Sasha
The walk to Cassian’s office is long, and it takes everything in me to memorize everything I see on the way. Ariel knocks on the door, then steps back.
“You can go in.”
“He hasn’t—”
“It’s soundproof, so you won’t hear him,” she remarks. My lips part to say something. Soundproof? That’s fancy, but from what I have seen, the king seems like he is really rich.
She pushes the door for me, and it opens. I walk into the office, and it’s so huge. Almost the size of my father’s entire living room.
The king seemed to be deep in thought, standing by the window. I take my time admiring the way he looks. It’s like he is lost in his world.
“Your grace?” I call, and he turns around to face me. He frowns, holding his glass tightly. He is drinking whiskey. My heart races. I know what happens when my father calls me to his office and he is drinking.
“Didn’t have time to freshen up?” he asks me, his eyes trailing on my body.
“I did. Do I not smell okay?”
“NO. You are still in your old dress,” he says to me, and I swallow hard. I don’t know if I should tell him the truth or just keep quiet.
“I thought you might want to see me in a nicer dress,” I retort, waiting for his reaction. He just stares at me and then gestures for me towards the couch.
“Sit”
I make my way to the couch and sit on the edge of it, waiting for him to speak to me.
“I never chose you,” He begins, sitting down in front of me. Of course, he didn’t. No one ever chooses me, so I am used to feeling unwanted. This is nothing new to me.
“All I wanted was to sign a contract with your father. But he offered you as part of it.” He explained. It was the first time someone had ever bothered to explain to me what was happening in my life.
“I don’t know why he did it or why he insists, but I will take it. Hence why I have some rules for you,” he says, and I wait.
“How old are you?”
“Twenty-Four.”
He growls. I am sure he doesn’t believe me, but that’s what happens when you are starved for the sin of being a girl instead of a boy.
“My council insists I take a bride and give them an heir. I don’t want to, but it seems to protect someone and her happiness. I will have to do it.” He says.
My heart sinks, and an ache I have never felt before pulls in my chest. He is doing all this because of a woman.
“So, you want me to have a child with you?” I ask, and he nods.
“I don’t know if you can take me, seeing you are wolfless.” He sits back in his chair. He must love the woman.
“I can. I am stronger than I look,” I say to him, and he raises a brow. “Do you even understand what that means?”
“I know. You want me to have your child? Your heir,” I add.
Of course, I know what he means.
“If you manage to have a child. Or children. I will let you go.”
“Really?” I ask, my eyes widening
“Yes. Give me two children, then you can get your freedom.”
“What if it’s just girls?” I ask him, I would hate for my children to go through what I have gone through.
“It doesn’t matter. Girl or boy, both can be my heirs,” he says, and I nod. He gets up from his chair. “You can leave. I will send over someone to help you with anything you need,” he says, walking away. Is this what he offered the women he killed? Did they refuse? Wasn’t one of them pregnant with his child?? Thought floods my mind as I make my way towards the exit.
“Sasha?” he calls me behind, and I stop in my tracks, turning to face him.
“No one betrays me and gets to live. Be sure to remember that,” He adds, his voice so cold it sends a chill down my spine.
Did those women betray him?
