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Naomi D.Thank you Rachelle for letting me know where I forgot some errors. English isn't my first language and sometimes I miss some words or I don't realize the correct spelling, because it sounds right to me. Amy asked where I lived, but it's in Amsterdam. Dutch people learn english at a young age, we don't dub our movies like some countries. only the kids movies. I always imagine my story takes place somewhere in the US, but I have never been hahaha. so it's all from movies and shows. Have never been out of Europe, well except for Turkey. The Netherlands is really small, the whole country is the size of New Jersey according to google. But it's a fun and safe place to live.
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