice. For two years, I trained in secret at the public rink across town. I paid for lessons with money I saved from tutoring kids in calculus, a fact he never knew. I auditioned for the university’s skating team without telling him, and I didn’t say a word until the acceptance letter was in my hand. Today was my first official day. “Excuse me, sorry.” I squeezed through the crowd clogging the hallway outside Thompson Arena, my gym bag thumping against my leg. The noise from inside was a physical thing, a deep roar that vibrated in my chest. I should have been heading to the figure skaters' locker room for orientation, but I’d promised Marvel I’d catch the end of his game. Falcons versus Eagles. The big rivalry. My boyfriend had been talking about this game for weeks. Five minutes, I told myself. Then I’d run. I pushed through the heavy double doors just as the sound exploded into a deafening cheer. Good. The game was still on. My eyes flew to the scoreboard. Falcons 4, Eagles 3. Four minutes left. “Marvel!” I whispered, scanning the ice for his number—22. “Riley?” My stomach flipped over. Three rows down, arms crossed over his chest, eyes locked on the game, stood my father. “Dad?” I made my way down the concrete steps, forcing a smile that felt too bright. “You’re here?” Of course he was here. He was the Falcons’ head coach. This was his life. I felt stupid for not expecting him. He didn’t smile. Just gave me a brief, business-like nod before turning his attention back to the ice. I let out a quiet breath and looked for Marvel. There he was. Number 22, moving with a grace that always surprised me. Fast, smooth, completely in control. He cut left, dodged a defender, and I lifted my phone. I had to get a picture. I framed the shot just as he pulled his stick back, every muscle tight and ready. Then someone crashed into the frame. Number 17. The Falcons’ captain came out of nowhere. His stick snapped forward, and with one clean, ruthless move, he stole the puck right from Marvel’s control. One second Marvel had it. The next, he was stumbling, off-balance, as number 17 blew past him. I lowered my phone, my breath catching in my throat. He moved like a storm. Aggressive. Unstoppable. His own teammates seemed to clear a path for him as he charged the Eagles’ goal. The goalie crouched, but it was too late. The crack of the puck hitting the net was sharp and final. The arena erupted. Falcons 5, Eagles 3. When the buzzer sounded a minute later, it was over. The Falcons swarmed their captain, lifting him onto their shoulders. The crowd was chanting, shaking the old rafters. “Collins! Collins! Collins!” Ray Collins. My father’s favorite. The golden boy. As if he felt me staring, he turned his head where he sat on his teammates’ shoulders. His gaze, dark and intense, found mine across the crowded bleachers. It held for one second. Two. I looked away first, a hot spark of irritation flaring in my chest. There was something about the way he soaked in the worship, like it was his birthright, that grated on me. Too arrogant. When I looked back toward the visitors’ bench, the Eagles were already filing off the ice, heads down. Oh, no. Marvel. “Ignore the final score,” my father said beside me, a note of pure satisfaction in his voice. “That was championship-level hockey.” “Marvel played well, too,” I murmured, already gathering my bag. My father started talking about defensive strategy, but I wasn’t listening. Marvel hated losing. He’d be dissecting every mistake, furious with himself. I needed to find him. “I’ll meet you for dinner later,” I said, cutting him off gently. He just nodded, his mind already on his winning team. The visiting team’s locker room was down a narrow, damp-smelling hallway on the east side of the arena. I’d been here before. Marvel always came out this way. I waited outside the heavy door, shifting my weight from foot to foot, practicing my lines in my head. It’s one game. You were amazing. That goal in the second period was perfect. Next time. The door finally swung open. A player stepped out, still in full gear, his helmet on. Relief washed through me. “Hey,” I said softly, taking a step closer. “You okay?” He didn’t answer. Just stood there, his back to me. “I know you’re upset, but you played so well tonight,” I continued. The words tumbled out in a rush. “That breakaway in the second period? I thought for sure you had it.” I reached out and touched his arm. “And you don’t have to measure yourself against their captain. You’re better than him anyway.” He went completely still. “Better than who?” A deep, unfamiliar voice answered. It wasn't Marvel’s. I