MasukWhen payback comes, it’s both swift and merciless.
Whether it’s because I ran off and spent hours hiding in the forest, or because of what I said to the pack about Dayne having a nap, I can’t say. It starts with me being ripped from a not entirely unpleasant dream of me sitting on a throne, with a tiara, watching a naked Dayne digging holes in the front garden in nothing but a frilly apron. I have no idea what the holes are for, but I’m not letting him off the hook. I even have a jewel-encrusted whip in hand for when he slows down, which he does a time or two, and I have no compunction about using my pretty whip to speed him up again. It’s immensely satisfying. Then the piercing, shrill sound of an alarm penetrates and I’m jerking awake with the knowledge Dayne because who else is it going to be? is holding his phone against my ear, and it’s doing untold damage to my eardrums. I peel my face from my pillow to blink at the evil thing Dayne is waving in front of me. It’s his phone, and it’s telling me it’s four in the morning. That’s all I need to know. I bury my face back in the pillow and squeeze my eyes shut. “Rise and shine. We have a pack event tonight you need to prepare for,” Dayne announces cheerfully, sounding like he’s been awake for hours. I imagine that’s going to involve a lot of cleaning, which doesn’t seem entirely fair since I gave the guy a blow-job that shattered his self-control. Surely, at the very least, I deserve a lie-in? “What was that about a blow-job?” he asks, sounding amused. Shit. Did I say that out loud? “I didn’t say anything,” I mumble into the pillow as I drift back to sleep. “You’re hearing things.” He whips the covers off my body and it hits me I’m naked when cool air kisses my skin. Since I distinctly remember pulling on a t-shirt before crawling into bed last night, I know I shouldn’t be naked. After lifting my head, I turn and blink at the sight of my bare tush. “What happened to my shirt?” “I took it off you.” “I’m sorry, but what?” I ask, sitting up. Since it doesn’t look like Dayne is going to be leaving me in peace, I might as well get up. “I want you naked in my bed.” It looks like my reward for giving Dayne a blowjob is a thousand-fold increase in him being an alpha dick. Fucking fantastic. Great job, Talis. “So, you just took my shirt off when I was sleeping?” My anger is rousing me faster now than any alarm ever could. “What gives you the right?” “You’re my mate, Talis. That’s what gives me the right,” he says, his tone brooking no argument. “But I was sleeping.” I consider him now as he stares down at me from the side of the bed when a thought crosses my mind. “What else did you do to me while I was sleeping?” His gaze slides down my body, and despite my intention to stay cool and untouched by his heated look, I feel my nipples bead and interest stir. “Did you have something in mind?” His gaze fixes hungrily between my legs. “No,” I reply without hesitation, pressing my thighs together, the scent of my arousal making me into a liar. “Nothing.” “Well, if you’re sure…” He shrugs, lifting his eyes. Wait. Was that an offer? Was he offering to return the favor? “Wait, what did you ” While I’m still trying to wrench my mind from the mental image of Dayne with his face pressed between my legs, material hits me in the face, and I stop talking long enough to peel it away. The frills tell me what it is before I take a single look. It’s the apron. The dreaded frilly apron is back to torment me. “You can start with the bathroom. Wearing that.” I stare at the apron because it’s not safe for me meeting Dayne’s eyes. Not with the slow-burning fury I feel rising. It burns through my arousal, leaving not even a trace behind. “Don’t worry about the breakfast.” Okay. So, at least, I’m not making breakfast. Maybe he does know how to be reasonable. “You’ll be too busy weeding the back clearing. I’d say that’s at least a four-hour job.” Hours later, at the pack BBQ, I’m so close to losing a grip on myself that I’m trying to stay quiet, trying to stay out of the way. I still can’t understand why Dayne is forcing me to do a seemingly endless list of tasks like this when I haven’t done anything to deserve it. Uncle, at least, had a reason even if it was a thin one for punishing me. Not for the first time has Dayne decided I haven’t quite done enough despite me spending more time cleaning up before and after the BBQ than sitting. Finally, I sink into a folding chair beside him since he won’t let me sit with Jenna or Regan. I’m