MasukSilas POV
One moment I was walking home in the rain, mourning a life lived in shadows, and the next, I was a traitor to the crown. It was a joke, it had to be. I was a nobody, like a ghost. How the hell could I ever be a spy? I leaned my head against the damp wall, trying to make sense of the nightmare. Then I remembered the moment when we touched. My stomach did an involuntary violent flip at the memory of his touch. The sparks, the feeling of finally belonging to someone after living all my life miserably. I had spent years telling myself a mate was a luxury I couldn't afford, a danger that would expose my secret. Only to find one now, except, he was the Lycan king, a man who probably wanted me dead. A bitter, quiet laugh bubbled up in my throat. Oh, the irony. I remembered the look in his eyes when he touched me, he doesn't want me. ‘A King doesn’t want a lowly, criminal Omega.’ I thought bitterly. Especially not one like me. I still didn't know what I did and why I was arrested. But one thing's for sure, I didn't do it. What ever the crime was, it wasn't me. My thoughts were cut short when a sudden, sharp cramp spiked in my abdomen, followed by a wave of heat so intense it made my vision blur. I gasped, my knees buckling as I slid down the wall to the floor, curling into myself. No, this can't be. Without the suppressants to hold everything back, everything was flooding back with vengeance. My skin felt too tight and too hot, I could already feel the slickness beginning to pool between my thighs, a shameful heat blooming in my core. I whimpered loudly as the pain began to consume me whole. I could feel my system begin to spiral out of control, I've been on suppressants too long. I whimpered again, clutching my stomach as more slick gushed out and pooled in between my legs. Outside the heavy iron bars, I heard the sudden scuff of boots approaching. Then a voice. “Do you smell that?” A guard muttered, his voice thick with confusion and I could hear the sharp edge of Alpha instinct in his voice. “It’s….. it’s him," the other replied, his voice strained. “The prisoner. But he's a male Omega right? He shouldn't be having…” “Heats.” I heard the first guard complete the other's sentence. But I barely paid mind to them, because the air in the cramped cell was rapidly filling with the scent I had spent a decade hiding. It was an invitation and a warning all at once, fear pooled at my chest at what could possibly happen to me after all these. “It’s too strong,” the first guard hissed, his breathing becoming heavier. “If he goes into full heat in there, the whole wing will lose their minds.” “....Do you think we should open the door?” The second guard suggested. “I'm not opening that door,” the first one snapped, his voice trembling. “Have you forgotten what the King said? While looked like he wanted to tear the world apart? Stay here. I’m going to inform him. He needs to know what’s happening before this place turns into a bloodbath.” I heard his footsteps receding and I collapsed onto my side as my consciousness began to fray at the edges. The world was dissolving into a haze of heat and blurry memories, and for the first time in my life, I was truly, terrifyingly vulnerable. °°°°° Zenith's Pov: “What? You found your mate and you're just telling me this? When did this even happen?” Elara, my cousin, demanded, glaring at me. “Yesterday,” I replied curtly, slushing the drink in my cup. I kept my eyes on the table, refusing to look at her. Simply because I couldn't keep the thoughts out of my head, my hand still felt like it was buzzing, the ghost of those sparks refusing to leave my skin. I clenched my jaw tightly in anger, I hated it, I hated it all. “Yesterday? Zenith, the moon literally gifted you a soulmate and you waited twenty-four hours to mention it? Where is she? Is she a Noble? Where did you meet?” “He,” I corrected, my voice dropping an octave. The word felt like it clawed its way out of my throat. From the corner of my eye, I saw Elara froze, and the silence stretched between us, thick and heavy. “He…..right. Where is he, then?” She asked slowly. “He's in the cells.” I already said the words before realizing my mistake. “The cells?” Elara’s voice went from a whisper to a shriek in half a second. “Zenith! You found your fated mate and your first instinct was to throw him in a dungeon? Are you a King or a barbarian? What is wrong with your head?” “He’s an Omega, Elara,” I snapped, finally standing to face her. “A male Omega, and a fucking criminal at that.” Elara’s fury faltered for a fraction of a second, replaced by genuine