watched, my heart freezing, as he turned slowly. He lifted his helmet off in one smooth motion. Dark hair, damp with sweat. A sharp jaw. Eyes that weren’t Marvel’s warm brown, but a piercing, cool gray. Ray Collins. My hand snapped back from his arm like I’d been burned. I stumbled back a step, my fingers knotting together. He just looked down at me, that intense gaze taking in my shock, my embarrassment. A faint, unreadable smile touched his lips. “You were saying?” he asked, his voice a low rumble. Humiliation burned my cheeks, quickly followed by a wave of pure annoyance. I hated that I’d been caught off guard. I hated the way he was looking at me, like I was a funny little puzzle. I opened my mouth, ready to tell him exactly what I thought of arrogant hockey players who eavesdropped, when the Falcons’ locker room door burst open behind him. Laughter and the smell of sweat spilled into the hall. Three of his teammates, still in their gear, piled out. One of them, a guy with a buzz cut, spotted me and grinned. “Whoa! Aren’t you Riley?” Buzz Cut said, slinging an arm around Ray Collins’s shoulders. “Coach Hartwell’s daughter, right? Saw you in the stands.” Another player, taller, chimed in. “Aren’t you being unfair? You’re our coach’s kid. Shouldn’t you be, I dunno, cheering for us?” All their eyes were on me. I felt like a bug under a glass. I tucked a strand of hair behind my ear, forcing my voice to be calm. “I might be the coach’s daughter,” I said, looking at the taller player. “But I’m not officially supporting any hockey team.” It was a stupid, defensive thing to say, but I couldn’t take it back. Ray Collins hadn’t moved. He was just watching me, that same analyzing look on his face, as if my every reaction was a play he was studying. “Riley.” The new voice was tight. Strained. I knew it well. I turned. There, a few feet away, his gear bag hanging from one hand and his face a mask of cold, clean anger, stood Marvel. My boyfriend. His eyes moved from my flushed face, to Ray Collins standing so close to me, to Ray Collins’s smirking friends. The silence in the hallway was suddenly very, very loud.POV: RayDerek lived on the second floor of Crestwood Hall. I'd been there to return a charger I'd borrowed after practice, which took approximately forty-five seconds, and I was already back in the stairwell heading down when I heard it.Breathing that wasn't right. I stopped on the landing. She was sitting four steps below me with her back against the wall and her knees pulled up to her chest. Her scarf was across her lap. Her hands were pressed flat against her knees and her head was slightly down and she was pulling air in short, shallow pulls that weren't reaching anywhere deep enough to do any good.Not crying. Not hurt, not physically. Just fighting her own lungs in a battle she was clearly losing. I knew what it was immediately.I came down the four steps quietly and sat beside her on the cold concrete floor without hesitation, without asking, without making anything out of it. I left a few inches of space between us. No touching. No crowding.She hadn't registered me yet. He
POV: RileyPractice ran forty minutes longer than scheduled. Coach Farrow had us working on a synchronized sequence for the upcoming showcase, and the timing between the three lead skaters kept breaking down at the same transition point. We ran it seven times. By the eighth it was clean enough to move on from, but my legs were heavy and my mind had been somewhere else for most of it.I was unlacing my skates on the bench when Naomi sat down beside me. She had her phone in her hand and her expression had none of its usual sharpness. It was careful in a way I hadn't seen from her before. Measured. Like she'd been preparing what she wanted to say."I need to show you something," she said. "And I need you to let me finish before you say anything."I looked at her. "Okay."She turned her phone toward me. It was Sienna Voss's Instagram. I recognized it immediately, the same profile I'd found myself two nights ago. But Naomi had gone further than I had. She'd screenshot a series of posts and
POV: RayI walked home in the cold with my hands deep in my pockets and my mind somewhere I couldn't pull it back from.Who are you, actually?The question followed me down every empty path back to my apartment. It wasn't aggressive when she asked it. It wasn't a trap. She'd asked it the way someone asks a question they've been turning over quietly for a while, like she'd already decided she wanted a real answer and was giving me the space to find one.And I'd almost given it to her. That was what unsettled me most. Not that she'd asked. Not that I'd wanted to answer. But how close it had been. One more second in that dim cold rink with her looking at me like that and everything would have come out.I pushed open my apartment door and stood in the dark for a moment before turning on the lamp.The room looked the same as I'd left it. Bowl in the sink. Textbook on the table. Jacket on the chair. I went to the drawer under my desk.The file was where I always kept it, tucked under a copy
