The drive from the airport was a quiet one of course, cause I had no one to talk to. Nellie had gone her own way and my father wasn't even aware of my arrival to send his driver waiting for me at the airport.
I thought more about how to disclose the news of my pregnancy to my family, my dad especially, than how happy I'd be to finally see them again. Though Dad has never been one to chatter and laugh about my life ever since the loss of my sister, he only laid concern when I did something that could tarnish him or his business, maybe I have already done that and I wondered so much what his reaction will be.I roll my luggage box to our small mansion, my legs trembling with every step I take. Just as I raise my hands to press on the doorbell, the huge doors open to my father facing me.His eyes widen in shock and he steps closer to meet me with a small smile on his lips."I wasn't expecting you, Gianna."I crack a smile at him. I wasn't expecting myself to. I didn't know what to say. I would have if we connected like father and daughter but unfortunately. I decide to ask how he is but he speaks up before I can, moving to walk away, probably bored with the nice-to-see-you event happening in front of his mansion."I have someone important to pick up from the airport. I'll be back." He taps on my shoulder as he walks off.I huff and make my way into the house to see workers busy with decorations. "What's going on?" I asked one of the workers who was passing by."Welcome ma'am. The boss is organizing an important function. We've been ordered to decorate the house for the party tonight but we don't know what exactly for."I nod, looking at the decorations before looking back at him. "Is my mum and brother around?" I ask, internally wishing I don't get to face them. He stares at me confused and I got the message that he's not a regular worker here. "Okay," I say, dismissing him. A party is the last thing I want to be involved in but Papa is going to make me see no other option, especially now that I'm back after so long.I make my way to my room. It was clean and just as I had left it. I quickly showered and decided to visit somewhere important before the party.I walk out of the house to my car without telling anyone where I'm heading to. On my way, I stop to buy a bouquet by the roadside before driving to the cemetery.Visiting my dead sister's graveyard was the first thing I had in mind to do the moment I came back to the States and I'm glad I'm able to squeeze into the time before the party to do so.Nothing would stop me.I make my way through the concreted pathway that led to her grave. Her stone was dirty grey like it's been ages since she died. It's not been up to a month and her stone had been abandoned like she meant nothing while she was alive.I squat to drop the bouquet on the stone. I crack a smile. "I'm sure you're happy and safe where you are now." I ran my hands on her engraved name which is JOANA DOXON.This was my first time visiting her grave after her funeral, as my dad had made me move to Canada for safety reasons. Seeing her grave now brings back a lot of memories and emotions, both sad and happy ones that I thought I'd gotten over.I lied. I lied to myself when I moved to Canada and thought I could move on. It's difficult to mend a broken heart, I forgot.I place my hand on my tummy. "Look, you would have been a loving aunt. I wish you were still alive to care for me and my baby." I bite on my lip, holding myself. "I'll tell him or her about you. About how smart and intelligent you were. How sweet and brave you were and how annoying you were too." I chuckle at the last part, quickly cleaning my cheeks as a tear escapes.I do a poor job, right? At hiding my tears."He or she will love you, even while you're away," I say, cleaning another tear. "Rest well Joanna." I stare at her stone for a while before standing. I sniff and turn to walk out of the graveyard.I miss her. There was a certain void in me which haven't been replaced for three years. It stings now and then.. . and I wished to get better.I peeped from the staircase at the crowd, disappointed at the unfamiliar faces and no one to occupy time with. I make my way downstairs in my spaghetti strap backless high-slit dress. I had decided on something simple and I was more than comfortable with it. I make my way down the stairs to the other end of the room to sit on the chair lingering around the corner. I tapped my fingers on my elbows, humming to nothing as I sent fake smiles at everyone who looked my way. I was bored and wished I had invited Nellie the moment I knew about the party.I took the last drink from the tray as the waiter walked past. I watched the party in slow sips looking here and there to catch sight of my father. At least I'll be a bit occupied with his introductions which never cease to end.Speaking of the devil, I see him make his way through the crowd. His face suddenly elated at the sight of me like he'd been wondering about my whereabouts. "There you are. I want to introduce you to someone." He take
It's Sunday and it had to be the best day for me to wake up with a slight headache. It must be because I didn't rest enough after my journey yesterday and stressed myself with my father's party. I decide to brush my teeth and make myself something small to eat before taking painkillers. Halfway down the stairs to the kitchen, the doorbell rings. Dad was busy in his study room and the housekeeper was nowhere to be seen so I headed to get the door myself. "What are you doing here?" I spit out in sudden hatred as I see Cole backing the door, busy with his phone. I hate to see him again. My chest heaved in a bad way at the sight of him and chills ran down my spine at the reminder of what he had done to me and the fact that I was bearing his child.He turns to look at me with a smile which immediately drops at the look on my face. "Baby." I see he hasn't learned a lesson and I felt like slapping his face so hard again that he would remember what it feels like to be slapped and he'll th
