Very long chapter. Once again I couldn't stop and didn't want to split the chapter in two. I figured Kate being so scared to open up, wouldn't be comfortable exposing herself fully yet. she'll get her chance too, don't worry. but being naked around someone, letting them touch you, requires trust and I don't think Kate trusts that easily.
Leia’s pov “So maybe this weekend Sierra can finally pop your fucking cherry?” I said, wiggling my eyebrows at Kate. I loved teasing her, especially after she always gagged every fucking time I mentioned something sexual. “I hate that I told you about that weekend and what she smells like.” Kate said, rolling her eyes. “But….? Do you think you’re fucking ready or is something still holding you back?” I asked her seriously. I was really fucking excited Sierra and Kate got together, but up until now it wasn't like she wanted it to be. It wasn’t Sierra’s fault though. Last fucking week there was an attack on the Eclipse pack, so Sierra and Asher couldn’t fucking leave. So they had that one weekend and since then two fucking weeks of long distance relationship. Which would be hard for anyone. Asher had been so worried, but my KitKat was here and I was back on my meds. Not for fucking long though, doctor Angela and I had a plan to slowly stop. I needed to know if I could do this on my
Sierra’s pov “You want to go upstairs? I want to show you how much I’ve missed you,” I said to Kate. Goddess, it had been two long weeks and in that time I had thought about what I was going to do to Kate’s body every night. “And during the day, you perv.” Grace joked. She wasn’t wrong though. Kate was distracting, in the best way ever. All I wanted, was to be with her, to touch her. Talking to her was amazing, especially now that she wasn’t thinking before talking. Kate was even smarter than I thought and she was funny and sometimes she was even a little weird. But in the best way ever. But seeing her now. All I wanted was to be alone with her and finally repay Kate for that amazing orgasm. And maybe I’d get another. “Yeah, you’re not that selfless.” Grace said. “We shouldn’t discuss my sex life. Just promise you’ll shup up when we’re actually doing something?” Grace teased me, “I’ll try.” Kate looked unsure, “could we go outside first?” Why did she want to go outside? It to
Asher’s pov The last two and half months have flown by. Mostly because I’ve been either working hard or, - “Screwing hard?” Logan joked. I wanted to say, traveling to see Leia. At least now I had Sierra with me, which was a lot nicer than traveling alone. Even if all she talked about now, was my freaking sister. I liked them together. They worked really well, but I had to get used to seeing my little sister be so affectionate with someone. Especially with my best friend. And Kate and Sierra were all over each other. Especially Sierra, she loved showing Kate off as her own. Kate had changed too, being less anxious and talking more. I could already imagine our futures. Me and Leia as the Alpha and Luna, with Sierra as my Beta and my sister there to advise us. I just needed to find someone for the Gamma position, or I could keep Talia. She had only been Beta for five years. “Are you in a rush to be Alpha? You're thinking ahead already? You don’t even know when your father will stop
Leia’s pov Everything had been fucking perfect the last few months. Well, it would fucking be. Because tomorrow my Asher would be here. And I’d finally get some fucking action. I missed his body, I missed his gorgeous face and his fucking voice. Fuck, there wasn’t anything I didn’t miss. Kate and I had been planning a double date and we were so fucking exciting. It was going to be great. Hopefully. We wanted to take them out of town and go camping. I wasn’t sure if Asher would like camping and I really wasn’t fucking sure if tents were soundproof. Probably fucking not, but it would be nice being in nature. Logan and Grace would be able to shift and run, and protect us in case something went wrong. I just needed to do one thing today, that I had been putting off. I went to see the pack doctor, because I really hated the fucking pill. I already thought it was making me feel numb and was considering a IUD. But lately I had been fucking bloated and dizzy. I wasn’t taking my antidepressa
Asher’s pov “I am not going to just sit around and wait for Leia to call you, Cyrus.” “I didn’t fucking thought you would. I will stay at the packhouse tonight and you can listen in on the fucking call. Let’s see if we can find some clue on where the fuck my daughter went to.” Cyrus replied. He was a great father in law. The fucking best and April was equally wonderful, always so nice to me. I was worried, but I was also angry. Why would she just leave like that? Didn’t she know how many people were worried about her? Didn’t understand with her history, we would worry even more? A girl alone, Goddess knows where, was already scaring the shit out of me. Dad sent his best trackers out for Leia, but she left of her own free will. So it meant she wasn’t really missing, more like she had ran away. Thank the Goddess dad loves Cyrus and he couldn’t tell him no. “Your father loves you and Leia too. It’s not just for Cyrus’ sake.” Logan said. April stayed at the farm and Cyrus had dinne
Leia’s pov I was fucking terrified most of the night. Apparently tents aren’t soundproof at all and I heard every fucking noise in this damn campsite. What the fuck was I thinking? I would leave as soon as the sun got up, because I was too scared to leave my tent in the fucking dark. I heard fucking animals. the rest of the people that were camping and I didn't know what the fuck those other sounds were. I tried thinking about what to do about this baby. There weren’t many choices. Either I keep the baby and raise it with my pissed off boyfriend. Or I raise the baby by myself or co parent with Asher, if we break up if either one finds our mate. Or I give the baby up for adoption. I’m not going to fucking do that. Goddess, Asher was pissed off on the phone. I knew he would be worried, but I didn’t expect him to get so fucking mad. How would he react to this news? With anger or would he be fucking happy? I might not want to be pregnant at fucking seventeen, but I have always known I
Kate’s pov I was worried sick. Having Sierra here helped. A lot. Just being close to me, holding my hand or putting her hand on my lower back, it reassured me that things would be okay. Leia texted me before she left. She told me she was on her way and that she in her words, “fucking hated camping.” But she wasn’t back home yet. Asher, Sierra, Aunt Emma, Jara, Cyrus and I all searched the area between the campsite and our pack. Looking for any sign of her. It took most of the day, but we finally found her car in the forest. It looked like someone left it there to hide it. Her car was in the middle of nowhere and there were branches and leaves covering the car. Asher was so angry when he saw the car that he ripped the door off the car. Inside the car was all her stuff, except for her phone. We had to go home, because it was getting dark. The next day everyone else searched the area, while Sierra and I looked through the car some more. Maybe I could find a clue somewhere. The only
Leia’s pov I cried myself to sleep every fucking night, praying I’d get fucking rescued. Maybe they found my phone or maybe they found my car. Or that fucking bag with a baby romper. But nobody knew I was pregnant, besides Doctor Sara and she couldn’t fucking tell anyone, because of patient confidentiality whatever the fuck it’s called. Honestly, if it wasn’t for my little one, I would have fucking gone dark again. Like really fucking dark. I needed to protect the pack and I might have just killed myself to avoid the pain Alpha Fuckface would inflict onto me. To stop myself from saying anything that could hurt the pack. As much as the Iron River pack meant to me, this little one meant more. I knew it was fucking selfish of me, to choose the life of an unborn baby over an entire pack, but the Iron River pack could defend itself. And my baby only had me and I for fucking sure wouldn’t let anyone hurt him or her. It’s been two fucking weeks now. Two fucking weeks and I’m losing hope o