POV: RayI couldn't stop hearing the voice. That person is still watching. I'd played it back forty times since the call ended. The woman's voice, calm and precise, like she was delivering information rather than a warning. I didn't recognize it. I had no way to trace the number. I'd sat at my kitchen table for an hour afterward, turning it over and over, trying to find an angle that made it less unsettling, and came up with nothing.So I walked.I did that sometimes when my head got too loud. Campus at night was different from campus during the day, quieter and more honest somehow, just the path lights and the wind and the occasional lit window where someone else was also awake for reasons they probably couldn't explain. I walked the perimeter of the athletics complex, past the main arena, past the training facility, not going anywhere specific.That was what I told myself. I ended up at the skating rink at two in the morning and noticed the dim glow coming through the small window b
POV: RileyHe called that evening. I almost didn't pick up. I sat on my bed watching his name light up my screen and thought about what I wanted from the conversation and came up with nothing useful. But I picked up anyway because avoiding it felt like a choice I'd regret, and I'd made enough of those recently."Can we talk?" he said. "Properly. Not in a hallway.""Sure," I said. "Come over."He arrived twenty minutes later with takeout containers that neither of us ate much of. We sat on opposite ends of my small couch with the food on the coffee table between us and we talked. Or we tried to.It started carefully. Marvel apologized for the comment about Declan, said he'd been stressed and reactive, said he knew he had no right to tell me who to spend time with. He was measured about it. Thoughtful, even. The kind of apology that had clearly been constructed on the walk over.I accepted it because the alternative was starting a conversation I wasn't ready to finish."Things have been
POV: MarvelI hadn't slept properly in six days. I knew the exact number because the last good night of sleep I'd had was the night before the Falcons game, when everything still felt manageable. Before the loss. Before the look on Riley's face at the bar. Before Sienna started texting again like the summer had never ended.I sat on the edge of my bed at eight in the morning staring at my sneakers on the floor and made a decision.I was going to fix this.Sienna lived off campus in a small apartment above a laundromat on Greer Street. I'd been there four times over the summer. I stood outside the door for two minutes before knocking, my hands in my pockets, my jaw tight, rehearsing nothing because there was nothing to rehearse. What I had to say was simple.She opened the door in a sweatshirt and socks, coffee mug in hand, and when she saw me her expression moved through three things quickly before settling on carefully."Marvel.""Can I come in for a minute?"She stepped back. I went
POV: RayMonday came like a punishment. I stood outside the athletics media room with my hands in my jacket pockets, telling myself I was calm. I was not calm. I'd barely slept. Every time I closed my eyes I saw the photograph on Hartwell's desk, the girl with the laughing eyes and the swinging hai
Riley The Rink Bar was everything I hated about hockey culture crammed into one sticky, overheated room.Blue and gold jerseys clashed everywhere I looked, Falcons and Eagles pretending to be civil while shooting daggers at each other over red plastic cups. The music was too loud, the bass vibrati
Riley's Pov Marvel,” I said, the word coming out as a relieved sigh.He didn’t smile. His eyes, usually so warm when they landed on me, were hard. “What’s going on?”“I was looking for you. I came down to… I saw the end of the game.” I took a step toward him, wanting to bridge the gap, to get us a
Ray's PovI should have said no.The second Professor Hartwell asked me to babysit his daughter, I should have walked out. But I didn’t. I just sat there, in the worn leather chair across from his desk, trying to figure out what game we were playing.I’d been in his office plenty of times. Usually,







