She is like a rosebud. Sakha had decided to pick it and nursed the rosebud in the vase with other flowers. And in that vase, Sakha treats every flower in the same and fair way.
But, this rosebud still hasn’t bloomed yet, who knows what kind of beauty she has inside? And who can guarantee, that Sakha will not be attracted to the beauty of the flower?This is what Sakha’s three wives feared as they sat face to face in the living room with a young girl who would become their sister to share husbands with. The girl was obviously still innocent and looked very weak, but she bravely and filled with composure stared back at the three women who were much older than her. Which makes them feel uncomfortable and at the same time feel disrespected.Meanwhile, Airin with her cold gaze assessed Sakha’s wives one by one. Galih had told them their names and how they behaved at home, at least all that information Galih got from what he had seen, not necessarily that that was their attitude. Just from the way they looked at her, Airin already knew that she would be one of the most hated.Airin guessed that the woman sitting in the middle was the first wife, Safitria or who was often called Ria, who was the same age as Sakha, 32 years old. Ria has the typical beauty of a hostess. Even though she was already three-headed, he looked youthful. Of the three wives of Sakha, it can be said that Ria is the prettiest and perhaps the one who can take care of her beauty the most. Galih said that Ria was the daughter of Sakha’s co-worker, they got married because of a family arranged marriage five years ago.Then the second wife may be on the right, her name is Agistia, or Tia. She is one year older than Sakha. She was a widow when Sakha married her. They also married because of a family arranged marriage.And the third wife, who is sitting on the left, who looks at Airin with the most distasteful gaze, her name is Henia or Nia. Before marrying Sakha, Nia had been married twice before. She is an elementary school teacher, 28 years old, the youngest wife who will soon be replaced by Airin. It was natural for Airin to think that Henia disliked her more. And unlike Sakha’s other two wives, Henia married Sakha of her own free will. Galih also said that there had been a small drama before that. Henia’s family also has a big debt to Sakha just like Airin. Then because they could not pay it, they begged Sakha to marry their daughter, but Sakha flatly refused because of Henia’s status, who at that time was still someone’s wife. Henia, who was already attracted to Sakha’s good looks, finally divorced her husband and was accused of cheating. Again, her family begged Sakha to marry Henia to cover up their disgrace, which Sakha was also responsible for. Sakha finally married Henia.Actually there are still some things that Galih has told her, but the point for Airin now is that she shouldn’t interfere too much or make trouble with these three woman. Airin has to keep herself hidden and if possible, just become a shadow wife. Just being married to Sakha was enough to shake Airin’s peace, she didn’t want to make her complicated life more complicated by dealing with these women.In a sense, as much as possible Airin will live quietly in the midst of the chaos of her marriage life later.Then, the silence between the four women was broken by Henia’s voice, “So it’s you, whose name is Ririn Airin?”Airin smiled kindly. “Yes. And please, just call me Ririn.” Because not many people know Airin’s real name, the village people know her as Ririn. Airin guessed that Henia had previously found out about her.“Ririn,” called Ria.Airin then turned to her.“I’m sure you already know who we are, right?” Ria asked in a tone that sounded arrogant, as if to clarify who Airin should respect the most among them.Airin maintained a friendly expression on her face, then shook her head slowly.The three Sakha wives widened their eyes in surprise.“What do you mean yet?!” Henia exclaimed.“Mr. Sakha has never told me anything about his three wives,” said Airin to clarify the answer.Never mind talking about them, they’ve never even spoken once, not even face to face. Airin was so amused, how could she marry such a man? But does Airin have any other choice? Because the answer is of course no.Agistia sighed. “Mas haven’t had the chance to introduce you to us yet. He only ever said he wanted to remarry and asked our approval, he never spoke anything about you. So, maybe Mas did it on purpose.”Airin nodded in agreement, although inside she was chuckling amused. Sakha never talked about it because the man simply didn’t know her at all other than the fact that she was the son of Fahrul Jamal who owed him so much. So what’s there to talk about?When Ria was about to speak again, suddenly a voice came behind Airin.“Sorry, Madam, I was ordered to take Ririn to her room. It’s all in order, because tomorrow the wedding ceremony will be held.”It was Galih’s voice. Airin was so relieved to hear that. Because that meant that she would soon be free from the judgmental gazes of the three women before her. Actually, although Airin looked calm on the outside, she was a little anxious on the inside. As Airin said, she wants to be as passive as possible in this family so that her life can be calmer, but who knows what the three women in front of her will do if they find that Airin doesn’t live up to their expectations.