I had no idea when I'd fallen asleep, but when I woke, it was in complete darkness. I was also freezing, and by the sound of it, still very much alone.
I straightened and stretched out as I yawned quietly, before carefully making my way over to the cavern wall, and along it, tracing it with my fingers as I edged towards the opening that led out to the hidden pool.Out here, the almost-full moon shone brightly, and I was able to see well enough to gather some kindling for a small fire. And it would have to be very small, I realised, to not announce my location with a plume of smoke. I cleared a patch of ground near the opening, where there was some cover, and set to work getting the fire going.Once it was burning on its own, I huddled close, grateful for everything Mama had taught me about survival. She'd always been insistent on that, though I'd never really understood why. Judging by our last conversation, there was clearly a lot I didn't yet understand about her. I just hoped she'd be here soon to explain.I continued to wait, warming myself, until the soft light of pre-dawn filled the sky, then covered the fire with dirt, stamping it out. I shivered, wrapping my arms around myself, as much from fear and uncertainty as from the cold itself. Where was she? Did something happen to her? Where would I even go from here, if she failed to turn up?My stomach turned, beginning to feel sick with worry, more and more so as the sky became brighter, the first rays of dawn filtering through the trees on the cliffs above.Shit. She still wasn't here, and I had no way of reaching her. Or anyone. Abigail had always forbidden me from having any kind of electronics, and anything at all except the bare necessities, really - leftover food, hand-me-down clothes, and worn-out linens. She had always seemed resentful of her husband's 'charity', in allowing Mama and I to stay with the pack. It was really no surprise that her sons had also treated me poorly.I guess that didn't matter now though. I had to leave. I just wish I knew why. I sighed, running a shaky hand through my hair. I can do this, I told myself, several times over. I have to. Mama wouldn't tell me to go if it wasn't serious, and I knew she wouldn't let me down if she had any kind of choice. Something must have happened, and that meant.. I was on my own.I drew a deep, shuddering breath, and stepped back into the cavern, checking it for any signs of her just in case. There was nothing. I took a moment to wipe a tear from my cheek, then headed out through the gap behind the fall, and as I stepped out from behind the water, I froze.Matteus and Tyler were lazing on a large rock by the edge of the water, smirking as they looked up and over at me. I took half a step back, and they laughed softly, "Don't bother, little nitch," Matteus said mockingly, "We know as well as you do that it doesn't lead anywhere you can escape from."He was right. But maybe.. I took off as fast as I could, scrambling around behind the rock they were on, and past them, running as fast as my legs would carry me. I knew they'd catch up quickly, but maybe if I could just reach the border of their territory, they'd stop and consider letting me go. After all, Lycans were notoriously particular about their territories.I bolted frantically, without care for the uneven, rocky ground, or the branches that scratched and stung as I raced through them. I heard them both swear loudly, calling for me to stop, as they chased after me, caught off guard and slowed by their more careful steps. The ground grew more even though, the further from the water we got, and they picked up their pace quickly.I pushed harder, surprising myself - and even them, by the sound of it - with my speed, and assumed it was merely raw adrenaline. I knew the border was close now, though not exactly where, and despite the burning in my chest and my legs, I kept pushing hard, desperately hoping that they wouldn't cross into another pack's territory, even just long enough to pin me down.I was wrong, I found out moments later, as they continued right on my heels, until Tyler suddenly sprung forward, tackling me to the ground and pinning me there. I struggled wildly, though futilely, pleading with them to let me go, until I realised they'd fallen deathly silent. Even their breathless sounding pants had ceased."Get off me," I growled, trying to squirm under Tyler's heavy form, and heard a gruff laugh in response. "I can't say I've ever seen a pair of Lycans quite so eager to catch a witch before," a deep, masculine-sounding voice said with a touch of humour, and I felt Tyler tense on top of me.Feeling the stranger's eyes on me, I looked up, as his gaze swept over me, seeming to notice every detail. He looked.. fearsome. Much larger than any of the Lycans I'd grown up with, and far more imposing. His eyes lingered a moment on the metal cuffs, before turning back to the twins, "And a powerless one at that. What'd she do, insult your mother?"Quiet, mocking laughter came from a few others standing behind the intimidating figure, and I suddenly felt cold with fear. We'd clearly just been caught in another pack's territory, and this pack was not one that was known for its forgiveness."Alpha Saxon," Matteus almost choked the words out, the edge of fear in his voice obvious. "Yes?" the man responded, his tone sharper this time, "Is this the part where you make excuses for your willful trespassing?"His question was met with silence, the twins seemingly rendered speechless, and he stepped forward, his heavy, black combat boots now inches from my face. "No excuses then?" he asked, and I gasped as Tyler was lifted off me, then thrown back towards Silver Waters' territory. Saxon lowered himself, and his voice, sounding a little kinder as he offered me his hand."Are you hurt?" he asked gently, and I shook my head, pushing myself up off the ground, but taking his hand gently as I stood. It felt impolite to ignore the gesture, and the Alpha of Crimson Forest pack was not a man I dared be rude to. His smile held a hint of amusement as I straightened, brushing myself off."No, I'm fine. Thank you, Alpha," I answered, keeping both my voice and my eyes lowered. He reached for my chin, tilting my face up towards him, and I swallowed, tensing as he deliberately made eye contact. My breath caught in my chest, my heart suddenly pounding. The man looked every bit as terrifying