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“I told you I'm done, Andrés. Don't call me anymore.”
I accidentally heard someone's voice as I opened the back door. A figure in dark shadows turned around, and his eyes collided with mine.
“Since when have you been there?” asked Damon without preamble as he put away his cell phone. Although his words were sharp, I could still hear the worry in his voice.
I raised both hands in the air, pleading guilty. “Just recently, I swear.” Seeing that his eyes were still piercing, I added, “I just overheard—accidentally!—when you were talking about … breaking up with … your boyfriend?”
Damon exhaled tiredly and sat down on one of the loungers by the pool. “Forget it.”
With a little courage, I approached and took a seat on the lounger next to him, straightening my legs, gazing at the dark scene across the pool. The only sound that could be heard was the wind and the rustle of leaves.
These days, I often wake up at this hour and the sleepiness never comes back quickly. I originally intended to get some fresh air after getting a drink in the fridge. I didn't expect to find Damon outside at this early hour. And he was still wearing the jeans and black T-shirt he had been wearing since this afternoon. Wasn't he asleep yet?
“Anyway, when you showed up on that bike, nice entrance,” I said, which made me suddenly remember my losing bet with Reggie.
“Are you impressed?” he asked, I could tell from his voice that he was mocking.
“If only you'd done that when I was fourteen.”
“Is wandering around in the wee hours of the morning your routine?” he asked.
“Is fighting with your boyfriend in the wee hours of the morning your routine?” I challenged him.
“He's not my boyfriend and I'm straight,” Damon said with a slight shrug.
“Good news considering you would have been eliminated right away if you couldn't love me—oh, gosh, I never thought I'd say that word.”
“Well, the benchmark is not my love for you, but your love for me.”
“Don't make it even more disgusting to hear.”
A chuckle escaped his mouth. It sounded like a mocking laugh, but it was also a sincere one. I had a feeling I would get along better with this man, if only he wasn't so damn mysterious.
We were silent for a while, before I said, “So, why did you finally decide to join Reggie's game? I thought you hated him.”
From the tail of my eye, Damon was looking at the sky. “I do hate him, but for people like me, money will guarantee a lot of things.”
The words he chose intrigued me so much that I changed my sitting position to face him. “People like you?”
“Reggie didn't say anything about my background?” he asked, slightly surprised.
I shook my head, confused. “I had thought you guys were at least in your teens.”
Damon let out a long breath, his gaze fixed on the dark sky above. He was silent for a few seconds, then smiled mockingly. “So you really don't know anything apparently."
Yes, Reggie did not tell me anything. He did whatever he wanted, involving me in whatever way he wanted. The thought occurred to me that Reggie made the announcement perhaps because he hadn't seen me with a man in a long time. I mean, really? Do I look pathetic and lonely?
“What are you like, anyway?” I asked, getting up my courage, trying to get rid of my thoughts about Reggie. I tightened my night robe, preventing the cold air from brushing against my chest.
He looked at me for a moment, one eyebrow rising. His eyes somehow seemed to glow in the darkness. “Why are you interested?”
I knew he wasn't an easy person to approach. “It's just that when we gather together, you hardly ever talk about yourself. You're too busy railing against Reggie, which if I were you, is the last thing I'd do.”
He purred a laugh, and somehow that might become one of my favorite sounds. “Well, I don't wonder why you're suited to be a Blackwood.” He said that while lying down on the lounge, his right arm covering his eyes.
“I just want to know what you're like,” I said quietly, ignoring the way his words were meant to offend me. “You know, Ace is an ambitious lawyer, Beck loves art, and Cal is probably a doctor of some merit; then what about you?”
“I am the person you will meet when you get too close to the fire.” Damon said that as if he had been practicing it for quite some time, as if that was the answer he gave to people who asked him similar questions. As if he had been trained. He didn't even bother to look at me.
“That's not an answer.”
“That is.”
“Damon,” I called softly. It was the first time I'd called him—maybe even the first time I'd said his name. “I am serious.”
He seemed to hold his breath for a moment, before finally chuckling in annoyance and getting up from his seat. I was unprepared when he bent down until his face was level with mine. His eyes were shining but seemed to be covered in mist, like the moon above us.
“I'm serious too.” His voice was low and alluring, his fingers cupping my chin. “You want to know my past? Trust me, it's better you don't. Some closed doors aren't meant to be opened.”
It sounded like a challenge.
My shoulders tightened, giving him a sharp glare to break through his defenses. “I'm not afraid.”
He smiled faintly. His face inched closer, toward my ear. I tried to brace myself when the faint scent of his cologne hit my nose. And with a breath felt on my neck, Damon whispers, “Maybe you should be afraid, Princess.”
And with a smooth motion, he pulled back and walked away, leaving me frozen with a burning sensation at the spot where he touched me.
