LOGINNeris's POV
"Say that again." Evren's voice cuts through the clearing like a blade dragged across stone. He hasn't moved from the tree line, but every line of his body says he wants to. I don't answer. My knees are still in the dirt. My hands are still shaking. "I said." He steps forward. "Say it again. Tell me what I just watched wasn't a full shift. Tell me a servant girl didn't just level that thing with her bare hands." "I don't know what you saw." "Liar." "Evren." Cassian's voice, low, doesn't rise, doesn't need to. "Stand down." "You're joking." "I said stand down." Cassian steps into the clearing, and where Evren burns, Cassian is ice: controlled, assessing, his eyes moving over the scorched crater, the broken stone, me. "Get up." "I can't." "You can. Get up." I get up. My legs barely hold me, but something in his tone makes it clear this isn't a request I get to refuse. Behind him, Lucien hasn't spoken, hasn't moved either. He's just watching me with an expression I can't read, and that's worse than anything Evren's said. "Explain," Cassian says. "There's nothing to explain." "There's exactly one thing to explain. Ten minutes ago you were unregistered. Now there's a dead monster in front of you and no wolf in sight. Where did it go, Neris?" He knows my name. Of course he knows my name. He's known it since the day I dropped his boots in the mud and apologized instead of running. "I don't have a wolf." "You're lying to my face." "I'm not." "You're standing in a crater that wasn't here an hour ago." His voice sharpens, the first real crack in his control. "The ground is glassed. Claws don't do that. A shift violent enough to burn the dirt beneath it does. So either you tell me what happened, or I draw my own conclusions, and mine will be worse than the truth." "Let her go," Lucien says. Everyone turns. It's the first thing he's said, and his voice is quiet in a way that lands louder than Evren's shouting. Cassian doesn't look pleased. "Excuse me?" "You heard me." Lucien steps closer, and for the first time he looks at me instead of past me. "She's shaking. She can barely stand. Whatever happened here cost her something. Interrogating her in a field isn't going to get you answers any faster." "She's dangerous," Evren snaps. "She's terrified," Lucien says. "Those aren't the same thing." "They're exactly the same thing when the terrified thing can level something that size with its hands." "Enough." Cassian's voice again, sharp now, done arguing with his own pack. He turns back to me, and his eyes carry a calculation that makes my stomach drop. "You have one chance to tell me the truth before I take this to the Council." The Council. If they hear the word wolf attached to my name, I'm not a servant with a secret anymore. I'm a violation. An unregistered shift is execution-level in some Houses. I've heard the stories. I've delivered food to girls waiting for their hearing and watched them not come back. "Please." I hate how small it sounds. "Please don't." "Give me a reason not to." "I don't have one. I have nothing. I have a wolf I didn't ask for and don't understand, and if you report it, I'm dead before sunrise. That's the whole truth. That's everything I have." Silence. Evren's jaw works like he wants to argue and can't find the angle. Lucien's gone very still. Cassian just watches me, unreadable, for three long seconds that feel like an execution in themselves. "You expect us to sit on this." His tone flattens. "An unregistered wolf. A dead monster. And we just forget it happened." "I'm not asking you to forget. I'm asking you not to kill me over something I never chose." "That's not how the law works." "Then the law is wrong." The words are out before I can stop them, and for a moment I think I've just handed them the last nail they need. Evren laughs, short and disbelieving. "She's got teeth after all." "Shut up, Evren." "I'm serious. Servant girl just told the future Alpha King the law is wrong. To his face. In the dirt. That's either the bravest thing I've ever heard or the stupidest." "Both," Lucien says, and for the first time there's something almost like amusement in his voice. "Cassian. A minute." Cassian doesn't look away from me, but he tilts his head, giving Lucien the floor. "If we report her, she's dead by morning and we lose whatever she is before anyone even understands it. If we don't, we have leverage, information, and time to figure out what just happened here. Dead girls don't answer questions." "That's not a reason. That's a use case." "It's both." Lucien finally looks at me instead of through me. "You want to live. We want answers. That's a trade, not a mercy." "So you report me later, once you've used me." "Maybe." He doesn't flinch from the honesty of it. "Or maybe you're more useful walking around than reported. Either way, that decision doesn't get made in a field at midnight." Evren shoves off the tree he's been leaning against and closes the distance until I have to tip my head back to hold his eyes. "You should be terrified right now." "I am." "Good. Stay that way. It'll keep you honest." He looks past me to the crater, to the glassed dirt, and something shifts behind his expression, contempt giving way to calculation. "Whatever you are, you killed something twice your size in under a minute. That's not nothing." "Evren." "I'm not saying spare her because it's kind, Cassian. I'm saying spare her because I want to see her do that again." "That's not a small ask," Cassian says, but he's already turning it over. I can see the exact moment strategy replaces suspicion in his eyes. "Fine. For now. She stays quiet, we stay quiet, and she answers to us the second we ask a question. Understood?" "Understood." "I mean it, Neris. The second you lie to us again, this arrangement is over. So are you." "I understand." "Good." He steps back, already dismissing me, already moving on to whatever calculation comes next. "Get back to the dormitory before the patrol does their sweep. If anyone asks." "I saw nothing. I know." "Smart girl." I turn to go, legs still unsteady, heart still hammering. I've made it three steps toward the tree line when Lucien's voice stops me cold. "Neris." I look back. "Your room. Second drawer, under the false bottom. Move it before someone else finds it first." The blood drains out of my face. "How do you know about