as his reputation, and then some, as he towered over me, meeting my eyes with a pair of piercing, icy blue ones, in a way that felt like they were penetrating my very soul. His heavy, dark brows narrowed into a slight frown, "You hardly look it," he said gruffly, his thumb reaching to gently touch one of the scratches on my cheek. I winced, pulling away at the sudden sting, and immediately apologised, my eyes widening, "Sorry, Alpha. I guess the adrenaline.." I trailed off as his brows drew down further, and a low, dangerous sounding growth came from his throat.He turned to the twins, much further back from us now, where Tyler had been thrown, Matteus having helped him to his feet. They clearly heard the growl too, turning to Saxon with looks of undisguised fear. "Why were you chasing her?" Saxon asked, with no small amount of anger, as he dropped his hand and stepped around me, his full attention on the twins now. "She's ours! She was trying to leave.." Tyler began petulantly, cutting off with a swift nudge and head shake from Matteus.Saxon stepped closer, his posture menacing, even from where I stood behind him, "Yours?!" he growled, and Matteus moved in front of Tyler. "He means.. our pack's," he said unconvincingly, "She.. works for us. Her, and her mother too. She wasn't supposed to be out here.." His face was drained of colour, and his voice sounded desperate."'Works for you?'" repeated Saxon, sounding sceptical as he turned to look me over again, before turning back to Matteus. "Under what kind of conditions?" he asked, and both Matteus and Tyler shifted uncomfortably as their eyes did the same. For the first time ever, it seemed like my old, worn, ill-fitting clothing actually bothered them."I.. our father.." Matteus began, but Saxon suddenly stepped forward, backhanding him hard enough he stumbled and fell. "Your father?" Saxon growled, looking between the two of them, as Tyler rushed to his brother's side. "Yeah, our father. Alpha Yannick," he said as he lifted his chin pridefully, his eyes flashing with anger.Saxon's demeanor changed in an instant, and he burst out in loud, mocking laughter that ceased just as abruptly. "Your father's dead, you sniveling little brats. That's why I'm here. Your Gamma wants to talk merger." The twins froze, shaking their heads in denial, and Saxon stepped closer again, looming over them as he lowered his voice threateningly, "So I guess I'll be your new Alpha."I jumped suddenly as I felt someone's breath on my neck, and turned my head to find one of Saxon's escort standing closer behind me. I'd been so absorbed in watching Saxon and the twins that I hadn't even noticed him approaching. He looked a little younger than his Alpha, and a little softer, brown-haired and almost boyish, with freckles and a gentle smile that reached his beautiful green eyes. He placed strong hands firmly on my shoulders, in a way that somehow felt.. grounding. "Calm," he said softly, in a voice that was just as soothing as his touch, and I felt some of my fear and worry melting away. "You're safe with us," he continued, and I closed my eyes, nodding gently and.. somehow believing him. I wondered then if Crimson Forest had witches of their own, but everything about this man suggested he was a Lycan, just like the others. They were all huge, their strength obvious in their well-toned bodies, and even the smallest of them was larger than either of the twins, despite
I heard Trin's soft laughter, seeming to find the whole situation highly entertaining, but Matteus' voice sounded strangled. Panicked, even. "AVA! Please!" he cried out, and I could hear the heartache in his voice, a sound of something lost. The others heard it too, and it only seemed to infuriate Saxon even further, Matteus' pleas cutting off with a loud crunch, sounding like it was inflicted by a solid fist. More sounds of a physical altercation followed, though it ended quickly, no doubt by Saxon's brute strength. I kept my back turned, and simply kept walking. Whatever followed wasn't my problem. Or so I thought. It was only moments later that I felt a strong pair of hands around my waist, easily lifting me and draping me over his shoulder. Haden, I realised. It seemed he had a knack for creeping up quietly. "Put me down!" I hissed angrily, squirming and struggling against his grip, trying to make him drop me. His only response was giving my ass a firm spank, making me cry out
I frowned, but didn't see much choice other than to walk with her. Trin would likely be just as able to throw me over her shoulder as Haden had. Besides, she had to sleep sometime, and slipping away unseen would have to have a far greater chance of success than trying to outrun a Lycan. She continued trying to make small talk as we walked, seeming mostly focused on learning more about Silver Waters. And me, though I didn't really feel like sharing much in that regard. It wouldn't be important anyway, given that I had no more intention of staying with them than with any other Lycan pack. We walked for hours, and eventually, she fell silent too, seeming to watch me with some degree of concern. I was more than a little bit tired of being looked at in that way. First the twins, then Saxon and Haden, now Trin, when all I wanted was to be far away from all of them. Except for Mama. I once again found myself wondering what could have happened to her. "What's up?" Trin asked gently, soundi
The room remained very quiet then, as Anna kept cleaning me up. Most of the wounds seemed superficial, at least. Some of them barely left a mark, despite the vibrant lines of dried blood that had covered them. If she found it strange, though, Anna kept it to herself. As soon as she was done, I went to the bathroom and washed up, before heading towards the kitchen, for lunch. As I stepped into the hall though, I heard their voices raised, seeming to argue, "How can Saxon want to take such people in? Into our home?!" Anna was asking, sounding shocked. "Yannick is dead, along with his Beta, and most of the pack," Trin was saying, sounding like she was trying to convince her. "They will have so little left, and they can't be held responsible for their Alpha being a.." Pete interrupted her, "But how do we know they're any better than he is? Especially his boys, you just said they were chasing that poor girl, right into our territory! With no respect for our border, or for her well-being!