exhausted, and all I want all I need is just five minutes off my feet and then I can try to find some excuse to escape. If, he’ll even let me. Not even thirty seconds after my butt hits my chair, Dayne is telling me to go inside and get him a blanket for his knees. Apparently, his jean-clad legs are getting cold. Him, the man who radiates heat, is cold. I thrust the blanket at him and drop back into my seat, but that’s a mistake. To let him see how much I resent him ordering me about like this is a mistake. “I treat you the same as I do all my submissive wolves.” Really? I don’t you him demanding Jenna do anything. His statement makes me want to grind my teeth. But conscious he’s observing me with undisguised interest, as if waiting for me to say something, I stay quiet. “You are a submissive wolf, aren’t you?” More of the pack shift their attention away from each other, toward me. Their curious eyes pin me from all directions. “Yes.” “Then I shouldn’t need to tell you that a submissive wouldn’t be holding my stare for as long as you’ve been doing. Now, do I?” His mild tone contrasts with the reprimand he’s giving me in front of the whole pack. Forcing my gaze away, I rise from the folded chair I’m perched on. Today has been one of those days that keeps on giving, and although it’s not even nine yet, I’ve had more than enough of it. “I’m going inside. To bed.” “Grab me some food on your way.” After the amount of BBQ he’s eaten and trust me, I would know better than anyone given it was me doing all the fetching I gape at him. Maybe he didn’t hear me, I think. So, I decide to repeat myself. A little louder this time. Just in case. “I’m going to bed.” “You’ll be passing the kitchen on your way,” he says. “A barbecue chicken sandwich will be fine.” I blink at him as he dismisses me to pick up the thread of his conversation with Luka. Something about investments, buyouts, and bad debt. Again. It’s all he and Luka ever discuss, and what little I understand does nothing more than bore me silly. It’s like he’s forgotten I’m even here. And it is… so unbelievably rude, all I can do is glare at him. I’m supposed to be his mate. Luna of the Blackshaw Pack, and he’s treating me like this? For a second, standing here, I visualize it. Me kicking the chair legs out from under him and the back of his head hitting the ground. Hard. Maybe he even loses consciousness for a few seconds. It’s… it’s fucking beautiful, so much so I find I’ve taken a step toward him before I’m fully conscious of it. And that’s when he casually glances at me, a bottle of beer halfway to his lips. “Oh, and another beer as well. I’m running low.” I realize then sending him crashing on his ass is not enough. Not nearly enough. I’m going to take his bottle and grind it into that arrogantly beautiful face of his first. And only then “You okay there? One eye is twitching. You got something in it?” “No.” It comes out as a whisper. It’s either that or scream. My hands form tight fists, which is a dangerous move with him watching, so I force my fingers to uncurl. And like I’m in a daze, I retreat.It doesn’t surprise me when my wolf growls viciously at Savannah, the woman who dared touch my mate. From the moment I arrived, I knew what my wolf would do if I ever let her out. Now that she’s free, I have a front-row seat to her tearing Savannah apart.Savannah blanches, her skin turning ghostly white as she backs away, dropping her gaze. She’s not the only one affected by my wolf’s growl. The entire pack lowers their eyes. Even Luka jerks his gaze to the ground. But when the pack shifts as if to shield Savannah from my glare, it triggers an even more enraged growl from my wolf. They drop to their knees, heads bowed below mine, but it’s not enough to satisfy her. Nothing will satisfy her except the scent of Savannah’s blood in the air. The stink of her fear isn’t nearly enough.My wolf takes a step toward Savannah. The pack tenses as one. “Talis,” Dayne calls, but my wolf ignores him. She takes another step, then another, preparing to lunge, to bite. She’s going to rip out Savan
