Tobias again?

I was numb. 

Numbness was all I could feel as I stared at the screen. I couldn't think anything, feel anything but watching the man I loved so much with another woman. In his arms. With her lips against his.

I didn't scream, I didn't cry, I didn't feel any anger. All I felt was a hole forming in my chest, a hollowness.

After staring at the photo for I didn't know how long, I silently shut the laptop and crawled up in my bed before closing my eyes.

"I hate you…" I heard myself murmuring before darkness consumed me.

***

Taking a deep breath, I pressed send. 

The email was delivered.

My last email to him, my last words for him. My resignation letter.

I gulped, gritting my teeth to stop the tears that threatened to spill.

But I won't cry anymore, not for him.