LOGINAria's POV
I cursed the moment I let a guy I just met drag me into doing something completely out of character for me. If this were how he cultivated his social life, then I would gladly skip having one entirely. On the couch before me was Kevin, engrossed in a make-out session with another guy. Lily said it was hot, but I couldn’t agree. I mean, I don’t engage in these things. I’m the principal’s daughter, the one who’s supposed to be home on nights like this, either studying or sleeping. I had let my guard down simply because a guy asked me to a party. A guy who is gay. I chugged down my drink, a fruity concoction I found in the fridge of the party host. My legs ached in my boots, and for a moment, I was tempted to take them off. I took another gulp of my drink and scowled at the noise erupting from the house. This was my second party ever. The first was Lily’s birthday, and she wouldn’t let me miss it for the world. I attended, but I had avoided the beer and dancing, which Lily insisted was the essence of the party. "My, my... Who do we have here?" Oh no. I recognised that voice. It belonged to Jason, and he was the last person I wanted to see right now. I glanced up and locked eyes with him. Tonight, he was dressed normally, in a plain long-sleeved shirt and sweatpants, unlike the first time I saw him. "If it isn’t my tutor. You know her? She’s Principal Bennett’s daughter, the one and only." Jason slapped the back of a guy standing beside him. I let out a frustrated huff and decided to ignore him. If only he could read my mind and leave me alone. "What’s that? Beer?" Jason snatched my cup before I could protest. I watched in disbelief as he drowned the contents. A smirk curled on his lips. "Does Daddy know you're at a party full of hot hockey players and drinking beer?" I rolled my eyes, shot my middle finger at him, and turned away. But it seemed Jason wasn’t going to let me off that easily. What was wrong with him? Was he drunk? "Leave me alone," I spat. Jason grinned slyly and leaned in closer. "You know I heard you dressed up thinking you were going on a date, and the guy turned out to be gay." My eyes widened, and my mouth fell open in shock. How did he know that? His friend beside him shot me an apologetic look. Good to know he recognised that Jason was being a jerk. In a drunken stumble, Jason stepped too close and fell on top of me. A huge guy leaning on my small frame? We both toppled to the ground, me on the bottom and Jason on top. I could smell the alcohol on his breath, and I scrunched my nose in distaste while trying to push him off, but I was unsuccessful. "Get off me," I managed to say. Jason’s eyes fluttered open slightly as he cupped my face. I froze. His hands were warm against my skin, but rational thought fled me. He gave me a look that screamed trouble. And just as I suspected, he leaned in and kissed my lips. "Dary... don’t leave me again, please," he murmured against my mouth before biting my lower lip. My brain had completely shut down. It was my first kiss. Despite the bitter, mangy taste of beer, I found myself getting lost in the moment until I heard the flash of a camera. I broke the kiss, turning my head to the side and gasping. The party had moved outside, and people were taking shots, laughing loudly. Oh no. Coming here was the worst mistake I’d ever made. Someone helped pull Jason off me, and I looked up to see his friend from earlier and Lily rushing to my side. My throat constricted, and I fought the urge to burst into tears. I was sitting in the sand, my dress ruined, and my lips swollen, with glassy eyes. I scrambled to my feet, pushing my way through the crowd amid the boos and jeers from the students. Tears stung my eyes, but I refused to let them fall. "Aria... are you okay?" Someone held my wrists. It was Kevin, gripping my wrists while his date or boyfriend stood beside him. I sniffed and nodded. There was no point in saying anything. I had already embarrassed myself enough for one night. I tried to leave, but he didn’t release my wrist. "Earlier today, I’m sorry. I should have told you I was gay. I didn’t know you’d dress up for me or anything. Are you okay?" "It’s okay, Kevin. Honestly, I’m fine," I mouthed, refusing to meet his gaze. "Are you sure? Do you think we could still be friends?" That pushed me over the edge. I snapped, "You know it’s not fair to tell people I dressed up to go on a date with you. I didn’t know you liked guys, so stop being a jerk about it." Kevin let go of my arm and shrugged, a smirk playing on his lips. Bastard. "Well, you can’t blame me. You were just too desperate. I could see the way you fawned over me..." Little tears spilt down my cheeks, and I wanted to crawl under my bed and cry. But then, a hand rested on my shoulder, and I turned to see Lily and Jason's friend. "You’re going to apologise to her," he said to Kevin, his tone serious. Kevin sized him up and seemed to realise he wasn't a match for a hockey player, but still scowled. "What the hell, man?" "Apologise to her," he said. "You don’t want to mess with a hockey player, do you?" Kevin grunted an apology and then stalked off with his pitiful excuse for a date. Now I was left with Lily and the strange guy, so I mouthed a thank you to him and admitted that coming here was a bad idea. "So, how was the kiss with Jason?" Lily grinned. I pushed her away