LOGINTwelve Years Ago…
For Hastan, high school was never a place to seek attention. He preferred to linger at the basketball court or sit quietly at the back of the class, scribbling lyrics in a notebook he rarely showed anyone. At eighteen, in his second year, life was steady and uneventful—until that day, when the name of a new student echoed through the school auditorium. Ravensworth High School was holding its weekly assembly. The principal’s voice rang out clearly: •“Meira Adistya Pramudita. First Place in the National Mathematics Olympiad and Provincial English Speech Contest.”• Light footsteps crossed the stage. From the senior students’ row, a girl stepped forward, her uniform immaculate—knee-length skirt, crisp white blouse neatly folded at the wrists, a maroon tie tucked perfectly beneath her blazer. Her long, black hair cascaded down her back, the tips slightly wavy. The hall lights caught the details of her face—eyes calm yet piercing, holding a depth not everyone could understand. Her skin was naturally pale, not from illness but the kind that seemed to reflect light. Her faint smile was modest, yet enough to make a few boys beside Hastan nudge one another. “She’s beautiful, isn’t she?” one of his friends whispered. Hastan didn’t answer. He simply watched. Not because of her beauty—but because her presence was different. There was distance in her aura, a sense that she didn’t belong to the usual rhythm of high school. As if… she was too intelligent to be swept along by ordinary currents. Later, he would learn she was actually three years younger. Just sixteen. But her superior IQ, combined with accelerated programs since elementary school, had placed her in the final year of high school. Freshly transferred from an all-girls boarding school, she had already brought home two major trophies in just a few months. Hastan remembered it clearly—at that moment, for the first time, he wanted to know more about someone. Not just a name, but what made this girl so composed, so captivating… as if time slowed around her whenever she passed by. --- Ravensworth High School often made local headlines. Its three-story building was surrounded by gardens where flamboyant trees bloomed fiery red in the dry season. The cafeteria’s long windows opened toward the sports field, filling the air with chatter and laughter. Meira had only been here two months, yet her name was already familiar from the loudspeakers—always announced alongside victories in competitions. Having just left her sheltered all-girls boarding school, she was still adjusting to the buzz of a co-ed environment. That day, the bell rang for lunch. The cafeteria swelled with noise, the smell of fried chicken and creamy soup thick in the air. Meira walked slowly with a tray—rice, chicken, soup—and chose a quiet seat by the window. She had barely sat down when she realized— Oh no… she had forgotten her spoon and fork. Her eyes darted left and right, searching for a classmate to ask for help. But everyone was busy chatting and eating. With a quiet sigh, she braced herself to stand and get them herself. Just then, someone passed her table. Hastan. His black hair was slightly messy, a glass of orange juice in his left hand, his stride relaxed. But his eyes caught the hesitation in hers—the way she sat with her hands folded on her lap, food untouched. He stopped. “You forgot your spoon and fork, didn’t you, Senior?” he asked, his tone light yet certain. Meira blinked, startled at being called Senior by a student who looked older than her. She hesitated, then smiled faintly. “Yes… I forgot to take them.” Without another word, Hastan turned, walked to the counter, and returned with a clean set wrapped in tissue. He placed it gently beside her tray. “Here. Eat before it gets cold,” he said simply. Meira accepted it with both hands, bowing her head slightly. “Thank you…” she whispered, her lips curving into a small, genuine smile. A faint blush warmed her cheeks. Hastan only gave a curt nod before walking away. He didn’t look back. Yet as he left the cafeteria, one thought brushed his mind— That smile… made the whole room feel warmer. Meira’s eyes lingered on his retreating back. Without realizing it, she gripped the spoon a little tighter before taking her first bite.The Maheswara dining room glowed with a deceptive warmth that evening. The chandelier spilled soft light across framed family photographs—Hastan as a boy in his father’s arms, Nayla’s graduation portrait, a wedding picture that had long since turned into a bitter scar. The air was rich with the aroma of oxtail soup and freshly steamed rice, a scene of domestic perfection… at least on the surface.At the head of the table sat Arman Maheswara, stern yet dignified, his gaze softened only when it landed on his children. Opposite him, Ratna Maheswara held herself with an elegance that defied her sixty years, though the sharpness in her eyes betrayed a will of steel.Nayla, still in her work blouse and slacks, leaned wearily into her chair, exhaustion clinging to her but unable to dull her spark. “If it weren’t for Hastan,” she said, her tone brimming with admiration, “the hospital would’ve lost eight hundred million. We’re lucky.” Her eyes flickered toward her brother, who calmly spooned r
