LOGINAria's POV
I cursed the moment I let a guy I just met drag me into doing something completely out of character for me. If this were how he cultivated his social life, then I would gladly skip having one entirely. On the couch before me was Kevin, engrossed in a make-out session with another guy. Lily said it was hot, but I couldn’t agree. I mean, I don’t engage in these things. I’m the principal’s daughter, the one who’s supposed to be home on nights like this, either studying or sleeping. I had let my guard down simply because a guy asked me to a party. A guy who is gay. I chugged down my drink, a fruity concoction I found in the fridge of the party host. My legs ached in my boots, and for a moment, I was tempted to take them off. I took another gulp of my drink and scowled at the noise erupting from the house. This was my second party ever. The first was Lily’s birthday, and she wouldn’t let me miss it for the world. I attended, but I had avoided the beer and dancing, which Lily insisted was the essence of the party. "My, my... Who do we have here?" Oh no. I recognised that voice. It belonged to Jason, and he was the last person I wanted to see right now. I glanced up and locked eyes with him. Tonight, he was dressed normally, in a plain long-sleeved shirt and sweatpants, unlike the first time I saw him. "If it isn’t my tutor. You know her? She’s Principal Bennett’s daughter, the one and only." Jason slapped the back of a guy standing beside him. I let out a frustrated huff and decided to ignore him. If only he could read my mind and leave me alone. "What’s that? Beer?" Jason snatched my cup before I could protest. I watched in disbelief as he drowned the contents. A smirk curled on his lips. "Does Daddy know you're at a party full of hot hockey players and drinking beer?" I rolled my eyes, shot my middle finger at him, and turned away. But it seemed Jason wasn’t going to let me off that easily. What was wrong with him? Was he drunk? "Leave me alone," I spat. Jason grinned slyly and leaned in closer. "You know I heard you dressed up thinking you were going on a date, and the guy turned out to be gay." My eyes widened, and my mouth fell open in shock. How did he know that? His friend beside him shot me an apologetic look. Good to know he recognised that Jason was being a jerk. In a drunken stumble, Jason stepped too close and fell on top of me. A huge guy leaning on my small frame? We both toppled to the ground, me on the bottom and Jason on top. I could smell the alcohol on his breath, and I scrunched my nose in distaste while trying to push him off, but I was unsuccessful. "Get off me," I managed to say. Jason’s eyes fluttered open slightly as he cupped my face. I froze. His hands were warm against my skin, but rational thought fled me. He gave me a look that screamed trouble. And just as I suspected, he leaned in and kissed my lips. "Dary... don’t leave me again, please," he murmured against my mouth before biting my lower lip. My brain had completely shut down. It was my first kiss. Despite the bitter, mangy taste of beer, I found myself getting lost in the moment until I heard the flash of a camera. I broke the kiss, turning my head to the side and gasping. The party had moved outside, and people were taking shots, laughing loudly. Oh no. Coming here was the worst mistake I’d ever made. Someone helped pull Jason off me, and I looked up to see his friend from earlier and Lily rushing to my side. My throat constricted, and I fought the urge to burst into tears. I was sitting in the sand, my dress ruined, and my lips swollen, with glassy eyes. I scrambled to my feet, pushing my way through the crowd amid the boos and jeers from the students. Tears stung my eyes, but I refused to let them fall. "Aria... are you okay?" Someone held my wrists. It was Kevin, gripping my wrists while his date or boyfriend stood beside him. I sniffed and nodded. There was no point in saying anything. I had already embarrassed myself enough for one night. I tried to leave, but he didn’t release my wrist. "Earlier today, I’m sorry. I should have told you I was gay. I didn’t know you’d dress up for me or anything. Are you okay?" "It’s okay, Kevin. Honestly, I’m fine," I mouthed, refusing to meet his gaze. "Are you sure? Do you think we could still be friends?" That pushed me over the edge. I snapped, "You know it’s not fair to tell people I dressed up to go on a date with you. I didn’t know you liked guys, so stop being a jerk about it." Kevin let go of my arm and shrugged, a smirk playing on his lips. Bastard. "Well, you can’t blame me. You were just too desperate. I could see the way you fawned over me..." Little tears spilt down my cheeks, and I wanted to crawl under my bed and cry. But then, a hand rested on my shoulder, and I turned to see Lily and Jason's friend. "You’re going to apologise to her," he said to Kevin, his tone serious. Kevin sized him up and seemed to realise he wasn't a match for a hockey player, but still scowled. "What the hell, man?" "Apologise to her," he said. "You don’t want to mess with a hockey player, do you?" Kevin grunted an apology and then stalked off with his pitiful excuse for a date. Now I was left with Lily and the strange guy, so I mouthed a thank you to him and admitted that coming here was a bad idea. "So, how was the kiss with Jason?" Lily grinned. I pushed her away and walked off, ignoring her shouts for me to come back.LILYI find myself standing in front of the place I've called home since I was a kid. Only, it doesn't even feel like home anymore. I'm not sure I can recognize the outside of Jenna's apartment. The paint that was always so fresh is peeling now. It looks different. I have to check the number on the door again to make sure it's really her home.Then I brace myself and knock. I hear footsteps and I hold my breath. Once the door opens, I see her face and I release my breath. She looks... stressed? Thinner than the last time I saw her. Her well-layered hair is frizzy, sticking out at odd angles. But... that's not my business, anyway. It's not the reason why I came here. "Hey," I say, my grip on my suitcase handle tightening.She stares at me. "Lily," she says. "I'm so glad to see you. How have you been? Are you okay?..." Her gaze drops to my suitcase and she raises a brow. "Did you come back to stay?" As if. "I need something from you," I tell her, keeping my voice as flat as possible