“Well, that’s that then! Take her away!” tell Ria.Airin immediately got up and smiled kindly. “Then, I’ll go first.”Three pairs of eyes followed Airin’s movements. However, before Airin really left, Tia called Galih and stopped their steps.“When are Mas going home, Galih?”“Looks like he’ll be home late tonight, there are some preparations for tomorrow that must be taken care of.”Tia then nodded in understanding to Galih. “Tonight, let Ririn rest in her room. Let the dinner be delivered later,” said the woman.Airin doesn’t understand why Tia said it to Galih and seems like she is reluctant to talk to Airin even though Airin herself is there. But Airin didn’t bother her too much. That’s a natural thing, right? They are now annoyed with Airin, jealous, and anxious.Airin was sure it would only last for the next few days. Because sooner or later Sakha will ignore her and Sakha’s three other wives will also ignore her because they feel that Airin is not a threat in their position in their husband’s heart.Airin couldn’t wait for it to happen.***
Morning arrived with the sounds of birds singing in the trees and roosters crowing in the distance, while the noise of insects in the undergrowth began to fade. But it wasn't these sounds that woke Airin from her sleep—sleep that she knew she had only gotten a little of. Instead, it was the man who had been incessantly stroking her back. To him, it might have been a comforting gesture to help Airin fall deeper into sleep, but for Airin, it had the opposite effect, and Sakha was unaware of this.Airin opened her eyes and was immediately greeted by the sight of her husband's broad chest. Was he asleep? she wondered. She then looked up to find that his eyes were wide open and staring down at her."Why did you wake up so quickly?" he whispered. "Go back to sleep!" He gently patted Airin's shoulder with one hand while stroking her head with the other.Airin pushed against Sakha's chest to move away and then gave him an annoyed look. "How can I sleep if you keep bothering me? Ugh!"Sakha re
Sakha said that tonight was their last night together. Airin was completely unaware of this and thought that Sakha would be with her for quite some time. That’s why for a moment, she wanted to run away to her parents' house to clear her mind. But knowing this, Airin no longer needed to worry.She was happy.While the corners of Airin's lips curved upward, Sakha's did the opposite. The man hadn't said anything since they both left Airin's parents' house.And Airin liked the silence. She looked out the window, seeing the lights from the residents' houses. Because it was already past ten o'clock at night, the streets were very quiet, and there wasn't a single person loitering on the sides of the road. The only place that still seemed crowded was perhaps the security post they had passed earlier.When the car started to enter the road flanked by rice fields, Airin opened the window and rested her chin there, feeling the cold night breeze hit her face and blow her hair back. Unconsciously,
Airin went to the kitchen and helped her mother cook breakfast, which was often combined with lunch, unlike at Sakha's house where everything was more organized and orderly—because there were people to manage it.Airin's father, Fahrul Jamal, had just come out of the room and went straight to the kitchen, asking about Sakha's whereabouts."He already left, Dad. He just stopped by briefly to drop Ririn off and say goodbye. He sends his regards to you," Yuniarti answered her husband's question."Why didn't he stay?" Jamal asked again.Airin responded, "He's busy, Dad, with his work at the warehouse. Yesterday's harvest needs to be taken to the factory quickly.""Oh yes, that's true. It's a shame I was in the bathroom, so I couldn't greet him.""It's okay, Dad, Sakha will come here again to pick up Ririn. Right, Rin?" Yuniarti said.Airin didn't actually know if Sakha would come to pick her up or not because she didn't say when she would go home and Sakha didn't say anything about pickin
“How long are you planning to stay there?” asked Sakha.They were sitting side by side in the car that Sakha was driving towards Airin's parents' house.“Hmmm.” Airin thought for a while as she fixed her gaze out the window, watching the houses of familiar villagers pass by. “I don’t know yet. We’ll see,” she replied.Sakha glanced at her briefly but didn’t ask further.When they arrived, Airin didn’t get out immediately because a few meters ahead, some neighborhood mothers were gathered buying vegetables, occasionally glancing at Sakha's black car and quickly chatting with the others. Airin sighed. This was what she disliked the most: attention.Sakha's voice suddenly sounded beside her. “Ignore them,” he said, as if understanding the unease his wife was feeling.“I know,” responded Airin, because she had no choice but to get out and smile at them.After Airin was outside, Sakha remained seated in the car for a moment, lost in thought. He wasn’t used to seeing Airin feeling hesitant
