ログインBella POVI did not remember falling asleep.One moment I was sitting against the cold wooden wall of the cabin, staring at nothing while my thoughts slowly faded into silence, and the next moment—I was somewhere else.It felt real immediately.Too real.I was standing in the pack house.The main hall.Everything looked exactly the same as it always had, but something about it felt… wrong, like the air was heavier, like the walls were closing in even though nothing had actually moved.“Hello?” I called out, my voice echoing slightly.No answer.Of course.There was never an answer.My footsteps sounded too loud as I walked forward slowly, my heart starting to beat faster even though I did not know why.“Ethan?” I said, my voice softer this time.Still nothing.But then—I heard something.A faint sound.A child laughing.I froze.“…what was that?” I whispered.The sound came again.Soft.Light.A small laugh.My chest tightened instantly.“No…” I said under my breath, shaking my head
Ethan POVI did not realize how tightly I was holding the letter until the paper started crumpling in my hand, but I still did not let go, because it felt like the only thing left of her that I could actually touch.“Goodbye, Ethan.”I read that last line again, my eyes tracing over the words like they might change if I stared long enough.“…you really think it is that easy?” I said out loud, my voice low but shaking with something I could not control anymore. “You think you can just walk away and that is it?”The room stayed silent.Of course it did.Because she was gone.And for the first time, that silence felt like something suffocating instead of peaceful.“No,” I said suddenly, shaking my head as I straightened up. “No, this is not how this ends.”I turned and walked out of the room quickly, my steps sharp and fast, like if I slowed down for even a second, everything would collapse on top of me.The moment I stepped into the hallway, I called out, my voice cutting through the qu
Ethan POVI stood there for what felt like forever, just staring at the folded paper in my hand like it was something dangerous, like opening it would confirm everything I was still trying to avoid admitting to myself.“Just read it,” I muttered under my breath, but my voice sounded quieter than usual, like even I was not convinced.My fingers tightened slightly around the edges.“…why am I hesitating?” I asked softly.Because I already knew.Because whatever she wrote in here—It would not be something I could ignore.It would not be something I could dismiss.It would be the truth.And I had already proven I did not handle the truth well.I let out a slow breath and finally unfolded the paper.The first thing I noticed was how neat her handwriting was.Careful.Calm.Just like her.My chest tightened immediately.“…Bella,” I whispered.Then I started reading.Ethan,Even the way she started it felt distant.Not “Ethan” with anything soft behind it.Just my name.Nothing else.I swal
Ethan POVI did not know how long I stood there after leaving the healer’s wing, because everything felt slow and heavy, like time itself was dragging while my thoughts kept racing faster and faster in my head.“She lost the baby.”I could still hear it so clearly, like the words had been carved into my mind and refused to leave no matter how much I tried to ignore them.I let out a sharp breath and muttered, “No… no, that cannot be it.”But even as I said it, I knew I was lying to myself.Because I remembered everything.Her voice.Her expression.The way she held her stomach.“Ethan… please…”I closed my eyes tightly and pressed my fingers against my temple, trying to push the memory away.“Why did you not say anything?” I whispered under my breath, even though there was no one there to answer me.And then the truth came immediately.“She did say something,” I said, my voice rough now. “You just did not listen.”I exhaled shakily and forced myself to move, my feet carrying me down t
Ethan POVI did not even remember leaving the healer’s wing, because one second I was standing there listening to words that should have made sense a long time ago, and the next I was already outside, walking without direction like my body was moving on its own while my mind stayed stuck in that room.“She was pregnant, she was really pregnant.”The words would not stop repeating in my head, over and over again, louder each time, like something inside me was forcing me to finally hear what I had refused to listen to before.“…she was telling the truth.”I let out a sharp breath and stopped walking abruptly, pressing my hand hard against my forehead as everything started to feel heavy in a way I could not explain, like my chest was tightening but I still could not understand why.“No,” I muttered under my breath, shaking my head slightly like I could shake the thought away. “No, there has to be more.”Because knowing that she was pregnant was not enough.It did not explain everything.
Ethan POVI did not sleep at all that night, and it was not because I was not tired, but because every time I closed my eyes, the same thing kept replaying in my head like something I could not escape from no matter how hard I tried.She waited.I could still hear the guard’s voice, calm and steady, like he had simply stated a fact that everyone already understood except me.“She waited… for you.”I sat up abruptly, running a hand through my hair as frustration and something heavier twisted in my chest.“This is stupid,” I muttered under my breath, my voice sounding rough in the quiet room. “She chose to leave.”But even as I said the words out loud, they did not feel convincing anymore.Instead, they sounded hollow.I exhaled sharply and stood up, pacing the room as if movement would somehow clear my thoughts.“She always overreacts,” I said again, louder this time, almost like I needed to hear it. “That is what she does.”But my steps slowed.Because something about this situation d
Bella POVThe suitcase felt heavier than it should have as I walked down the quiet stone path that led away from the house, but I knew the weight wasn’t really coming from the clothes and books packed inside it; the heaviness came from everything I was leaving behind, everything that had once been
Ethan POVThe envelope arrived in the late afternoon while I was sitting in my office at the pack house, and at the time I barely even looked up from the stack of reports spread across my desk because the entire day had already been filled with endless pack matters that demanded my attention, from
Bella POVThe sky was gray the morning I left the hospital.It had been raining since the night before, and the drizzle still hadn’t stopped. The rain was soft and quiet, like the world itself didn’t want to make too much noise.I stood in the small cemetery behind the hospital, holding a tiny wood
Bella POVWhen I woke up, the first thing I noticed was the smell.Hospitals always had the same strange smell, a mix of medicine, antiseptic, and something cold that made the air feel lifeless. It was the kind of smell that made you feel like nothing warm or happy could exist in a place like this.