Sasha“I’m never letting you go.” The words linger in my mind when I finally come to. I am sitting in Cassian’s private chamber, and he is not in bed. The wind blows through the window, and Cassian stands with his back turned to me. He is wearing nothing but his black sweatpants.The room is dimly lit, and my body feels sore, but I smile, thinking of how I spent the day in his arms. How his voice whispered to me that he wasn’t going to let go of me.Can we have more than this? Would he ever feel anything for me other than obligation?I sniffle back, pulling the bed duvet and getting out of bed. I walk towards him; he is staring into nothing. His shoulders slouched. There’s peace about him that makes me stop in my tracks. I shouldn’t disturb him. I bit my lower lip, but decided against it when I got closer to him. “Cassian?” I called, and he immediately turned to me, his eyes trailing down my body to my feet.“You shouldn’t be out here. It’s cold,” he starts coming towards me, and I s
AlaricI shouldn’t want her. She’s everything I shouldn’t want, yet I find myself drawn to her. When I touched her earlier today, it was like coming home. I felt warmth washing over me, and all I wanted to do was to pull her into my arms and take her.‘It’s good you didn’t. Because Cassian will have your head for it’ My wolf, Niall retorts, I smile, bringing a glass of whiskey to my lips.How fucked life can be? Does she know she belongs to us? Does she also feel like me? I close my eyes, basking in the warmth of the sun.“Have you spoken to him?” My Beta Ruston asks, sitting next to me, and I sigh heavily. I never thought the day I would see my friend I would find the one woman I have been looking for all my life standing by my friend, and she was carrying his fucking mark.“Well, from what I hear. She has no wolf. So, how are you certain that she is your—” Rusty pauses when he hears people walking by.“She has a wolf. But it’s weak. I can sense it.” I retort, thinking of earlier. Sh
Sasha“Good girl.” The words lingered in my mind as I lay flat on his desk. “I want you,” I whispered to him, and he chuckled softly, pulling away from me. “Not now, kitten. Why don’t you get some rest? Your fever is back.”“Cassian,” I tried to touch him, but he wasn’t moving. I still needed him. I wanted him to devour me, make me forget who I am, just this once.“Not today. I am not in my right mind. I might hurt you,” He whispers. I swallow hard, placing my hand on his chest.“If in that pain, there’s any love. Then I want it all. I don’t care if you hurt me. I know you want me just as much as I want you,” I whisper to him. His shoulders are tense. I can hear his breath has hitched.“You can never hurt me. I know that.” I get off the desk, go to stand in front of him. My arms on his chest, “You are my mate. You chose me. You can’t hurt someone you chose to always protect.” His eyes soften, cupping my cheek. “I almost did today. The things in my mind… the dark I want to do to you… I
Cassian“Cassian,” she whispered, her gaze on me. Gazing at me, like she was trying to come up with an excuse.She tried to take a step back, but I held her at arm’s length, and her heart started racing so fast. “Were you with another man?”“No. Cassian…” she stuttered, tears filling her eyes. Something twisted in me, my heart clenching tight. Guilt? She was feeling guilty, and then her emotions suddenly enveloped me.“You are fucking my friend?” I asked her, my nails digging into her skin, and she shook her head, tears rolling down her cheeks.“I swear nothing happened, Cassian. I tripped when I was waiting by the balcony.”“Waiting for him?” I growled, feeling Bjorn pushing against my chest, and she shook her head, her bottom lip trembling as she tried to touch me.“Please, you are hurting me,” she cried, trying to wiggle out of my grip. “Please. I was waiting for you, but I tripped over a flowerpot. I swear I didn’t cheat,” she explains, her words echoing in the room as I look into
>>>>>>>>>Sasha“I see our Luna is finally back on her feet,” Alaric whispers behind, startling me as I place a hand on my chest, turning to face him. A smile on his lips, my eyes trail up to his eyes, and they hold my gaze for longer than I would like to.“It seems so.” I shift on my heel, staring out at the yard. My hands were in the pockets of my coat. I feel more at peace, and there’s calmness around me; it envelopes me like a second skin.“That’s good to hear.” He murmurs, then clears his throat. I can’t help but steal glances at him; he has a stubble beard with a straight face and a perfectly chiseled jawline.I shake my head. This is my husband’s friend. I shouldn’t even be staring at him like this yet; every second he is not looking at me, I find myself stealing a glance at him. There’s something about him that brings calmness and a sense of safety whenever I see him.“Are you in town for long?” I finally managed to ask him, trying to shake off the weird flutters in my stomac
CassianThe word lingered in my mind while I watched her chest rise and fall. She looked so pale and fragile, like her life was slowly leaving her. It’s been a day since she collapsed, and nothing has changed.Darci convinced me she will be fine, but I am worried she might not come back from this. I moved closer, my hand reaching for her face, but it hovered around her face. This was my fault. I shouldn’t have left her there all by herself.When I saw the security camera of a man trying to touch her. I felt like I could lose my mind. I let her down.I turned around to leave, but she shifted, a whimper leaving her lips. She turns her head left and right.My hand reaches out to try to touch her, but I can’t bring myself to feel her body. I take a step back, and she keeps whimpering. Sweat beads on her face, and she shuts her eyes tight.My wolf screams for me to comfort her, but I feel like if I did or do, I might not let go of her.“Cassian… Cassian…” she whispers. I move closer to her