Ria suddenly stood up from her chair. "Looks like Mas is about to leave," she said, and then Tia and Nia also stood up. Ria turned to Airin. "When you're done, take the dirty dishes to the kitchen, Airin. Help Bibik (aunt/maid) once in a while."Airin nodded without arguing. "Yes, Kak," she said. The three of them then left the dining room, leaving Airin alone, who didn't feel the need to see Sakha off.Airin chuckled to herself. The word "see off" made it sound as if Sakha was going to war. "Hahaha!" she laughed again, her voice echoing in the spacious and empty dining room.After amusing herself with the silly thoughts in her head, Airin stood up, her cheerful expression quickly wiped off her face, leaving a cold gaze directed at the dirty dishes on the table.She immediately started to carry the plates one by one to the kitchen. When she was about to take the vegetable soup that Tia had made, she took a spoonful to taste it.Airin grimaced at the bland taste and the unpleasant smel
A few moments later, Airin and Sakha exited the pavilion together and headed toward the main house."I don't need to be forced to have breakfast like a little kid!" Airin grumbled behind Sakha.Sakha, with his broad shoulders, kept walking without acknowledging Airin's complaints, pretending not to hear her.As they approached the main house, Airin looked at her hand that was being held. She suddenly realized and immediately pulled her hand away.Sakha turned around, also irritated."What exactly do you want, Airin?!" he said. He wasn't shouting, but his low voice was full of emphasis. "If you don't want to be treated like a child, then start acting like an adult!"Airin stared back at him sharply, showing no sign of fear.Then suddenly, she flashed a sweet smile at Sakha. "It's not that I'm not mature, but it's just that you, Sir, are too old," she said in a soft, polite tone, but her words clearly contained deep insult.Sakha's jaw tightened, his gaze sharp as a knife. He then sighe
Airin entered her room and walked straight to the bed, ignoring Sakha who had just come out of the bathroom. The man looked at her curiously.“What’s wrong, Airin?” he asked, stepping closer to Airin who immediately threw herself onto the bed.Hearing her husband's voice, for a moment Airin wondered whether she should thank Sakha or curse him.The second option was always a good one. But if not for this marriage, Airin wouldn’t have been able to regain her hopes like earlier, about the dreams and desires she had once forgotten. It surprised Airin because there shouldn’t be anything to be grateful for about being that man’s fourth wife.“Are you okay?” Sakha asked again, sitting on the edge of the bed and gently stroking Airin’s hair.Airin then turned her head to the side, looking at her husband’s fresh and handsome face.Maybe, she thought, I should be grateful for this marriage too; there’s no harm in it.But that didn’t mean she accepted it. Airin wasn’t a good woman full of patien
Sakha held Airin's limp body tightly as she lay resignedly on top of him. Since their last cum, Airin had not said anything. Her lips, which usually liked to blurt out or tell Sakha to leave as she did yesterday, were completely silent. This proved how tired and exhausted she was.Sakha did not understand why he behaved like this. He should have stopped after his first release earlier. Being too greedy and giving in to lust was not right. And it wasn't good to do it too often. Usually, he only had intimate relations two to three times a week with whichever wife had her turn that week.But Airin was too tempting and too naive in this matter. Sakha couldn't touch her even a little without her body responding intensely, and Sakha then became greedy, wanting more.Maybe because Airin was his new wife?Just like a newly bought item, it would be used more often. But a new item that is used frequently will soon become an old item like the others.Sakha wondered when he would get bored of Air
Airin was barely breathing after the long kiss Sakha gave her. She stared at the man with her eyes withering away in a haze of passion, then wondered if she could die from a kiss? If that happened, Airin vowed to haunt this man for the rest of his life.But of course it didn't. Airin fully understood that her own ragged breathing was proof of how great the kiss was, to the point where she refused to stop or move away.After last night, it was now hard to ignore the truth that her arousal was there, in her body, like a huge fire that was constantly churning. There was no way Airin could win against it.It made Airin wonder again, would she feel this much passion for any other man besides Sakha?Deep inside, Airin doubted it. She had known several handsome men in the village who tried to get close to her, but never had Airin felt the tremor in her body that Sakha caused with even just one intense look. Now, those young men who had tried to get close to her were already married and had t