that?" "Because I already looked." His expression doesn't change, doesn't soften, doesn't apologize. "Whoever your parents were, someone wanted that photograph destroyed badly enough to burn everything else in that house. Ask yourself why it's the one thing that survived." He walks away before I can answer, leaving me at the edge of the clearing with a dead monster behind me and a truth I didn't know I was hiding, waiting in my own room.Neris's POV"The wall is breathing."Evren says it flatly, one hand pressed against the foundation stone at the bottom of the old arena stairs. We are four levels below the courtyard, past the memory chamber and past the cracked basin, in a passage that wasn't on any survey until Lucien found the discrepancy two hours ago."Stone doesn't breathe," Cassian says."Put your hand here and tell me that."Cassian does. His face changes."It's warm," he says. "And it's moving. Slowly.""The hub," Lucien murmurs. He holds the lantern high, and the light slides across masonry far older than the academy above it. "We're standing on the largest stone. It's beneath us, close enough to feel."I hold a cloth to my left eye. It comes away a little less red than it did this morning, but every time I think the bleeding has stopped, it starts again. My wolf is quiet in my chest, a small flame behind frosted glass.Not far now, she says. Something here is wrong, Neris. It's too clean."Too clean?"Nothi
Neris's POV"Stop wiping it. You're only spreading it."Lucien catches Hesper's wrist before she can dab at her eye again. The infirmary is crowded and loud, the benches along the wall full of people sitting very straight, pressing cloths to their faces. Forty-one of us stood against Selene's command. Every one of us is bleeding."It doesn't hurt," Hesper says. "That's what I don't like. A wound should hurt.""This isn't a wound." Lucien turns her chin toward the window and studies the thin red line running through her scar. "I checked the lid, the tear duct, the bone. Nothing's broken. The blood isn't coming from the eye.""Then where?""From the resisting."Nobody answers. Across the room, Brannock lies on his cot by the window, still smiling at the wall. His face is clean and dry. He never fought anything.I sit on the edge of a bench with a cloth against my cheek. It comes away dark every time. My wolf is a small, tired warmth in my chest."It's pulling," she says. "Like a hook un
Neris's POV"Kneel."The word doesn't come through my ears. It lands inside my chest, right where Lucien's ash is splitting, and my legs answer before I can.My knees hit the stone of the war room steps. I grab the railing, but my hands are already sliding. From the courtyard below comes a sound I'll never forget, hundreds of bodies going down at once.Cassian drops to one knee in the doorway behind me, his sword clattering from his fingers, his jaw locked so hard the muscle jumps. Evren is beside him with both palms flat on the flagstones, shaking with the effort of not putting his forehead there too. Lucien has fallen to both knees with his eyes squeezed shut."Neris," Cassian grits out. "Don't let it..."In the meadow, the sixty four sleepwalkers kneel in perfect rows, hands on their thighs, faces serene. Hesper's river riders collapse around the water barrels like cut wheat. Petra is on her knees at the gate with her hands pressed over her ears.Neris. My wolf's voice is a thread.
Neris's POV"Don't wake him."I say it to the empty corridor, standing in my doorway with blood drying on my wrists. Cassian is still asleep in his chair, head tipped against the wall, sword across his knees. He has no idea what is carved into the plaster behind me.I close the door softly and walk to Lucien's rooms in my bare feet, leaving small dark prints on the stone.He opens on the first knock. He hasn't slept either. One look at my hands and he steps aside without a word and starts filling a basin."Sit," he says."I need you to make me something.""Let me clean those first.""Lucien." He stops. "I need a seal. Something that limits whatever it's using to reach me. I don't care what it costs."He sets the cloth down very carefully. "Tell me what you saw."I tell him about the wall. Next time, I will choose who lives. He listens with his hands folded, the way he listens to everything, and when I finish he says nothing for a long moment."There's a ward in the guardian records,"
Neris's POV"You've been standing there for twenty minutes."Cassian's voice reaches me from very far away. My hands are locked around the basin's edge, my knuckles white, and the lantern has burned down to a stub. The light in the window has gone from gold to grey."I only just came up," I say."I knocked four times." He steps into the room slowly, the way you approach a horse that might bolt. "I came in when you didn't answer. You didn't blink, Neris. I waved my hand in front of your face."I look at the mirror. A tired girl looks back, mouth set in a flat line. She doesn't smile. I almost wish she would, so I'd know I wasn't imagining it."My reflection smiled at me," I say.He doesn't laugh. He doesn't tell me I'm exhausted. He crosses the room and takes my hands off the basin one finger at a time, and they ache where they've been gripping."We tell Lucien," he says.Lucien takes it the way he takes everything, with a notebook."Time, location, duration," he says, pen scratching.
Neris's POV"Let go of it, Neris. Now. Or I'll do it for you."My wolf's voice is nothing like the warm, ancient presence I know. It rips through the fog like a blade, and the cold hand on my wrist tightens, patient and tender, as though the shadow has all the time in the world."Hold still, vessel."No.The word isn't mine. It tears out of my chest in my wolf's voice, vast and furious, and the hillside shatters around me like thrown glass. The grey fog howls. The shadow's grip peels away in strips. I fall backward through nothing, and somewhere very far away I hear a boy's voice call out in the dark, and then I slam into my own body so hard that my teeth click together."Neris! Neris!"Cassian's hands are around my face. Lucien's sand glass lies knocked over in the grass beside us, the last grains still trickling out. The sky has gone pale grey with dawn. I haven't breathed in what feels like hours, and I drag in a lungful of smoke and meadow air and start coughing."Four minutes and