bewilderment. It was unheard of for a High King of the Lycans, to be mated with one of the most weakest, useless sub-genders of our kind, a male Omega. I believed that was enough to set her back but I was wrong. Because her expression softened, she stepped closer to me and placed a hand on my shoulder. “An Omega…..Well, it’s unconventional, but we’ll figure it out together. We can find a way to make the Council accept him.” “There is nothing to figure out,” I growled and shrugged her hand off my shoulder. “I am the King. I have a lineage to maintain. I’m not….I don't do this. I’m not gay, Elara.” Elara let out a dry scoff. “Oh, please. Zenith, honey, the Moon Mother just handed you a man and tied your souls together with a permanent ribbon. If you’re waiting for a woman to walk through that door and spark your interest now, you’ll be waiting until the earth rotates into oblivion. You’re definitely not straight anymore. Deal with it.” “I am straight!” I roared out in anger and the windows rattled in their frames. “The bond is just a stupid biological glitch! The boy is a criminal, I will not get mated to a-” The heavy doors to the study suddenly slammed back against the stone walls and my blood boiled at the intrusion. I turned, my claws beginning to lengthen, ready to tear whoever had the audacity to interrupt me. “This had better be worth your life.” I hissed. The guard was pale, his eyes wide with a mix of terror and something else, the look on his face alone set my own wolf on edge. He didn't even bow, he was shaking too hard. “Sire….. the prisoner.” he panted, his voice cracking. “He's going into heat. The scent... it’s filling the entire lower block.” The world went still. The air in the room suddenly felt too thin to breathe. My inner wolf let out a low, possessive snarl that vibrated through my bones, clawing at the surface. He was in heat, in a cold cell, surrounded by my guards. My brain didn't even process the fact that I was the one who put him there. I didn't wait for Elara to say another word, I was out the door before the guard could even finish his next breath.Silas’s POV We truly did not take long. The moment we arrived at the hospital, we were attended to immediately. Dr. Joana was already waiting with her notes, her calm voice, and that permanent soft smile I was beginning to hate with my entire soul. The consultation, which I would rather call an interrogation went quite well, I think. “How has your appetite been?” “Any sharp pains or unusual pressure?” “How often are you sleeping through the night?” “Have the mood swings intensified since the last visit?” “Any strong aversions to scent, touch, or your mate’s presence?” “Are you still able to keep fluids down in the morning?” “How is the bond responding during periods of distress?” I managed answered all of it. And while some replies came out neutral. Others, especially the ones about hating everyone and wanting space even from Zenith, came out flatter than I meant them to. And through every single answer, even the ugly ones, Dr. Joana smiled. She smiled when I said
Two months later- Silas is now three months pregnant. - Silas’s POV If someone had asked me a month into the pregnancy how I was feeling, I would have said I was doing my best. Adjusting, learning how to live inside a body that no longer belonged only to me. There had been complicated feelings, waves of them, but the loudest by far had been want for sex. I had been horny all the damn time, it had been embarrassing. Ask me that same question now, and I would give a different answer. Now, I hated everyone. Including my Alpha. Zenith had somehow gained the ability to turn me on and turn me off in the same breath. I hated when he looked at me too long, I hated when he sat too close. The idea of sex, once impossible to stop thinking about, now repulsed me so sharply the contrast was almost offensive. One month I could barely keep my hands to myself. The next, the thought of being touched that way made my skin crawl. He never complained. Not even once. And that only made me feel w
Silas’s POV I turned around slowly. And forgot how to breathe. The shoes held tightly in my hands dropped to the ground as I stared, mouth agape at my Alpha's wolf form in front of me. Zenith’s wolf stood in the center of the clearing, massive and dark beneath the moonlight. Black fur drank in the silver glow until only the edges of form shone. He was larger than I remembered, broad through the chest, long-legged, built like something made to rule the dark And his eyes… They were a set of brown orbs surrounded by golden rings that made him look more…majestic. Those eyes were fixed on me with an attention so heated it made my fingers go still at my sides. Neither of us moved for the next few seconds. Then the wolf took one slow step forward. My heart began racing at the advance, but it was not from the old terror. This was different. “Zenith,” I whispered. His wolf ears angled toward my voice. He came closer, unhurried, until the heat surrounding him reached me through the