and walked off, ignoring her shouts for me to come back.AIDENIt's every fucking emotion I'm feeling at this point, all swirling in a chaotic way inside my chest. There's relief that she did keep the baby, that my worst fear hadn't come through. Then there's the crushing guilt for breaking up with her, for being such an asshole and making her go through all of this alone. There's happiness in seeing that she's well taken care of. Elizabeth is clearly looking out for her. And then there's... just a gaping, aching, void of regret for all the time I've lost, all the moments I wasn't here.Wow. Just wow. She looks pregnant, obviously. Like, really pregnant. I don't know why I'm gaping like some idiot who's never seen a pregnant woman before. I've seen pregnant ladies before, plenty of them. It's just.. I haven't seen Lily pregnant. And holy hell, it does look deadass good on her. I haven't always thought about my girl as thin, but I used to tease her about it when we were still cool, still us. Now... now she's far from thin. She's all fleshy
AIDEN"Here, help me hold her," Aria says, as she drops Jemaya in my arms. No heads-up. Nothing. How am I supposed to know how to hold a child? What if she falls down? Fuck! I can't think about that now. No I intrusive thoughts while holding a child."Would you look at that! You look so perfect." She squeals, stepping back to stare at me, with her hands clasped under her chin."Please. This is torture. Come get her." I say, leaning against the wall with the fragile little girl in my arms. I look down at her. She's got wide eyes with chocolate brown eyeballs. Her skin is light caramel almost as if she's mixed. Holding her feels... nice, actually. I soon start to rock her in my arms. I mean, it isn't so bad after all. "She likes you." Aria comments, tapping my back."Yeah?" I raise a brow, turning to face her. "Yeah, she does. Um..." Aria bit her lip, do you mind holding her for a little longer? I'm going to help Jason finish setting up the main room." I look around the house. That's
AIDENIt feels surreal. To actually smile at my friends and say yay! We're high school graduates now! Or to look my teammates in the eye and realize that I am actually seeing some of them for the last time. There's an afterparty today. It's where we'll say our last goodbyes and all. But I'm not going. I don't think I can wait any longer while the thought of Lily plagues me. I'm relentless. That's the thing. What I don't know is killing me. The what-ifs in my head are endless.I stopped stalking that Instagram page. I stopped fucking around with girls. I just stayed home and studied. My mom hasn't answered my calls for months. All she wants to know is if Lily is okay. And I'm here thinking! If she won't answer my call then how do I tell her whether or not I've found Lily?There's a little jolt on my arm and I glance up. Aria's smiley face comes into view. "Hey," I run a hand over my face, gazing up at her. "What? Why do you look so moody?" She plops herself beside me. "Nothing. I t
LILY"I will have you moved to the private suite. Is that okay, ma'am?" The doctor asks Elizabeth."Yes. Do whatever makes her comfortable. The money isn't a problem." Elizabeth nods."Great. We'll get the paperwork ready. I'll just..." She has her hand on the ultrasound wand, her eyes on the 'off' switch. She pauses, not pressing the switch. The way I'm focused on this doctor is really confusing. And I'm watching all of her every move. The way she frowns, her eyes darting back to the monitor. "Lily, stay very still," she says. "What? What is it?" Elizabeth asks. "Is she... is there a pulse?""No," Louisiana whispers, as she slides the wand higher, pushing against the top of my ribcage. "I'm... I'm seeing a third sack. It's tucked high, behind the others."I hold my breath, staying so still. I don't know what she means but I can only hope. The room is silent until the sound comes. Thump-thump, thump-thump. That's a heartbeat... right? It has to be. I stare at Louisiana, blinking my
LILY"Lily," Dr. Louisiana says, sitting on a rolling stool to get level with my eyes. "I need you to listen carefully. This is the hardest part of my job, and it is the hardest choice you will ever have to make.""Just take them out," I say. "I can't... I can't feel her just sitting there. It's not right.""If we deliver right now," the doctor begins. "Your son has about an 80 to 90 percent chance of survival. That sounds high, but at twenty-eight weeks, those odds come with a heavy price. His lungs are like tissue paper. He would almost certainly face brain bleeds, intestinal issues, and months, if not a year, in the NICU. Some of those complications can last a lifetime.""Every day we keep him inside... every twenty-four hours... gives him a massive leap in development. If we can get you to thirty-two weeks, his chances of a completely healthy life without disability become nearly certain.""But she’s..." I choke on the word. "She’s gone.""I know. Because they have separate placen
What are your thoughts on Lily losing one twin? Also, moving forward, I’ll be shifting the focus from Lily's pregnancy to her social and romantic life. If you have any suggestions, please feel free to share in the comments! Who do you think is the best match for Lily, and why? The options are Tyler and Aiden, but I’m also open to adding a third love interest🌚.







