LOGINPatrick.
The second she whispered “Don’t,” something primal tore loose inside me.
I still held back.
Barely.
My hands slammed onto the counter on either side of her, caging her in without touching. The marble was cool beneath my palms. Ivy was anything but. Flushed cheeks, swollen lips, and that oversized sweater slipping off one shoulder, exposing smooth skin I wanted to bite.
She looked up at me with wide, hungry eyes, breathing fast, thighs pressed together like she was already aching.
Fuck.
I’d imagined this exact scene for months. She backed against a counter, wet and waiting for me to ruin her.
“You should be very careful with that word,” I said, voice low and rough.
Her fingers twisted tighter into my shirt.
“What word?”
“Don’t.”
The innocent way she said it made my cock throb painfully against my zipper. She had no idea what that single word did to a man like me.
I’d spent months jerking off to her streams, controlling every urge while she teased thousands of strangers. Now she was real, warm, and standing two inches away from my aching dick.
“You think too much,” she whispered, eyes dropping to my mouth.
I leaned in until my lips brushed her ear.
“If I stopped thinking, sweetheart, you’d already be bent over this counter with my cock buried so deep you’d feel me for days.”
Her breath hitched sharply. I watched her nipples harden into tight peaks under the thin sweater. No bra. Just those perfect tits begging for my mouth.
“You like this, me touching you like this. It makes you wet.” I murmured, dragging my thumb slowly down the side of her throat, feeling her pulse race.
Color flooded her face. “You sound arrogant.”
“I sound honest.” I let my hand slide lower, stopping just above her collarbone. “You’re soaked right now, aren’t you?”
She didn’t deny it.
Her thighs clenched again, and I nearly lost it.
“You know what I spent all of dinner thinking about?” I asked, voice darker. “The number of times you crossed and uncrossed your legs under the table while staring at my mouth. Wondering how my tongue would feel between your legs.”
“Patrick…” The warning in her voice was pathetic. She was trembling with need.
I stepped back before I did something reckless.
The distance made her frown, but I saw the way her eyes tracked me. She didn’t want me to stop.
I picked up my whiskey, needing something to keep my hands occupied.
“You should go to bed, Ivy.”
Her mouth fell open. “That’s it? You kiss me like that and now you’re sending me away?”
The frustration in her voice was adorable. And incredibly fucking hot.
I smiled slowly. “If I was dismissing you, you wouldn’t still be standing there looking at me like that.”
Silence.
Then, softer, almost shy: “How am I looking at you?”
I set the glass down and closed the distance again, backing her into the counter once more. This time I let my body press lightly against hers, letting her feel exactly how hard I was.
“Like a girl who’s dripping down her thighs and too proud to beg,” I said against her lips.
Her breath caught again.
Every reaction she had was written openly across her face. One of the things I’d become addicted to online.
I watched her shift slightly against the counter, suddenly hyper aware again of her bare legs beneath the oversized sweater.
My sweater.
“I stole this from your guest room earlier,” she admitted quietly, following my gaze downward.
“I know.”
“You seriously notice everything.”
“You keep repeating that as it surprises you.”
“It does.”
I stepped closer again slowly.
This time she didn’t even pretend not to want it.
Her breathing changed before I touched her.
“You know what surprises me?” I murmured.
“What?”
“That you still think this”—my fingers brushed lightly along the hem of the sweater covering her thigh—“is about sex.”
The air shifted instantly.
Ivy went very still beneath my hand.
Because she understood what I meant.
If this were just about sex, I could have had that anywhere. Easier. Simpler. Safer.
But I kept returning to her.
Her voice. Her honesty at two in the morning. The sadness she tried disguising as confidence.
I wanted more than performances from her. That was the problem.
“I don’t know what this is,” she admitted quietly.
Neither did I.
And that unsettled me more than anything else.
I brushed my knuckles lightly against her cheek once before stepping back completely this time.
“Go to sleep, Ivy.”
Her eyes searched mine.
“And if I can’t?”
My gaze darkened slightly.
“Then don’t stream tonight.”
The silence after that was immediate.
Tense.
Because we both knew exactly why.
Ivy stared at me for another long second before finally turning toward the doorway.
But halfway out of the kitchen, she stopped.
Looking back over her shoulder with a small, dangerous smile, she said:
“What if I only want to stream for you tonight?”
Christ.
My control snapped for half a second. I took one step forward before catching myself, fists clenched at my sides.
Ivy saw it all—the hunger, the restraint, the raw need.
And she smiled like she finally knew she had just as much power over me.
Little brat.
She was going to pay for that.
