“Kat, let’s fucking do something fun today. I know that dinner for Beta Riker is tonight, but please. I can’t just hang out at the farm all fucking day. Dad is driving me insane.” Leia said.
“What do you want to do?” I asked.
“Let go to the fucking beach.” Leia said, nodding her head yes. Her shoulder length, lavender hair bouncing up and down.
“Dad won’t let me leave the pack, Leia. You know that.” I replied.
Dad had been very strict about us leaving the pack by ourselves. Especially after what happened to uncle Riker. He had caught the guy who killed him, but dad always suspected there were more hunters out there.
“Shit, let’s just sneak out then! It’s only for a few hours.” Leia sighed heavily.
She had gotten her dad’s potty mouth, his height and his love of sci-fi movies. But her mom’s eyes and body shape. She was my best friend and we were born almost on the same day. We had celebrated every birthday party together and she was the only one I could truly be myself with. Even though we were so different. Leia was outspoken and funny. Had no fear and didn’t care. Well, she did. She was just really good at acting like she didn’t.I knew Leia better than anyone and she was almost her dad’s twin. But he had real confidence, while she was faking hers. Inside she was just as insecure and shy as me, maybe more.I was the opposite. Even as a kid I was too smart. And I realized kids my age didn’t like a smart ass. They didn’t like a know it all. So I started talking less. Watching my words. Mom often says I remind her of dad when they first met. I spoke in short sentences and I always thought about what I was going to say. I would replay conversations in my mind and think about what I could have done better. What I should have said.The only person I could talk to without thinking was Leia.
“How about we ask someone to chaperone us? What about your brother?”
Leia shook her head, “no Oliver is busy. What about Emma? Emma’s cool.”
Aunt Emma was cool. She was my favorite aunt, mostly because I could relate to her the most. I have known I liked girls ever since I was eight and she and aunt Jara were the best role models for a queer relationship. Besides Kane and Beta Damian of course.
When I came out, Leia’s dad, Cyrus, was so excited. Saying he hoped Leia and I would be mates. But Leia is straight. We even tried kissing once, just to see if we felt something. Also to practice in case someone wanted to kiss us. We both felt nothing and sadly I haven’t been kissed since.
“I’ll call Emma okay? But no guarantees.” I said as I picked up my phone.
Aunt Emma agreed and she drove us to the beach. “So you girls needed a chaperone to go outside the pack huh? Or did you really want to spend your Saturday with your aunt?”
I looked down and Leia started to laugh, “can’t it be fucking both? We just wanted some fucking fun before tonight’s dinner. And I need to work on my tan. Can’t all be fucking lucky like Kat.”
I shrugged and stared out the window. I could already smell the salt in the air. The beach wasn’t far away from our pack, but there were a lot of humans around. If it came down to a fight, Emma wouldn’t shift and reveal herself. But we were stronger than humans. Leia was half human, her dad turned into a werewolf only after she was born. So she was not as strong, but still, stronger than your average human.
It made me nervous to be out of the pack, but seeing the ocean calmed me down. The sound of the waves and the warmth of the sun on my skin.
“Are you fucking done staring at the damn water?!” Leia shouted, “let’s go swim!”
Emma shook her head and laughed, “go, I’ll get us some seats. I’ll keep an eye out, Katie.”
I took my dress off and folded it neatly, then handed it to Emma. I wore my favorite bikini. It wasn’t as simple as Leia’s, but it suited me. I was blessed, or cursed, with my mom’s curves.
So I had to wear something that supported the ladies. My mom had helped me pick this one out, she loved floral patterns. It was lilac with a bunch of flowers. A top with underwire and some high waisted bottoms.
Leia was wearing a black string bikini and looking really cute. She pulled my by hand to the water and she dove right in. The water was warmer than I thought it would be and I saw kids having fun around me.
“Hey, isn’t that Sierra?” Leia asked me after a while.
“Where?”
“There, with her mom and Roman? Look it’s her! We should fucking say hi.”
I shook my head. We were all really close ones, but when Asher and Sierra went to high school they joined the popular kids. And Leia and I were far from popular. I barely talked and Leia would only talk about geeky things. We didn’t fit in with their group and we only hung out when our parents did.
Besides, they were here as a family. Probably to remember uncle Riker. And equally important, I had the biggest crush on Sierra and Leia knew that. I would shut down when I saw her and be even worse than normal.
I shook my head, “no, not today. We’ll see them tonight.
Sierra looked good though. Her long blond hair was in a braid and she was wearing a blue bathing suit. She really looked good.
I quickly turned my head. There was no point. First of all, Sierra was straight. Secondly, she was most likely mated to Asher. She would turn eighteen next year and we will see who her mate is. But I was sure it wasn’t me. So why waste time on thinking about her?
Yet, I did think about her. All the time. Every time I saw her I would get these nots in my stomach and I would wonder how soft her lips would feel on mine.
“Earth to fucking Kat?! Are you there or are you thinking about Sierra again?” Leia said seductively.
“I wasn’t. Let’s just go see where Emma is seated, I want something to drink.”
“Or, we could say hallo?” Leia said, raising her eyebrow suggestively.
“Leia, please stop. I don’t do this to you around Asher.”
Leia blushed, “that’s not fucking the same.”
“Yeah it is. I know you had a crush on Asher since you were ten. So don’t even pretend.”
Leia rolled her eyes, “whatever. Fine. Let’s go see Emma.”
