LOGINSelene couldn’t sleep, she was so restless even the silent room couldn't contain the tension oozing from her.
She lay in the darkness, staring at the ceiling, counting hours. Wednesday night was coming and that’s Avalon’s deadline.
Tell him the truth or lose control of how he learned it.
But, tell me, how do you tell someone you’d been carrying their child? And that you’d lost it alone?
There was no good way to break someone’s heart twice.
Her phone buzzed. Maya.
Treatment starts Monday. Dr. Sarah Chen called - she’s brilliant. Thank Avalon for me!
Selene’s throat tightened. Maya doesn’t know half of it. She didn’t know about the pregnancy, the miscarriage, the choice Selene had made to walk away. Selene kept that a secret from everyone for ten years.
Another buzz.
Lena, whatever you’re hiding… maybe it’s time. He deserves to know.
Maya was right. But knowing something and having the courage to act were different things.
She got up and wandered to the study. The photo album was still there, tucked where she’d left it. She pulled it out, turned pages in the moonlight.
There. Spring break, junior year. Big Sur. They’d camped on the beach, built a fire that sparked against the stars. She’d told him she loved him for the first time that weekend.
The memory hit like a fist.Fast forward to the positive test weeks later. The terror, the hope, even conversations she’d practiced in the mirror: Avalon, I have something to tell you.
She never got to have that conversation. Avalon’s mother found the test first.
Selene closed the album. Her hands shook.
She needed to tell him, but the thought of seeing his face when he learned she’d been pregnant, and she’d lost their child—
“Can’t sleep either?”
She spun. Avalon stood in the doorway wearing sweatpants, hair disheveled, looking more like the college boy she’d loved than the billionaire she’d married.
“I didn’t mean to wake you.”
“You didn’t. I’ve been up for hours.” He moved into the room but kept his distance. “Thinking about Thursday. About what Marcus might say.”
Selene’s heart hammered.
“Avalon—”
“Don’t.” He held up a hand. “It’s not Wednesday yet. You have until then. I’m trying to respect that.”
“Why?”
The question seemed to surprise him. “Why what?”
“Why are you giving me time? Why not just demand the truth now?”
He was quiet, studying her face in the dim light. “Because yesterday, when I held you while you cried, I realized something. Whatever you’re hiding, you’re not hiding it to be cruel. You’re hiding it because you think it’ll hurt less.”
“You’re wrong.”
“Am I?” He moved closer. “Then tell me. Right now. What happened on March 15, 2014?”
The words were right there, all she had to do was open her mouth.
I was pregnant. I lost the baby. Your mother threatened to destroy your career.
But what came out was: “I’m not ready.”
His jaw tightened. “Okay.”
“Okay?”
“You said you need time. So I’m giving it.” He stepped back. “But Selene, after that board meeting, after Marcus reveals whatever he’s planning—we’re done pretending. No more secrets. You tell me everything, or this ends. Not just the marriage. Everything.”
The threat landed. If she lost Avalon’s help, she’d lose the money for Maya’s treatment. She’d lose him again. Permanently this time.
“I understand,” she whispered.
“Good.” He started to leave, paused. “For what it’s worth, I don’t think you’re a bad person, I think you made an impossible choice. I just wish you’d trusted me enough to let me help carry it.”
He left before she could respond.
Selene sank into the desk chair, trembling. He was being too kind. It would be easier if he hated her. Easier to keep the walls up.
But he wasn’t making it easy.
Wednesday arrived like an executioner’s appointment.
Selene spent the day rehearsing. Practiced the words in the mirror, in the shower, while pacing her room. I was pregnant. I lost the baby. Your mother threatened me, using you as a threat bait.
None of it sounded right. They all sounded like excuses.
Dinner was tense. They sat across from each other picking at Mrs. Liu’s risotto, neither eating, both watching the clock tick toward eight.
“The records came through,” Avalon said. “From the hospital. I haven’t opened them yet.”
Selene’s fork hit her plate. “What?”
“I requested the admission logs from San Francisco General. March 15, 2014.” His eyes met hers. “They’re on my phone right now. I could open them this second. Learn whatever Marcus knows. But I’m not going to. Not until you tell me first.”
“Why?”
“Because I want to hear it from you. Not from a hospital form, not from Marcus.” He reached across the table. “Tell me, Selene, please. Whatever it is, we’ll face it together.”
Together.
The word broke something in her chest.
She opened her mouth. The pregnancy. The miscarriage. His mother. All of it. The words were right there, ready to spill.
But before she could speak, his phone rang.
Marcus.
Avalon answered, eyes never leaving her face. “What?”
The color drained from his skin as he listened.
“You did what?” he demanded. “Tomorrow? You moved it up?”
A pause.
“That’s not legal. You can’t—”
Another pause. His hand tightened on the phone.
“Fine. We’ll be there.” He hung up. “The board meeting. Marcus moved it to tomorrow morning. Eight AM. He says he has evidence that needs to be addressed immediately.”
Selene’s world tilted.
“Tomorrow? But—”
“I know.” Avalon looked at her, and everything unsaid pressed down between them. “Whatever you were going to tell me, you’re out of time.”
He stood. Crossed to the window. Spoke without turning around.
“We have twelve hours.
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