Ivy.I lasted exactly two hours upstairs before making the most dangerous decision of my life.Or maybe the best one.My body still wasn’t sure which.The house was dead silent after midnight, the snowstorm whispering against the windows while the Christmas lights outside painted soft, golden flickers across my bedroom walls. Everyone else was asleep.I should have been too.Instead, I sat cross-legged on the bed in a short silk robe, the deep crimson fabric clinging to my bare skin like a secret. My nipples were already tight, aching against the cool silk as I stared at my streaming dashboard.His last words echoed in my head on repeat.*Then don’t stream tonight.*So of course I did it anyway.For him.Only him.I opened a private room. Invite Only.My fingers trembled slightly as I typed the username.BigDaddyPHe joined in under five seconds.The second his name appeared, heat flooded between my thighs.No camera on his end. Just pure darkness.He was watching me. Hunting me with
Patrick.The second she whispered “Don’t,” something primal tore loose inside me.I still held back.Barely.My hands slammed onto the counter on either side of her, caging her in without touching. The marble was cool beneath my palms. Ivy was anything but. Flushed cheeks, swollen lips, and that oversized sweater slipping off one shoulder, exposing smooth skin I wanted to bite.She looked up at me with wide, hungry eyes, breathing fast, thighs pressed together like she was already aching.Fuck.I’d imagined this exact scene for months. She backed against a counter, wet and waiting for me to ruin her.“You should be very careful with that word,” I said, voice low and rough.Her fingers twisted tighter into my shirt.“What word?”“Don’t.”The innocent way she said it made my cock throb painfully against my zipper. She had no idea what that single word did to a man like me.I’d spent months jerking off to her streams, controlling every urge while she teased thousands of strangers. Now sh
Ivy.Avoiding Patrick became impossible by noon.Not because he chased me. Because he didn’t.He moved through the house with that infuriating calm, every glance measured, every word deliberate. Meanwhile, I was falling apart.I nearly dropped a plate when his fingers brushed mine passing the salad. I forgot what my mother asked me twice in one conversation. At dinner I caught myself staring at his mouth while he spoke to my father and I had to press my thighs together under the table when a rush of heat flooded between my legs.He stayed perfectly composed.Which only made me wetter.By evening my parents finally left for their airport hotel. The house grew quiet the second the front door closed behind them, thick snow falling heavily outside while warm Christmas lights glowed through the rooms.Just us.I stood at the kitchen island pretending to scroll on my phone, but every nerve in my body was locked on him as he poured whiskey across the room. The black sweater stretched acros
IvyI barely slept.Every time I closed my eyes, I saw him standing in the doorway, snow melting on his dark coat, that calm, predatory stillness, and those eyes that already knew every filthy secret I’d ever whispered to the camera.By four in the morning, I gave up.I crept downstairs in nothing but an oversized sweater and tiny sleep shorts, the house dark except for the soft glow of the Christmas tree. My nipples were already tight from the chill… or maybe from the knowledge that he was somewhere under the same roof.Outside, fresh snow blanketed everything. Inside me? Pure chaos.I needed coffee. I needed five minutes where Patrick Laurent didn’t exist.The second I stepped into the kitchen, I knew I wasn’t getting it.He was already there.Leaning against the marble island in black sweatpants that hung dangerously low on his hips and a dark long-sleeved shirt pushed up to his elbows, exposing strong forearms. A mug steamed near his hand while low, sultry jazz played softly. The
IvyThe drive to my parents’ house felt unreal.My hands stayed tight around the steering wheel the entire time, my thoughts looping so violently I nearly missed two traffic lights.He knew my name.Not my screen name. Not the fake persona.My real name.And somehow that wasn’t even the worst part.The worst part was the voice.That deep calm tone had followed me out of the livestream and into the silence of my car, wrapping around every thought until I could barely breathe without hearing it again.Go welcome your guest.No.No, that was impossible.Patrick Laurent was one of the most recognizable actors in the world. Men like him didn’t spend their nights hidden behind masks throwing obscene amounts of money at girls online.Right?I tightened my grip harder.Maybe the voice only sounded similar. Maybe I was panicking over nothing. Maybe—My phone buzzed in the cupholder.Unknown Number.My chest tightened instantly.I ignored it.Three seconds later another message came through.Dr
Ivy.“Say thank you.”His voice slid through my headphones low and smooth, distorted just enough to hide who he was, but not enough to hide what he could do to me.The comments on my livestream moved too fast to read properly.Tips. Requests. Men trying too hard to be noticed.But my eyes only searched for one username.BigDaddyP.A donation notification flashed across my screen.$5,000.My stomach tightened.The room around me glowed warm from the fairy lights hanging behind my bed, everything carefully arranged to look effortless. The red satin robe slipping off one shoulder. The untouched wine glass beside me. The soft music in the background.It was all fake intimacy.That was the job.“Thank you,” I said softly, smiling at the camera even though my face already hurt from pretending for the last hour.Another notification appeared almost instantly.$10,000.The chat exploded.I swallowed hard.He always did this. Dropped into my streams quietly, sat behind that black mask in the d