Silas’s POV “I’m tired.” I whined out between breaths as I trudged after Zenith, one careful step at a time over roots and uneven ground. The deeper into the forest we went, the more the path seemed determined to punish me for agreeing to come here. Zenith glanced back over his shoulder. “Do you want me to carry you?” I grumbled under my breath. “No. I can walk. I’m not a sack of rice.” He didn’t argue, but the look he gave me said he thought I was being stubborn for no good reason. We had left the palace almost as soon as the offer left his mouth. Excitement had carried me all the way through the drive. Then Zenith stopped the car at the base of the trail, and reality dawned on me that we were supposed to climb up the rough path to reach the clearing. I had forgotten how far it was. Or maybe I had only remembered the parts that I wanted to. I huffed as I struggled to climb over a particularly thick fallen branch. Hands bracing against the bark until I finally made it to the
Silas’s POV The moment the door shut behind me, all the heat that had carried me up the stairs drained out at once, leaving only the hollow, shaking aftermath. I climbed into the hanging nook with the pink teddy crushed against my chest and pulled my knees in as far as the pregnancy would comfortably allow, burying half my face in soft fur that still smelled faintly new. It should have felt safe. It did. And somehow that only made everything worse. I wanted my Alpha so bad, but I myself didn't know why I was starving myself and my Omega by deliberately being apart from him. Zenith’s voice kept replaying in my head, replaying the not so harsh words as he corrected me. I knew what I did was wrong. But her words had crawled under my skin, and the more she spoke, the smaller I became in that chair, until the only solution my pride could invent was to force the whole afternoon to end. If I was uncomfortable enough, Zenith would take me home. If I was in pain, no one could argue. I
Zenith’s POV “–so there’s no need for me to come again?” Dr. Joana’s voice came through the speaker clear and professional, already carrying a note of skepticism. “Yes,” I said. There was a brief pause on her end before she spoke again. “What was the problem, Your Majesty? You called in urgency less than half an hour ago, and now you’re suddenly telling me not to come.” I watched the trees blur past the car window as she spoke. “It was a little painful. He’s alright now.” “If that was the case, then it shouldn’t be dismissed so easily,” she replied. “Sudden abdominal discomfort in early pregnancy can mean a number of things. We should look more carefully into what actually happened. Even if the pain has eased, I would still recommend–” “I said I don’t need you anymore.” I said firmly, cutting through hers. “If you are needed, you will be called for.” I hung up before she could answer. The silence that followed sat heavily in the car. I exhaled hard through my nose, grip tigh
Silas POV “Silas, you need to listen to me,” Dr. Stephen said slowly, looking into my eyes like he was hoping I'd listen to everything that was about to come out of his mouth. I already knew where this was going. “Your system is under incredible strain. These suppressants….they aren't meant for
They shoved me through a heavy metal door into a stark white room. At first glance, it looked like a laboratory. Pristine white walls, harsh overhead lights that buzzed faintly, and a long metal table against one wall neatly arranged with vials of chemicals, syringes, wires, and strange metallic
Silas's Pov The first lash landed across my back like fire, and I screamed, curling into myself as the second lash followed. White-hot pain exploded across my spine, stealing the air from my lungs. The third lash, however, did not come. Through the haze of agony, I slowly opened my eyes and was s
Silas's Pov:The first thing I felt was the weight of the thick, silk blankets that draped over me, pulsing with a wonderful, addicting scent. It was cedarwood, tinged with that undeniably good Alpha pheromones.I opened my eyes and my heart immediately leaped into my throat. Memories of last night