I'll day, the tension rises as I count down to the talk Dayne and I are going to have.He’s going to want to know about Uncle Glynn, I tell myself, as I stare out of the window as the pack prepares for the BBQ.Earlier, Luka and some of the others went into town to stock up on extra food and beers. No one invited me.I considered asking, right up until I caught a glimpse at the forbidding expression on Dayne’s face and remembered his fury the last time I went.Going into town would mean me going to the grocery store, which would mean me being around Fisher. A guy who likes me, according to Dayne. I see the knowledge of that on Dayne’s face, so I don’t say a word. Instead, I retreat to the den with Regan.How am I going to get out of telling him about all the things I left behind: the shame of it, all the humiliating things my pack did to me, the constant fear? How am I supposed to tell Dayne Blackshaw, the powerful alpha who I doubt has ever known a day of fear and helplessness his en
This time it isn’t Dayne being the one closed-off and distant, it’s me.The quiet contentment which silenced the ever-present fury of my wolf disappears.In the hours since Dayne outright lied to me, I’ve felt it brewing building.The fury, that is.He and Luka stayed out for so long that I’d been in bed for hours when I heard them slipping back into the house, before Dayne’s office door opened, and the low hum of their conversation cut off entirely.I have no idea when he came to bed.It’s the middle of the night when I wake to the heated press of Dayne’s arm wrapped snug around my waist.I grind my teeth so loud I know if I don’t get control of myself, I’ll wake him up. And a confrontation like that, when I’m only just barely holding my wolf back won’t be good. For anyone.So, I slip out of bed and go to the bathroom. Not to use the toilet, but to get a grip on myself.Almost an hour passes before I return to bed, making sure I keep as far away from his side without ending up on the
No matter how enjoyable breakfast with the pack is, one breakfast was never going to be enough to chase away all the ghosts that have haunted me since my parents went for a run on my eighth birthday, and never came back.So, when the pack members who’ve finished eating gather up their plates and start clearing away the leftovers after they ask me if I’m done, I take advantage of the commotion, and of Dayne who's retreated to his office, and slip back upstairs.I’ve only just burrowed beneath the covers before Dayne is there, ripping them off me despite all my desperate efforts to cling onto them.“Get dressed, we’re going out in twenty minutes.”I’m not in the mood for his orders. Yeah, the breakfast with the pack was nice. More than nice, in fact. But today I just want need to be alone.“Look, I know you want me to do things, but just not today. Tomorrow, I’ll do whatever you want. I’ll cook all day, and clean and do gardening or whatever. Anything. Today please can I just be alone.
After keeping to myself in my room and hiding in the forests the day before, the next day, my actual birthday, all I’m looking forward to is finding somewhere to hide. Getting up early proves easier than usual since I spend most of the night tossing and turning, and being torn from my sleep from nightmares that dissolve into nothing the moment I open my eyes. I plan to scurry downstairs, make breakfast, and disappear into the forests before I see anyone, or any of the pack sees me. But although the bed is empty, it isn’t anything out of the usual since Dayne is, and always has been, an early riser. I hear sounds from downstairs, and I’m sure I smell breakfast, which again doesn’t surprise me since sometimes Regan will get started on it if she’s staying at the farmhouse instead of her house in town. The sound of conversation, though, is unusual and I pause for a second, not sure why so many of the pack are downstairs so early. Normally, they’ll pour into the kitchen around six-thirt
After keeping to myself in my room and hiding in the forests the day before, the next day, my actual birthday, all I’m looking forward to is finding somewhere to hide. Getting up early proves easier than usual since I spend most of the night tossing and turning, and being torn from my sleep from nightmares that dissolve into nothing the moment I open my eyes. I plan to scurry downstairs, make breakfast, and disappear into the forests before I see anyone, or any of the pack sees me. But although the bed is empty, it isn’t anything out of the usual since Dayne is, and always has been, an early riser. I hear sounds from downstairs, and I’m sure I smell breakfast, which again doesn’t surprise me since sometimes Regan will get started on it if she’s staying at the farmhouse instead of her house in town. The sound of conversation, though, is unusual and I pause for a second, not sure why so many of the pack are downstairs so early. Normally, they’ll pour into the kitchen around six-thirt