AIDEN"Do you know where she is?" I ask Jason the moment I'm face-to-face with him. He just glares at me. Because he thinks this is fucking funny. I try again, my voice grit and gravel."Do you know where my girlfriend is?" He arches a brow. "Your girlfriend? The one you ended things with? Or... you're dating again,"A low growl emits from my throat. My vision is tunneling. He's the captain and goalie, but he knows not to mess with me. All that energy... It's all on the ice. He’s good at blocking pucks, sure, but when it comes to natural strength, of course he knows he's no match for me. I could snap him in half and he knows it.I know I look and sound like a broken record. I know I’m a mess. First of all, I broke up with Lily, the only girl who'd ever been there for me and seen me more than just a hot jock. The same girl who helped me sort out things with my parents, just because she cheated.I fucking overreacted. My pride took the wheel and I drove us both off a cliff. And I knew
LILYMy stomach drops straight to my feet. I scramble toward the living room, until I'm standing where Aria and Drew can see me. I can't just stand in the shadows. I can't just let Drew take all the blunt of Aria's rage. "What," I whisper when her eyes snap back to mine. The air in here feels thick. Like I'm trying to breathe underwater."Don't 'what' me. Tell me I'm wrong. Tell me I didn't just figure this out on my own."I'm sweating. My palms are clammy, and my legs are shaking so hard, I think I might actually collapse. Drew finally looks at me, panic written all over his face... his eyes are wide, searching for a lie we haven't rehearsed... but I don't give him the relief of eye contact. I can't look at him. I look at Aria instead. My best friend. My best girl. The girl who trusts me with everything."I..." My voice fucking cracks. I swallow hard, my throat feeling like it’s lined with sandpaper. "Aria, please...""Please what?" she snaps. "Please don't be mad that you slept wit
LILYI try to avoid her eyes. "Enough about Aiden and me already. I need you to help me pack. I can't be here when he gets back."Aria shrugs, finally listening to one thing I've said since today. She sighs and goes to get my suitcase. I start shoving clothes in it, not even bothering to fold them. Aria helps pack a few of my shoes, undies, and my makeup kit. The suitcase is filled to the brim when she zips it up, the fabric straining against the zipper."Here, you're good to go." She smiles, patting the bag. I glance around the room, and the emptiness is already trying to creep in, but I haven't packed all of my stuff. I still have clothes in the wardrobe. A picture of Aiden and me sits on the table very close to the bracelet he got for me that I've pulled off my wrists and dropped.I can't believe this is my life now. Sure, months ago, when Aiden started acting aloof, looking through me instead of at me, I knew something was wrong. Did I make a mistake by not talking to him about i
LILYAria drives, while I sit in the passenger seat, staring at the tacky blue and pink boxes of the tests we'd gotten. She insisted I check them right there at the pharmacy bathroom, but I declined. She drives to a halt right outside Aiden's empty apartment... which is now my empty apartment until I pack up... and we both hurry out of the car. I drop the boxes unceremoniously on the living room coffee table, walking straight into the kitchen and grabbing a pan from the rack. Distraction, that’s what I need."What... what are you doing?" Aria follows me."Making something for you to eat. You probably haven't eaten properly since this morning, running over here and all." I shrug, pulling the olive oil out."No, no, no! Stop right there, Lily!" She grabs the pan from my hand, setting it down on the counter with a heavy clang. "How about that test? Let's get that done first. Food can wait."I scoff, rolling my eyes dramatically. "I'll take it." I snap."When? When you've gotten your acc
LILYHe knows. He fucking knows that last night, I wasn't with Aria. He knows that I didn't see my best friend last night. He figured it out, somehow. I watch Aiden from the corner of my eyes as he roars and throws things, looking every bit annoyed and betrayed, and honestly, terrifying. A ceramic lamp just exploded against the wall. Shards everywhere."Sweet..." I start, trying to keep my voice steady, but it comes out pathetic even to me."Don't you dare!" He points a finger at me, his eyes bloodshot red. "Don't you dare use that tone on me. Like this is just some tiny little screw-up we can fix with a cuddle and a sorry." He finishes and I nod, letting the tears pooling in my eyes fall.Screw trying to be strong.He shakes his head. "Why? Why Lily? Tell me why? What the hell possessed you?" My voice cracks. "I don't know. I didn't want to... I just..." I shake my head, biting my lips so hard I taste blood. No Lily. You can't fucking tell him the real reason why you went and che