Aaro’s povI shouldn’t have said that, but it was the fucking truth. No matter how much this wasn’t Storm’s choice any more than it was mine, he was still going to mark me against my will. Maybe if things were different, then I would have chosen Storm as my mate.I always hoped I would find my true mate, but that ship had fucking sailed the moment I was bought. Maybe even before then—maybe the moment I was brought to the damn school. It didn’t fucking matter anyway.I saw how my remark hurt Storm, and all I could think of to make this better was to ask him to kiss me. I knew it fucking made me feel better. More than better. The orgasm he gave me was out of this fucking world, and I just wanted to make him feel good too.I didn’t know what the fuck I was doing, but he seemed to enjoy it, and to be honest, I was enjoying it too. I didn’t think having someone’s dick inside my mouth would be fun, but hearing Storm grunt and hold on to my hair and knowing I was the one doing it to him was a
Storm’s povI knew if I got pissed off, Aaro would stop telling me the truth, so I let her talk while inside of me a storm was raging. I wanted to go to the school and kill everyone who ever hurt Aaro. I wanted to destroy the entire school and get everyone out, but I knew I couldn’t. I was a fucking hypocrite. My father had bought Aaro for me and had funded the school for years. I didn’t realize where part of our money was going until I checked the books today. Our pack had been giving money to the Goldacres for decades. How could I say I would destroy the school if I still profited from it? If it wasn’t for the school, I wouldn’t have met Aaro.I wanted to be Aaro’s home, her safe place. She deserved that. Despite the fucked up situation she was thrown into, she was trying to do things her own way. She could have ignored my mother like the rest, but instead she decided to learn Dutch. The thing that bonded me and mam together. If Aaro was smart, she would have sucked up to Dad and R
Aaro’s povEve explained the phone to me, but I still felt like a fucking idiot using it. She was so patient with me, but I knew if others saw me fumbling with the phone, they’d think I was raised under a damn rock. Everyone used technology for everything, and I felt like I didn’t belong in this world.To be honest, I don’t belong here. I belong with my sister; I belong back home.But a part of me wished I did belong here. That I could give Storm what he deserved. He wanted a real person who didn’t have that many secrets, someone who could be themselves around him, and I wasn’t that at fucking all. I had to think before I spoke, because otherwise I could reveal the truth."I really am sorry, Aaro." Eve said again.I shook my head, "don’t be. I’ll be fine."Eve sighed, "it can be really hard sometimes, Aaro. I try to put on a brave face for Storm. I don’t want him to feel bad for me, but it’s really lonely for me. I miss my family and just having a life. Don’t get me wrong; if I had to
Storm’s pov"Aaro is bijna klaar; douchen liep een beetje uit. [Aaro is almost done; the shower took a bit longer than expected.]Mam laughed, "Ik zie dat jij ook ging douchen? [I see you took a shower as well?] She ruffled my wet hair."Dus? [so?]""Niks. Ik ben blij voor je. Ze is speciaal vind je niet? Ik durf het bijna niet te zeggen, maar misschien is zij je, - [Nothing. I am happy for you. She’s special, isn’t she? I am almost too scared to say, but maybe she’s your, -] " I stopped my mom from finishing her sentence."Mam zeg het niet dan! Fuck, je weet zelf wat pap zou doen. [Then don’t say it! Fuck, you know what Dad would do.]"My mother knew better than anyone what my dad thought of true mates, considering she was his. Dad and mom fell in love when they were seventeen. Love at first sight, she called it, and then my grandfather got killed and my dad turned into a paranoid asshole. Too scared of what a true mate meant. He wasn't just scared of losing half his soul if his true
Aaro’s povFucking phone. That stupid fucking phone. Phones didn’t used to be like this, were they? I remember mom and dad having a phone, and I sometimes watched videos on it or played a game. But this thing was totally different.I felt so fucking out of place. I knew nothing about this world. I guess that the school does this on purpose. Make sure to isolate the girls once they’re out of the school. Make sure we don’t know how to use technology to ask for help.We’re not supposed to tell anyone about the school, but even if we only wanted to help ourselves once we were out, we wouldn’t be able to. We had no one to turn to and no way to set up any support system. Maybe I should talk to Eve. She had been isolated, stuck inside this packhouse. She knows how it feels, and maybe she knows how to get out of here.I opened the stupid phone again, cursing at it."You better not fuck this up again. Send text to Eve.""Send text to Eve," the phone said."Do you want to join me and Storm for l
Storm’s povI put Aaro on my lap and let her eat."So what’s her deal?" Cara asked, mind-linking me."What do you mean?""She seems nice, but is she like the rest? Does she want you because of your title?"I laughed, "no, she isn’t like the rest. Not at fucking all. I don’t think she cares about becoming Luna at all.""Did she have any say in coming here? Did her parents force her?"I sighed, "she’s an orphan. It’s fucking complicated Cara, but she doesn’t really have a choice. So I’m trying my fucking best to make everything not suck as fucking much."Cara smiled at me, "you want her to like you."Aaro started giving me bites to eat, and although it surprised me, I let her. It was fucking adorable that she cared enough to feed me."She likes you already. She was straddling you, and now she’s feeding you!" Cara shouted inside my head.That kiss was amazing. And when Aaro started moving her fucking hips, I went insane. If Cara hadn’t stopped us, I don’t know what would have happened. Wh