I jump as the hot oil splatter to the dorsal of my palm. That was when I realized I was lost in thought and someone had been at my door. I turn off the gas and rinse my hands in the kitchen sink to get to the door.
"Giana Doxon. Don't tell me you went to the club last night without me!" She rests her palm on her hips dramatically.I ignore my best friend and engulf her in a hug pleased to see her. I hug her long enough for her to be worried because no, I never was and I'm not a lover of hugs. The last time I hugged her this long was when I lost my sister."Start spilling what the problem is and it better not be Cole."I pull away and blink away my tears, turning to quickly clean them as I walk back to the kitchen to grab a jar of cookies and yogurt, no longer feeling the need to eat food. I shouldn't have bothered cooking in the first place."No... I mean yes, it's Cole, but kind of a different situation." I chuckle but it did a poor job at making me look better."I would hate to hear about him but tell me.""I'm pregnant," I announce to her. I watched her expression drop to a blank one like she was trying to process what I had just said. I watch her with a fake smile, not knowing how else to express myself. I didn't want to look sad about it because it was a decision I had made myself to sleep with him in the past but at the same time, I didn't look like a woman who was happy about having a baby on the way."I didn't quite get you."She did. I know she did. "I'm pregnant."Her eyes widened and she asked me a question we both knew the answer to. "Who's the father?" She asked like she didn't already know.I shrug my shoulders nonchalantly as I bite on the cookie. Before I know it, she rushes to me, engulfing me in a hug. "Oh, Gia." So sad. Her voice was sad and I wondered if she felt pity for me. That was when my tears slid down my cheeks.I wanted to be strong...but I was going to be a mother.I remembered my father's words 'Your profound love would be the cause of your death Gianna.' He had told me this several times but said it again to me the night my sister had died and yet I was kind and loving enough to forgive the mother of one of my sister's kidnappers who got caught. Her son was at fault not her. I couldn't vent my anger on her.Now I had forsaken his words and my life was about to take a turn. I wondered if this pregnancy would be the death of me as my father had warned or if it would be the source of my happiness again. Happiness I had lost after that night I was left to be the only daughter of my father.Nellie pulls away from me and cleans my tears. "Do you want to talk about it?"I nodded. I do. I want to let it all out and know all that is within me is a developing baby.I began telling her what had happened last week as she joined me to eat my cookies. Listening carefully and giving me different expressions now and then to different parts. She listened and ate like she was in the cinema eating popcorn and watching a mystery movie.She was engrossed and giving me all ears. Exactly what I needed. No words just a listening ear.I tell her everything from the time I left the club thinking about how betrayed I felt to the time when I helped an injured woman to the hospital and found out I was pregnant in the process."Jeez, Gia. You don't even know the lady.""It was unfortunate what happened to her but that's not the issue now, Nellie. I'm having a baby. I can't go back to Cole. I don't deserve such a fate. Don't you think so, Nellie?" She says nothing and drinks from the yogurt can, looking at me over it like she's not too sure about what I had done. "Tell me I'll be doing good, Nellie. Tell me I'll make the right choice by hiding this pregnancy from Cole.""Hiding this pregnancy from Cole will be good, in the sense, that you don't want you guys back together but your child, you would be denying him or her a father's love.""My child doesn't have to know. He doesn't have to know. I'll give him or her a loving father and me, a loving husband.""What if Cole finds out.""There's no way, Nellie. It's impossible.""How long do you plan to hide it? I mean, I'm totally in no support of Cole but I'm thinking of your child. You are yet to be steady and he's rich. Fucking rich.""My baby doesn't entirely need money. I could always work hard and provide that. What my baby needs is love and I don't want my baby growing up to see her father and mother being apart, cause the man she looks up to cheated on her mother." I was breathless after what I just said and it stung so bad, that the man I'd been dating wasn't the epitome of a good father or loving husband."And your father, Gia?" She asked.I opened my mouth to talk but then shut it, thinking of my father.I hated the way her words made me feel regret but she was being truthful. So truthful I can't deny or prove any of her words a lie. I wanted her to be honest with me and damn, she is way too honest for my liking."He doesn't have to know. I'll tell him I have a business for as long as I'm bearing this child then