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Once the large ranch house came into view, Asher could feel the last of his exhaustion melting away. He was home. Finn hadn’t stopped talking, but Asher wasn’t really listening. He had plenty on his mind. After Finn parked the car, Asher grabbed his duffel bag.
The inside of the house smelled like pipe tobacco, apple pie, and coffee. He’d missed those smells. Home. When Finn opened the kitchen door, five heads turned to look at them. Eden squealed, her chair almost capsizing as she pushed it out, and flung herself at Asher. “You’re home!”
“Missed you, too, Edie,” he said, as he hugged her.
“The prodigal son returns,” Dylan said, as he hugged Asher, and slapped him on his back.
His father, Thomas Fitzgerald, stood up, and hugged Asher tightly. “Welcome home, Son.”
His other brothers, Blair and Colt, hugged him as well, and by the time he sat down, a plate with cutlery, and a cup of coffee had appeared at the head of the table, across from his father. He’d made the right decision to come home permanently.
“How long are you on leave?” his father asked him.
“I’m not on leave, Pops. I’m retired now,” Asher said.
“Retired? So you’re home for good?” Colt asked.
Asher nodded his head, and caught Blair’s grin. “Does that mean you’re going to start pulling your weight around here?”
Asher grunted, and emptied his coffee mug. At one point, the ranch had been in trouble. Asher hadn’t thought twice about it, immediately emptying his investments and savings accounts, and sending everything home. He’d paid Eden’s tuition at college, and funded Finn’s startup costs to begin bull riding. He’d been hot on the circuit for three years before a tragic accident pushed him back home. His best friend, Jack, had died when the bull had thrown him off, then trampled him. It had opened Finn’s eyes, so he’d given up his adrenaline-rushing career.
Asher had never wanted the money back. He had no living costs in the Army, and given the choice, he’d do it again. His family meant everything to him, especially now that their mother had passed. The ranch was their legacy, and he’d do just about anything to keep it in family hands.
“You’re probably tired and starving, from what I can see,” Eden said, as she filled a plate for him.
“He doesn’t look starving to me,” Finn said, smiling. “Especially since I already caught him red-handed with some woman.”
His father, Thomas, looked up sharply. “Say what now, Boy?”
Asher shook his head and chuckled. “Finn’s an idiot. I just helped out a woman moving into the old Lansing house.”
“A real gentleman, Pops; he was carrying her luggage for her,” Finn said.
Thomas cracked a smile. “I’d expect nothing less from a Fitzgerald. Your mama, bless her soul, raised you all to be gentlemen.”
Eden snorted, coughing to hide it. “Some of the women in town might disagree, Daddy.”
Colt sniggered, and Dylan pushed his elbow into his ribs. “We’re always gentlemen, Pops. I, especially, never lie to them, and say I’m ready to commit.”
Asher laughed with his brothers, as their father lowered his head, muttering something under his breath. They ate breakfast, and made small talk. Asher asked questions about the ranch, as well as the two businesses they were running, listening intently, and thinking about ways to help his family.
“I need to shower, then I’ll head into town, and go see Lorelei,” Asher said. The conversation around the table stopped abruptly, as everyone looked at him. “What?”
“Asher…” Eden looked heartbroken, and he gripped the backrest of the wooden kitchen chair.
“Just tell me what happened.”
Colt stood up, opened a kitchen drawer, and placed the newspaper in front of him on the table. Asher unfolded it and looked at the article on the front page. Lorelei Adams smiled into the camera, on the arm of Winchester McRoy, a friend from school. The article announced their engagement two weeks earlier.
“I’m sorry, son,” Thomas said, as Asher clenched his jaw.
“She looks happy,” Asher said, and walked out of the kitchen.
Asher grabbed his duffel bag, and headed out of the house. He’d built his own house two miles west of the main house. When he’d built it, he’d imagined Lorelei living there with him. He’d spent money on the house, making it both modern and comfortable.
As he opened the front door, a small smile graced his lips. The air smelled fresh, and the house was clean. He knew it was Eden’s handiwork, airing his house every week, for the day he returned permanently.
He took a long, hot shower and dressed in his favorite, well-worn jeans and a soft T-shirt. He grabbed the large box of secondhand tools he wanted to take to Marvin’s store as a donation, something he did every year.
After his truck started on the first go, he saw that he had half a tank of fuel. That would be Colt. He shook his head sadly, knowing that, at some point, he’d have to see her, upon which, he would inevitably talk to her. When his phone beeped, he looked at the text.
Eden: You know I never liked her, but now I hate her. I’ll stockpile eggs from the coop so we can egg Lorecow’s house.
Asher chuckled again, exiting his messages. His sister was one of a kind, and he had no doubt that two weeks earlier, she’d said her peace to Lorelei, as soon as that article appeared. The last message he’d gotten from Lorelei had been a week earlier, a measly seven days ago. It was a message where she still told him she loved him and was waiting for him.
Asher found a parking spot and recognized Maggie’s car a few spots ahead of him. He wanted coffee first, but when he saw her through the window, he decided to head into the secondhand store first. Her hair was in a ponytail, the blond strands shining under the store’s lights. Melody had a light yellow dress on. She noticed him first as she looked over Maggie’s shoulder.