CAL“It’s always like that, isn’t it? The higher you go, the quieter it gets.”I watched her for a few seconds. The night wind was starting to cut through my coat, but somehow it felt grounding instead of cold. I let out a slow breath, eyes lowering to the metal cup in my hands, now cooling fast.Sera was still staring at the view below, though I could feel her gaze drifting to me every now and then.“Sera,” I said at last.She turned toward me calmly, as if she’d been waiting for me to speak.“There’s a reason I brought you up here.”“Okay,” she murmured. “I’m listening.”I lowered my eyes, thumb brushing the rim of the cup. “I’ve been … seeing a therapist. For the last two years. Because I wasn’t well.”She didn’t look surprised. If anything, her expression softened like she’d been expecting me to say it.I let out a dry, crooked smile. “You already knew, didn’t you?”A small nod.“Who told you?”“No one,” she answered honestly. “I just … assumed. A few times, maybe.” A pause. “Are
CAL“Stop trying to be the flawless hero. She doesn’t need that. She needs Callum. The man with scars, not the shadow with a shield.”“What am I supposed to do then?”“Let her see the cracks too. Not all at once, just enough so you’re not alone in there. You just have to start caring differently.”I remember staring at the floor when Dr. White said that. My hands clenched in my lap, trying to understand what those words even meant.Care differently. As if it were that simple.She didn’t know that every time I tried to pull away from Sera, my body felt as if it were losing its compass. And every time I got close—every time I looked directly into her eyes—everything I’d buried clawed its way back to the surface: the water, the screams, and the hand I couldn’t save.Two days after that session, I was here.The Blackwood Tower basement was quiet, lit only by the reflection of neon lights on concrete walls. I had just closed the small notebook on my lap when I saw her step out of the eleva
SERAI woke up slowly, still half-dreaming, still wanting to stay adrift. For a few seconds, I couldn’t remember where I was. Then my eyes found something too beautiful to make sense of: Beck sitting on the floor, resting his chin on the edge of the couch, looking at me like he needed to make sure I was real.His hair was a mess, a smear of dry paint marked his neck, and a faint blue line streaked across his cheek. He looked like someone completely unaware of how distractingly beautiful he was—and maybe that was exactly what made him so.“Am I in heaven or something?” I mumbled, dazed.He let out a soft chuckle. “Pretty close.”I stretched lazily, noticing my laptop still open on the coffee table and a thin blanket draped over my legs. “What time is it?”“Almost sunset,” he said, brushing a thumb along my cheek. “You passed out in the middle of your world domination plan, by the way.”I groaned. “And you just let me sleep?”“You looked peaceful,” he said gently. His gaze lingered on m
CALAs soon as the glass doors slid open, the warmth hit me. The faint scent of orange mixed with new paper filled the air. At the reception desk, the middle-aged woman with reading glasses gave me a thin smile. She didn’t ask for my name, just a small nod, like an unspoken agreement that I was one of her “regulars.”My hand brushed against the water bottle in my jacket pocket while I waited for the small door at the end of the hallway to open.“Come in, Callum.”I stepped inside.The room was simple. Soft gray couch, a small bookshelf, light that wasn’t too harsh. The kind of silence that makes people believe they’re safe.Like always, I took the seat near the window. From there, I could see a thin layer of fog hanging outside.Dr. White, with her silver hair pulled a little too tight, scribbled something in her leather notebook. “Rough morning?”I twisted the bottle cap, took a sip, and nodded. “Something like that.”“You look tired today.”Leaning back, I closed my eyes for a secon
CALThe hallway was quiet when Sera’s door opened. My body reacted before my mind had time to catch up. “Sera.”She looked up fast, startled for a second, then asked right away, “Any news? About Damon?” Her voice was rough, full of hope, like that was the only thing that mattered this morning.“Not yet,” I said quietly.She exhaled, shoulders falling. Disappointed. Her hand rubbed her arm, like she was grounding herself. “Did Beck say anything?” I asked. “Maybe he knows where Damon went.”She shook her head. “I didn’t ask. Beck—apparently he wasn’t okay last night.” There was a small pause before she added softly, “So, I stayed with him.”I froze for half a second. It hit me right in the chest, but I swallowed it down, forcing a small nod like I understood. “I see.” My voice came out almost flat. The words I really wanted to say—that I was falling apart too, that I also wanted to be held like that—stayed unspoken, trapped somewhere between my ribs.In her eyes I probably wasn’t the
SERAI held his hand gently as we walked to my room. Beck’s hand was warm, even though the morning outside was still cold. We didn’t talk on the way there. Maybe because we both knew that words couldn’t fix anything.When we arrived, I guided him to the bathroom. I grabbed a clean towel, a toothbrush, a hoodie, and a pair of loose pants. I placed everything neatly on the edge of the sink, then stood by the door for a moment.“Take a shower first,” I said. “I’ll take care of your hand later.”While he was in there, I sat at the edge of the bed and opened the first-aid kit. I arranged the antiseptic, sterile gauze, and bandage on a tray; but my mind was far away.Beck told me he loved me. God. I didn’t know how to respond to a love like that. Because caring for Beck meant I didn’t want to hurt him. And when he stopped me from answering, it was because he chose to delay the pain, just to hold me a little longer.I care about him, truly. But … love? I’m not even sure when was the last t