I sat down on the other bed, letting the silence stretch out between the two of us, as Trin pulled out her phone and began typing quickly. Probably updating Saxon, I realised. I wondered how much she'd tell him, though the thought faded quickly as exhaustion suddenly set in. I yawned, stretching myself out, and laid back on the bed, letting my eyes drift close for just a moment. Or, so I thought. Next thing I knew, Trin was shaking me awake from the cold grip of a terrible nightmare. "Ava! AVA! Wake up!" she said loudly, trying to rouse me, and I sat up with a start, my eyes wide and heart pounding. It took me a moment to remember where I was, then I closed my eyes again, letting out a long breath and burying my face in my heads. "Thanks," I muttered, as she sat down beside me, still looking concerned when I lowered my hands again. "You get those a lot?" she asked, and I shrugged, not really wanting to talk about it. "I guess. No more than most people..""And how often do most peopl
Real or not, the comment was quickly pushed from my mind, as another sharp wave of blinding pain hit. I might be far too old to cry for Mama, but at this moment, I could think of little else. I'd do just about anything for her homemade migraine cure, and her comforting touch. It took until well into the next day for it to pass without her help, at which point I fell into a fitful sleep, once again plagued by nightmares. Those were always the same. A feeling of helplessness, being carried away amidst terrified screams, a fiery inferno, angry roars and the sounds of a fierce battle. I often wondered if it was somehow a memory of whatever Mama had been running from. I'd asked her once, but her face had immediately darkened, and she made me swear to never mention it again, and now I'd probably never know. I didn't see how a newborn could hold such vivid memories, anyway. The nightmares had been there as long as the migraines had though, like some kind of early warning signal, and I gues
"I.. I thought.." I stammered awkwardly as he stepped closer again, grabbing my wrist and pulling me against his broad, strong chest, "I told you," he growled roughly, "you're MINE!" I didn't get a chance to respond to that, as he tangled a hand in the back of my hair, lowering his head and pressing his lips to my own. I tried to protest, but he wrapped his other arm tightly around my lower back, taking my open mouth as an invitation to deepen the kiss, teasing my tongue with his own. My protests faltered as his taste filled my mouth, tempting me, beckoning me to give in. And for a long moment, I did, letting myself get lost in his delicious, possessive kiss. He didn't seem to want to let it end, but the sound of a vicious growl behind him made him lift his head, and I took the chance to pull away. Much to my shock, it was Haden standing there this time, looking just as furious as Saxon had a moment before, his eyes glowing golden. "Mate!" he growled, and Saxon stepped between him
I felt unsettled being here already. It certainly seemed more sophisticated than Silver Waters, but it also seemed so much larger, and busier, just like its people. I'd be easily recognisable here, given my smaller stature, and that would make slipping away all that much more difficult. And that was if Saxon ever let me leave his sight. Judging by the way he'd held me close to him for the whole journey, I wasn't entirely sure he would. I kind of understood that. Mate bonds had been treasured things in Silver Waters too, but I didn't understand how I could be either of theirs, let alone both, as they'd implied. Though not publicly, I noticed, as Haden met my eyes briefly in his rear view mirror. They'd given no one else any indication at all that I was his, too, and that left me with even more questions. Haden had also mentioned it feeling the same as what he'd felt with Saxon. Were they mates? It was certainly rare, for it to be two of the same gender, though not unheard of. It wasn