Gabriel's
Maze and I looked at each other after we heard the doorbell ringing.
The only guests that we're expecting today were Michael and Mysty who had obviously arrived a long while ago and I can't help but to feel nervous just by thinking who the person outside could be.
"Gab." I was quite stunned when I heard Maze speak for the first time today and my heart can't help but to flutter because the first word that came from his mouth today was my name.
I know that it's such a cliché but you can't blame me.
Some things never really changed all throughout the years.
And that's Maze's effect on me and the same goes to my effect on him.
"What is it, Maze?" I asked him as I internally castigated myself for being able to think of such mushy things in the middle of this freaking situation.
"Will you please open the gate for me?" My mouth went agape when Maze said those words and I can't help but frown as well.
'What the hell is he talking about?'
Was he expecting other guests aside from Michael and Mysty?
Am I missing something here again?
"W-what--"
"I guess the help's here, Gabriel." Maze sounded so determined when he said that and I can't help but to look at him incredulously.
Unbeknownst to him, he's actually showing a side that I've never seen before.
I've seen him deal with his father's bodyguard with the same aura but now seems a lot different.
He looked more menacing, fierce.
But instead of feeling afraid, I felt more perturbed.
Why do I feel like my husband's about to do something dangerous?
I looked at him once again but the determination flustered on his face did not falter even a bit. So I had no choice but to sigh as I left him at the dining room and walked outside towards the gate.
But then again, I stopped when I'm already halfway through the gate when I felt a presence behind me.
So I turn around only to see my husband with one of his hands on his back.
"M-maze." I called his name but his facial expression remained blank as he stared coldly at the gate.
Everything's creeping me out.
I wish to call Michael to at least help me with this thing but I also want him to just stay beside his daughter and my son no matter what happens.
I saw how my husband clenched his jaw but his face immediately softened when he looked at me.
He may have seen how perturbed I am with what's happening but nothing's helping right now.
And all of these fiascos just because of a freaking phone call from Maze's dad.
I'm growing more restless in each passing minute as we both stood not far away from each other. His hand is still behind him as if he's holding something that I'm not allowed to see and he's wearing an expression that looks like he could kill anytime.
It was then he sighed before looking away.
And it made my heart ache.
Why does everything seem to become complicated and scary?
"I'm not really sure what's behind the gate, Love." He said in a low voice. It's as if he doesn't want anyone else to hear what he's saying.
I felt my throat's dryness so I had to swallow a couple of times while still looking at him.
"It can be the help we need or the other way around." He continued, and this time, he looked at me again.
Is this even real?
Is that fear I'm seeing in his eyes?
Was he also afraid like me?
"The worst case scenario is that you'll have to run when I say so. And you'll go and take our son, Michael and Mysty with you to save yourselves while I try my best to protect you. Cause that's what I'm supposed to do." His voice cracked when he said that and I also felt a lump in my throat while stare at his teary eyes.
Why do I feel like he's leaving us?
I clenched my fist while looking at him.
"I am not leaving this house without you, Maxe. You should know by now that we're a package. You go, we go and likewise. No one will be left behind." I said with great determination. As much as I want to smack his head for thinking morbidly, I know that it's not the right time to do that cause there's still someone waiting outside. "I suggest you put aside your morbidity and try to fucking think positively just this time." I can't help but to give him an attitude as I was too frustrated right now with what he said. I refuse to accept that. And I will never accept that. "No one asked you to act like a hero, Maze. So stop your fucking morbidity."
'Stupid dork.'
Then I sighed and turned my back to the stunned Maze and paved my way towards the gate.
I gripped at the handle tightly as I twisted it for a couple of times. It's creaking sound didn't helped at all to lessen my nervousness. In fact, it's been added and I can also feel the beads of sweat forming on my forehead and my stomach twitching because of the mixed emotions I am feeling right now.
I never thought that opening a gate could ever make me feel great anxiety.
But now here I am, my hands were shaking as I continued twisting the handle while listening to its agonizing creaking.
I heard Maze walking closer towards where I'm standing but I seemed to not have any strength left to turn and look at him.
Just simply opening the gate drains my entirety.
I gasped when I was finally able to open it but stopped on my track as I contemplated whether to totally open the gate and close it once again and just hide inside our house for the rest of the day.
"Gab." Maze's soft voice is enough to lessen the tension inside me. 'I'm here." And those words are more than enough for me to finish what I started.
And so, I took a deep breath once again and mustered all my guts before swinging the gate open.
And what's behind the gate is enough to cause me to freeze to where I'm standing.