Meira stepped carefully into Angel’s house, the sting in her knees a constant reminder of the accident. The bandages pulled tight against her skin, every movement sharp with pain. The warm evening air clung to her hair, but she forced herself to stay composed. She couldn’t afford to look shaken.In the living room, Angel sat with Chris and Dio, who had dozed off on Chris’s lap. The television hummed with canned laughter until it cut into silence. One by one, their gazes landed on her—searching, dissecting, demanding answers.“Heh, what the hell happened to you, Ra?!” Angel’s voice cracked, half panic, half disbelief.Meira exhaled slowly. “I fell off the bike,” she muttered, trying for nonchalance. But inside, guilt gnawed at her. The bike that had been hauled off by the tow truck… wasn’t hers. It was Chris’s. Damn it. If it had been her own, she wouldn’t have cared. But this? This was trouble.“Chris… I’m sorry. Your bike… it got taken to the yard,” she admitted, her voice heavy.Chr
The truck’s horn still echoed in Meira’s ears. In the split second before impact, she had glimpsed the steel monster barreling from the left—huge, merciless, unstoppable. Instinct seized her body before thought could catch up. She wrenched the handlebars right, rear brakes screaming across asphalt, the front tire skidding as if time itself lost its grip.Brukk!Her body and bike flew toward the roadside, tumbling into grass and dirt. Dust exploded. Dry leaves whirled like startled birds.Heat scorched her knee, her skin flayed raw. Her elbow throbbed, slick with a thin line of blood. But pain was not her first thought. Survival was. She twisted, eyes wide, making sure the truck had thundered past—making sure death had not circled back for another strike.Behind her, Hastan’s Harley screeched to a brutal halt. Tires shrieked, the smell of burnt rubber cutting the night. He didn’t even think about his own safety. He ran.“MEIRA!” His voice cracked, ragged, almost broken.She was only ha
The late afternoon wind slapped against Meira’s face as her motorbike shot out of the parking lot. Her heart was still hammering, unruly and frantic, after that glance.That glance that split time apart, ripping through the walls she had spent years building.Hastan.There was no mistaking him. That sharp jawline, those piercing eyes, even the way his hands gripped the handlebars—it was all too familiar. Meira bit her lip behind the visor. Why now? Why here?The longing she thought had calcified suddenly melted, spilling into a violent mix of fear, fury… and something far more dangerous. She twisted the throttle harder, the roar of her bike drowning out the thundering of her pulse.Back in the lot, Hastan froze only for a breath. Full-face helmet, leather jacket, motorbike—yet those eyes… God, those eyes could never belong to anyone else. They had haunted him through sleepless nights and empty mornings.Meira.Without hesitation, he yanked the brakes, leaning into a sharp turn. His Ha
Hastan’s boots struck the polished wood of Resto Dahan Arnav, each step deliberate, carrying the weight of a man who never truly relaxed. The air was thick with spice broth and fresh sesame bread, but even the warmth of the golden chandeliers could not soften the severity etched into his face.His eyes swept the room in one swift motion. Half-crowded tables, couples laughing, cutlery chiming. And there—in the corner near the window—Nayla waved eagerly, her bright smile shattering the last haze of sleep still clinging to him.“Sorry, Dik. Fell asleep,” he muttered, his voice low, clipped, as he sank into the empty chair.His gaze fell to the table. A half-finished bowl of spiced soup, steam already dying. But what caught him was not the taste left behind—it was the evidence. Another set of dishes: broth stirred into lazy patterns, crumbs of toasted bread left jagged on porcelain. And the chair opposite him still warm, as though someone had only just abandoned it.Nayla, as if sensing h
The staccato rhythm of keys—once a relentless hail of gunfire—slowly faded. Only the low hum of cooling fans remained, their steady drone spilling chilled air through the IT room of RS Harmoni Medika.Hastan sat upright, shoulders squared, eyes locked on the main screen. Line by line, he had fortified the system—each string of code a sharpened blade, each firewall a wall of steel. The ransomware threat was dead, strangled in its cradle. The red alerts that once bled across the network map now glowed a calm, taunting green.For the first time since dawn, his chest loosened. The war was won. Or so he thought.Because as soon as the adrenaline ebbed, another war rose inside him.Meira.Her name slipped into his mind like a knife through silk, effortless and merciless. It lingered, echoing, until the sharp taste of her absence filled his throat. Desire pressed hard, coiled with anger, sour with betrayal.He hated how he still wanted to know if she was safe. He hated that her face haunted