LENOX POVI fold the white card into a neat square and place it at the top center of the bouquet. I then look up at the slim tall man standing before my desk, waiting to do his job. "Deliver it to the location I sent to you. Don't say a word about me. Just deliver it and leave.""Yes, sir.""Good. You'll have more deliveries to take care of." Yes, a lot more in the future because I had a lot of plans for her. I had a lot of plans for the woman who had gotten me obsessed with just the sight of her pictures. She saw me as a stranger but I knew her as my nephew's ex.I was shocked to see her at the club that night and couldn't puzzle out why she was in Canada. I left it to be her business but I couldn't just leave while I knew she was there, right before me and asking to be fucked. I watched in wonderment at her straightforwardness towards me. She said she wasn't drunk. It was partly a lie and the truth. She must be frequent with such habit to not be drunken by the harsh mix, I presum
GIANNA'S POVI had decided to start work at my father's office today. I had left the house knowing my mum and brother were around, yet I didn't feel the need to stay at home with them so I prepared and headed to the office the moment I woke. "Welcome ma'am." The secretary appointed to me stood from her desk to welcome me. She advances to take my handbag and escorts me into my office before rushing to the coffee machine to make me coffee."It's fine. I'll work without one today." I say, dismissing her. I could barely work without coffee then, and now that I'm pregnant, I have to work without one to be on the safe side.The office was nothing different from that of my father's, so it was nothing intriguing as I have seen it quite often. The color was a bright shade of blue and white giving a soothing ambiance to the office alongside the lights flashing through the slide window which was halfway covered with a white curtain blind.A steel tanker desk and faux leather office chair sat in
I walk into the simply decorated balcony, where Dad has chosen to hold the dinner. The Ardolfs hadn't arrived yet so it was just mum checking if everything was okay. "Gia." She calls with a wide smile as she sees me walk in. "Come. Help me out with this." She pointed at the napkins which needed to be arranged neatly. "Sure." I walk towards the table and do as told."The decor is simple and pretty. Don't you think?" I nod. "I was in charge of it.""Congratulations on that, Andra.""Your father told me he suspects you're familiar with one of the Ardolfs."I looked at her for a moment. Typical of Dad not to believe my words. He probably would have believed it if Cole had said it himself. "I'm not," I reply dryly, looking away. "I'm worried, now that you and father are having discussions like this.""I see nothing wrong with that. Your fa. . .""You see nothing wrong with that cause it's just another means for you to stab us in the back again.""You shouldn't judge me for just one mista
The air was thick and everyone threw light talks to one another, except me, to calm the atmosphere. I spoke when spoken to and waited patiently for everyone to begin eating. I wondered why everyone hadn't started eating yet until Andra arrived then we began. I watch Lenox pray before digging into his food. 'He prays' my brain tells me like I didn't just see it for myself. My stomach twisted at the thought of this mystery I just discovered and I found the need to know more about this man, down to the little details, even though I knew it would lead to no good."So you own one...three hotels?" The lady who had spoken to me earlier asked. I swallow and nod, hating the attention now on me. "No. I'm just a hotel assistant but I hope to have my hotel one day." "That's nice. Good to know you're a little woman of your own. When I was your age, I was married and a full-time housewife." She says and I didn't know how to feel about what she just said. All eyes move to Cole as he lets out a c
I knew that voice too well that I feared to turn that he might be too close, entrapping me in his web like that's all he's ever wanted and all he could ever do. "She is." I agree with him, not daring to ask for further details on who she was. I continue washing but slowly this time. I was way too conscious of my environment now than ever before. I wasn't expecting him to finish with his call so soon, and now that he is, I'm discomfited about us down here while everyone is up there. "Thank you for supporting me back there.""I would have supported any other woman in your place."I swallowed hard. The thought of any other woman being treated this way by him caused an ache in my chest."So you're like a woman support system?" I smile."I can't tell. Is that what it's called? Supporting a woman I believe is capable and extraordinary in every way?"My heart skipped and I bit my lip as I washed, I wanted him to say more. To tell me everything he thinks of me."Apart from your business and
He got into the washroom and I moved to stand at the opposite side of the door.I don't know why I waited while he was in there. I was so embarrassed I should have left the moment I showed him where the washroom was but yet, I waited in case he needed something. He was our guest.Our special guest.I should have remembered that back there when I was grinding on his fingers but no, I was too caught up in the moment. I don't know what's up with me. It has something to do with my pregnancy. I know and I'm sure of it.I hate feeling regret, so much and that's exactly what I feel right now. The way he pulled away was as if he immediately realized what he was doing and regretted it. It makes me wonder if he feels just how I feel.I raised myself from the wall and roamed around, thinking if I had actually messed up and if he would draw away from me after today. I don't know how I'll be able to handle this.The pain and the burn I feel towards him. Was there a cure? A pill? . . . cause if I