• to be continued •
"Maze, the love of my life. I know we had gone through a lot and I've witnessed how you doubted yourself about being a good partner to me and a dad to our son, Nathaniel. But I want you to know that no one can ever replace you.You will always be my person.The one that I trust the most.The one who made me feel like I was never broken.The one who made me realize that I can be someone's home.You made me feel needed.And my life before you, that's all I ever wanted.To be needed and to be loved.And you did all that.You took away all my traumas and tried your best to protect me and our son.And I want you to know that I'm still keeping my promise, Maze.That if there come a time that you wanted to weep and slack off, you can always look for me and I'll be there. Always.I am your home.And at times when you're too weak, I'll be your strength.We're a team. You need not to face a storm alone cause I'll always be with you.I love you with extreme certainty, Maze Johnson-Thornton.We
"I may have kept some things from you, Gabriel. Some things that even I, myself, hated about me. But I will never forget how you made me realize that I can be the most hideous person I think I am, and you'd still love me with every beat of your heart.I will never forget how you managed to bring light in my darkness and how you filled the void in my life with your mere existence.And it was then I realized that I don't really believe in love.I only believed in you.And I can never love somebody else as much as I love you.Cause my love is no one but you.You are my home that I'll always try to protect.The home that I'll always get excited to run to after a tiring day.The arms that I'd love to wrap around me as I sleep.The owner of the lips that I'll forever long to kiss.You're my constant reminder that I am loved.And this heart of mine, my love.It beats for you.I love you Gabriel Thornton-Johnson."
Maze'sI felt my tears streaming down my cheeks as I look at the love of my life, looking as beautiful as ever, whilst he walks towards the predella where I'm standing. I can also see the reactions among our guests and I can really see that they are happy for the both of us. I looked at our friends and can't help but to cry even more because of how thankful I am to them for staying with us and for fighting with us amidst of the danger. I looked at Gabriel's mom and she smiled at me. And I uttered 'thank you' but I know that that's not enough. Those words can't really express how grateful I am to her for bringing Gab to life and for making him such a strong person that I can lean on whenever I'm weak and vulnerable. I looked at my wife again as he reached the predella and he looked at me with nothing but love in his eyes. We were to drawn with each other's orbs and we didn't notice that our son is standing between us. If Nathan hadn't taken my hand to intertwine it with Gabriel
SAVEDGabriel'sMy world's in a blur once I opened my eyes and I was welcomed by a bright light conquering the room. On a split second, I really thought that I was dead and this was already Nirvana. But as soon as I've felt the pain on my chest, I knew for sure that I'm alive and I'm probably in a hospital.I dared to get up but one was quick to stop me and firmly held me back from getting up.It's Michael.He smiled at me softly as if he's consoling me and I couldn't help but frown.The first person that comes through my mind was my husband.And after remembering what happened before I passed out, I went hysterical before frantically looking around."Where's Maze? Where's my husband?" I asked Mike as tears started streaming down my face with the immense fear I'm feeling.That aside from the physical pain I'm feeling from the wound on my chest, the pain I'm feeling within whilst thinking what could possibly be the reason why my husband is not around is much more bigger than any phys
Hitting HomeGabriel's I stared at my own reflection in the vanity mirror whilst fixing the collar of my suit. I took a couple of deep breath as I feel extremely nervous about what's about to happen. And as I stare at myself, I can't help but cry again as I remembered everything that we've been through.I cried even more when the image of Maze lying bloodied in my arms while I called his name nonstop flashed through my mind. I feel like it all just happened yesterday and yet here I am. About to hit home. It was then the door opened and my mom came in. She gave me a warm smile when she saw me crying as she walked towards me. I also smiled at her but then started crying again like a baby when she pulled me in for a hug without saying anything. She just stood and hugged me as if that can soothe me from having all these feelings. And it somehow helped to calm me down.She then pulled away to look at my face and she smiled as she stared at me lovingly.She fixed my hy hair and pa
The Last BeatGabriel'sMy eyes widened when Maze suddenly jumped in front of me to catch the bullet that was meant for me. "Maze!""Daddy!"We both stared at each other's eyes as he fell on his knees while still being tied up on that chair.I feel like I've been stabbed just by seeing him in pain and I couldn't do anything to ease it.It was then another gunshots followed and it wasn't from Mr. King's gun.He frantically looked around only to see some of his men lying on the ground.Suddenly, three figures showed up from the dark part of the building followed by two more.And I almost cried upon recognising who they are.Jake, First and Heine went on full alert while holding their guns firmly. They showed no fear as they went to deal with Mr. King's men. Heather and Royce didn't waste any time and used the three's cover to run towards Becka, Nathan and Crimson. From the other side, there goes Mark, Top, Barry and Marvin. Mark is also holding a gun whilst the other three held a m