I'll go home and then. . .""And then what?. . .Come back?. . .""Okay, I'm done with your honesty and you making me rue something that can't be undone because as much as it bothers me, there's no going back." I move to stand but she stops me."Go home, Gia.""How will I face him?" I blink at her and sniff."Go home. You need your family in times like this.""I need you more, Nellie," I swear. I need anything but my unsupportive dad in times like this or my runaway mother and her son. They were family, I can't deny but they aren't as encouraging as Nellie here."They might not have been the best in the past but who knows, a grandfather or grandmother's love might be different from the father and mother you've come to know. I would love to see the grandfather side of that man. I'm curious, aren't you?" She smiles widely like she's imagining it already.I laugh, now seeing reasons to go back home. It's so far away. I can't believe I'm going back after a month. I planned to stay in Canada for more than five years after I was sent here by Dad for safety reasons. Now I have no choice but to go back home where the pain all began. "Fine, I'll go.""Yayy. When do we leave?""You choose. I'm not in the right state of mind to do so." I groan and stand. "I suddenly feel my appetite again. I should cook for us.""Hey, Gia." I turn to her just before I enter the kitchen. "You'll make a great mum." She smiles and instead of reciprocating it, I suddenly feel an urge to cry. I strode to her and hugged her from over the head of the sofa."Thank you, Nellie." I sniff. She chuckles and rubs my back."I would have advised you to blame any strange man cause, unfortunately, your ex would make an asshole out of a dad." She says when we pull away."Thank God you don't give the worst advice, but I might consider." I chuckle and walk away from her to the kitchen, cleaning my tears on the way.Just before I started cooking from where I had stopped, I placed my hand on my stomach for the first time since I left the hospital, suddenly feeling a connection between me and my baby. "I'll be a great mum to you," I promise.My baby.The drive from the airport was a quiet one of course, cause I had no one to talk to. Nellie had gone her own way and my father wasn't even aware of my arrival to send his driver waiting for me at the airport.I thought more about how to disclose the news of my pregnancy to my family, my dad especially, than how happy I'd be to finally see them again. Though Dad has never been one to chatter and laugh about my life ever since the loss of my sister, he only laid concern when I did something that could tarnish him or his business, maybe I have already done that and I wondered so much what his reaction will be.I roll my luggage box to our small mansion, my legs trembling with every step I take. Just as I raise my hands to press on the doorbell, the huge doors open to my father facing me. His eyes widen in shock and he steps closer to meet me with a small smile on his lips."I wasn't expecting you, Gianna."I crack a smile at him. I wasn't expecting myself to. I didn't know what to say.
I peeped from the staircase at the crowd, disappointed at the unfamiliar faces and no one to occupy time with. I make my way downstairs in my spaghetti strap backless high-slit dress. I had decided on something simple and I was more than comfortable with it. I make my way down the stairs to the other end of the room to sit on the chair lingering around the corner. I tapped my fingers on my elbows, humming to nothing as I sent fake smiles at everyone who looked my way. I was bored and wished I had invited Nellie the moment I knew about the party.I took the last drink from the tray as the waiter walked past. I watched the party in slow sips looking here and there to catch sight of my father. At least I'll be a bit occupied with his introductions which never cease to end.Speaking of the devil, I see him make his way through the crowd. His face suddenly elated at the sight of me like he'd been wondering about my whereabouts. "There you are. I want to introduce you to someone." He take
It's Sunday and it had to be the best day for me to wake up with a slight headache. It must be because I didn't rest enough after my journey yesterday and stressed myself with my father's party. I decide to brush my teeth and make myself something small to eat before taking painkillers. Halfway down the stairs to the kitchen, the doorbell rings. Dad was busy in his study room and the housekeeper was nowhere to be seen so I headed to get the door myself. "What are you doing here?" I spit out in sudden hatred as I see Cole backing the door, busy with his phone. I hate to see him again. My chest heaved in a bad way at the sight of him and chills ran down my spine at the reminder of what he had done to me and the fact that I was bearing his child.He turns to look at me with a smile which immediately drops at the look on my face. "Baby." I see he hasn't learned a lesson and I felt like slapping his face so hard again that he would remember what it feels like to be slapped and he'll th