AsherHe stared down at the edge of the cliff. It hadn’t snowed in a week, and the cold air felt good in his lungs. It took him back to a year earlier, when he’d also stared down the expanse. A year ago, he wanted to die, but today, he felt free.“If you want to jump, you’ll have to get off your horse,” Cassidy said, from behind him.Asher chuckled, and glanced at her over his shoulder. “What are you doing up here?”“I like the view,” she said.He regarded her for a few seconds, something niggling at the back of his mind. “How often do you come up here?”“Does it matter?”“Yeah, it matters, Cass,” he said.She sighed but didn’t look at him. She lifted her head up to the sky and closed her eyes. “Do you think you’ll make it?”“Yes. I made a choice. No matter how dark it gets, it’s always light when I wake up. The ranch, my family, the boys, Emerson and Henri, they bring the light.”“Asher.” Her voice was soft, filled with pain, and he knew she was still stuck there. He was, too, but no
EmersonIt was late afternoon by the time Asher’s truck parked in front of her house. She zipped the suitcase shut and walked out of her bedroom. Three other suitcases stood in the short entryway that led to the front door. She’d just entered the entryway, when the front door was opened, and Asher strode inside. His eyes immediately went to the suitcases, and then he was looking intently at her.She took a step toward him, but he held up his hand. His steely gray gaze was fixed on her, and she’d never seen someone in so much pain before. He took a deep breath before he opened his mouth. “You’re moving? You’re really going to do this?”“Yes,” she said softly.“When are you leaving?”“I have another suitcase in the bedroom, and there’s another one in Henri’s room. The rest can be boxed up by movers,” she saidAsher clenched his jaw and nodded his head. “Do I need to get a lawyer?”“Probably.”“When, Emerson?”“Today, the sooner the better it will be,” she said.“I can’t stop you from d
Asher“You okay?”Asher looked up from where he was still seated on his bed. “Yeah. I shouldn’t have hit Colt.”Blair huffed out a laugh. “He had it coming.”“Thank you, Blair.”“For what?” He frowned as he looked at Asher.“I might be older than you by 2 years, but you were the older brother when I wasn’t here. You kept them all together. You kept this family together,” Asher said.“I didn’t do anything you wouldn’t have done if you were here.” Blair wasn’t one for praises and compliments.“You like Cassidy, don’t you?”Blair shook his head, and sighed. “When she took you down, I nearly proposed right then, and there.”Asher laughed. “I taught her that move. I can’t believe she used it on me.”“My heart nearly stopped beating for a second there, but I’d be lying if I said it wasn’t hot as hell.”“Make sure you tell Colt before you try to beat the shit out of him, too,” Asher said, and got to his feet.“Did Emerson really say no?”“She didn’t say anything.” Asher let the towel fall to
AsherHe was in a blind rage, as he drove back to the ranch. He skidded to a halt in front of the barn. He couldn’t believe Colt would do this to him. They all knew he still loved her, despite what he’d said, they should know he’d never walk away from her.The betrayal stung, especially because it was Colt.His brother saw him coming, and was in fact waiting for him just inside the doors of the barn. Colt grinned, but it wasn’t a friendly grin, it was a taunt, an invitation.It only made Asher’s blood boil hotter. Colt timed it perfectly. His fist slammed against Asher’s jaw and he stumbled back. If he wasn’t ready to kill him, he’d praise his younger brother on his delivery.Asher’s fist connected with his diaphragm, and the air rushed out of Colt’s lungs. If it had been his ribs, they would’ve been broken. Asher knew that, and that’s why he’d avoided it. Colt didn’t hold back, his next swing connected to Asher’s ribs, and his hands encircled Colt’s throat.He pushed him backward as
EmersonFor a moment it felt like she couldn’t breathe. Asher was overwhelming every single sense she had. His domineering presence, his scent, the fact that he was right up against her. It all felt like a dream.She could feel his heart beating against her, and for a moment, she didn’t want to let go of him. She didn’t ever want to let go of him. Asher was so much more than he gave himself credit for.“You’ll never fall, Asher.”“You make me stumble, but I need you to keep holding my hand. For a long time, I wanted you to need me, but it’s me that needs you.”She shook her head against his chest. That wasn’t true. Asher was the pillar of the family. He was the strong one, the one that made sure everyone else kept standing.“I can exist without you, but I can’t live without you. I want to stop existing. I want to live, Emerson. I need to live. I’m an idiot for pushing you away. I thought I was keeping you back, but now I don’t care if I am, because without you…I’ll drown.”“I want to
AsherThey were sitting at the kitchen table. Henri had been fed and was asleep again. Something had shifted between them. He knew he had to tell her the truth. It wasn’t fair to her to only know half the story.“I think we should clear the air,” he said.“About what?”“I miss you, Emerson. I missed you the moment Mark’s car drove away. I opened your gift, and I tried to call you. You changed your number.”“There was no reason to keep that number. It was just a reminder of my past,” she said.“You haven’t come out and said it, so I will. The fact that I was mad at you didn’t change how I felt about you. It does scare me, the magnitude of my feelings. I don’t know how to accept the fact that you love me even after knowing the complete truth.”“Seven months is a long time when you’re pregnant, but I’ve grown, Asher. I made peace with your rejection.”Asher clenched his jaw. “I shouldn’t have told you to leave that day. I should’ve worked through it then, but I didn’t, and I can’t change







