Chapter 77

(SASHA POV)

It was painful.

Unbearably painful.

All I could feel was pain and all I could hear was him until that also vanished and I felt myself completely drowned in a black water, where I couldn't move, couldn't breathe, and couldn't see yet the pain in the form of suffocation embraced me ever so tightly.

So this was the end.

I always wanted this.

I always wanted to meet death whenever I was near him.

Being in his vicinity made me obsessed with the thought of my own end.

But...upon finally meeting my end, I realized that I didn't want this.

I wanted to live.

I wanted to see him destroy me more.

Yes, I had finally gone insane and even the thought of it did not trigger the long-due fear in me.

The chances of meeting him always terrified me but there was something else along with it. Excitement...looking forward to how low he could fall just so he could destroy me more in his own sick mind of an insane lover.

But that was it.

This was the end.

End for the betterment.

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