LOGINBlurb My father paid a hockey god to be my babysitter. Now he's the one I need saving from. Rule #1: Don't fall for the man your father is paying to watch you. I never was good with rules. When Coach Hartwell hired his star player, Ray Collins, to be my secret shadow, he thought he was protecting his "naive" daughter from the party scene. He didn't know Ray would become my obsession. Ray is arrogant, possessive, and everything I swore to hate. But when my picture-perfect world shatters, he's the only one who shows up. His hands are meant to report my every move. Instead, they trace secrets on my skin. This was a business transaction. Cash for protection. But you can't put a price on the way he looks at me or the way my heart races knowing every touch is a lie we're both choosing to believe.
View MorePOV: RileyHe laughed.Not the almost-laugh I had been collecting all semester. The real one. Soft and brief and completely unguarded, the specific laugh of someone who has been holding something tightly for a very long time and something has just released the grip.It was the most human sound I had heard from him."I have been not doing that for longer," he said.I smiled.Not the managed version. Not the composed version I deployed in rooms that required composure. The one that arrived before I could do anything about it, the one that took over my whole face without permission, the one I had been controlling since I was four years old because unguarded things in my father's world were things that could be used.Ray looked at that smile the way he looked at things that mattered. Completely. Without performing a reaction to it."There it is," he said quietly."There what is," I said."That," he said. "The one you do not plan."I looked at him. The cold pressing around us on the path o
POV: RileyHe was in the corridor when I came through.Not waiting dramatically. Just standing near the wall with his hands in his jacket pockets, the specific stillness of someone who had been there a while and was comfortable being there a while longer. The corridor smelled like cold rubber and the particular athletic smell of a building that had held a lot of people working hard. The overhead light buzzed faintly above us.I was still in my skating dress. Hair still pinned. The cold of the ice still in my skin and the adrenaline of the performance still warm underneath it, the specific combination of those two things that existed only in the minutes immediately after. It made everything very clear. Very present.He looked at me the way he had looked at me from the third row. No performance. Just the real version."You came," I said."I was always going to come," he said.I looked at him for a long moment.Not building toward something. Not deciding. The decision had been made somew
POV: RileyThe showcase was on a Thursday.Two days before the formal hearing. I had not planned the proximity. The skating program's schedule had been set in October, before the hearing date was confirmed, and the two things had simply landed where they landed. Close enough that they existed in the same atmosphere. Far enough that each one could be entirely itself.I woke at five-thirty. Made tea. Laced my shoes in the correct order. Walked to the rink in the dark December morning with my skating bag on my shoulder and my breath making small clouds that the cold took sideways.The ice was clean. Resurfaced overnight. Not a mark on it.That always mattered on showcase days. The specific perfection of unmarked ice before the first blade touched it. The reminder that the surface was ready and what happened next was entirely about the person on it.Coach Farrow ran us through the warm-up sequence at seven. Six skaters, focused and quiet, the specific pre-performance energy that was diffe
POV: RayLate practice ran until eight-thirty.The second-to-last week of the semester and Coach Brannigan was running us through defensive sequences with the specific intensity of someone who understood that the end of a semester was when attention drifted and attention drifting in defensive sequences cost games. Nobody complained. We were all too tired to complain. We just skated.By the final drill I was in my body the way I liked to be in my body, warm through and fully present, the specific grace of exhaustion that came from two hours of nothing except the ice and the play and the thing I had been doing since I was fourteen.We came off at eight-thirty. The locker room was its usual end-of-practice noise, equipment and voices and the sound of skate bags hitting benches. I sat at my stall and started unlacing and let the ordinary ritual carry me for a few minutes.Liam dropped down beside me. Not asking anything yet. Just sitting. The specific patience of someone who had decided t
POV: RayMonday came like a punishment. I stood outside the athletics media room with my hands in my jacket pockets, telling myself I was calm. I was not calm. I'd barely slept. Every time I closed my eyes I saw the photograph on Hartwell's desk, the girl with the laughing eyes and the swinging hai
Riley The Rink Bar was everything I hated about hockey culture crammed into one sticky, overheated room.Blue and gold jerseys clashed everywhere I looked, Falcons and Eagles pretending to be civil while shooting daggers at each other over red plastic cups. The music was too loud, the bass vibrati
Riley's Pov Marvel,” I said, the word coming out as a relieved sigh.He didn’t smile. His eyes, usually so warm when they landed on me, were hard. “What’s going on?”“I was looking for you. I came down to… I saw the end of the game.” I took a step toward him, wanting to bridge the gap, to get us a
RileyI had done exactly one thing in my entire life without my father’s approval, and I was determined not to mess it up.Figure skating.It was my secret rebellion, planned and saved for in silence. While my father graded papers and muttered about “frivolous pursuits,” I watched old Olympic routi






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