LENOX POVI fold the white card into a neat square and place it at the top center of the bouquet. I then look up at the slim tall man standing before my desk, waiting to do his job. "Deliver it to the location I sent to you. Don't say a word about me. Just deliver it and leave.""Yes, sir.""Good. You'll have more deliveries to take care of." Yes, a lot more in the future because I had a lot of plans for her. I had a lot of plans for the woman who had gotten me obsessed with just the sight of her pictures. She saw me as a stranger but I knew her as my nephew's ex.I was shocked to see her at the club that night and couldn't puzzle out why she was in Canada. I left it to be her business but I couldn't just leave while I knew she was there, right before me and asking to be fucked. I watched in wonderment at her straightforwardness towards me. She said she wasn't drunk. It was partly a lie and the truth. She must be frequent with such habit to not be drunken by the harsh mix, I presum
GIANNA'S POVI had decided to start work at my father's office today. I had left the house knowing my mum and brother were around, yet I didn't feel the need to stay at home with them so I prepared and headed to the office the moment I woke. "Welcome ma'am." The secretary appointed to me stood from her desk to welcome me. She advances to take my handbag and escorts me into my office before rushing to the coffee machine to make me coffee."It's fine. I'll work without one today." I say, dismissing her. I could barely work without coffee then, and now that I'm pregnant, I have to work without one to be on the safe side.The office was nothing different from that of my father's, so it was nothing intriguing as I have seen it quite often. The color was a bright shade of blue and white giving a soothing ambiance to the office alongside the lights flashing through the slide window which was halfway covered with a white curtain blind.A steel tanker desk and faux leather office chair sat in
I walk into the simply decorated balcony, where Dad has chosen to hold the dinner. The Ardolfs hadn't arrived yet so it was just mum checking if everything was okay. "Gia." She calls with a wide smile as she sees me walk in. "Come. Help me out with this." She pointed at the napkins which needed to be arranged neatly. "Sure." I walk towards the table and do as told."The decor is simple and pretty. Don't you think?" I nod. "I was in charge of it.""Congratulations on that, Andra.""Your father told me he suspects you're familiar with one of the Ardolfs."I looked at her for a moment. Typical of Dad not to believe my words. He probably would have believed it if Cole had said it himself. "I'm not," I reply dryly, looking away. "I'm worried, now that you and father are having discussions like this.""I see nothing wrong with that. Your fa. . .""You see nothing wrong with that cause it's just another means for you to stab us in the back again.""You shouldn't judge me for just one mista
The air was thick and everyone threw light talks to one another, except me, to calm the atmosphere. I spoke when spoken to and waited patiently for everyone to begin eating. I wondered why everyone hadn't started eating yet until Andra arrived then we began. I watch Lenox pray before digging into his food. 'He prays' my brain tells me like I didn't just see it for myself. My stomach twisted at the thought of this mystery I just discovered and I found the need to know more about this man, down to the little details, even though I knew it would lead to no good."So you own one...three hotels?" The lady who had spoken to me earlier asked. I swallow and nod, hating the attention now on me. "No. I'm just a hotel assistant but I hope to have my hotel one day." "That's nice. Good to know you're a little woman of your own. When I was your age, I was married and a full-time housewife." She says and I didn't know how to feel about what she just said. All eyes move to Cole as he lets out a c
I knew that voice too well that I feared to turn that he might be too close, entrapping me in his web like that's all he's ever wanted and all he could ever do. "She is." I agree with him, not daring to ask for further details on who she was. I continue washing but slowly this time. I was way too conscious of my environment now than ever before. I wasn't expecting him to finish with his call so soon, and now that he is, I'm discomfited about us down here while everyone is up there. "Thank you for supporting me back there.""I would have supported any other woman in your place."I swallowed hard. The thought of any other woman being treated this way by him caused an ache in my chest."So you're like a woman support system?" I smile."I can't tell. Is that what it's called? Supporting a woman I believe is capable and extraordinary in every way?"My heart skipped and I bit my lip as I washed, I wanted him to say more. To tell me everything he thinks of me."Apart from your business and