Chapter 26: Day Off

11: 34 PM

I turn to my left with eyes closed.

12:54 AM

I laid on my stomach with my eyes shut tight; face down and buried on the pillow.

3:15 AM

I flipped myself and had a two-minute staring game with the ceiling. Gah, I cannot sleep! But this is not new at all.. I have read a few novels and watched a few series wherein the main character had broken up with the one that they loved, and from there, they have had sleepless nights.

Milo and I have broken up. I was the one who ended it. I was the one who wanted it to happen. I may regret it but all I did was save myself. I wanted to save myself from the pain and my heart from being torn into pieces. But I was wrong.. breaking up with him did not save me. In fact, it broke me twice as hard. I thought that if I break up with him, I wouldn't be able to feel pain anymore. But no, doing that just made me feel a lot more pa