57 The Sign

7th month of pregnancy. Time seems so fast in the past weeks. Geoff spent more time at home compared to the past. He usually sleeps at home beside me unlike before. He also became sweeter to me but not as sweet as our first months after marriage although we never had sex since I got pregnant. Sometimes, I wanted to be aggressive despite my condition just to check whether he would be as passionate as before, but I guess I'm too conservative to do that. He never hugs me when we sleep. His reason is he doesn't want me to get uncomfortable especially with my condition.

I already made a plan on how I can leave here. I talked about it with my mom and she prepared all the things that we need. I'm still not sure whether I would push through with it though. I'm waiting for a sign. Any sign would do. I pray every night that God would show me that this place is not a good place to raise my daughter.

I should not be selfish, that's what I always tell myself. Geoff may not love me but I'm sure he l